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voidspiraling · 3 months ago

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Im talking abt the newest IvanTill merch

I realized I am tooo impatient to wait for a better picture lol

I’ve also decided to talk abt the MiziSua merch and HyunaLuka merch as well just for comparison. I think these were in a pop up store in I thinkkkk Shanghai??? I just saw them in twitter.

Let’s start with the girlies!!!!

Here we see the message LoveHate with Rest in Peace at the bottom in a heart. The heart itself reminds me of a tombstone. Mizi and Sua are in their Round 1 outfits with Sua wearing small angel wings likely because she is dead.

I want to draw attention to their poses, Mizi is curled up in a ball with her hair in front of her face. She also has mascara running down her eyes due to her crying. Sua is standing and bending down to look at her, we can’t see her face.

To me Mizi looks like a little kid peeking up at Sua. While Sua looks almost playful leaning down to look at her. I think this shows the power balance between Mizi and Sua. Mizi feels small and helpless without her, meanwhile Sua feels more carefree now that she’s “free” in a sense from living. She’s happy that her plan worked out and is seemingly content with the outcome of Round 1. Mizi sees Sua as her god and I think this artwork shows the consequence of that. Worshipping someone as a god is in my opinion not very healthy and will end in sadness. And we can see that as Mizi is curled up into herself, because her sole source of warmth is gone. She has no one to cling to because she focused her entire life to Sua and no one else. She’s friendly and has friends, but she’s never opened up in a meaningful way with anyone but Sua, she essentially put all her eggs in one basket. And now that Sua is gone Mizi is totally alone. However I think that because we can see Mizi’s eyes it represents Mizi picking herself back up. She’s curled up and self soothing herself but she seems contemplative.

The love and hate here is interesting bc I wasn’t sure if they could ever really hate each other. Did Sua hate that Mizi was so ignorant? But kept her that way bc it was her only salvation? Did Mizi hate Sua for lying to her? But also loved it bc she realized it also protected her? It’s very interesting to me. MiziSua is actually the pairing I understood the least bc I felt like most of the interaction I saw of them were through Mizi’s idealistic POV.

Next let’s talk abt the hyuna and Luka picture.

Here we see Luka on his knees clinging to Hyuna’s leg with his eyes closed. He has a flushed face and appears to be happy. Hyuna is standing with her back towards us, she’s holding a gun in her right hand and Luka’s hair in her left hand. Holding something with your left is seen as holding something that’s less significant than what’s in your right hand according to the Bible. The left has also been used to symbolize negativity and misunderstandings. This is all just speculation however.

What I think is important is that it looks like Luka is clinging to a false hope. He’s literally clinging to her cold metal leg, not even Hyuna herself. Meanwhile Hyuna looks like she’s ready to leave and doesn’t even face Luka except to push his hair out of his eyes. I think this is her way of saying “I’m not going to be with you anymore you have to stand on your own.” With Luka closing his eyes trying to deny his reality. I think Luka is a hypocrite and an unreliable narrator but I’ll find the brain power to talk abt it another time. This seems to be another god worship relationship. Just like the MiziSua picture Luka is worshipping Hyuna as his god. Luka and Mizi are actually pretty similar they’re both almost child like around the one they love.

Mizi in all-in seems more adult like and Luka during the rounds was antagonistic and menacing. But around their “god” they act childishly and hopelessly in love. I think they’re meant to reflect one another and it shows in how similar their relationships are.

This is my speculation but I think they both loved each other romantically but also hate each other viciously. Hyuna’s was already explained in her final moments comic where she states that this is her revenge dying in front of Luka. But I think Luka also holds some hate for Hyuna as well. I remember the artbook where he rates his relationship with her at 70%. To my knowledge this is supposed to be objective but I wouldn’t be surprised if it was Luka being an unreliable narrator and putting her at 70% when it should actually be 100%.

The reason why I think Luka hates her is bc she “left” him. Luka has grown up in an extremely abusive environment where his only salvation was Hyuna. He loves her but also resents her for leaving him. Honestly after watching Weige I still don’t understand this manchild. But him clinging to her metal leg makes me wonder if he ever really liked Hyuna at all. Did he fall in love with her bc she’s Hyuna or is it bc she was just the first person that was nice to him? It’s hard to tell but it’s clear from this picture that they are on two completely different wave lengths.

Now to talk abt my favorite pairing IvanTill!!!!

There is a clear difference between this picture and the other two pictures. Mainly how intertwined IvanTill are. In the other pictures the deceased character is standing above the living one. But here Ivan and Till clutching at each other. Till is holding onto Ivan’s pants meanwhile Ivan is literally pulling at Till’s shirt. Almost like he’s trying to pull Till even closer to him. Another interesting point is that they’re both kneeling (no Ivan isn’t sitting in Till’s lap) I take this to mean that they both bring the other to their knees. They’re each other’s weakness. Neither Ivan nor Till puts the other on a pedestal.

