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OKAY so i hate to be this guy but !!! i’m feeling cluttered and not generally happy when i look at my dash lately?? and i think it will help my muse if i revamp?? so even tho i literally just remade this blog i’m gonna go set up a new blog?? it will be the same url and everything. 

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LIE  NOT  TO  THE  LIAR,     lie not to the one so accustomed to the lie that the truth is more recognizable than its opposite.     she finds herself considering,     at times,     that perhaps marya in all her WINTER is better skilled at swallowing her plague of emotions than she is herself.     & natalia considers the thought once again,     standing at the precipice of her love’s  WARMTH,     tears now finding no hesitance in falling down marble cheeks.      &  OH,      HOW  WARM  MARYA  IS.     though her eyes shine blue as russian chill,      her hair black as a winter night,      skin pale as ice & snow,      every bit of her is fashioned in a heat so different than the cold of her husband that natalia is used to.         her husband    —–    well of her sorrows,     depths of her despair,     the man that owns her death as she owns his heartless breast.      marya counters him so delicately,     & she cannot help but slip into the helplessness of a child as she cradles her.       

❝     OH,      MASHA   ———–     ❞      her tears fall heavy as blood,      the trails they leave on her cheeks the evidence of her sorrow even as she accepts marya’s affection.      natalia clings to her as they go to sit,     little guilt in how she wets marya’s midnight hair.      SHE  FEELS  AS  A  FLOWER  FEELS,      its roots drowned by a deluge,     its petals weighed down by heavy drops of rain.      ❝     perhaps it is nothing.     perhaps   —   perhaps i weep in vain.     ❞     a question pulls at the latter syllables,      her words broken by sobs she still suppresses.      ❝     HE  provoked my anger  —–   & i provoked his.     & is that not what married people do ?    PROVOKE  each other so ?     ❞      a lousy excuse,     & she surely knows such.      still,     his insults do weigh in her heart,      & she feels every bit the  CHILD  he’d accused her of being.      natalia pulls away for a moment,     shaking hands lifted to wipe away the streaks the paint her cheek.     her lungs give way to a sob without her permission,     & she breathes it away,      gaze dropping to her lap.      ❝     it was foolish.     foolish.      & he is SELFISH,      & i do disdain him,      but i  LOVE  him too much to stay with him for now,      & i love you far too much to stay away from you.     ❞

marya had learned the art of swallowing her emotions at a very young age- it was a practice she had been honing for so long she hardly realized she was doing it any longer. but it was foolish to think you could ever really rid yourself of such things, of things like emotions, real and fleshy as beasts. she had thought she could chew them up and that they would be gone when she had been a girl but in time she had learned they were like a sickness. you could chew them and swallow them and banish them to the pit of your belly but they were like bile and they would always be on a horrendous rise in the end. and truthfully the end result was never pretty, but marya could not stop herself from it now, it was as much apart of her as the beat of her heart. maryas heart lurched at the way natalia’s face crumbled, the way her mouth wilted and pressed in sadness and the way her cheeks were gleaning and damp with tears and oh how they would not stop! marya morevna rushed forward, her voice was all honey drenched, tender and velvet tongued she is reaching with hands equally as gentle.       ‘   natya, my sweet natya, that is the way of married people  . there are times we find our tongues are more knife than flesh and we aim to slice the jugular with our cruelty .     ‘   she leads natya to sit beside her on her couch, lush and spilling with pillows, rich and velvet, push and soft. marya reaches with frigid fingers to brush back the vermilion hair of natalia’s hair, her lips come to flutter along her cheeks and her forehead. she is such a gentle beast for natya, her teeth are tucked behind the safety of her lips and her eyes morph to rivers and oceans of a warm blue, she melts time and time again, she forgets her cruel heart.      ‘   i know you love him, you know i know that so well, even know, i love koschei, it is the way of the heart. now you know i would never admonish you for that, love is not a thing with limits, love is not confined to one name . i love you natya, please, tell me how it is that i can stop your tears  . ‘  

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HERE’S A BRAND SPANKIN’ NEW STARTER CALL! 

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A  LOVE  LIKE  BLOOD,      hot & red & blooming in roses & the sweetness of berries,      settles heavy between them,     within them.      it holds dear to beating hearts & presses against their ribs,     YEARNING  FOR  THE  OTHER,      calling for each other,      budding beautifully in soft breaths & wide smiles.      could there be a warmth more welcoming than that which resides in the bosom of the one they call  MOREVNA ?      could there be a soul more caught,      more allured,      than the one that yearns within the ribs of the one they call  ROMANOVA ?     ❝      it is surely nothing of great importance,     except    ———–     ❞     she leans closer,     as a willow’s branches lean ever closer to the earth from which it grows,      & she spares no second in capturing the plushness of marya’s lips with her own.     SHE  TASTES  LIKE  WILDERNESS,      a lioness,     a she - wolf,     & natalia can do nothing to resist falling that much deeper in love with her with each passing second.      they part,     barely a  BREATH,     before she kisses her again,      happiness coursing through her veins in a way that only this woman of winter could grant,      & she feels like a girl in russia again,     hot in the cheeks & feeling the snow melt on her tongue.      ❝      i love you,     masha,     marousha    ———    I  HOPE  YOU  KNOW  THIS  FOR  ETERNITY.     ❞

