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“I become stronger when I wear makeup” 💄

Tsubaki !!! 👠

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✴︎ SLEEPING AID

જ⁀➴ You struggle to fall asleep and Xavier is there to help you.

ﾉ character: Xavier

ﾉ reader: genderneutral

ﾉ cw: mentions of sleep deprivation

ﾉ notes: requested by @sadfragilegirl thank you so much my love ♥️ || TAGLIST

♡ Xavier could always sleep. Anywhere, at any given time and he made it look so easy too - so why couldn't you?

♡ You tossed and turned in your own bed, no position quite comfortable enough, the ambience either too quiet or too loud. Everything just felt off, no matter what you did.

♡ Your phone was turned off to rid yourself of the urge to doom scroll and the little clock on your bedside table was long unplugged, the silent ticking drove you into insanity.

♡ When you went to bed, you were relaxed, knowing you'd get 8-9 hours of sleep and will be well rested for your exhausting day tomorrow but by now, you'd be lucky if you even got 4 hours of somewhat restful slumber.

♡ This pattern kept repeating almost nightly. Your nerves were wearing thin and you were crawling on your last energy reserves - even Xavier noticed that something was wrong.

♡ Granted, he did notice it after your first sleepless night, you just looked so tired, but he didn't want to bring it up, not wanting to put pressure on you or make you think that you're anything less than beautiful in his eyes. Some bags under your eyes would never change that.

♡ But he also refuses to let you go on like that. The fact that you cant sleep is robbing him of sleep too, so one evening he simply walks downstairs to your apartment and knocks on the door. He has a key, he knows you gave him permission to just enter when you got together - but he still never did so.

♡ You opened the door and rubbed your eyes, looking oh so tired but the sun barely set. The confusion is practically written all over your face.

♡ “We're having a sleepover.” He states and pushes past you, kissing your temple gently as he passes. Gently, he takes your hand and leads you to the bedroom.

♡ “Xav, what are you-” you ask but he interrupts you as he climbs into your bed.

♡ “You barely slept these past few weeks. And I'll make sure that changes” he opened his arms and you climbed into them without hesitation. You wanted to cry, to break down in his arms but you were too exhausted to even do that.

♡ His fingers ran through your hair and his steady heartbeat did calm you down enough to put you in a state of trance, shy of falling asleep but the slumber never came.

♡ Xavier was beyond tired himself so he carefully moved positions to lay on top of you, body resting between your legs and his head came to rest on your chest. He felt like a weighted blanket and this did the trick.

♡ Slowly but surely, sleep overtook your senses with your boyfriend soundly sleeping on top of you.

♡ Maybe this was a sign that you two finally needed to move in together or at least spend the nights together. His presence felt like home to you, comforting and warm.

♡ If you still find yourself sleepless with him, he would always be ready to tell you stories, read to you or move to the couch to watch movies - you shouldn't linger in bed if you can't sleep after all.

♡ You were no longer alone with your thoughts and it's as if his mere presence silences your mind and rids your heart of worry.

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hold my hand we will get out of this period of depression and survival mode together

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✴︎ SLEEPING AID

જ⁀➴ You struggle to fall asleep and Xavier is there to help you.

ﾉ character: Xavier

ﾉ reader: genderneutral

ﾉ cw: mentions of sleep deprivation

ﾉ notes: requested by @sadfragilegirl thank you so much my love ♥️ || TAGLIST

♡ Xavier could always sleep. Anywhere, at any given time and he made it look so easy too - so why couldn't you?

♡ You tossed and turned in your own bed, no position quite comfortable enough, the ambience either too quiet or too loud. Everything just felt off, no matter what you did.

♡ Your phone was turned off to rid yourself of the urge to doom scroll and the little clock on your bedside table was long unplugged, the silent ticking drove you into insanity.

♡ When you went to bed, you were relaxed, knowing you'd get 8-9 hours of sleep and will be well rested for your exhausting day tomorrow but by now, you'd be lucky if you even got 4 hours of somewhat restful slumber.

♡ This pattern kept repeating almost nightly. Your nerves were wearing thin and you were crawling on your last energy reserves - even Xavier noticed that something was wrong.

♡ Granted, he did notice it after your first sleepless night, you just looked so tired, but he didn't want to bring it up, not wanting to put pressure on you or make you think that you're anything less than beautiful in his eyes. Some bags under your eyes would never change that.

♡ But he also refuses to let you go on like that. The fact that you cant sleep is robbing him of sleep too, so one evening he simply walks downstairs to your apartment and knocks on the door. He has a key, he knows you gave him permission to just enter when you got together - but he still never did so.