IvanTill has always stood out to me because of how conflict driven they are but also how they’re the only pairing on equal footing. Mizi was sheltered by Sua, and Luka worships Hyuna. This is to both of their detriment bc Mizi believes a false narrative and ends up walking towards her own doom. And Luka doesn’t even flinch when a gun is at his head bc Hyuna is in front of him. The consequence is then that their one and only dies in front of them and now they have navigate reality without them.

With Ivan and Till it’s different. Ivan loved Till even at his lowest and Till loved Ivan even at his lowest. Till saw Ivan before he went through “image” training and he accepted Ivan for his true self. Even though he complains abt Ivan it’s clear from his actions, the fact that he was willing to let Ivan kill him, that he cares a lot for him. And for Ivan he saw past Till’s anger exterior and saw a sensitive boy who’s passionate.

He cares a lot abt Till and his passions. Both Till and Ivan have something that is unique abt them, and it’s that uniqueness that the other falls in love with. I’m basing this off the free content but I’m sure the paid content goes more into depth for each pairing. But from what I’ve seen so far IvanTill is the easiest for me to understand. Till likes it when Ivan is weird, he doesn’t bat an eye when Ivan touches him or invades his personal space.

This is from another Merch thing the blind box figures. But on Till’s post it says “Drink me up with the eyes you look at me.” And idk abt u but that sounds like Till giving Ivan permission to stare at him. And Ivan likes Till despite him being incomprehensible. Even though Till ran back to captivity, basically throwing away his chance at freedom, Ivan still loves him. Enough to want to protect him even if only for a little longer.

Now let’s talk abt the hate aspect bc oh boy do they hate each other. From Till consciously blocking Ivan from memory and Ivan being insensitive to Till. From the audiences perspective it’s clear as day to see the love they have for each other (if you have obsessive eyes like mine) but imagine the guy you like pretending you don’t even exist. To the point that even if you act mean to him he won’t react to you. Now imagine what it’s like for the guy you like to constantly pick fights with you while he acts so polite to everyone else.

They’re special to each other but bc of their hate they act immaturely. This is what drives the misunderstanding.

But even so they both can’t help but cling to one another.

Looking at each other face to face for probably the first time in a while. And even tho Till is in color to represent that he’s “alive” he looks so monochromatic he looks “dead” like Ivan. Is Till alive who knows? But in this picture he looks like he’s being enveloped by Ivan symbolizing that he’ll meet Ivan’s fate.

Another thing I wanted to point out is that Sua and Hyuna were planning on dying for their other half. But in Ivan’s final moments he said he doesn’t understand why he did what he did. Of the three of them, Ivan wanted to be alive with Till and him sacrificing himself was a last resort. Even in death he tries to get closer to Till. The hand pulling at Till’s shirt looks aggressive and desperate. But the hand around Till’s waist and Ivan’s head resting against Till’s looks so soft and loving. Like Luka Ivan didn’t know how to love properly, but unlike Luka Ivan knew that Till wasn’t a god or his savior. He knew that if he stayed with Till he’d be miserable, he’s literally his Black Sorrow. But even so he still stays with Till bc of his love for him. Bc Till is only human and Ivan was the only person who could comfort him.

Till may fantasize that it’s Mizi who protects him, but the reality is that Ivan has been the one protecting him. Likewise Ivan may think he means nothing to Till, but Till has always cared abt Ivan to the point where his death led to Till’s loss in round 7.

Another thing I wanted to point out is just how physical IvanTill are. They have the Kiss Scene✨ the comic where Ivan has +19 thoughts while standing behind Till, their fights and Ivan putting his hands around Till’s waist and chest whenever he can. In this artwork too, they’re literally glued together. I don’t mean to say physical intimacy is the ultimate proof of love, or that it makes IvanTill better bc they are more physical with each other. But I do think that this physical closeness, this attraction is very romantic, and shows how deeply they care for one another in a way the other pairings don’t show.

Again Mizi literally monologues abt how Sua is her god. Luka has Hyuna’s wanted posters up like she’s his idol instead of his childhood friend. (I thought it was funny that during the IvanTill clematis the monologue was more comedic. Almost like they’re both aware how silly it is to treat a human as a god.)

Till doesn’t like Ivan bc he’s a good student with a nice smile or bc he’s a good singer. And Ivan doesn’t like Till because he’s his savior or god. Ivan is awkward and two faced when it comes to other people. Till is reckless and self-destructive. They are into each other not bc of what the other person does for them. Till doesn’t validate Ivan and Ivan doesn’t validate Till. But still they are drawn to each other because it’s the messiness of the other person that they like.