a love beyond words- a love like a throat cut like a wound with no end, a wound so swift you could not even think to feel the pain of it. in fact she relished in the hot stream it produced, she wanted to drown in it. the love they shared was like a thing made flesh, it was another organ like a heart inside the cavern of her body and it found the same rhythm too. marya morevna looks upon natalia and her eyes are like suns, obliterating in their love and in their intensity, her mouth finds the shape of a smile and it is girlish and sweet, it is doused in honey, dipped in amborisa and it is built for they eyes of natya alone. there is an unbridled intimacy in her every gesture.        ‘   oh , is that so ?    ‘   marya is not in the least bit surprised by natya’s kiss- by the swiftness of the gesture- the way she stole her lips like the robin steals the worm at the first sunder of the sky at dawn. she loved it that way- she snatched her mouth and devoured it like a desert, marya returned her intensity ferociously. she pressed the meat of her palm against the edge of natya’s jaw, clutching  at it with desperation. marya could drown in the taste of this woman, she was gun smoke and winter wind- she was the same echo of a feral beast that marya was.    ‘   nat, my dearest nat, you are my heart of hearts, i love you so much i swear it shall kill me where i stand  . ‘  

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wanna suck on a boys neck till his eyes flutter shut and he’s panting and grabbing onto fistfuls of my hair

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* MORE WOLF THAN WOMAN / / independent, private and selective marya morevna of deathless as loved by seren | promo credit

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marya morevna is a creature worn to softness when she is in the presence of matthew murdock. she is a languid wolf with a belly full of meat, content and perhaps even docile at times. she smiles up at him from where she is perched a slender hand reaches up to tuck stray locks of dark hair behind her ear..         ‘   matthew, what is it   ?    ‘  

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GUESS WHO’S BACK

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So I know my bitch ass has BEEN GONE on my oc lately but u better bet ur ass imma be here this week Bc I miss marya morevna

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interesting how desperately matt murdock is in love with marya morevna … interesting how shes literally the best thing in his life and he would die for her without a second thought …….. interesting how he wants to spend the rest of his life with her 

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So I know my bitch ass has BEEN GONE on my oc lately but u better bet ur ass imma be here this week Bc I miss marya morevna

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HERE’S A BRAND SPANKIN’ NEW STARTER CALL! 

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       HELLO     !        if   you   are   on   this   list   ,   someone   has   sent   me   your   URL   to   talk   positively   about   you.   i   want   everyone   to   know   that   i   mean   everything   i   say       &       i   care   about   you   all.

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HERE’S A BRAND SPANKIN’ NEW STARTER CALL! 

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nsfw sentence starters.

’ i’m so hard for you baby. ’ ’ do you want me? how do you want me? ’ ’ i don’t think you’re ready for this. ’ ’ i don’t think you could handle this. ’ ’ i’m so horny for you right now. ’ ’ if you keep dressing like that, i won’t be able to contain myself. ’ ’ i want to mark you as mine tonight. ’ ’ come over here and give me a kiss. ’ ’ do you feel me inside of you right now? ’ ’ i want to feel you inside of me right now. ’ ’ i want to hear you moan and scream my name. ’ ’ do you feel that? ’ ’ you ready for round two yet? ’ ’ let’s go again. ’ ’ i just want to make you moan. ’ ’ i’m going to give you a kiss now. ’ ’ can we cuddle afterwards? ’ ’ i’m still hurting from last night. ’ ’ come show me a good time then. ’ ’ i’m more than ready for this, trust me. ’ ’ think you can handle it? ’ ’ strip for me. ’ ’ want me to strip for you? ’ ’ i’m just stripping for you slowly. ’ ’ i’m just slowly going to take off my clothes now. ’ ’ what? i’m just changing. ’ ’ you can look but you can’t touch. ’ ’ want to come feel me up? ’ ’ i can do amazing things with these hands. ’ ’ this mouth here can work wonders. ’ ’ talk dirty to me while you fuck me. ’ ’ aw, is that all you got? ’ ’ harder, baby. ’ ’ hmmm, yeah, harder baby. ’ ’ oh yes! right there! that’s the spot! ’ ’ don’t slow down, keep going. ’ ’ i love the way you move your hips. ’ ’ i love the way you taste. ’ ’ you taste so good. ’ ’ i want to taste you. ’ ’ let’s go naked and talk about it. ’ ’ i think you look wonderful naked. ’ ’ want me to help you take your clothes off? ’ ’ i will rip those clothes right off of you. ’ ’ let me see what your working with. ’ ’ i’m so wet right now. ’ ’ you make me so wet. ’ ’ come feel how wet i am right now. ’ ’ you should feel how soaking wet i am. ’ ’ only you make me that wet. ’ ’ i’m so hard right now. ’ ’ just your voice makes me get a hard on. ’ ’ you should feel how hard i get for you. ’ ’ i’m so hard it hurts. ’ ’ it takes a lot to make me horny. ’ ’ it doesn’t take much with you to make me horny. ’

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❤

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HERE’S A BRAND SPANKIN’ NEW STARTER CALL!