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He just wanted to protect those precious to him. That’s all he had ever wanted — to protect, to defend, to be both a shield and a sword, whichever was needed most. But how could he hope to protect them when he couldn’t even protect himself, from the monster inside his head? From all those little voices that whispered he wasn’t good enough, wasn’t strong enough, wasn’t fast enough or brave enough. In his flawed, fucked up and self-sacrificing way, he tried to do what he thought was right. For the first time in his life now, he questioned if, perhaps, his acts of selflessness were, in reality, completely selfish? Maybe the only reason anyone needed to be protected, was because he was trying to protect them. Maybe the entire world needed to be protected from his aptitude for failure; from him.

They always said that boy would go far; they never told him he would be falling the whole way. | m.a.w (via dvoyd)

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if u wanna plot like this or come into my dm’s 

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like this for a smol starter .

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calystegiaidol:

“Eh?” Am I what? Her eyebrows go up for a moment, when he starts to speak. When the question shifts, her head tilts ever so slightly. Is she being asked out on a date? Weird.

“No,” Kanami shakes her head slowly as she speaks. “No plans. Why do you ask?”

           gaze drifts elsewhere , simply too nervous to maintain eye contact with the other ; ( after                 all .... what the blond is about to propose could ..... well , draw serious heat to him . ah ,                 that & admittedly asking a star out is ..... almost too much ! ) . “ if ... do you need some                one to help escort you around town ? “ 

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ofgelum replied to your post: it’s been forever since i’ve been on ….. but , i...

i feel this

rping is hard . 

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✰ * º ❛   buzzfeed unsolved sentence starters  ( pt. five )   ❜

          (   part of the youtube starter series   )