It has to be love to think that Till, despite his stupidity and one track mind is a precious person. It has to be love to think that Ivan, despite his bluntness and weirdness is like family. It has to be love to be so happy just quietly spending time together.

Again not trying to say the other ships aren’t good or real just bc I don’t understand them. They’re interesting as well and I liked the exploration of each parings relationship in the series. I just thought it was interesting how different IvanTill is compared to the other characters. I think that’s bc of how conflict driven they are, I feel like that’s where u see a characters true motivations and thoughts.

Anyways Love and Hate suits IvanTill the best methinks, and I really like this art of them. Till angry and looking for answers and Ivan looking somber that he can’t provide any. They’re embracing and stealing each other’s warmth despite the awful situation. And their heads against each other is too wholesome!!! Imagine if they actually communicated when they were alive they would’ve been married with 5 kids already lol

#alien stage #alnst #alnst ivan #alnst till #ivantill #alnst mizi #alnst sua #mizisua #alnst luka #alnst hyuna #hyunluka

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voidspiraling · 3 months ago

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Do I talk abt the new IvanTill merch or do I wait for a clearer picture decisions decisions….

#alien stage #alnst #ivantill

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voidspiraling · 4 months ago

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till gifs from weige!! - - - f2u w/ credit !!

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voidspiraling · 4 months ago

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Little bean ;-;

He’s too cute omg

Also have u guys noticed the weirdness of Ivan’s birthday— sorry adoption day arts. Every other character has had some type of celebration with cake or presents. Or at the very least they looks somewhat happy. But Ivan’s isn’t like that.

Given the fact that this is posted February 13th we can assume that Ivan was actually adopted on the 13th and was formally announced to be adopted on Valentine’s Day as a PR move. His alien is Unsha who cares a lot about looking good. He cites “a valentines gift” for his wife as a reason for adopting Ivan when the real reason was likely for business purposes.

I guess now we know why Ivan doesn’t put much meaning into his “birthday” and why his artwork is different from the rest.

The alien hand on his head is reminiscent of Sua’s owner in the MiziSua video. I take this to mean that just like Sua, Ivan was just a tool to further the aliens agenda. I saw some ppl saying that Unsha cared for ivan bc of the fact that Ivan doesn’t wear collars and gets to eat fancy food etc. But it seems like Unsha was just making a doll look pretty.

Ivan’s outstretched hand his interesting in this image as well.

It highlights how small and helpless he his bc his hands are tiny and dirty. His nails look painful and are evidence of a harsh life. It emphasizes how he has no other choice here but to reach out to hold the larger and more alien hand. It’s so sad to think that he’s held more hands with aliens than with humans. It also makes it sadder when you remember Till letting go of Ivan’s hand ;-;

Another thing that struck me as weird is the perspective of the drawing. It feels like we’re the alien here. We are the ones looking down at Ivan, cutely referring to him as a “little bean”. Maybe this is to show how we the audience also treat Ivan as a commodity, or how easy it is to view another human being as a product.

The whole image is cold and lifeless. The only good things abt it is how cute baby Ivan looks and even that just makes the whole image feel tragic.

Sorry you never got the chance to celebrate your birthday Ivan.

#alien stage #alnst #alnst ivan #pain and suffering #why are we born #just to suffer?

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voidspiraling · 4 months ago

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I gotta get this done before Valentine’s Day

Omg omg guys r u ready for pain an heartbreak this Valentines!!!?!?! I’m not. I just saw the teaser and I’m freaking out!!!!!!!!

I’ll keep this short cuz we’re gonna get the full video anyways I just wanted to point out a few things.

The first scene is MiziSua!!! They’re in a class it seems talking to each other and looking cute. It seems to show a mundane everyday scene from the garden. The thing that stood out to me is the shadow cast against Sua. It’s overall a bright scene but the shadow cast on Sua hints at the darker aspects of Alien Stage. It could also show how Sua is in a dark place, and how she sees Mizi as her sole light. You can tell because of how bright Mizi’s hair is at the right part of the image. Sua is turned facing the right direction and away from the shadow. Like Mizi is the light at the end of the tunnel. Tunnel vision on a single person isn’t healthy but you can see from this picture that this where MiziSua is the happiest.

The second scene we are shown after this first image is the twins!! This shot is more closer in fact you can barely see the background. This to me shows an intimate scene between family where you just focus on your time together. They’re both shadowed by the bright light behind them showing how ephemeral this moment is. It reminds me of a flashback in a movie to show innocence and purity of a character. But overall generally cute and wholesome.

The next scene tho….

Oh man this scene is so eerie. So what my eye was drawn to was the corner of the room. Now whenever we see images of the garden it seems more open and almost warm. We usually see them from the perspective of the other characters so the garden looks big and comforting even though we know that everything is fake. The trees are fake, the fish are fake, the fake flowers have cameras in them. So we know the garden isn’t a safe place. But this shot of baby Luka shows that the garden really is just another cage made to look pretty. It felt like my safe space transformed into a horror scene XD.

