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[vmqires]

lose my cool (s.jy)

pairing. soccer captain!jake x fem reader ❦︎ friends 2 lovers? ; non-idol au, fluff. wc. 1551 synopsis. jake can’t help but lose his cool around you. he can’t seem to figure out why, why you’re so perfect for him.

a/n: lol it’s been 5 months >< i ghost everyone to be fair #soz but im back with jake this time !! this was inspired by lose my cool,- kali uchis. i wanted to write another heeseung but im struggling so bad !! so here’s fluff, but when i comeback i Will break ur hearts Mwahah im kidding but enjoy!! i do recommend listening to kali uchis’s album “sincerely,” while reading. ilysm n take care !!

jake was your basic soccer captain, he had it all really; looks, brains and personality. he was super friendly to everyone and had the biggest heart. he had it all figured out.

that is, until he met you.

you decided to switch it up for the school year and became the soccer team’s manager. it was simple; encourage the team, note their scores, manage practice and schedules. it kept you social and gave you experience.

jake, however was constantly distracted. such a pretty girl managing his team? god he hated college, hated you for making his heart skip a beat.

not really though because he’d think about how cute you looked in your skirt and jersey, making his mind run wild.

“jake get your head in the game!” jay called out as he ran past jake during a match. jake rolled his eyes and stole a glance at you, you just had to stand there and look so pretty huh?

“fuck…” he mumbled under his breath as he moved across the field. the score was close and if he was gonna get anywhere he had to lock in, rather than thinking about your angel face.

“what’s wrong with you jake? we’ve practiced this formation for months now!” coach choi scolded.

“sorry! im just distracted..” he trailed off as he stole yet another glance at you.

he went back to his position and shook his head. fine. he thought to himself. let’s show ‘em why i’m captain. his midfielder position had him constantly on the move and looking for opportunities for his team to score, though he didn’t mind scoring a few of his own just for the ladies. (really only you though.)

the buzzer goes off and thankfully due to jake’s ‘locking in’ it didn’t end in a tie, 5-3. easy win for your college team.

“you guys did great!” you smiled at the team of sweaty yet happy guys as they walked over.

“thanks y/n” “where’s the cooler?” “did you record this time?” “where’d you get the reservation for our win?” the team bombards you but you’re used to it by now, answering their questions with ease.

“of course, by coach choi, i’m already sending it in the groupchat, and the new restaurant by the cafe downtown.”

“you’re the best.” and other compliments are thrown at you for being the worlds best manager.

“yeah you really are the best.” you can recognize that soft voice anywhere.

“thanks jake.” you looked up at him. “but you were actually the best, you changed up the whole game once you clocked in or whatever you guys say.”

jake laughs, looking down at you with soft eyes. “locked in.” he corrects you before nudging you with his shoulder as he walks away.

you can’t help the light flush that stains your cheeks that you just so happened to miss the way his are stained the same color.

“jake stop!” some girl playfully hit his shoulder while jake did absolutely nothing. he looks the other way and low and behold. you.

he ditches the girl and makes his way to you, he didn’t really know what to say once he got to you though. he never really talked to you outside of practice or games. he just wanted to be in your space. you looked up at him, waited for him to say anything… something… anytime now… yeah okay whatever.

“what’s up?” you finally broke the silence. he awkwardly blinked before coming back to reality.

“oh not much. i just wanted to…” kiss you, hold you, stay with you forever so you wouldn’t need any other man. “… say hi.” he cursed at himself for being so awkward around you.

“well, hi.” you gave him a soft smile. “yeah, hi.” the two of you just kind of stood there in silence. it wasn’t uncomfortable.

“so i’ll see you at practice?” “are you coming to practice?” you spoke over each other. “well obviously you’re coming to practice you’re my- i mean our manager. you have to be there to… monitor us and stuff.” jake gulps and mentally slams his head against the lockers. you laugh though, finding humor in his awkwardness.

