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In case anyone is wondering,

It never stops sucking

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SCREAM 1996, dir. Wes Craven

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Tiny Fucking Bike Shorts: a poem

Why the fucking fuck do I still think about YOU

(in case anyone was wondering:

This is what I was afraid of,

This is what was worth spending 8 months in bed over)

I’m so glad you’re in butt fuck no where

In your tiny fucking bike shorts

Being sober

With the prospects of always being alone

Because you know what we lost

And im so glad

I don’t want to see you in your tiny fucking bike shorts

You have snapbacks hanging on your wall

And the first egg from our chickens in the drawer of your night stand

Next to your garage door opener

And my ring

You still think about it; you still think about us

But there you are in the dirt

With your tiny fucking bike shorts

Talking about it like it keeps you occupied, like it matters

You bitch

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Talking with Siri is more interesting than talking to you

Where did you go, like smoke in the air or water through my fingers

There and gone

There and fine

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Fortesa Latifi, from The Truth About Grief.

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what I miss just as much as him:

Getting into stupid, numbing, mind-bending trouble,

to forget I miss him

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it “sucks”

but not as much as it has before

I’m well-versed

I’m familiar

I could do it again

My impulse control is heart breaking, and I cope by being apathetic

There’s everything in the world to do

Besides think of you

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Can I?

-as an expert

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Guess we were collateral damage, kissing in the crossfire

X / X

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Recording Oh Yoko!.

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Dear past me,

I received your letter. It made me sad to hear how badly you were hurting. I know you didn't think we would live to read it but we did. Isn't that amazing? Imagine what the future holds!

Love, future you