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vinniesgff · 3 years
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i have geometry homework and have to write an analysis for honors english. im gonna cry my eyes out. and i have to go to the doctor bc i played hookie and stayed home bc school streses me out.
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vinniesgff · 3 years
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𝔠𝔬𝔭𝔦𝔫𝔤 ℑℑ. vh.
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𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . █▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟐𝟎% ███▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟓𝟎% █████▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟕𝟎% ███████▒▒▒ 𝟏𝟎𝟎% ██████████ 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞! █ 15% ██ 30% ███ 45% ████ 60% █████ 75% ██████ 100% ⋘ 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 - 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙ [████████]99% ⋘ Tʀᴀɴsᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ᴇʀʀᴏʀ. Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ. ⋙
warnings; depressing,please don’t read if you think it could trigger you in any way possible. <3.
⨾ y/n.  ❞
now playing: (golden dandelions ) ││✎. ° (barns courtney ) ││ 1:07 ——◦———— 4:50
𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠.
vinnie had came home, at 3 in the morning. didn’t even look at me. didn’t even say anything to me. just walked right past me.
he’s been doing this for five months now. leaving the house at night, and then coming back around 3am. not showing me any affection. not talking to me.
it honestly just feels like he doesn’t love me anymore. he walked upstairs, to our shared bedroom, to change his clothes.
he came back downstairs soon after, and sat on the couch, didn’t even look at me. didn’t say a word. just grabbed his phone out of his sweats pocket.
i’m so tired of feeling like a piece of shit, because he won’t even put any effort into our relationship anymore. i debated saying something. i eventually mustered up the curage to say something.
❝hey vin, ❝ i barely whimpered out. he looked up at me, and didn’t say anything. i started to tear up, but quickly wiped the tears away, before yelling, ❝IM SO DONE VINNIE. THIS IS THE 100TH TIME IN THE PAST MONTH. I DON’T KNOW WHY YOU THINK ITS OKAY TO COME HOME, AND IGNORE ME. YOU DONT EVEN CUDDLE WITH ME AT NIGHT ANYMORE. YOU HAVENT TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME. DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME OR CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE, ❝
❝YOU’RE RIGHT Y/N. THATS WHY IVE BEEN FUCKING MADISON. ALL YOU DO IS FUCKING WHINE AND COMPLAIN LIKE A GODDAMED BABY. GROW THE FUCK UP, ❝vinnie screamed back.
i held my tears back, took a deep breath, getting off of the couch, and looking directly at him before saying, ❝oh, well. u-um i’m sorry. i’ll just go grab my things and go, ❝
❝yeah, you should. bye y/n, ❝vinnie said with no remorse eveident in his voice.
i walked up into our shared bedroom, took of the necklace he had bought me for our 2 year anniversary, along with the promise ring that he had bought me on our 3 year anniversary.
i walked to my dresser and grabbed everything in big chunks, and throwing it in my suitcase. going into our shared bathroom, grabbing all of my stuff, and throwing it in my suitcase, and zipping it up. then grabbing my phone, phone charger, and purse, putting all of it in my purse.
i took one last look at vinnie when i was walking out of the house with urgency, and he didn’t even look up. i silently cried, walking through the front door.
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . █▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟐𝟎% ███▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟓𝟎% █████▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟕𝟎% ███████▒▒▒ 𝟏𝟎𝟎% ██████████ 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞! █ 15% ██ 30% ███ 45% ████ 60% █████ 75% ██████ 100% ⋘ 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 - 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙ [████████]99% ⋘ Tʀᴀɴsᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ᴇʀʀᴏʀ. Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ. ⋙
❝c’mon y/n, it’s time to get out of bed. ❝ my dear friend, nai says.
❝no, i can’t. i was up at three this morning throwing up. ❝ i said back sleepily.
❝y/n, baby, you need to take a pregnancy test. this has been happening for the past month. when was the last time you and you know who had sex?, ❝nai asks.
❝5 months ago. ❝i whimpered out, about to cry.
❝baby, don’t cry. it’s okay. let’s go to wallgreens and pick up some snacks and a couple pregnancy tests okay? ❝ nai questions me.