Another thing that’s scary is baby Luka himself. Now normally Luka looks angelic and elegant. He looks so beautiful and soft in all the other videos. But even though he’s a baby here I can’t find him cute. The sweaty and dirty face paired with his purple fingertips looks creepy. But what really scared me were his eyes. This is the most emotion I’ve seen on him his wide pale eyes and his outstretched hands and his flushed face, it feels like he’s about to do something with dire consequences. Maybe this is before he gets into that accident with hyunwoo? Whatever it is it’s so unsettling.

Alternatively it could be that what he’s reaching for is shown in the next and final scene I wanna talk about.

IvanTill my babies!!!!!!! We only see the back of their head tho 💔 but it’s ok I can still feel the cuteness coming from them! Look at how small Till is he has to stand on his tip toes to draw ;-; I love him so much. And man the really upped the colors in this teaser his hair almost looks cyan :0 it feels almost fairytale like.

Anyways let’s talk abt what this could potentially mean. So here we see Ivan looking intently at Till drawing on a white wall with a pencil. Till is reaching as high as he can to draw on the wall. And he moves from the left to right, this scene has the most movement and is also the only scene where we don’t see their faces. They’re also farther away from the viewer it feels like an outsider looking in.

Considering that Till is drawing on the wall I think this ties into my earlier post where I compared Tills wall mural to freedom. In this scene we don’t see any part of the fake garden instead we see art of a real garden, a garden created from Till’s imagination.

I think this is what Luka wanted to reach for, freedom and creativity. IvanTill have always been distinct in this way as they show how escape is possible and how humanity thrives even when outside forces tries to removes it from you. Till shows this be always rebelling and always staying true to himself in his art and music. Meanwhile Ivan is always so human in the way he loves Till. Even though he knows how to thrive in the system he still risks his safety to comfort Till when he’s passed out. He throws the match to save the one he loves even though he knows it’s futile. They’re both so tragic and human it makes me cry every time I see them together sigssisbjssbjabxhxgcgdjsis.

Last thing I wanted to mention was that there’s a lot of motion from left to right in the teaser. I think this conveys moving forward into a hopefully brighter future. Maybe there will be a happy ending after all?

#alien stage #alnst till #alnst #alnst ivan #ivantill #alnst mizi #alnst sua #alsnt luka #alnst hyuna #mizisua #hyunluka

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voidspiraling · 5 months ago

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Time to talk abt everyone’s fav toxic yaoi LukaTill!!! Wait whattttt??

Hello friends have you ever noticed the weird similarities the number one rookie and the ruler of the stage have? Cuz they’ve been rattling around in my pea sized brain for a while now. (They were also my first Alnst ship but that’s not relevant rn) I think their “relationship” with one another is interesting based on the crumbs we have so far. I wanted to look a little deeper at how they relate to each other. Bc out of everyone in the cast Luka and Till are the most mysterious. This isn’t really an analysis just me rambling abt these two.

Anywho let’s start from the beginning and to do that we have to rewatch the sweet dream MV!

This is the first “interaction” between LukaTill and what sparked my love for the ship in the first place (Sorry Ivan! I love u too tho!)

In this scene a young Till is confined in a room and is forced to watch videos of a young Luka. However the way these shots are framed it looks like Luka is watching Till. I say this bc when you watch the full video it ends with Luka burying his face into his knees to escape from the bright lights of the camera flash (it could be triggering a migraine since I think I read somewhere he gets chronic migraines) But when you switch scenes it ends on Luka looking at Till but Till’s eyes are covered.

Thematically I think this is meant to show how Luka is like a final boss that looms over Till looking down on him. Even though they’ve never met Luka has had some influence over Till’s upbringing. In fact Urak calls Till “the ultimate weapon” probably bc Till is meant to be Luka’s foil. Where Luka is fragile and elegant Till is resilient and rough. In fact Luka’s popularity actually increased the rate of pet human ownership. I took this shot to mean that what Luka represents and symbolizes had played a part in shaping Till. Remember Urak was trying to make Till obedient through violence, likely what Heperu did to Luka. We don’t know exactly how bad Luka was treated by his guardian but we can assume from the crumbs that we have that it was bad bad. Like Till levels of bad. I’m pretty sure Heperu stopped Luka’s heart when he rebelled and is overtly like “Luka is only perfect because I made him that way.” It’s such an awful thing to say and somehow as malicious as Urak saying “His talent is what kept him alive.”

So while we know that Till is aware of Luka, we aren’t given any insight on how he actually feels about Luka. But we can assume due to the pressure put on by his guardian he probably doesn’t like Luka and maybe even fears him.