“i’ll see you on the field jake.” you say calmly before walking away to save him and he waves you off.

little by little you and jake flirted. it made his head spin every single time. he couldn’t handle it. your pretty smile, the way you carried yourself, and especially the way your clothes fit you. were you out to get him? well, yes!

you loved how easy it was to get him to stumble over his words, subtly cover his face with his hand to hide his blush, how easy it was to get him to fall for you.

you wanted him too but you weren’t so obvious. totally not obvious when you stared at him as he played, or when he stretched his arms over his head his shirt would ride up and you’d catch a glimpse of those perfect abs.

“take a picture, it'll last longer.” sunghoon joked while throwing you his disgusting, sweaty non-jake jersey.

you rolled your eyes and looked back at jake only to be met with his eyes. you smiled at him. to your surprise he smiled back and winked. you blushed like a high school girl with a raging crush on the football team captain — the irony is crazy.

where’d he get all this confidence from? where’s your shy golden retriever jake?

still there apparently because sunghoon and jay got into his head about girls, as if they ever even had a serious relationship with anyone for that matter.

“just be cool and confident.” jay says casually. “yeah, cocky but you know you can’t be too cocky because that’s a turn off.” sunghoon adds on.

jake rolls his eyes “i think she likes me the way i am though.” jay and sunghoon exchange looks and a laugh too.

“no one does. be cool and fake like the rest of us.” jake couldn’t tell if they were joking and he’s about to find out.

you walked out of your building and started walking towards the library when jake stopped you.

“where are you running off to, pretty?” he tried his best to sound confident, and it worked because you tilted your head.

“pretty?” you mocked his tone. “what’s got you so confident?” jake’s smirk falters but he keeps it together. “i just am, this is… cool jake. yeah.” my god i need to shutup right now.

“cool jake huh? can i speak to my jake?” you ask sweetly and he melts. “god yes, of course, anything you want, he’s right here.” he wraps his arms around your waist, resting his chin on your head.

“missed this one.” you mumbled against his shoulder while you wrapped your arms around him. in the background you can see jay and sunghoon face palm and walk the other way.

you two didn’t even try to hide it anymore. not from the team or anyone. it was out there.

jake likes you and you like him, old school stylez. (bonus if you watched b99!)

he just wanted to ask you out at the right moment. which never seem to come because one, exams. two, practice. and three… he doesn’t know but he was busy! yes he could’ve asked you at practice but around the whole team and make himself look like a fool if you suddenly said no? no thank you.

he was obviously overthinking it.

just ask her jake. it’s so easy. just ask her out! he thought to himself as he ran a few laps around the field. you were talking with coach choi about the next year’s possible players. jake couldn’t stop staring at you. you felt his gaze the whole practice, you knew he had something to say.

“just tell me, what is it?” you reached up to play with his hair. he looked away, not like this. the whole team had left so it was just the two of you.

“i can’t..” he muttered, avoiding eye contact.

“jake, you’ve been staring at me this whole practice.” “i’ve been staring at you ever since you joined.” he blurted out and you giggle. “fuck i meant.. sorry.” he blushed. “you… you make me lose my cool y/n, i never know what to do or say around you and it’s eating me alive.”

you looked at him as he talked with the fondest of eyes. he noticed it, aw fuck it. “i really like you. and if you don’t like me back or if you just want to quit now, that’s fine too but i want to take you out on a date and plan our future together. i want this. i want us.” he reached out to hold your hand.

“i want us too jake.” you reply softly. “i want you just as bad.” he rests his forehead against yours. “promise?” his voice, barely above a whisper. “i pinky promise.” he chuckled and you smiled. “yeah i pinky promise too.”

oh the team hated you guys. the constant kisses and soft whispers. “get a room!” they’d yell from the field. you never stopped though, he was yours and you were his.

rumor has it, he still loses his cool around you.

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sorrow. (l.hs)

pairing. ex! hee x fem reader ❦︎ exes to lovers ; non-idol au, a bit of angst n fluff. wc. 986 synopsis. heeseung’s forced to break up w u but the two of u never move on from each other.

a/n: this took so long, i was seriously debating deleting this and quitting forever LMAO but thankfully the amazing @soadparker (aka vic) gave me some ideas n that encouraged me to finish it >< this was obviously inspired by sorrow - flyleaf, which i totally recommend to listen to while reading.

sometimes life seems to quiet into paralyzing silence.