❝whatever, but i’m only going for the snacks, because im craving pretzels and cream cheese,❝
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . █▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟐𝟎% ███▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟓𝟎% █████▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟕𝟎% ███████▒▒▒ 𝟏𝟎𝟎% ██████████ 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞! █ 15% ██ 30% ███ 45% ████ 60% █████ 75% ██████ 100% ⋘ 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 - 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙ [████████]99% ⋘ Tʀᴀɴsᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ᴇʀʀᴏʀ. Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ. ⋙
we made our way to wallgreens, and i slowly got out of the car, and pulled my hood on my hoodie up, and walking into the store.
nai grabbed a shopping cart, and headed towards the womens isle, grabbing a couple boxes of pregnancy tests, and then walking towards the snacks. picking out the ones i wanted and some for herself.
i’m really thankful for nai, and her being there for me 100% of the time. i have no clue what i would do without her.
she grabbed a 6 pack of dr.peppers, for me. cause those were my favorites.
we walked to the cash register, and nai placed all of the stuff on the table.
we payed, got our bags, and walked out.
we made our way back home, and when we arrived, i grabbed the bags, and walked into the house, nai following behind me.
i sat the bags down on the table, before grabbing two boxes of pregnancy tests out of the bag.
i walked into the bathroom, and did my business in a cup. placing the pregnancy tests in there for a minute and then putting the cap back on it. setting a ten minute timer on my phone.
waiting impatiently for the two tests to give me the results.
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . █▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟐𝟎% ███▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟓𝟎% █████▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟕𝟎% ███████▒▒▒ 𝟏𝟎𝟎% ██████████ 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞! █ 15% ██ 30% ███ 45% ████ 60% █████ 75% ██████ 100% ⋘ 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 - 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙ [████████]99% ⋘ Tʀᴀɴsᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ᴇʀʀᴏʀ. Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ. ⋙
i flipped the tests over with my shaky hands, after the timer went off. the tests read out ❝pregnant❝
i slid down the wall, sobbing my heart out.
all i could think about is what vinnie was gonna say if i told him.
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . █▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟐𝟎% ███▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟓𝟎% █████▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟕𝟎% ███████▒▒▒ 𝟏𝟎𝟎% ██████████ 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞! █ 15% ██ 30% ███ 45% ████ 60% █████ 75% ██████ 100% ⋘ 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 - 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙ [████████]99% ⋘ Tʀᴀɴsᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ᴇʀʀᴏʀ. Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ. ⋙
└> @vinniesgff is typing... ❜ i hope you all liked this chapter. part 3?
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this was so hot for absolutely no reason
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THE WAY HE PLAYS WITH HIS SHORTS PLS 🤏🏽🤏🏽🤏🏽
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𝔠𝔬𝔭𝔦𝔫𝔤. vh.
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𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . █▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟐𝟎% ███▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟓𝟎% █████▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟕𝟎% ███████▒▒▒ 𝟏𝟎𝟎% ██████████ 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞! █ 15% ██ 30% ███ 45% ████ 60% █████ 75% ██████ 100% ⋘ 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 - 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙ [████████]99% ⋘ Tʀᴀɴsᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ᴇʀʀᴏʀ. Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ. ⋙
warnings; sad, depressing, so if you don’t feel comfy reading, or think it could trigger you in any way shape or form, please do not read. (mentions of drug use.) <3
❝ vinnie hacker. ❞
now playing: (idfc) (blackbear) │ 1:07 —— 4:50
𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠.
❝IM SO DONE VINNIE. THIS IS THE 100TH TIME IN THE PAST MONTH. I DON’T KNOW WHY YOU THINK ITS OKAY TO COME HOME, AND IGNORE ME. YOU DONT EVEN CUDDLE WITH ME AT NIGHT ANYMORE. YOU HAVENT TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME. DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME OR CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE, ❝y/n screamed.
❝YOU’RE RIGHT Y/N. THATS WHY IVE BEEN FUCKING MADISON. ALL YOU DO IS FUCKING WHINE AND COMPLAIN LIKE A GODDAMED BABY. GROW THE FUCK UP, ❝i screamed back.
❝oh, well. u-um i’m sorry. i’ll just go grab my things and go, ❝ y/n said, sounding like she was about to cry.
❝yeah, you should. bye y/n, ❝ i said back.
i don’t know why i said that. i didnt mean it. i had been lying to her for 5 months straight, and i couldn’t handle it, guilt overtook me, and thats why i was distant from y/n.
i miss her so much. i never should’ve done that. i don’t know how i could ever stoop so low. i’ll beat myself up for it til’ the day i die.
the only girl who ever cared about me, not for my fame, not for clout, the girl who loved and cared about me for who i was. i lost her.
i never knew how much i was in love with her, until i had to let her go.
all i had done since she left a month ago, was mope around what used to be our apartment.
everywhere i looked, reminded me of her. from the kitchen, that we used to cook in together, and slow dance. to the bedroom where we cuddled and watched anime together. to the living room where we would sit and talk about our day.
she’s gone. my baby, the love of my life, my y/n, my love. she’s gone. she’ll never come back. she’s probably already moved on, and is doing ten times better without me.
i grabbed my raw wraps, and rolled me a joint, lighting it, and bringing it to my lips, inhaling the smoke, and blowing it out.
i repeated that until it was almost completely gone.
then i grabbed my phone out of my back pocket and went through our old messages.
from the laughter we shared together about my silly, stupid jokes. from the sadness. to the pictures of her and hera together. so many memories.
tears slipped from my eyes, and ran down my face. all i could hear in my head was our argument, the things i said to her, how i thought she was clingy, when really, she was the best thing that ever happened to me.
before i know it, loud sobs are coming out of my mouth.
i didn’t even care. i deserved it. i really did. i fucked up. big time.