We also know that Luka has had his eye on Till as well. This is the ending scene in R3 after Ivan sang abt his yearning for Till. Here Luka has completed a Rubik’s cube and is staring at the teal and red sides, these are Till’s colors. Teal for his eyes and red from his brand, Till is mostly seen wearing some type of red. I think that even from the beginning rounds Luka knew that he would face off against Till in the final round. I say this bc out of all the contestants in Alnst stage Till is the most musically gifted. (I’m talking abt in canon the actual singers are amazing) We see Till start to sing and write music sheets when he was a literal baby. He sang more than he spoke. And in most shots of Till in the garden he’s playing an instrument or writing in music sheet paper while the other kids played with each other.

Ivan mentions it in his R3 interview but Till is literally an artistic genius. I think his profile said he struggles in everything else, but in stuff like art and music he excels way beyond his peers. That’s why even though his vocals are rated criminally low (like c’mon akugetsu vocals are heavenly what are you aliens on) he has the fastest selling album and consistently tops the charts when he releases a song.

There was also a chart showing the market value of each contestant over a period of time as well as the strengths and weaknesses of each contestant. At the end of the graph Mizi and Sua we’re both around 60/100. Hyuna and Ivan were at 80/100. And Luka and Till were at 100/100 (Important to mention that Lukas graph was a straight line at 100 meanwhile Till’s graph went up and down like crazy before settling at 100). Basically Luka and Till were like the best of the best. The only flaw on their profile was that Luka was fragile due to his health and that Till was aggressive. Musically they were perfect. And Luka likely knew this. I interpreted this as even though Till hasn’t met Luka yet he is still being watched by him. Like a hunter vs prey situation. It also sets up the power dynamic between LukaTill early on.

Now let’s talk abt the artwork of Luka and Till.

Another similarity they have is in this art from the school AU. All the characters have a cute drawing like this with hearts in their pupils looking at the other half of their pair. IvanTill are looking at each other and Hyuluka are looking at each other. But the thing that jumped out to me was that Luka and Till are the only two without hearts in their eyes. If it was just one character I would just think it was a mistake, but the fact that it’s these two makes me think it’s intentional.

Also in this series IvanTill and Hyuluka are heavily focused on, it’s through these relationships that we the humanity of the characters. Yet in the artbook Luka rates his affection with Hyuna at 70% and Till rates his affection with Ivan at 70%. As we the series progresses we see how important Hyuna is to Luka and Ivan to Till. So why the lack of hearts and the 70% rating? Do Luka and Till love in the same way? Are they incapable of romantically loving someone? Do they distance themselves from their loved ones for fear of vulnerability? And why don’t we have their pov of the pivotal moments in their relationship? Like Till’s pov of the meteor shower scene and Luka’s pov abt hyunwoo’s death. There’s so much mystery surrounding them and how the love their most important person.

Let’s also talk abt this merch from Alnst stage. Sorry for the poor quality but I’ll try my best to explain my delusions. So something I wanted to point out is that here LukaTill are the only two seen with flowers and with gore. Luka is standing on a stage made from the corpse of the alien that looks like the moon and has purple roses. Meanwhile Till he is standing in the blood of Freddie the alien in his guitar that he killed, and it looks like green grass. Till has a red clematis flower crown. I thought it was interesting how here LukaTill have this contrasting them in their merch. Life vs death, Till is surrounded by blood while Luka is surround by bone. I think this is meant to show how they both cope with their situation. They both live in a dystopian society and to cope they have to revel in the bloodshed of it all. For Till it’s violently rebelling against the aliens, seen by the freshly spilled blood of an alien, and for Luka it’s about having a reputation of being more powerful than his opponent, so overpowering that they have no chance of surviving if they’re up against him, evident by the long decayed corpse of an alien.

However the flowers represent their softer side. I think at their natures they are actually very gentle people. For Till it’s more obvious that he’s a sweetheart you just need to read his birthday comic to know how cute and lovable he is. For Luka you have to reach a bit bc we rarely see any sides of him besides his ruler of the stage persona. But I think in his interview when they ask what his favorite part of Anakt garden was he said it was playing hide and seek with the other kids. I thought that was uncharacteristically sweet to say. I was expecting him to say the classes were good or the music theory was really interesting. But no. His favorite part of being in the garden was getting to play with the other kids. (I hate that Till died but my heart also feels bad for Luka ;-;)

Another thing I wanted to mention is that Till has a flower crown in his art while Luka has a rose with thorns in his merch art. I honestly thought they would be reversed since Luka is “crowned” ruler of the stage and Till is pretty spiky, pretty sure there was merch where he’s just a spike ball lol. They almost seem to be referencing each in some weird way. This is most likely a coincidence tho since the flower crown is suppose to represent Till’s attachment to the innocent fantasy of the past and I’m like 99% sure Luka is a reference to the little prince. (A book abt a blond haired kid and a rose you should read it you def won’t get depression from it) Still I thought it would be interesting to point out.