“what do you mean? you want to break up?” your eyes start to tear up.

“y/n.. it’s just not working out anymore.” heeseung looks away, fidgeting with his hands.

“what? what happened? what went wrong?” you stare at him in disbelief. just a few days ago he was in your arms, whispering that you’re his safe place and now he wants to break up?

“nothing went wrong. i just.. i need some time, for myself.” he gets up from the couch, looking at you one last time before leaving.

truth is heeseung didn’t want to break up with you. but after a very long argument with his very strict family, they forced him to. it broke him seeing you like that.

someone so perfect, heartbroken all because his family couldn’t stand the sight of you and him together.

i’ll take this piece of you, and hope for all eternity.

his parents constantly introduced him to girls that they thought were absolutely perfect for him. every time he went on a date with one of them, they all seem to fall short compared to you.

he misses you, a lot. hoping for one day his parents will back off, also hoping you don’t find someone new, someone maybe even.. better.

after a month since he broke up with you, you went to your best friend who comforted you.. just in a different way.

“get up, let’s go to the club.” she says, looking at you crying.

“the club? seriously? i’m heartbroken and you’re suggesting the club?” your friend rolls her eyes.

“he’s just a bump in the road amongst other bumps you’ll encounter. it’s not the end of the world.” you scoff, holding your pillow tighter. “he’s not a bump, he’s a mountain i can’t cross over.”

she sucks her teeth at your dramatic response. “girl shut the fuck up.”

he knew each tear before it came.

few months pass and you feel like you’re healing. seeing a new guy and although deep down somewhere in your heart you wish he was heeseung, you settle.

“babe! ready to go?” your new boyfriend yells from the kitchen. “just a sec!” you grab your keys and phone. today’s heeseung’s birthday, your calendar app reminds you.

as your boyfriend drives, you can’t help but think about heeseung and the many birthdays the two of you spent together. one specific comes to mind.

“open your eyes.” heeseung whispers in your ear. when you do, you’re met with a fort made of blankets, pillows, your favorite snacks and a projector playing your favorite movie.

that week had been hard for you. your manager at work on your ass, fighting with your parents again, grades falling behind, all you wanted to do was lay in his arms and the best of all, he knew that.

he knew you like no other. you tear up, and heeseung wipes it away as he cups your face.

“i know you had a hard week and i just want you to relax for your birthday so, i completed a few homework assignments and i called your parents.” you immediately pull him into a hug, a much needed hug.

just like the one you need right now. instead of heeseung, the wind wipes your tear away and your new boyfriend glances at you as he drives.

“everything okay?” you lift your head, giving him a weak smile.

“yeah everything’s fine.” he nods and smiles at you too.

if it were heeseung he would’ve already pulled over and pulled you onto his lap to whisper sweet nothings in your ear.

and we kiss each other one more time.

heeseung was drowning. he needed an out and now. he wanted to text you, to see you again. god his heart ached every time he thought about you.

how the two of you would have fights but would never go to sleep angry at each other, how much he fell for you everyday, how you would snuggle closer to him.

the thoughts become overbearing and soon enough, he chooses you. over his family, over everything because you are his everything. he finally leaves home without a word or a letter.

as he settles into his new place, he debates calling you.

you, on the other hand, end up breaking up with your boyfriend after realizing maybe a part of you is still in love with heeseung. (you totally are.)

the week after that breakup, you head out to the city. window shopping, walking around, just to clear your head.

heeseung just so happened to be doing the same thing. minding his own business, going about his afternoon. then he stops in his tracks, eyes widen with tears threatening to spill out.

“y/n…” he lets out in a whisper, now almost sprinting towards you. you notice him, as soon as he takes you into his embrace. your world narrows down to just to two of you, like it used to. you pull away first.

“heeseung?” he immediately tears up again.

“i’m so sorry y/n. im so sorry for leaving you.” his heart is on fire, praying you’d take him back. “please let me make it up to you. let me explain everything.”

your own eyes start to water, smiling at him. “please..” he whispers, resting his forehead against yours.

without a doubt, you wrap your arms around his neck and pressed your lips on his. the kiss is gentle, full of warmth and love. your love.

