I hate having an idea, a good idea, an absolute masterclass in idea making, an idea that I cooked so hard that I burnt down Hell's Kitchen, and then immediately forgetting it within the same moment.
And then remembering it!
But then feeling like the idea is suddenly horrible so all of my residual excitement gets sapped by a dopamine-hating thought vampire.
Y'all ever just leave somewhere for a while. Like a social media site or an IRL location like a city, and while you're gone shit goes down and you go through character development and now that you're done with that arc you come back and notice the old things that used to hurt you and you just stare at them like:
I live biznitches. I finally ate the rest of my candy-coated coffin and rose from the dead with nothing more than a spoon, hunger and spite.
Call me Detective Casey because it seems I have been written into existence. Yes, your paranoia is correct. I know the manuscript which I was placed within once again.
ngngngnngngngngnngngngNNGNGNGNNGNGG AAAAAA I LOVE ACHIEVEMENTS, I love collecting achievements in my favorite games!! I want to 100% complete all the games I love!! They're my little trophies!!!
But also lord why are all my favorite games infested with grindy, unfun achievements?
BTD6? pop 500 golden bloons, win 100 matches of monkey teams, pop 5,000,000 fortified bloons. Why Ninja Kiwi?
TF2? Win 142 matches of Powerhouse? Who the fuck has the time for that! It's not even a good map! Plus it's the one game mode that can technically last forever!
Tetragun? Complete a run without having the groovy rock be hit once. That's already hard enough to do, but what's worse is that that grooveless stupid ass rock has only a small chance of even showing up in the first place!
The only (extra) grindy achievement I've had enough patience to get were the Terraria ones (200 fishing quests, remove corruption from a world), but that's only because I love that game to death and I'm getting married to it.