LukaTill also share a lot more similarities than even I realized when i was looking back at all the content we have so far. For example, they’re the only two characters we’ve seen play an instrument. Guitar and violin. In their early rounds they both overwhelmed their opponent and won by a landslide. The only reason they’re alive is because of their musical talent. They both got messed up hands Luka and his purple fingertips compared to Till with his bandaged ones. Their alien owners are literal trash who have no regard for their life in anyway (i feel like the other guardians weren’t as bad bc to my knowledge Ivan, Sua and Mizi didn’t have their life put in immediate danger. Meanwhile Luka’s owner stopped Luka’s heart as a punishment. And Till’s guardian just assaults him without any regard for his safety or blood loss.) There’s so many little details these two share despite the fact that they’re just suppose to be two characters that clash with each other. Like imagine if LukaTill was the ship that had more focus in the series. This stuff would’ve driven me nuts!

The point I’m trying to make is that while LukaTill are like polar opposites they are also really really similar. I wonder if Luka is what Till would’ve turned into if he lived long enough. And I wonder if Till is similar to a younger Luka.

Super excited for the next video Vivimeng puts out! I’m going back to grieving for Till cya.

#alien stage #alnst till #alnst #alnst luka #lukatill

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voidspiraling · 6 months ago

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I am writing to you with a heart full of gratitude and hope. Over the past few weeks, your support has been overwhelming. Together, we’ve raised an incredible €3031 towards our goal of €20,000, and I cannot express how much this means to my family and me. ❤️🌍

Life here in Gaza has always been filled with challenges, but the current circumstances have made it unimaginably difficult. As some of you know, my family has endured unimaginable losses – 25 of my loved ones were taken by the violence. 💔 Their memory is my driving force to keep moving forward, to survive, and to share our story with the world.

Your generosity – through donations, reblogs, and kind words – has shown me that even in the darkest times, there is light. ✨ Every euro donated, every reblog shared, every message of encouragement has made an impact. You’ve helped us cover basic necessities, keep our spirits alive, and dream of a safer future.

🛠️ How You Can Help:

💶 Donate – No matter how small, every euro helps. 👉 https://gofund.me/5ac9124f

🔄 Reblog – Share this post with your followers. Every reblog increases the chance of reaching someone who can help.

📢 Spread the Word – Talk about our story with your friends and family. Awareness is a powerful tool.

To everyone who has already supported us: Thank you from the depths of my heart. ❤️ Your kindness gives me hope and strength to face each day. You are not just helping my family survive; you are reminding us that we are not alone in this fight.

Together, we can reach the goal of €20,000, and with your help, we will. Please keep sharing, keep donating, and keep believing in the power of compassion. 🌈💖

Thank you for being part of this journey with us.

With love and gratitude, Mosab 🕊️

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voidspiraling · 6 months ago

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📢 Help Rebuild Our Lives: A Family's Fight for Survival in Gaza❗🚨

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Hello everyone!!

My name is Lena Khames, a 27-year-old wife to my husband, Mohammed, and a proud mother of three beautiful children: our daughter Yasmmen and our two sons, Ali and Adam.

We come from Al-Zahraa in the Gaza Strip. I have a diploma in e-commerce, but our once stable and hopeful life has been shattered by the devastation of war, leaving us struggling to rebuild.

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Our world collapsed when a missile targeted our home, reducing it to rubble in an instant 💔. The home we had built with $40,000, a place where we had hoped to raise our children in peace, was completely destroyed. We have been left homeless, with nothing but memories of what we once had.

Our family has been forced to move repeatedly 💔due to the conflict. After being displaced from our home by military force to a supposedly "safe" area, we quickly learned there is no safe place in Gaza. Each time the danger intensified, we had to flee again, struggling to protect our children from the violence that surrounded us. Today, we live in a tent under unbearable conditions, without even the most basic necessities.

In one of the many attacks, my husband, already suffering from a previous injury, was seriously wounded in his leg 💔. He now requires continuous medical care and a special device to help him walk again. To make matters worse, my husband lost his brother Mahmoud in the conflict—his brother died in his arms while they were inspecting the ruins of our home. The emotional and physical pain has weighed heavily on him, and on all of us.

Adding to our burden, my husband also lost his car—the sole source of income for our family— 💔 which had cost him $20,000. This loss has left us without any means of financial support, making it nearly impossible to care for our children and ensure their safety.

