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i was going to delete this blog but i guess i can’t do it in the end. deleting would be the same as admitting bug never existed. i miss moth. i miss us. i miss the happy person we were.

maybe we’re just not made for this. for companionship. we probably always knew it.

the world will keep on spinning anyway.

i’m sorry.

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people on here r rly like 'attraction to big people is fetishistic, attraction to small people is pedophilic, having sexual thoughts about a real person is objectifying and basically harassment (and having them about fictional people is perverted), kinky sex is immoral, if youre open about your sex life in any way youre a pervert, if youre not open about them you are queerbaiting. basically you should be completely sexless while everything you do is sexualized and up for debate/speculation. this is good for the lgbt community'

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happy Thursday the 20th

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you’re welcooomeee!

anywayyyy feeling a bit eepy so i will probably slow down (or stop depending on if i fall asleep) my activities teehee

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hope everyone enjoyed rui angst :3

anywayyyy feeling a bit eepy so i will probably slow down (or stop depending on if i fall asleep) my activities teehee

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anywayyyy feeling a bit eepy so i will probably slow down (or stop depending on if i fall asleep) my activities teehee

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ah, si je pouvais vivre dans l’eau —

le monde serait-il plus beau ?

welcome, welcome !! my name’s moth or lacey, i use it/its as well as various neopronouns which you can find here. i mostly come on here for roleplay purposes, now. however, i have another account i’m more active on – @lacehrted.

some more information about me !!!

₊໒ ꒰ i’m a newly discovered system, though i’m usually the only one posting here since this is . . . well, my blog. it’s going to come up often, though. :3

i’m 17, so don’t be gross !

a list of my sideblogs can be found here.

i don’t have a DNI, but know that i block liberally. ꒱

my interests are. . .

honkai : star rail. project sekai. twisted wonderland. pokemon. guardian tales. mystic messenger. the amazing digital circus. scarlet hollow. professor layton. fire emblem. parties are for losers. the world ends with you && obey me.

i’m also neurodivergent, and i have a special interest in spiders && insects. feel free to ask me about them !!

goodbye, and have a nice day or night ♡

𓂃 icon by untitledmemories, headers by easygoingblend ♡ ১

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From what I've seen of the story, Mafudad isn't as bad as Mafumom by. A lot

He’s quite a bit like I predicted he would be. From reading the story here’s what we know about him

He’s been regularly visiting Mafuyu for a few weeks (we’re not gonna think about how he found Kanade’s address we’re gonna let that oversight slide)

He let Mafuyu stay at Kanade’s when she refused to go home, and gave her her clothes from home as well as money so Kanade can take care of them both (that explains a lot)

He was away on a business trip during the events of Saying Goodbye to My Masked Self. It’s not confirmed but he was definitely the person on the phone at the end of the event.

He did not realise the situation with Mafuyu was this severe and feels bad for never noticing that anything was wrong

Here’s the kicker. Although he thinks his wife was in the wrong for taking Mafuyu’s stuff and breaking her phone, he thinks she just wants what’s good for Mafuyu. He is not aware that this is not true.

We haven’t seen enough of him yet for me to make a proper judgement, but while his wife is knowingly manipulative and abusing Mafuyu, I get the feeling when he pushes Mafuyu and says he’s doing what’s best for her he’s being genuine. Like he’s seemingly completely oblivious to his wife’s true motive, and the fact he actually let Mafuyu stay with Kanade as well, and the fact he actually admitted he felt really bad that he never noticed Mafuyu’s problems. I think he genuinely means well. Now that’s not to say he wasn’t complicit in Mafuyu’s abuse, because he definitely was. He supported everything his wife got Mafuyu to do, and he did his fair share of pushing expectations on her as well. It’s similar to Shin’ei (dads with terrible communication skills duo). There’s not a whole lot to support this, but I wouldn’t be surprised if he turns out to be one of those parents who is so focused on work and doesn’t spend that much time with their kids. Idk it would make sense given the whole never noticing anything was wrong, rarely making appearances, being on business trips thing.

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actually this is really fucking funny now

hi.

i am you.

omg……….

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hi.

i am you.

omg……….

