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[vms2belle]

1/20/25 8:30 am

OK hello I am home from work. I am coloring while I do this voice to text. today at work. I was working in the chem lab and I got a grand total of one sample that I could do. There were a couple different samples that came, but I don’t do them or can’t so there was only one sample for me to do all night lol I just listened to my audiobook and played games on my phone so that was pretty chill apparently in my lab the machine has been broken all weekend so I guess I get to deal with that tonight so I am not looking forward to that And when I left work, it was really cold and the roads were still wet so I was going pretty slow on the way home from work, but my Carhartt coat is so warm. I love it and so I was just driving in my car hood up zipper all the way up trying to stay warm and I feel like I looked crazy But on my way home, I hit a drawbridge by Work and that bitch takes forever every time and luckily by the time I got there, it was already up so I only had to wait half the time, but it was still a while and traffic had already backed up so it was annoying that we were just this mass of traffic moving after it went down and so it took a long time to get out of that area and onto the highway And then when I got off the highway the road I take home was part of it was blocked off and the traffic light was blinking. Instead of you know being a normal traffic light. It does like the blinking yellow and blinking red so you treat it like a stop sign And thank God there wasn’t a lot of traffic there or it would’ve been really bad because I might have tried to turn right and then try to make another turn farther down, but the right side was the part that was closed off so I couldn’t do that, but I got across that OK and then like a mile later there was a car accident in an intersection so I had to deal with going all the way around that and it took me through a neighborhood I’ve never driven in so I was like I hope this comes out somewhere I know and it did, but it was just annoying that there were so many backups on my way home like I just want to get home you know But I got home OK the roads were OK. I feel like I hit a couple spots that were a little slick, but it wasn’t too bad but it’s just going to get colder so I’m hoping the roads either dry out or something because I don’t want to deal with ice all week. I’m sad we didn’t get a lot of snow so I couldn’t call out. We only got like 8 inch of snow maybe and the roads were basically clear so I didn’t have an excuse to call out but again I only did one sample all night so it wasn’t too bad but I just don’t want to work lol I what was that meme I sent you like getting a salary to eat bread like I am ready for that job anyway I am done coloring my piece I’m coloring so I guess I will end this and I’m going to bed anyway I hope you are having a good morning and have a good week and our breathing the cold weather. OK I know you are not built for it. I’m not built for it being this cold but I am excited to put my new coat to use and buy new gloves now I feel like my bottom half is like the cold part and I don’t know what to do with that. Oh my God I also drove with a blanket in my lap, coming home from work today And that was a 10 out of 10 move. I will probably do that while it’s this cold because that was super nice lol but yeah. 

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12/21 9am

I’m doing another voice to text so we’ll see how it goes lol. I was just on TikTok and someone like two friends were doing a we listen but we don’t judge book edition and so it made me think that like I feel like I probably have some hot takes but The one thing that came to mind was that in eighth grade in middle school when I was first reading twilight and like getting into reading I think I was on eclipse and I was at school and I really wanted to read my book so when I had my orchestra class. First off eighth grade my schedule was kind of weird because me and a friend Brittany we’re both in the environmental science magnet class, but it took place at the same time as the orchestra class so we actually went to a band class, but then the two of us would rehearse together in a closet basically lol and this day Brittany didn’t come to school for whatever reason so it was just me in this closet Like pretending to practice on my bass and I snuck my book in with me and like mostly read and every once in a while, I would like play a couple eight counts of the song so it sounded like I was doing something and I feel like I didn’t get away with this. I feel like the teacher probably knew but I just I wanted to read so bad so I snuck up my book into the closet with me so I could spend that class reading instead of actually Doing what I was supposed to do 😂