♡ You opened the door and rubbed your eyes, looking oh so tired but the sun barely set. The confusion is practically written all over your face.

♡ “We're having a sleepover.” He states and pushes past you, kissing your temple gently as he passes. Gently, he takes your hand and leads you to the bedroom.

♡ “Xav, what are you-” you ask but he interrupts you as he climbs into your bed.

♡ “You barely slept these past few weeks. And I'll make sure that changes” he opened his arms and you climbed into them without hesitation. You wanted to cry, to break down in his arms but you were too exhausted to even do that.

♡ His fingers ran through your hair and his steady heartbeat did calm you down enough to put you in a state of trance, shy of falling asleep but the slumber never came.

♡ Xavier was beyond tired himself so he carefully moved positions to lay on top of you, body resting between your legs and his head came to rest on your chest. He felt like a weighted blanket and this did the trick.

♡ Slowly but surely, sleep overtook your senses with your boyfriend soundly sleeping on top of you.

♡ Maybe this was a sign that you two finally needed to move in together or at least spend the nights together. His presence felt like home to you, comforting and warm.

♡ If you still find yourself sleepless with him, he would always be ready to tell you stories, read to you or move to the couch to watch movies - you shouldn't linger in bed if you can't sleep after all.

♡ You were no longer alone with your thoughts and it's as if his mere presence silences your mind and rids your heart of worry.

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DAILY REMINDER TO REBLOG ART/FICS/GIFS/ETC. IF YOU ENJOY THEM 🔪🔪🔪

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I found an old theme layout I never actually used.... so maybeeeee🤔

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umemiya hajime who cares even in the smallest of ways and always keeps an eye on.

i'd like to think, be it bofurin's early days of reclaiming the town's trust or current times, whenevr something big goes, and everyone's cheering in unision, you'd stand by the corner or by a shop and watch- with a smile on your face and happy for everyone too but too shy, maybe too lost in your head to join everyone else.

maybe something grows within time, as you watch over and over again just what a big and warm heart umemiya carries on his sleeve, always on the lookout for everyone- making you yearn for his gaze just a little too.

and he'd notice, as he always does, and because he always wishes for the best for his beloved town and its people. so he makes sure to always linger by your spot- if he catches on quickly that you don't want to be a part of the big crowd physically, not yet, he'll respect that and make sure to still stop by and strike conversation when it's all quitened down. make a mental note when you mention your favorite fruit in passing, making sure to grow some and harvest them for you, when the sweet baker down the street gives him yet another bag of baked delicacies, he will always save your favorite warm and quickly bring it to you. noticing the signs of stress on your person and making it a habit to keep your hand in his when he has noticed you biting your nails or playing with your hair too much again.

it all happens down the line, out of your control, before you can even realize. yet are you to blame yourself when umemiya is /just like that/, so endaring, caring, kind and thoughtful, making it impossible to not fall for him? now you have to live with the knowledge of this too, keep it cool whenever he's talking with you- because the chances of a man returning your feelings feels so out of reach that you never dare approach the topic, happy with the friendship the two of you have built.

but umemiya is not a patient guy-- and when he falls, he falls hard. there is no time for yearning, aching or waiting around. before you can even register what's going on, his expression worrying you, until he blurts out a bunch of things at once, leaving you short circuited, and all you can catch are "wanting to see you smile and light up the world for the rest of my life". arms wrapped tight around your frame and burying his face to you, he doesn't even allow you to breathe, let alone think.

by the time he has come down from his high, and you from the shock of it all, you nod at his big pleading eyes, mustering up a quiet "yes" and in his words; you've just made him the happiest man alive.

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✴︎ SLEEPING AID

જ⁀➴ You struggle to fall asleep and Xavier is there to help you.

ﾉ character: Xavier

ﾉ reader: genderneutral

ﾉ cw: mentions of sleep deprivation

ﾉ notes: requested by @sadfragilegirl thank you so much my love ♥️ || TAGLIST

♡ Xavier could always sleep. Anywhere, at any given time and he made it look so easy too - so why couldn't you?

♡ You tossed and turned in your own bed, no position quite comfortable enough, the ambience either too quiet or too loud. Everything just felt off, no matter what you did.

♡ Your phone was turned off to rid yourself of the urge to doom scroll and the little clock on your bedside table was long unplugged, the silent ticking drove you into insanity.