“so is that a yes?” he murmurs against your lips then you laugh softly, pulling back. “yes. it’s a yes.” you reply, knowing your heart will always and forever be his, his alone.

just like his heart is yours.

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costume shopping w bf!heeseung.

“ah!” you yelp, immediately covering your mouth as you hit heeseung on his shoulder. he laughs taking off a horrid mask and putting it on the shelf.

“seriously don’t do that again.” you said half jokingly as your boyfriend wraps his arms around your waist. “okay! okay i’m sorry baby.” he says softly, kissing your cheek. he walks beside you, one of his arms still around your waist and your hand in the back pocket of his jeans as the both of you walk around a halloween store.

“i still don’t know what to go as.” you sigh, resting your head against his side. “does it matter? let’s just stay in and watch scary movies together.” he says, already choosing a movie in his head. you roll your eyes. “babe i’m not missing my best friend’s birthday..” you trail off as your eyes find a cute little red riding hood costume, walking up to it while pulling your hand out of his pocket. “this is perfect hee, look.” you nudge his side. “hm? yeah it looks cute.” he scans the packaging. “i’m gonna try it on!” you slip away from his arm that was around your waist, walking towards the fitting rooms. he follows behind you like a little puppy, pouting a bit.

you enter the fitting room and he almost goes inside with you but you stop him. “the last time i let you into a fitting room with me we almost got banned.” heeseung smirks. “yeah because someone couldn’t keep it down, i remember baby.” he says very sultry, cupping your cheek, his thumb sliding across your lips and making you blush. “whatever..” you mumble, pushing him away softly, hearing his giggle as you close the curtains.

you change into the dress, the tights, and the cape/hood thing. the dress is a little shorter than expected, riding up your thighs, if you bent down the world could could see yours. still wanting his opinion, you open the curtains dramatically, spinning around and showing him the costume.

“what do you think?” his eyes widen seeing you, feeling his jeans tighten. you see him checking you out, making you bite your lower lip. “you look.. so..” he steps closer, his hands resting on your hips. “so hot.” he whispers. “you think so?” you wrap your arms around his neck. he kisses your arm, taking in a bit of your scent. “definitely.” he then leans down and presses his lips on yours. you can feel him holding back though, you take a few steps back into the fitting room, not pulling away. he bites your bottom lip, making you gasp giving him an opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth. you let out a soft moan at the feeling. your tongues dance against each other before pulling away to catch your breath. his forehead resting on yours. “you know, i suddenly forgot what happened last time…” his voice low as he starts to close the curtains. “…care to remind me again?”

i’m literally so miserable… i love heeseung an Abnormal amount… ANYWAYS…. i was going to write like a Whole smut thing but i was like not yet… i Gotta Perfect my skills type shit… but YEAH an idea finally came to my head hopefully more comes i Pray… ITS ALSO MT BDAY MONTH !!! me and heeseung’s birthday r just a few days apart i love him OKOK IM RAMBLING BUT I HOPE U ENJOYED AND HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT !!!!

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hear me out... a part two of late night with heeseung

like i ate that up !!!! it was sososo good omg you- i cant even describe how that made me feel. honestly idek if i want a part two because ill probably cry or something, but its sooo goood !!!! 😭😭😭😭

no becayse the way it ended ???? like im supposed to move on from that ???&:/!8:: mans just said his seeing someone and still giving lowkey unclear signals ??? ALSO HOWF HE FORGET TO REPLY ??? IS HE BULLSHITTING DOES THE GIRL NOT ACTUALLY EXIST !??? sidieodnid so many feelings 😞💔❤️‍🩹

- uhh im kinda new here or sumn

AWWWW THANK YOUOUOY ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 i think heeseung wants to choose da reader but sooyoung keeps him on his toes bc he’s a toxic mf Fr 😞 i feel like idk how id move to a pt. 2 but i might 😝 let me brainstorm fr BUT TY ANON UR SO SWEET HONEY BUNNY & welcome ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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LMFAOOOO what if heeseung jobless Fr but leaving it up to ur imagination 💁‍♀️

late night with heeseung.