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11/27 1am

Hello, I am leaving work and doing a voice to text post work. This week has been so bad because there is a machine that doesn’t work. It is on its way out and doesn’t want to work but it’s our like mean machine so we kind of just have to work it and let it limp along so it’s super annoying and makes me want to die lol it was so annoying and bad today to walk into that that I texted my friend Kim about that job I applied for a couple years ago and didn’t get and she said they might post it tomorrow so it was good timing and I am hoping I can get it and especially now that I’ve had a promotion I am hoping They will be able to match my salary, but even if I took a little bit of a cut that would probably be fine too. It is probably twice as far so adding more commute isn’t great but hopefully my mind will be happier because I don’t want to be here anymore. I just saying that last part lol but I guess you can’t read that through text but I was texting Kim about how like shitty I’ve felt recently And she said her too and I was like there must be a planet out of whack somewhere and she said mercury just went into retrograde so that is bad lol it definitely makes things worse but such as life. I guess IDK I am just tired of this life and this body and this existence Anyway! I was listening to midnight Sun obviously and I was going to talk about it to my coworker, the new girl I really like, and it turns out she has never read or watched twilight ever she has never consume them, and when I tell you, my guests were blabbered I legit did not know how to talk because that is so crazy to me. I cannot fathom an existence where I have not consumed twilight it is integral to my being it is in my DNA and so like after every sentence, I was like oh my God, I can’t believe, and I was explaining some stuff about it to her, and I was like whoa. I really have to tell her every detail because she doesn’t know like that is so crazy to me And then I told her that it is going to be streaming on each Hulu so now she has to watch it and she said she will so I am excited to talk to her about it especially because earlier in the night she mentioned she was reading a spicy book with vampires and I was like oh you’re that kind of girl so I am excited to talk about books with her, and with that I feel like she would also like twilight And so I am very excited to introduce it to her apparently all her friends really like it and also can’t believe she’s never read or watched it but introducing it to someone new is so exciting for me like the way I’ve started introducing Dory to Taylor Swift like I love telling people about my thing that I love you know so that’s been fun. I felt better like after talking to her and being excited leaving work I didn’t like want to lay down in the road and die immediately so that helps lol it just sucks that I’m only there with her for an hour or two before I leave but after this week, I go back on tonight shift and so we will overlap two days a week so that will be fun, but I am not looking forward to being on night shift other than that. I hate this time of year being all night shift and never seen the sun sucks especially when I’m already taking vitamin D supplements every day I feel like it doesn’t do anything lol anyway I hope your week is going better than mine even though I know you’re going through it too. It sucks that everything is happening all at once like this to everybody it seemsI feel like since the election everything has gone to shit and I just don’t know what to do about it? I hate it here lol

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11/26 10pm (at work)

So I’m listening to midnight sun and I’m at the part where they’re on the way to the clearing for the baseball game and she’s afraid to run with Edward and he like extra dazzles her and touches and kisses her and honestly…..still hot like I had butterflies lmao that would get me.

Also throughout this I’ve been thinking about how when they were filming, apparently Stephanie gave Robert the early version of midnight sun to give him some more insight into Edward so at that time it was like the first half of the book I think. I’m not sure if it was the exact same as what was published in the book (I’m tempted to use that “way back machine” sight to go to Stephanie’s website 15 years ago and read the midnight sun she posted there bc I remember that I read it but I’m curious to see if it changed any) and so I get that Edward was super like gruff and angsty BUTTTTTTT fairly quickly he’s like elated being with her (kinda swings back and forth) but I’m kinda sad that we didn’t really get not emo Edward until like breaking dawn? Like in the movie portrayal. I love Robert Pattinson and I love him as Edward but I feel like it couldn’t been better if he had more emotion than just angry emo boy. ALSO I texted this but I feel like the different inflections and stuff that this narrator gives the story is super interesting. Bc obviously you read it one way and not everyone has that same interpretation. So I feel like listening to it has given new life to it for me. I’m interested to see if the saga audiobooks will do that too.

