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it’s already been a month.

my eyes are numb from all the crying,

all the screaming,

and all the tears.

i’m still looking for answers

as to why it had to be you.

i want this to be a dream,

for you to say you’re fine.

i’m still waiting for a cure

or a sign.

you made me feel complete,

fixing this pain in my heart.

but now that you’re gone

i’m broken all over again.

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how much does $ki mean to you?

the world, theres no amount of money or time I won’t spend to make sure he’s okay at all times.

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quick rant:

- there are people saying that jah isn’t dead and at first i understood because it’s all happened too soon, so it wouldn’t be a surprise that so many people are in denial. but for someone to make a rumour that he faked his death for his new album “no pulse” is disgusting. first of all, his new album was going to be called “SKINS”. second of all, what’s really disrespectful is the fact that they put all of his old songs in the fake album and the cover of the album itself. and the fact that people believe this shit when they’re meant to be fans confuses me. why would X be so insensitive to fake his death? he always put his fans first before anything, he could never think of doing something so horrible. and if he is “alive”, where is he? why hasn’t he spoke up? SKI MASK, his own best friend, confirmed it. the police confirmed it. his mom confirmed it. and he’s been buried. the man is dead, let him rest in piece.

- i really hate the comparison between X and Tupac for one reason:it causes arguments. i love both X and Pac however people cannot say he’s a better artist just because he made different genres of music. X is X and Pac is Pac. they were both influential in their own kind of way. now stop the arguments.

- to the people saying that he deserved to die are absolutely sick. you can dislike him as much as you want, but to celebrate his death is low. no one deserves to die so young. he had a huge life ahead of him. and how about his family members? how do you think they feel? imagine if X was your brother, son or relative. how would you feel seeing comments like that about someone you love? X knew he fucked up, hence why he decided to change for the better. whether he did do the shit he did, IT’S IN THE PAST! there’s other artists that have literally done worse shit yet jahseh is the one that’s seen as a monster. at least he knew he needed to change his image and how he acted as a person, and look how he ended up. he saved, helped, and inspired many people. so many people filled with hatred that they only focus on someone’s past, instead of their present. this world is cruel.

also, his death wasn’t because of karma, don’t get it twisted. 

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He’s been brutaly murderd and i still see comments saying how the world is better of without X. No one deservers to be murderd. He doesnt need hate like that.

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He has a baby

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what is real, will always prosper 🌹🌺

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i’m disgusted by the people who say they’re happy over xxxtentacion’s death. that they’re glad he got shot. that they’re glad he died. that they think the world is a better place without him. i’ve read so many disgusting post from people celebrating his death, and it makes me sick to my stomach, that there are people out there who think like that. and i’m seriously asking myself what’s even worse; killing someone, or truly wishing someone’s death and being happy over the fact, that a human being, a human being like you and me, regardless of what the fuck he has done in the past, died. jahseh was 20, he was so fucking young, trying to find his place in this world, trying to find answers, trying to figure out who he really is. you know how much life you haven’t lived yet when dying that young? you know how much you haven’t experienced?  x did some horrible, terrible things, i won’t deny that, but that doesn’t fucking justify his death. you are allowed to see only the bad parts in someone. you are allowed to look at all the horrible things someone has done and base your opinions of that person on these things. but mocking over someone’s death is just…i can’t even find words. especially those narrow-minded people who’ll only look for the ‘bad’ in one. it’s not like his life was about the shit he did. he helped, he fucking saved so many people. there is a reason why many people looked up to him. there is a reason why so many people loved and appreciated him and his work.  he was aware of the fact, that he did terrible things, infact he wanted to change and do better. he organized charity events, he raised money, people seem to completely ignore that. again, he did terrible things, and these good things he did won’t hush up the bad things he did, but at least he accepted his mistakes and fucking tried to do and be better than that.

humans are like sailors on boats, floating in this infinitely big sea. together we are a big fleet. if one boat sinks, some others will sink too. there will never be one single boat sinking on its own. we all have friends and family, people we love. and so did jahseh dwayne onfroy better known as xxxtentacion. his boat sank, and so did many others. regardless of his actions in the past, it’s about being there for each other now, especially when it comes to his friends and his  family. people who loved x. we don’t need more boats to sink.

being happy over this tragic death, is.. it’s just disgusting.

especially those people considering themselves as ‘good humans’ because they think such people deserve it, or consider this whole thing as an act of justice. that wasn’t justice. that was murder, and you really need to have an evil mind to say something like that. you are not better than someone like xxxtentacion and his past, if you really think like that.  i don’t celebrate what xxxtentacion did, but i also don’t celebrate his death. i never looked up to or supported the bad things he did, but i always looked up to his work. his music. i separated these two things. the way he could express himself was so indescribably and his music helped me through really fucking harsh times, and i’m clearly not the only one who thinks like that. i don’t know where i’d be without his music, stories and words.  and like i said, he tried to change and be a better person and also organized charity events and raised money. actually, it’s true what xxxtentacion said. nobody cares until you’re dead. nobody cared about all this shit before they heard he was shot. i read about these theories that he’s still alive and just plans something for a new album or whatever and seriously, i wouldn’t even be mad or something if all this was planned and just show. because it just shows that he’s right. it just substantiates his statement, and that’s fucking sad. you don’t need to agree with what i’m thinking, but all of you who are seriously happy about his death and celebrating this murder, you’re all just disgusting to me.

thank you for your music x, thank you for your message.

rest in peace

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Still can’t accept that you are not here anymore 💔

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Written by X

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“It doesn’t feel real”

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