I love reading so much so I got a degree in English Literature but its not effortless for me. i won't read for long periods of time unless i sit down and force myself to do so. as much as i love reading i also love not using my brain. so my worst reading habit is i dog ear every chapter before i start a book so as im working my way through it i have a short term goal in mind and physical evidence of how much ive completed. and i think at face value that's a bad way to approach doing something you love but it's genuinely hard work sometimes to make myself read a book
every single time one of my posts gets notes I think to myself why is this one getting notes I have so many better posts. i could post something thinking this is the best and funniest and truest thing ive ever said and if it blows up ill be like fuckkkk why did that one have to get notes
a man online can make an entire career from having traditionally feminine hobbies or interests and the comments will be full of people in love with him meanwhile women online with traditionally masculine hobbies will at best get attention seeking accusations and at worse rape threats
my toxic trait is thinking i could survive the byron-shelley friend group however. i think it would be much simpler than whatever i have been doing for the last 5 years
a man online can make an entire career from having traditionally feminine hobbies or interests and the comments will be full of people in love with him meanwhile women online with traditionally masculine hobbies will at best get attention seeking accusations and at worse rape threats