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Omg, I barely got it. The first post was a chicken on a pole dancing. A chicken strip 🙁 I reactivated this old thing because I just figured it out like 4 years later. Also looking back what I said what pretty bad but it got out of hand. I didn't get anything because I couldn't get anything. Nothing ever happened. But halfway losing something important, it was a mixture of doing anything not to lose what's important and not wanting to admit I lost it over nothing. So I made up the something along the way. I tried to downplay this fake something. Its bad. Its really bad looking at it now. This is all my fault. But I am pretty sure we've moved on. We've had way more than enough time. Never would have wrote this if I didn't see that dancing chicken. I didn't think about it until after I posting about the chicken. All this is an edit starting at also. I don't know, I guess I felt guilty about what I had done besides what I claimed that last week of November 2017, and also WebMD was scary. But human contact never occurred. I'm not bi. Idk why I broke down like that, it's too late to analyze my old psyche now.

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trying to find my shaver from when i moved places, found my old phone. look through it a bit. didn't realize that i would screenshot all the texts/tumbler texts that i liked from her. theres literally dozens, couple hundred and this phone lasted like half a year. I guess some signs of affection are subconscious. back in the box you go.

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What's kraken?

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ive long since accepted what i did by letting her go and suffering from it without reaching out. Its just now i realized something. It sucks, but i literally thought i was gonna die, i didn't wanna be someone holding her back. At least i won't let addiction stop communication anymore, you can't really promise you won't be addicted to something anymore, but communication is a matter that is much easier to control and therefore promise through trust and effort. The best way to stop an addiction is with help, and its totally possible.

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Ugh

My last plan for her was to get her makeup to gain the confidence of how i saw her. To go through what we always did, together. I guess its just what you're comfortable with, it doesn't have to be makeup. I'll always miss her. There is no moving on completely, we were such good friends. Its just one of those few moments every couple of months that you think about them and then you get over it in the morning but your future will never get over it. You'll build your life with these microscopic shards of beautiful glass underneath your feet that you can't remove or fix once you're life is so heavily built on your shoulders. Okay maybe thats saying much, but it seems like thats how its gonna be. Last time i thought of her this much was in August. So like 4 months.

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Update

Persona is still my favorite 👨‍🏫 but I got pc games and there's this one called no man's sky. Its about a spaceman where you literally explore an infinite universe and there's no loading, its literally you travel through space, enter atmospheres, walk around and go into space again. Its like Minecraft but more spacey. Gosh i hope i become a teacher next year... well in a year and a half. I've learned calligraphy. Like for reals. Its 2 am, thats all folks.....

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The Dark Knight Dir. Christopher Nolan Release date: July 18, 2008

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dont say nothin just reblog if she looks like who you know we all think she looks like

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Asobi Asobase 01

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changes

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she attack

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simple relationship

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yall let the yodeling kid prosper but not this LEGEND???

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Trust me, my Diamond