“hey, you up?” he asks you through the phone call. “yeah what's wrong?” you could only assume he wants to do something since it's 3am. It's not completely out of the ordinary.

“look outside.” you got up from your cozy bed to look outside your window. “look up, the stars are so bright tonight. don’t you think?” you can hear the wind through the phone. “yeah they’re pretty. where are you?” you look down and around trying to see if he’s near. “right around the corner, let's go somewhere yeah?” “can’t tonight heeseung i have work in the morning.” “on a saturday really?” he sounds disappointed. “im sorry, we can hang another-” “just for a little bit? please?”

it's been like this for about a month. he used to ask to hang out during the day but these days it’s only been at night. always wanting your company, making you go to whatever concert he can sneak the both of you in. you liked heeseung, he always flirted with you but you couldn’t tell if its just him or if it was only with you. he made you feel special though, safe too. what you had for him, you never had for anyone else. 

“sure, but only for a little bit.” “yes! im parked outside your house.” “coming!” you ended the call and put on his hoodie that you stole from him when it suddenly got cold one night when the two of you were walking around the town center and he gave it to you. 

you silently snuck out of the house and into his car. “hey pretty.” “shut up.” he chuckles. “Is that my hoodie?” “no..” you mumbled. “right..” you felt him staring at you and got flustered. “can you drive now?” he snickers a little. “okay, okay!” he puts his hands up in defeat and starts driving. 

[3:30]

the both of you finally arrive at the park after picking up some junk food that’ll definitely hurt later. he puts on music as the two of you sit on the blanket that was in his car. 

“what are you doing after work today?” he breaks the silence. “napping, since someone decided to wake me up at 3am.” you tilt your head and give him a fake smile. “that someone must be the most talented, amazing, awesome person ever.” “right?” you grab his phone to see the time when his phone buzzed. “someone texted you.” “who?” “someone named sooyoung.” he flinched a little. “oh shit i forgot to text her back.” he grabs the phone from your hand, quickly replying to whoever sooyoung is.

you’re a little sad to be honest but you don't let it show. “sooyoung?” you ask in your normal tone. “just someone im talking to.” you feel your own heart sadden. Is that even possible? “oh really? for how long?” keeping your composure. “like a month? she’s super hot, and actually has a personality.”

oh. is that why he started contacting you at night.. “have you taken her on any dates?” “like 3 i think.” “hmm.” “but we’ve been hanging non-stop, everyday it’s just us.” your heart is breaking. “she must be really fun then.” “oh yeah for sure. but i was going to ask you if you were free after work so that we can go to another concert, i was going to bring her along so the two of you could meet.” “ohh umm i have plans with jake after work. well after my nap.” “i understand, maybe another time then?” he gives you his big sad bambi eyes. “just let me know.” 

[3:50] 

you both sit in silence, enjoying the stars and the music. heeseung closes his eyes when he feels the breeze. you turn to look at him and feel your heart ache. how you wish you could be his.

“you okay?” he brings you back from your sorrow. “yeah.. this lighting suits you.” you take out your phone and snap a few pictures of him. “send it to sooyoung.” you say as you airdrop the photos to him. “nah this is instagram story worthy.” he replied, opening the app, posting it and tagging you. he turns off his phone, placing his attention on you. he scoots over to you and puts his arm around your waist pulling you closer to him. the both of you stare into the distance. 

your mind full of him and his mind full of another girl.

HAIII!!!! i was about to delete this account until i had something in my inbox and there was such a sweet anon :( i made this quick little drabble about heeseung from enhypen. he's so kind and he would not do this irl, at least i hope but given that he has a toy story collection and kept his english name evan hidden for years because he didn't want engenes to feel bad.. yeah thats my man.. anyways im back now! and i was in a little of a writers block but idk something about shoegaze makes me want to write. speaking of shoegaze, i totally recommend listening to beauty school by deftones while reading. love you all esp you anon tysm for bringing me back to writing. u guys should totally leave suggestions in my inbox as well i appreciate anything !! HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT!!! :3

[vmqires]

i really really love your way of writing because because while it isnt too long it has the equivalent of a ~2k fic because your ability to establish setting characters feelings is so amazing and you have the cutest ideas ever i love it so much, i look forward to anything you come up with

Gawwd ☹️ i Love U Anon i am back Just for u ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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last night with heeseung.