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11/13 12:45am

OK, I am doing another voice to text post because I am driving home from work now and I forgot to text earlier that on my way to work today there were what must have been hundreds of crows. It felt like Armageddon like it was the end of times, lol it was wild, but also to add to the creepiness kind of That guy who died at work earlier this year they just put up a memory garden tree thing to commemorate him and so a group of like 100 crows were just surrounding that new memorial tree but they were also everywhere else but the tree thing just really felt a little morbid lol. But work was OK. It was kind of boring machines are still down so it’s still nonsense and a lot of bullshit, but it was an OK day. I just listened to my book. I am on a court of wings and ruin and it was never my favorite book but I am at the part where Sarah is back at the night Court and it is a lot of her asking like what does that mean? what are we going to do now and it feels like old Doctor Who when the companions would just be like what do we do now doctor and didn’t really have a personality or know anything so it just feels kind of weird right now, but I don’t know I feel like I didn’t notice this on my other read of it but now it’s kind of greeting on my feelings lol. Luckily I was cramping less today from my period but I was still not feeling great and also really hungry and thirsty and tired but I’m hoping I can sleep good tonight and feel rested. We’ll see I guess lol but I wore my period underwear to work today and of course as always they are a little snug so they are constantly rolling down my butt under my pants all day and it is really annoying and frustrating and I’m constantly like Hiding in a corner trying to pull up my underwear under my pants and hope nobody walks in to see me. It’s just a fear all day. Somebody is going to see me. It’s kind of like the opposite of a wedgy, but somehow more mortifying 

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11/11 4:15 am

I’m using voice to text so that it’s almost like a voice memo lol my legs hurt today because I spent so long doing the puzzle. I was sitting in like one position the whole time so my legs really hurt from sitting in that position and the puzzle table is a little too high for like optimal puzzle enjoyment, so I kept having to like climb up and sit up really high on my sofa so that I could like do the puzzle correctly so that was a little annoying, but I did finish it so that’s good. That’s the first puzzle I’ve done in months and months. I know I was on a puzzle kick for a little bit, but I haven’t done one in forever so that was nice. It was hard. I’ll be happy to go back to a normal puzzle with normal puzzle shapes because that was extremely difficult, especially the more tired I got toward the end I saved the Sky part for the very end and it was the most similar colors so it all blended together and it ended up being really hard to finish, but I finally did it.

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11/9 1230am

Okay so I just watched an ep of criminal minds and I’m soooooo sadddddd. Reid has had this like months long relationship with this woman who like had an intense stalker so they never met face to face and only did phone calls from pay phones and letters and so the stalker finally like abducted her and Spencer said I’m the fbi let’s go find her and so they do and he’s there like talking down the stalker who turned out to be a woman who was super jealous of the girl and her genius status and boyfriend or whatever. So instead of going quiet she killer herself by shooting herself in the head but she was like holding the girl so she shot both of them and Spencer was right there and he’s not okay and I’m not okay. Poor baby Spencer I love him so much and he cannot catch a break.

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11/8 1030pm

So I’m listening to acotar and I’m like right before the third task and feyre overheard a diplomat from hybern talk about how he wasn’t happy amarantha struck this deal and how she better come to his aid when he takes the human lands and all. And feyre was thinking about/hoping Nesta will be able to get everyone out on a boat or something but like twice in there feyre refers to them as like “Nesta and my family” like 🤔 that’s kinda sus. And recently I saw someone say how Nesta might not be human bc she’s immune to gifts others aren’t and she’s always been different and even in book one feyre says she “was made different” so idk if it’s just throwaway details but I’m definitely noticing some stuff lol

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11/8 7:30pm

So I’ve always liked regular yogurt and I feel like years ago I tried Greek yogurt and did not like it at all because of the texture mostly. It it’s been forever and Aldi doesn’t have a ton of regular yogurt but they do have a lot of different Greek yogurts so I decided to try some and got like 2 little cups of it. I just had one and it was mixed berry and the flavor was good but that texture is just 😖 it just feels wrong on my tongue. I ate most of it bc I didn’t want to waste it but nope still don’t like it 😂