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Ily abi

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:(

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im so tired

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And you'll know thatbI'm serious if I already decided to share it with someone. Wala ako pinagsasabihan ng problema ko but once I did, game over na 'yon kasi it means i can't handle it anymore.

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Something to add and last thoughts:

I'm proud of myself kasi I managed to be faithful despite all the temptations and challenges thrown at me. Naisip ko gumanti but never ko ginawa dahil ako mismo nakaramdam kung gaano kasakit na paulit ulit lokohin dahil doon palang, alam mo na walang respeto sa'yo 'yung partner mo.

I managed to be more communicative sa mga thoughts ko at sa problems, to the point na kahit wala na ako nadidinig na solution, hinahayaan ko basta nacommunicate ko problema ko kasi nasa tao kung paano nila isasapuso yung mga shinare mo. Will they choose to love u harder and protect your emotional and mental wellbeing? Nasa kanila na 'yon.

Lastly, marami ako pagkukulang but never ako nagkulang sa suporta. Wala kang narinig na panlalait mula sa akin, lahat binigay ko. Pinagtanggol kita sa lahat, never kita siniraan kahit kanino at never ako nagkwento ng mga pinagdaanan natin sa mga nagdaang taon because I respect you and I value your mental health.

Ngayon, kung tatanungin ako, wala na po talagang pag-asa na magkabalikan kami kasi ayoko na talaga. I don't need a boy in my life, i need a MAN. Akhaela needs a dad, not a PRETEND dad, pretending to be single across social media.

Kung makita niyo po kaming magkasama, child support na po 'yon at wala na akong pake sa plano niya dahil may sarili na akong plano para sa amin ni baby na labas na siya.

Kakausapin ko po ng maayos lahat ng families involved, at kung kakailangan, sasabihin ko ang rason ko. I don't need to protect his feelings anymore because in the first place, he never protected mine.

🐇

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may unconditional love na ako from Akhaela huhuhu cant waittt

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so i threw away all the rings and hid all picture frames with him. boy, it made me feel liberated. parang tinapon ko na din lahat ng pagmamahal ko sa tao 🫡

now, my only problem is the set up. gonna ask for my mom's advice soon kung paanong gagawin kasi separated na kami.

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37 weeks on Sunday. 😭🫶

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Major change of plans.

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Patawa din to eh, kailan ka pa naging single? Oh ngayon, totohanin ko na. Single ka na talaga. 😆

Parang hindi deserve ni Akhaela ng tulad mo sa buhay niya sa totoo lang. Hindi ko din deserve.

Naging supportive at maluwag ako sa lahat ng bagay pero masyado mong tinake advantage kabaitan ko sa'yo.

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“I am learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things that aren’t meant for me.”

— Unknown

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Surrendering this war and for real. Pagod na ako umintindi at magcompromise talaga. I've been nothing but a good girlfriend.

Graduate na ako siguro dyan.

Next goal: Be a good wife na. Not closing my doors to anything. I will take care of myself and be back stronger and sexier (chariz). All the best for my baby, Akhaela. 🤍

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sorry baby if lagi nalang sama ng loob nararamdaman mo

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Gusto ko na mag Canada. I have no reason to stay here anymore.

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I booked a boracay flight alone. I know my mom will understand kasi siya na nagsabi na magvacation ako pag naka adjust na ako kay baby.

Finally. Looking forward to that vacay pero kung di ko kaya na iwan si baby, baka ibook ko din ng flight hahahaha i'm not sure whether i'm okay leaving her alone pa

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sobrang understanding ko na?! buong 9 months, inintindi ko na. pinakinggan ko at inaccept lahat pero kulang pa din yon? tangina naman ayoko na suko na ako sayo