“hey, you up?” he asks you through the phone call. “yeah what's wrong?” you could only assume he wants to do something since it's 3am. It's not completely out of the ordinary.

“look outside.” you got up from your cozy bed to look outside your window. “look up, the stars are so bright tonight. don’t you think?” you can hear the wind through the phone. “yeah they’re pretty. where are you?” you look down and around trying to see if he’s near. “right around the corner, let's go somewhere yeah?” “can’t tonight heeseung i have work in the morning.” “on a saturday really?” he sounds disappointed. “im sorry, we can hang another-” “just for a little bit? please?”

it's been like this for about a month. he used to ask to hang out during the day but these days it’s only been at night. always wanting your company, making you go to whatever concert he can sneak the both of you in. you liked heeseung, he always flirted with you but you couldn’t tell if its just him or if it was only with you. he made you feel special though, safe too. what you had for him, you never had for anyone else. 

“sure, but only for a little bit.” “yes! im parked outside your house.” “coming!” you ended the call and put on his hoodie that you stole from him when it suddenly got cold one night when the two of you were walking around the town center and he gave it to you. 

you silently snuck out of the house and into his car. “hey pretty.” “shut up.” he chuckles. “Is that my hoodie?” “no..” you mumbled. “right..” you felt him staring at you and got flustered. “can you drive now?” he snickers a little. “okay, okay!” he puts his hands up in defeat and starts driving. 

[3:30]

the both of you finally arrive at the park after picking up some junk food that’ll definitely hurt later. he puts on music as the two of you sit on the blanket that was in his car. 

“what are you doing after work today?” he breaks the silence. “napping, since someone decided to wake me up at 3am.” you tilt your head and give him a fake smile. “that someone must be the most talented, amazing, awesome person ever.” “right?” you grab his phone to see the time when his phone buzzed. “someone texted you.” “who?” “someone named sooyoung.” he flinched a little. “oh shit i forgot to text her back.” he grabs the phone from your hand, quickly replying to whoever sooyoung is.

you’re a little sad to be honest but you don't let it show. “sooyoung?” you ask in your normal tone. “just someone im talking to.” you feel your own heart sadden. Is that even possible? “oh really? for how long?” keeping your composure. “like a month? she’s super hot, and actually has a personality.”

oh. is that why he started contacting you at night.. “have you taken her on any dates?” “like 3 i think.” “hmm.” “but we’ve been hanging non-stop, everyday it’s just us.” your heart is breaking. “she must be really fun then.” “oh yeah for sure. but i was going to ask you if you were free after work so that we can go to another concert, i was going to bring her along so the two of you could meet.” “ohh umm i have plans with jake after work. well after my nap.” “i understand, maybe another time then?” he gives you his big sad bambi eyes. “just let me know.” 

[3:50] 

you both sit in silence, enjoying the stars and the music. heeseung closes his eyes when he feels the breeze. you turn to look at him and feel your heart ache. how you wish you could be his.

“you okay?” he brings you back from your sorrow. “yeah.. this lighting suits you.” you take out your phone and snap a few pictures of him. “send it to sooyoung.” you say as you airdrop the photos to him. “nah this is instagram story worthy.” he replied, opening the app, posting it and tagging you. he turns off his phone, placing his attention on you. he scoots over to you and puts his arm around your waist pulling you closer to him. the both of you stare into the distance. 

your mind full of him and his mind full of another girl.

HAIII!!!! i was about to delete this account until i had something in my inbox and there was such a sweet anon :( i made this quick little drabble about heeseung from enhypen. he's so kind and he would not do this irl, at least i hope but given that he has a toy story collection and kept his english name evan hidden for years because he didn't want engenes to feel bad.. yeah thats my man.. anyways im back now! and i was in a little of a writers block but idk something about shoegaze makes me want to write. speaking of shoegaze, i totally recommend listening to beauty school by deftones while reading. love you all esp you anon tysm for bringing me back to writing. u guys should totally leave suggestions in my inbox as well i appreciate anything !! HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT!!! :3