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . █▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟐𝟎% ███▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟓𝟎% █████▒▒▒▒▒ 𝟕𝟎% ███████▒▒▒ 𝟏𝟎𝟎% ██████████ 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞! █ 15% ██ 30% ███ 45% ████ 60% █████ 75% ██████ 100% ⋘ 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 - 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙ [████████]99% ⋘ Tʀᴀɴsᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ᴇʀʀᴏʀ. Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ. ⋙
└> @vinniesgff is typing... ❜ thank you all for reading. i hope you enjoyed.
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𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠...
𝘤𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴. vh.
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now playing: (all i want for christmas is you) ││✎. ° (mariah carey) ││ 1:07 ——4:50
warnings; none. <3
sorry for any incorrect grammar mistakes, i’ll edit it later. <3
⨾ y/n.  ❞
today was the christmas lighting ceremony in my hometown, and every year my family and i go to it.
today felt like a good day for some reason, i had no clue as to why. it just felt different. i decided to dress sorta nice. i usually just go in my sweatpants and hoodie, but today i got dressed up, and even put on makeup.
i got in my car, while my parents would drive my siblings, and drove to the spot where they would light the christmas tree every year on the day after thanksgiving.
i made it to the place where i’d suprisingly, meet my celebrity crush vinnie hacker.
i grabbed my coat from the back seat of my car, and got out of my car.
the wind kissed my skin. leaving me to shiver. i debated with myself for a minute about putting my coat on.
i decided it was probably a good idea, since it was super cold out. it was literally below freezing, and i was wearing such a cute outfit too. yet i had to put a coat on over my damn cute ass shirt.
i was walking around, trying to find one of the hot chocolate stands that they have every year.
when i finally found one, i ordered my hot chocolate, and waited for it to be done.
that’s when a tall, dirty blonde- hair dude, clad in a black turtleneck, black jeans, black coat, and a pair of nike shoes. walked up.
he kind of reminded me of vinnie. i looked at him for a minute, but ripped my eyes away when i saw him turning around.
when he turned around completely, i started internally fangirling. i guess i zoned out for too long, and he ended up tapping on me.
i looked up at him, and said,”oh, um, h-h-hey,”
“hi, sorry. you zoned out for quite a bit, and i just wanted to make sure that y’were completely alright.” vinnie said.
“oh, yeah, ‘msorry. i was just too deep in my thoughts.” i managed to croak out,
“you’re completely fine. i just couldnt help but notice y’kinda looked upset. “ oh, he’s so caring.
“um, d’ya maybe y-you know, um, wanna um, hang out?” i muttered softly,
“of course. m’here with my friends jett, and jack. they’re probably off fucking some bitches right now anyways.” he laughed.
oh my god, his laugh was so contagious, i started to cackle a little bit. he smiled at me. HE FUCKING SMILED AT ME. OH MY GOD. SORRY IM JUST FANGIRLING.
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vinnie and i were currently walking around, and talking about how much the two of us loved christmas, but hated the weather.
how we loved giving gifts to our family, and friends, even if we dont recieve anything back. how we loved christmas movies, staying in out pajamas all day, how we loved making christmas cookies, and more.
we also talked about how we loved animals. and what our favorite animals were.
vinnie and i were in a deep conversation about how i knew who he was, and that i was a fan of his, and he seemed pretty surprised. i guess i hid it pretty well, since he had literally no idea, when we were walking around to find my mom, when she said she had got there.
my mom loved him, and so did my siblings. they got along really well, and he even promised my little brother brody, that he’d play fortnite with him. i swear he jumped for joy.
we got settled on my big fluffy blanket i had layed on the ground, and i wrapped one around us.
when the tree was lit up, vinnie and i looked at each other, and smiled.
my mom wanted to take a picture of us. so i handed her my phone. she guided us to where she wanted to take the picture at.
when she had taken it, she handed the phone back to me. i was looking at the picture when i realized had vinnie looked over my shoulder to see it too.
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(pretend its yall.)
vinnie asked for my phone, and i handed it to him, he typed in his number, and sent himself the picture, before saving his contact name as ‘the vinnie hacker lol😛’ , it made me laugh when he handed it back and i saw that.
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vinniesgff · 3 years
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um, kinda wanna start writing on here.
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vinniesgff · 3 years
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i haven’t used tumblr in so long. idk if i remember how to work it lol.
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