‘  spoiler alert: it’s probably aliens.  ’ ‘  bad idea.  ’ ‘  i’m considering him a suspect.  ’ ‘  i’m considering him a suspect. her son’s feeding her sedatives. yeah, he was like, ‘go on mother, eat these pills.’  ’ ‘  you just made this go so much more dark than it needed to be.  ’ ‘  well, i just don’t trust this boy.  ’ ‘  yeah, have some pills, smoke this cigarette. goodnight.  ’ ‘  this is a very irresponsible landlady. if your tenant’s apartments smell like smoke, maybe check in on ‘em.  ’ ‘  if your tenant’s apartments smell like smoke, maybe check in on ‘em.  ’ ‘  this is gonna get a little morbid, but who’s to say that a burning body doesn’t small like barbecue?  ’ ‘  no, of course it doesn’t make sense, it’s weird!  ’ ‘  has any skull shrunk at any other point in history?  ’ ‘  now you’re acting like a detective and not like a jackass.  ’ ‘  you don’t think it’s weird that all of her was gone except for a skull, parts of the spine, and a fucking foot that was still completely intact like nothing happened?  ’ ‘  i bet if george clooney was on the tonight show and you set him on fire, one of his feet would burn, and the other one would probably still be planted there on the floor in a very nice shoe. clooney’s flammable.  ’ ‘  clooney is probably flammable, you’re probably right.  ’ ‘  so, a fire that was too hot for firemen did not damage her apartment?  ’ ‘  too much fire here. what do i look like, a fireman?  ’ ‘  soot and a foot. that’s all they got, huh? soot, foot, and a cup skull.  ’ ‘  that’s a bizarro version of a dr. seuss book right there.  ’ ‘  the foot did not catch on fire… one of ‘em anyway. that other one? phew. donezo.  ’ ‘  the first theory… is ridiculous. i’m just gonna say that right now, it’s ridiculous.  ’ ‘  i don’t trust anyone who says, ‘it seen it happen.’ that sounds like a country bumpkin if i’ve ever heard one.  ’ ‘  it seen it! i seen it with my own two eyes!  ’ ‘  i seen it happen while i was playing my banjo!  ’ ‘  yeah– well, okay… keep going.  ’ ‘  can you imagine just being out, having a good night with your pals, drinkin’? and you know, toward the end of the night when you’re like, ‘yeah, what a fun night this has been,’ can you imagine just exploding? just catching on fire. all your pals would be like, ‘huh?’ not a good night. for him or his friends.  ’ ‘  is it very european to burst into flames?  ’ ‘  put that pen down. you look like a jackass.  ’ ‘  a lot of people explodin’ in europe. something you might wanna look into. this runs deep.  ’ ‘  when i think spontaneous combustion, i think, like, ‘bam!’ like a popped balloon, just shards of person just exploding.  ’ ‘  that asshole in fantastic four? what do you have against him?  ’ ‘  if my clothes are on fire i’ll do a little dance to try and get ‘em out, stop, drop, and roll, what have ya.  ’ ‘  maybe she just passed out or died or something.  ’ ‘  i’ve never had a doctor speak to me like that. i would love it if i showed up and a doctor just started unraveling strange little tales.  ’ ‘  the answer could lie with extraterrestrial origin.  ’ ‘  what if aliens just get drunk and fly around the universe and shrink people’s skulls and turn them into little piles of ash?  ’ ‘  i can see how aliens would be involved in kind of like shenanigans and be hooligans.  ’ ‘  i don’t even smoke, but i would love to have one last cig before i go.  ’ ‘  this is a weird case! this is just sinking in! what are we doing here?!  ’ ‘  what if we’re just lab rats to these aliens?  ’ ‘  they’re gonna shrink her into a little tiny titty.  ’ ‘  no… no. what’s the matter with you?  ’ ‘  if you used voodoo for evil, you would kill me!? you would murder me?!  ’ ‘  it’s a hypothetical, i wasn’t thinking of doing that.  ’ ‘  sometimes we argue, but i don’t want to murder you.  ’ ‘  i never said i wanted to murder you!  ’ ‘  you wanna kill me!  ’ ‘  this is a hypothetical situation!  ’ ‘  alright, yeah, no. continue to tell me about it now that i know you want me dead.  ’ ‘  i think you might intellectualize too much.  ’ ‘  so this is kind of a night out… with spirits.  ’ ‘  wha– you look so scared already.  ’ ‘  i do find that more compelling than any of the other dumb ‘evidence’ you’ve dug up.  ’ ‘  any time i can get you to do that shrug, it means i make a great point. it’s a great point. it makes me heart warm.  ’ ‘  i’m gonna buy you one of those haunted dolls for christmas.  ’ ‘  put away your fear and just focus on what you feel.  ’ ‘  i’m bad at feeling. i really wanna believe in something outside the norms of, you know, physics.  ’ ‘  i took an improv comedy class once because… well, i’m a white guy.  ’ ‘  so, the takeaway here is… every little sound is a ghost?  ’ ‘  the takeaway here is that sounds that don’t belong in that environment may or may not be ghosts.  ’ ‘  my jacket just moved in a way that it felt like somebody touched me on the shoulder and i think if you had felt it, you would scream.  ’ ‘  wait, what? that was never part of the bargain.  ’ ‘  a lot of times i just do these because i know you’ll hate it.  ’ ‘  i feel like i’m gonna fucking cry.  ’ ‘  i don’t wanna talk about it. i wanna leave.  ’ ‘  i think you need to learn how to shut the hell up.  ’ ‘  i think you need to learn how to shut the fuck up… i stepped it up with the bigger curse word there.  ’ ‘  i’m not even trying to be a jerk about this, i’m just getting tired of you asking me if i get scared about things i don’t believe in.  ’ ‘  it’s like asking me if i’m concerned that, when i fall asleep, the moon turns around and winks at me with a big, evil face and has a boner or something.   ’ ‘  tell me what’s more probable: the moon having a boner or a ghost being real.  ’ ‘  the dark side of the moon just has a giant, dusty boner. that’s about as real as ghosts.  ’ ‘  now we’re heading into the belly of the beast.  ’ ‘  i’m excited. this is maybe he only time i believe in what you’re talking about.   ’ ‘  bigfoot’s meat and bone.  ’ ‘  no, that’s dumb. it’s not supernatural, it’s natural.  ’ ‘  this is the heaviest sandwich i’ve ever embraced.  ’ ‘  my organ’s are starting to shut down. i’ll be dead in five minutes. i think i might need to go to the hospital.  ’ ‘  could you imagine being the guy who coined the phrase ‘bigfoot’?  ’ ‘  ain’t that like a couple of funny brothers… destroying their father’s legacy.  ’ ‘  don’t make bigfoot believe in your little ghostly energies bigfoot is meat and bone.  ’ ‘  i don’t think that’s how bigfoot rolls.  ’ ‘  the vest is gonna make me look more festive… and i won’t get shot, so there’s that. that’s an added bonus. having fun getting shot. i’m not gonna help you.  ’ ‘  having fun getting shot. i’m not gonna help you.  ’ ‘  you honestly think we’re going to encounter a sasquatch, the sasquatch is going to attack you and your life is going to be saved because you’re wearing a helmet? it’s gonna bring a rock down upon your head, we’re gonna get it on film, and we’re gonna say, ‘thank god you had your helmet on your head.’  ’ ‘  i think we’re ready to rock and roll, man.  ’ ‘  you look like an idiot.  ’ ‘  if i see people taller than me i get concerned about them because i think they’re gonna die young.  ’ ‘  i wasn’t fat-shaming bigfoot. i was just mentioning that this is a creature of enormous strength.  ’ ‘  his name is cedric. he struck me as a cedric when i first saw him after i destroyed his apartment.  ’ ‘  well, if it’s any consolation, you look like an idiot.  ’ ‘  i think it’s time for a little beer break.  ’ ‘  if a bigfoot actually walked out right now, this would be the greatest thing ever captured on camera, if we lured out a bigfoot with a beer.  ’ ‘  they said that… i agree, but they meant it more, so hit them!  ’ ‘  nah. this guys inhaling too many… cat… shit… fumes.  ’ ‘  yeah, this is all jolly right now, but can you imagine what this is gonna be like at night?  ’ ‘  it is a very old piece of footage, but so is… die hard. still good.  ’ ‘  i’m saying just ‘cause something’s good doesn’t mean it’s bad, or–  ’ ‘  that’s a completely different train of thought. what the fuck is going on here?  ’ ‘  (wheezing and laughing) it’s been a long day.  ’ ‘  now you look like a man i would never talk to under any circumstance.  ’ ‘  don’t judge a book by it’s cover? it’s a hell of a cover. this place is beautiful!  ’ ‘  i don’t wanna kill the vibe, but we could just turn the lights on, it’s a hotel.  ’ ‘  holy shit! it’s a jacuzzi tub!  ’ ‘  this is the best place we’ve ever ghostbusted.  ’ ‘  like a ghost sitcom? sign me up!  ’ ‘  well, he can go to hell.  ’ ‘  oof. i don’t even wanna talk about that evening.  ’ ‘  i stole this off the woman who died in the titanic!  ’ ‘  …shadows do tend to follow you, though. that’s sort of how they work.  ’ ‘  you gotta fuckin’ calm down, man!  ’ ‘  ghost 101. week one, knock books off shelf. week two, uhh, hold a candlestick in the middle of a hallway. week three… sheets.  ’ ‘  this is one of the best days of my life.  ’ ‘  i freaked out because i thought something flew in front of me, but come to think of it, it could’ve been the reflection of my light turning off.  ’ ‘  you know, a ghost has probably whispered point blank in your ear, but you’ve probably never heard it because you were too busy going, ‘ugh ugh okay, oh, what did i do? oh, what did i do? i always get myself into these things ooo.’  ’ ‘  are we doing more of this or can i use the jacuzzi hot tub that we’ve been blessed with?  ’ ‘  are we gonna spend the night here and not use the jacuzzi?  ’ ‘  the jacuzzi jets don’t work… we’re just two guys sitting in a tub.  ’ ‘  yeah… it’s daft punk. the dj’s daft punk came into our suite at night and gave me a little diddy, that’s what happened.  ’ ‘  it’s not haunted. i know it’s not haunted. it’s not haunted.  ’ ‘  you’re like a stupid string puppet that i can just bring along with me and i can pull it when i wanna hear something dumb.  ’ ‘  no– they’re. no. no. nope.   ’ ‘  the ball also stopped at the ‘i love pot’ graffiti, so maybe this ghost just loves to blaze it.  ’ ‘  wha– what are ya doin’?  ’ ‘  look it up. it’s a thing on the internet.  ’ ‘  who are you pointing to?  ’ ‘  i bet i could squeeze an apple till it exploded.  ’ ‘  you hear that in the distance? it’s the excuse train coming.  ’ ‘  great. that’ll be good. i’m gonna snap that.  ’