How Your Donation Will Help Us 🙏:

We are seeking to raise €100,000 to help secure a temporary place for our family, as we are currently living in a tent and our children desperately need a safe and stable environment. The funds will also allow us to begin rebuilding our home, which was destroyed, and restore the stability and hope we once had. Additionally, we need urgent financial support for my husband’s medical treatment and travel to find safety and proper care, as we try to escape the ongoing nightmare of war and genocide that we are forced to endure.

👉 Donation Link: https://gofund.me/c17aa129

Please share, like and donate this campaign with your friends, family and colleagues to help us achieve our goals. I would appreciate your assistance. Any amount, even if small, will make a difference in providing assistance to my family in our hour of need.

Thank you for taking the time to read this message and consider making a difference in the lives of those affected by the ongoing crisis in Gaza

With gratitude,

Lina & Her Family

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voidspiraling · 6 months ago

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Help Ahmed & Hadeel

My wife @hadeel-ahmed7

Hello everyone, Thank you for reading my story. I'm Ahmed Sadeq, I'm 30 years old, a Palestinian from Gaza.

Before the war, our life was full of happiness, where l worked for on online news newspaper.

I was preparing for my wedding to partner Hadeel which was going to take place in December 2023, I was also preparing our house for us to live in

Afrer the start of the war on Gaza, I lost my job due to constant internet outage.

Unfortunately, I lost the house in which I intended to live with my wife, Hadeel.

I had ro get married without a wedding and lived in modest tent.

We were able to leave Gaza to Egypt, with my wife and elderly parents who suffer from" chronic diseases ", by paying the evacuation cost of $5,000 per person.

Now we all live in one house in a modest neighborhood called Arbaeen in Cairo

How Funds Will Be Used:

Basic Necessities:

your generous donation will go toward help us to pay the house rent and meet our basic needs of food, drink, and clothing, in addition to medicine for my elderly parents in Egypt.

None of us have permanent residency in Egypt and therefore we can't work.

Evacuation fees:

The rest of my family members are in tents in the Al_Mawasi area inside Gaza, and you help them meet their basic needs of food, clothing, and drink.

They live in difficult conditions and are surrounded by insects and snakes.

Reconstruction:

My demolished home and my family's home in Gaza.

Your donation, no matter how small, can make a big difference in helping us, our family, and rebuilding our future. Every contribution will go directly to providing us with the support and resources we need

To get through this difficult time

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voidspiraling · 6 months ago

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👨‍👧 Save Shahd's Father... Her Only Hope in Life 👨‍👧

🌟 Dear friends, 🌟

My name is Ghadeer from Gaza 🇵🇸🍉, and I’m the wife of Ibrahim Al-Nadi, a loving father to our little daughter, Shahd.

Ibrahim’s life changed forever when a shrapnel injury caused him to lose his left eye, with the shrapnel still lodged in his head. His condition is critical, and he urgently needs a complex surgery outside Gaza to save his life and ease his suffering.

❗ The cost of the surgery is beyond what we can afford, and we need your support to bring hope back to our family. ❗

How Can You Help?

1. Donate any amount—it truly makes a difference.

2. Share this post to reach as many people as possible.

✨ Your support can save a life and bring joy back to Shahd’s family. Together, we can make this possible. ✨

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voidspiraling · 6 months ago

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Hello 👋

I am Maysaa Aldahdooh from Gaza

My family and I face death, hunger, and diseases every day. We are a Palestinian family in desperate need of help from anyone with a conscience, a compassionate heart, and a sense of humanity.

Help us overcome these hardships

I am reaching out to you today, standing firm as I face unbelievable challenges. Life in our area has become increasingly difficult due to the ongoing and escalating conflict, and I am struggling to secure the basic necessities for myself and my family.

About me and my family:

I am 38 years old, married to Hossam Al-Dahdoh, and we have five children: Jamal, 16 years old; Mohammed, 14 years old, who suffers from a chronic disease called Mediterranean fever and must take lifelong medication; Layan, 10 years old; Amir, 8 years old; and Zina, 4 years old.

We have faced death dozens of times. Our home was completely destroyed and burned, making it uninhabitable. We have been displaced more than 20 times, and we narrowly escaped certain death on several occasions. We have lost over 100 relatives, neighbors, and loved ones. The area where I live is constantly under attack with rockets, shelling, and gunfire. We struggle to find healthy food, clean drinking water, and my son Mohammed cannot access the medicine he needs. My children can no longer attend school. For these reasons, my family and I have decided to leave Gaza in order to protect the lives of my children from death, hunger, disease, and the effects of war, food shortages, lack of medicine, polluted water, and the destruction of educational institutions

How you can help us:

• By making a financial donation, even if it’s a small amount.

• By sharing our story on social media.

• By offering words of support and encouragement.

The funds we raise will be used for:

• Helping us with the costs of leaving Gaza and seeking refuge in a country that respects human rights, such as Canada, Belgium, or Sweden. The costs of leaving are high, with each family member needing $5,000 to leave. Since we will be starting our life from scratch outside Gaza, we will also need housing, electrical appliances, cooking utensils, education expenses, medicine, and health and psychological rehabilitation.