♡ When you went to bed, you were relaxed, knowing you'd get 8-9 hours of sleep and will be well rested for your exhausting day tomorrow but by now, you'd be lucky if you even got 4 hours of somewhat restful slumber.

♡ This pattern kept repeating almost nightly. Your nerves were wearing thin and you were crawling on your last energy reserves - even Xavier noticed that something was wrong.

♡ Granted, he did notice it after your first sleepless night, you just looked so tired, but he didn't want to bring it up, not wanting to put pressure on you or make you think that you're anything less than beautiful in his eyes. Some bags under your eyes would never change that.

♡ But he also refuses to let you go on like that. The fact that you cant sleep is robbing him of sleep too, so one evening he simply walks downstairs to your apartment and knocks on the door. He has a key, he knows you gave him permission to just enter when you got together - but he still never did so.

♡ You opened the door and rubbed your eyes, looking oh so tired but the sun barely set. The confusion is practically written all over your face.

♡ “We're having a sleepover.” He states and pushes past you, kissing your temple gently as he passes. Gently, he takes your hand and leads you to the bedroom.

♡ “Xav, what are you-” you ask but he interrupts you as he climbs into your bed.

♡ “You barely slept these past few weeks. And I'll make sure that changes” he opened his arms and you climbed into them without hesitation. You wanted to cry, to break down in his arms but you were too exhausted to even do that.

♡ His fingers ran through your hair and his steady heartbeat did calm you down enough to put you in a state of trance, shy of falling asleep but the slumber never came.

♡ Xavier was beyond tired himself so he carefully moved positions to lay on top of you, body resting between your legs and his head came to rest on your chest. He felt like a weighted blanket and this did the trick.

♡ Slowly but surely, sleep overtook your senses with your boyfriend soundly sleeping on top of you.

♡ Maybe this was a sign that you two finally needed to move in together or at least spend the nights together. His presence felt like home to you, comforting and warm.

♡ If you still find yourself sleepless with him, he would always be ready to tell you stories, read to you or move to the couch to watch movies - you shouldn't linger in bed if you can't sleep after all.

♡ You were no longer alone with your thoughts and it's as if his mere presence silences your mind and rids your heart of worry.

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@sugurouge

save a cow ride a boy or what um save a uh ride a horse no its save a uhh guys who we saving

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When they go between spanking your ass and playing with your pussy while you’re bent over their thighs 🩷

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✴︎ SLEEPING AID

જ⁀➴ You struggle to fall asleep and Xavier is there to help you.

ﾉ character: Xavier

ﾉ reader: genderneutral

ﾉ cw: mentions of sleep deprivation

ﾉ notes: requested by @sadfragilegirl thank you so much my love ♥️ || TAGLIST

♡ Xavier could always sleep. Anywhere, at any given time and he made it look so easy too - so why couldn't you?

♡ You tossed and turned in your own bed, no position quite comfortable enough, the ambience either too quiet or too loud. Everything just felt off, no matter what you did.

♡ Your phone was turned off to rid yourself of the urge to doom scroll and the little clock on your bedside table was long unplugged, the silent ticking drove you into insanity.

♡ When you went to bed, you were relaxed, knowing you'd get 8-9 hours of sleep and will be well rested for your exhausting day tomorrow but by now, you'd be lucky if you even got 4 hours of somewhat restful slumber.

♡ This pattern kept repeating almost nightly. Your nerves were wearing thin and you were crawling on your last energy reserves - even Xavier noticed that something was wrong.

♡ Granted, he did notice it after your first sleepless night, you just looked so tired, but he didn't want to bring it up, not wanting to put pressure on you or make you think that you're anything less than beautiful in his eyes. Some bags under your eyes would never change that.

♡ But he also refuses to let you go on like that. The fact that you cant sleep is robbing him of sleep too, so one evening he simply walks downstairs to your apartment and knocks on the door. He has a key, he knows you gave him permission to just enter when you got together - but he still never did so.

♡ You opened the door and rubbed your eyes, looking oh so tired but the sun barely set. The confusion is practically written all over your face.

♡ “We're having a sleepover.” He states and pushes past you, kissing your temple gently as he passes. Gently, he takes your hand and leads you to the bedroom.

♡ “Xav, what are you-” you ask but he interrupts you as he climbs into your bed.

♡ “You barely slept these past few weeks. And I'll make sure that changes” he opened his arms and you climbed into them without hesitation. You wanted to cry, to break down in his arms but you were too exhausted to even do that.