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it’s been forever since i’ve been on .....

but , i still have no motivation to do anything . 

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    “ you’re quite pretty .... “ -- although , a fact .... it’s definitely a line they’ve heard numerous        times ..... (  even kazuki’s grown accustom to such flattery , & understands the irritation       of receiving the same vapid compliments . though .... despite that notion , he’ll continue        to employ those tired ol’ praises ) . “ but , i suppose most guys give you lame       compliments like that , huh ? “ 

@eniigmata : for mitsuko .

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snarksuke:

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          This is definitely the start of a bad habit, but skipping school and vegging around is one of the positive experiences he’s had this year. Though this was prompted… he should see exactly what he should do about this. After fishing his phone out of the “daily” pile (which he didn’t bother cleaning as he wasn’t leaving that morning as usual) he finds Kazuki’s contact and— 

          Is he going to class today? Maybe he shouldn’t call. Even if it turns out he’s skipping too, nobody likes a call in the morning. He can shoot a quick message and they can move on from… wherever it is they are now. 

I’m not in class. Easy like I said. What now?

      in truth , kazuki took this as an opportunity to also skip out on responsibilities , ( though the       blond would’ve skipped with , or without an excuse ..... it simply seemed more convenient       to blame it on yosuke should anything arise  ) . 

      plans had been made to meet up with a few of his .... dates ( girlfriends ? ah , it’s better       not to ponder over a label , that’ll only reward him with a searing headache ) later in the       afternoon , but .... kazuki found himself unable ( or , rather unwilling ) to crawl out from       the warmth of his covers . 

      & that sensation only deepens as the cell phone tangled inside linen sheets vibrates , notifying         him of a message ;  which ... for a split second the male finds odd ( considering not even his       dear old mother bothers messaging him this early ) until upon checking the device does it       become clear as to why he’s receiving messages so fucking early . ( can’t yosuke enjoy       a day of skipping without contacting him ? ) . despite , not desiring to reply .... kazuki        does feel as if he’s obligated to . ( after all he promised a reward .... or , something ? ) .       

▒ to: annoyance  

[9:00 am] : good for you .  [9:00 am] : are you planning on staying inside the whole day ? 

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          “ um ... are you ... ? “ --- the visage is familiar .... but , how can he truly be positive                  it’s them ? ( & even if it is who thinks it is .... he’s not exactly keen on invading                   their privacy ) . “ or , rather .... do you have plans ?  for later today , ya’know ? “    

@calystegiaidol 

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cvnicaloptimist:

‘ my heart is absolutely torn in two. you should have told me about this TORTURE i was putting you through. GOD, why don’t they just lock me up ? ’

        “ relax .... they don’t lock up pretty girls like you . i suppose you’ll have to live               with a broken heart forever instead . “ 

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like this for a smol starter .

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snarksuke:

          If Kazuki quits with all the “stuck up” talk it’d be worth it enough. 

“I mean, it’s not tough.”

          Though seeing what he’d offer is very tempting.

“I can do it tomorrow.”

        “ ah ! that’s the spirit ! “ -- wow ..... the blond truly never believed it would be                that simple to persuade yosuke . ( usually he’s met with a little more               resistance . is the offer he placed really that tempting ? )  “ it’s a deal               then . “ 

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snarksuke:

“It’s really not up in the air whether or not I can do it. Taking action now isn’t exactly worth my while.” 

       “ aaah , could you be any more boring ? .... how about this , skip class & prove to me            you aren’t as stuck up as i think you are , & i’ll make it worth your while . “ -- kazuki’s            not positive on the how .... but , he’ll think of something . ( yosuke’s desires are            probably simple enough ) .  

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cvnicaloptimist:

‘  what? you mean writing out notes for three hours isn’t fun ? here i was thinkin’ it was great banter. what’s your definition of fun, kaz? ’ 

      “ definitely not this ...... we wasted three hours so i could suffer from hand cramps when             we could’ve been .... i ‘dunno shopping ? “ 

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snarksuke:

“I’m not afraid. I just have no reason to do that! There’s a differece between being afraid and choosing not to waste my time.”

       “ is that so ? ya’know what they say ..... actions speak louder than words . “ 

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        gaze slowly drifts down to suede blue loafers , finding it much easier to scrutinize the             structure of the shoe than maintain eye contact with the other . ( it wasn’t as if kazuki            had done anything majorly incorrect .... kind of , but the other’s judgement was too            severe to handle ) . “ no ! absolutely not .... it’s just a simple misunderstanding on             both of our parts ! “ ( yes .... that sounds believable ) .

@gntlesoul : continued from that one ask that i’m too lazy to link .