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wraps you in a rug so you are snug (you are a bug)

woag i am the coziest little bug in the universe rn……

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whoever decided to turn daisy bell into a spooky dookie creepypasta song is fucking evil. that computer was brave enough to sing us a delightful little song and you do THIS to him? thats hatsune mikus grandpa dude. fuck you

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btw on the Kanade Aoyagi hc, i think it would be Kanade not getting out of the shitty situation .

obv warning for, like, Harumichi’s A+ parenting /sarc

i mean shes newly traumatized and it was because of her that her dad’s in coma (in her mind)

so now shes like… "maybe if i just do what i’m told, my music won’t hurt anyone anymore"

Toya really, really wants to help her but whenever she sees him she just. tries her best to ignore him and leave before any of the other Aoyagis (or god forbid Harumichi himself) notice they’ve been speaking

Kanade’s I Want To Save People tendencies means she could see this as a trading places sort of thing…

she’s not happy, she’s miserable, but that’s okay. she doesn’t deserve happiness, but Toya does. she can make everyone happy this way.

except…

well, Toya’s obviously Not Happy. lmfao. he feels incredibly guilty abt it because holy shit the Aoyagis are just doing the same thing they did to him to Kanade but now she’s. all alone.

at least, before, they were suffering together.

i think in this situation Kanade could create a SEKAI.

it could either be like canon where eventually 25-ji is created ig but i think itd be funky if this was a shuffle AU thing and Kanade / Toya ended up in the same unit. (Kanade is like Mafuyu here….. perhaps……… a cool idea to consider)

bc like. Kanade goes in the SEKAI to find comfort, but one day she just figures… she could just stay there. she already wants to disappear in canon so this whole mess would make it worse.

Miku finds Toya and shes like "please can you help me i dont know what to do :(" and Toya goes for it bc that might be his only chance to save Kanade

Kanade just tries to get him to leave her alone but its not working and she keeps trying to pretend like shes okay but shes obviously not and-

oh.

oh.

she starts crying.

and then she ends up just bawling her eyes out in Toya’s arms bc everything was just hell without him

Toya just tells her that he’ll help her. he got out of there, and she can do the same thing.

and it just-

it feels really nice.

it’s been so long since Kanade’s felt warmth.

(now i really want to do something with this au. write a fanfic. or even make a new rp account. whatever!! but either way i am obsessed with this idea now)

Moth I am coming for you this is so. UWUAAAHAJJJJJ…

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my favorite flavors of "Kanade gets fucking adopted like the wet, soggy cat she is"

❥ Kanade Tenma

• probably my favorite because i get to put all my favorites characters together 👍

• Tsukasa and Kanade just keep pulling the "no u" card on each other. they’re both patient and stubborn as hell so their "arguments" (in general, them arguing that the other is better) can last a while

• Toya tries to help them but Saki just goes… "fuck this shit, I'm out" after the third time this happens /hj

❥ Kanade Kamishiro

• MY SECOND FAVORITE because i am CONVINCED that Kanade and Rui should be besties because there’s just so many similarities between them. Colopale doesn’t give me what i want, so i’m making it

• they’re unhealthy messes together though.

• i like Ruikasa, and in my mind… Rui is like in denial about it (or perhaps he doesn’t even realize what he feels), but Kanade looks at him just one second and goes "you’re in love with Tenma."

• rui’s just like [insert shocked pikachu face here]

❥ Kanade Shiraishi

• in rp lore, Ken has 5382737 children in his café so really, a Kanade Shiraishi would make sense /hj

• okay but seriously, An and Kanade have a lot of similarities but also differences (An’s mom is still very much alive, but Kanade’s has been dead for years; they both have a very close relationship to their fathers, with both of them being musicians, …)

(from the tv tropes page)

• anyway, this would be funky.

• Taiga makes An cry and Kanade’s fucking murdering him btw. hope that helps ✨

❥ Kanade Aoyagi

• okay, this one is… more angsty? i guess. it’s not really the same thing as those above, but…

• i like the "Kanade and Toya are cousins" headcanon, so imagine that after Kanade's dad gets into a coma, the Aoyagis take her in

• it’s good for their image!

• Kanade knows how to play piano and Toya looks like he likes her, so you know… Harumichi might play into that a bit to keep him obedient… it sucks but he’s a piece of shit to me so 👍

• this could very much end in a Kanade and Toya Tenma thing too, which is perfect to me

• but if you want to add more angst… maybe only one of them manages to get out of this situation… would that be fucked up or what? :3

anyway. can you tell that Kanade’s my fav

I’m staring so hard at the An + Kanade siblingduo. Looking at you with autism in my eyes ….

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My dad was dealing with some mixed feelings so I told him "In therapy when something is too complicated to do a simple 'pro and contra list' we sometimes do an excercise where you imagine all these mixed feelings around a table in some kind of conference, letting each tell their bit and you leading the debate."

and my dad didn't really respond and just stared ahead so I kept preparing lunch. Until a few minutes later when he suddenly piped up: "I am having a bad time at the conference"

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— ♡ / Kanade Yoisaki!

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Kinger in the catacombs of Paris

Paris Catacombs, France