♡ His fingers ran through your hair and his steady heartbeat did calm you down enough to put you in a state of trance, shy of falling asleep but the slumber never came.

♡ Xavier was beyond tired himself so he carefully moved positions to lay on top of you, body resting between your legs and his head came to rest on your chest. He felt like a weighted blanket and this did the trick.

♡ Slowly but surely, sleep overtook your senses with your boyfriend soundly sleeping on top of you.

♡ Maybe this was a sign that you two finally needed to move in together or at least spend the nights together. His presence felt like home to you, comforting and warm.

♡ If you still find yourself sleepless with him, he would always be ready to tell you stories, read to you or move to the couch to watch movies - you shouldn't linger in bed if you can't sleep after all.

♡ You were no longer alone with your thoughts and it's as if his mere presence silences your mind and rids your heart of worry.

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“why isn’t there any fic about (x)?” there can be a fic that is precisely about what you want to read. just start writing that fic for yourself.

“but I’m not a writer” every writer has had their first time writing. most writers start with writing something they want to read. your work doesn’t have to be perfect, because having 1 fic that is precisely about what you want to read, even if it’s not perfect, is still better than having 0 fics about what you want to read.

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Taglist: @pixelcafe-network @peachsukii @kenpachisbrat @orange-stars @yuhuahuaaa

✴︎ SLEEPING AID

જ⁀➴ You struggle to fall asleep and Xavier is there to help you.

ﾉ character: Xavier

ﾉ reader: genderneutral

ﾉ cw: mentions of sleep deprivation

ﾉ notes: requested by @sadfragilegirl thank you so much my love ♥️ || TAGLIST

♡ Xavier could always sleep. Anywhere, at any given time and he made it look so easy too - so why couldn't you?

♡ You tossed and turned in your own bed, no position quite comfortable enough, the ambience either too quiet or too loud. Everything just felt off, no matter what you did.

♡ Your phone was turned off to rid yourself of the urge to doom scroll and the little clock on your bedside table was long unplugged, the silent ticking drove you into insanity.

♡ When you went to bed, you were relaxed, knowing you'd get 8-9 hours of sleep and will be well rested for your exhausting day tomorrow but by now, you'd be lucky if you even got 4 hours of somewhat restful slumber.

♡ This pattern kept repeating almost nightly. Your nerves were wearing thin and you were crawling on your last energy reserves - even Xavier noticed that something was wrong.

♡ Granted, he did notice it after your first sleepless night, you just looked so tired, but he didn't want to bring it up, not wanting to put pressure on you or make you think that you're anything less than beautiful in his eyes. Some bags under your eyes would never change that.

♡ But he also refuses to let you go on like that. The fact that you cant sleep is robbing him of sleep too, so one evening he simply walks downstairs to your apartment and knocks on the door. He has a key, he knows you gave him permission to just enter when you got together - but he still never did so.

♡ You opened the door and rubbed your eyes, looking oh so tired but the sun barely set. The confusion is practically written all over your face.

♡ “We're having a sleepover.” He states and pushes past you, kissing your temple gently as he passes. Gently, he takes your hand and leads you to the bedroom.

♡ “Xav, what are you-” you ask but he interrupts you as he climbs into your bed.

♡ “You barely slept these past few weeks. And I'll make sure that changes” he opened his arms and you climbed into them without hesitation. You wanted to cry, to break down in his arms but you were too exhausted to even do that.

♡ His fingers ran through your hair and his steady heartbeat did calm you down enough to put you in a state of trance, shy of falling asleep but the slumber never came.

♡ Xavier was beyond tired himself so he carefully moved positions to lay on top of you, body resting between your legs and his head came to rest on your chest. He felt like a weighted blanket and this did the trick.

♡ Slowly but surely, sleep overtook your senses with your boyfriend soundly sleeping on top of you.

♡ Maybe this was a sign that you two finally needed to move in together or at least spend the nights together. His presence felt like home to you, comforting and warm.

♡ If you still find yourself sleepless with him, he would always be ready to tell you stories, read to you or move to the couch to watch movies - you shouldn't linger in bed if you can't sleep after all.

♡ You were no longer alone with your thoughts and it's as if his mere presence silences your mind and rids your heart of worry.

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what's the wildest thing you've ever heard about your grandparents romance wise, like something that sounds like it should be in a soap opera?

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I would like to participate in Kinktober again this year (I know it's early but I wanna be prepared)

But this time I would like to fulfill your kinkiest dreams and desires!!

Tell me what you'd like to see!! 🩷

Kinktober 2025 wishlist