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it's embarassing that i sw here. 46kg and i've gained 6kg ... let's get back to track

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yay hope i can lose more and more

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FOOD LOG {16/10/24}

(binge recovery)

{00am-12am} fast

[i'll edit along with time!]

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real oh god i really stuck in 48kg...i can lose more...

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AAAA FUCK EMOTIONAL HUNGER

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oh i'm so hungry but if i eat i'll be guilty and regret it

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breakfast

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i gain 1 kg:<

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gonna fastinh for three days and only drink energy drinks to be able eat brown sugar ice creeam, wish me luck

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good that i'm not gain weight!

this morning last night

NOOO BREAKFAST TOMORROW CANCELED BCS GONNA DRUNK WITH BF:<

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NOOO BREAKFAST TOMORROW CANCELED BCS GONNA DRUNK WITH BF:<

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i'm not hungry, i'm thristy, i won't eating, i don't want to eat, i just need to drink water, i don't need the food just drink energy drink i don't want to eat

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cravings cravings go away

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food log 8/10/24

plain crackers 6= 18kcal

energy drink 1¼= 125kcal

gum 3= 15kcal

½ pieces of bread= 70kcal (?)

frieds peanuts 3gram= 35kcal

i'll edit along with time, burn cals with working so i move a lot even tho not work out

total today: 263

almost hit my cals limit (300)

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finally i'm back to 48kg again but still with 7 pounds, i'll break my fast when 48kg i think

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today

gum 6 pieces (10kcal/2pcs) = 30kcal

energy drink 1= 100kcal

130kcal total, idk how much i burn but surely i was move more than eat since i lost 1kg+, i won't eat anything anymore till tomorrow or maybe if i can't handle my cravings i'll just chew and spit later and gonna take a lax again before sleep, gonna do this for three days wish me luck

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