Every contribution, no matter how small, is important.

There is no donation too small. Every donation brings us one step closer to relief and a better future. Even if you are unable to contribute financially, sharing this campaign with your network can make a huge difference.

Thank you and gratitude:

Thank you for taking the time to read our story and for your kind generosity. You can help us get through these difficult times.

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voidspiraling · 6 months ago

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Save Dr. Farhat's family from genocide in Gaza

👇 "Unveil the truth – Dive into the full story."

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In the heart of war-torn Gaza, where destruction and loss are a daily reality, lies the deeply moving tale of Dr. Husam Farhat and his family. Amidst the relentless bombardment, Dr. Farhat faced an unthinkable tragedy: the martyrdom of his beloved sisters, Inas and Amal, along with their husbands and children, and his brother Mustafa. This devastating loss shattered not only their dreams but also their hopes for a peaceful future.

Life Before the War: Memories of a Beautiful Home

Before the war, my life revolved around a beautiful home where I lived with my wife, our daughter Sham, and our sons Muhannad and Muhammad. This home was more than just a place to live; it was a sanctuary filled with love, warmth, and the joy of watching my children grow. Every corner of our home echoed with their laughter, turning it into a place where dreams for the future felt not only possible but inevitable, but then the war came, and in an instant, everything changed. The place where we once felt safe and secure was reduced to rubble. The life we had carefully built, the dreams we had nurtured, and the bright future we had planned were all torn apart. The war didn’t just destroy our home; it uprooted our entire existence, leaving us with nothing but the painful memories of what once was, Now, standing in the ruins of our former life, I'm left with fragments of a distant dream. The joy and security we once knew have been replaced by loss and uncertainty as we face a future overshadowed by harsh realities.

The Loss of My Professional Dream and Life After the War

And it wasn’t just my home that was destroyed. My accounting office, one of the most renowned in Palestine, was also reduced to rubble. I had worked tirelessly to build this office, which wasn't just a place of business but a reflection of my passion and dedication to the field of accounting. It was our primary source of income, providing financial stability and security for my family, My office was well-known for its exceptional services and strong reputation among clients. Over the years, it had become a symbol of success and hard work in the accounting world. But the war took it all away in an instant. Everything I had worked so hard to achieve was destroyed, and years of effort and dedication were wiped out in moments, Now, I stand on the ruins of my office, just as I stand on the ruins of my life, trying to piece together the remnants of my dreams and memories. This office was a source of pride for me and my family, but the war has left us with nothing, facing an uncertain and difficult future.

War's Toll on My Dreams and Future

The war didn’t just destroy my home and office; it shattered my dreams and future. As a PhD candidate in Accounting Information Systems at Universiti Utara Malaysia, I was in my final year, pursuing research that is a significant contribution to my field and valuable to entrepreneurs. With a master’s degree with distinction and a bachelor's degree, I also taught at several universities, sharing my knowledge and passion, But the war disrupted everything. Years of hard work, academic progress, and my contributions to the field have been torn apart, leaving me with an uncertain future. Now, I am faced with the daunting task of not only rebuilding my life but also reviving the dreams and ambitions that once drove me. The journey ahead is filled with challenges, but my resolve to continue remains strong.

Displacement and Uncertainty After the War

Now, after all this devastation, my family and I are living as displaced people, homeless and jobless, with no clear future for ourselves or our children. Every day is a struggle to find food for my children, who have been robbed of every chance at a normal life by this war. Once, we lived in Shuja'iyya, in North Gaza, where we had a home, a life, and dreams. But now, after being displaced over nine times, we find ourselves in the refugee camps of Nuseirat, the war has stripped us of everything—our home, our security, and our future. Our daily life has become a constant search for basic necessities, a far cry from the life we once knew. The dreams I had for my children and myself now feel like distant memories, overshadowed by the relentless challenges of survival. Each day brings new uncertainties, as we navigate this harsh new reality, clinging to the hope that one day we might rebuild what was lost.

Rebuild Hope: A Call to Stand with Us

We urgently call on all those who stand in solidarity with us, and every supporter, to help save what remains of our lives. Your assistance, even in small ways, can make a significant difference in helping us rebuild and restore our shattered world, rebuilding feels like an insurmountable task, but with your help, we can begin to piece together what was lost. Your contributions, no matter how small, can provide the foundation we need to start anew, offering hope and a chance at a better future for our family. Your solidarity means the world to us as we navigate these challenging times.

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👉 https://gofund.me/e9f9ce20

Thank you for your compassion, your time, and your commitment to freedom and justice.

With deepest gratitude,

Dr. Farhat's Family

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