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Birth Chart Breakdown: North Node in The Houses

North Node in the 1st House

You’ve spent lifetimes slipping into the background like a well-practiced echo. But this life asks you to be the voice, not the silence. To stop reading the room and start reading yourself. Becoming you is not betrayal, it’s rebirth.

North Node in the 2nd House

You’ve been the drifter, the one who let go before anything could be taken. But this time, you’re here to stay. To build slow. To let your roots deepen into your own worth, even when everything in you says: keep moving.

North Node in the 3rd House

Your soul remembers the high peaks of distant truths, but this life calls you to the street corners. To conversations, to simplicity, to the sacred art of paying attention. Not every answer lives in the sky. Some are tucked between words you haven’t spoken yet.

North Node in the 4th House

You’ve spent lifetimes out in the world, proving, building, striving. But now, your evolution begins in the quiet. In the warmth of your own hands. You’re learning that safety isn’t something you earn, it is something you remember inside your ribcage.

North Node in the 5th House

You’ve hidden behind strategy, survival, responsibility. But this time, joy is the revolution. You’re here to play like your life depends on it. To create badly. Love boldly. Laugh too loudly. You don’t have to deserve the spotlight, you just have to step into it.

North Node in the 6th House

You’ve danced with the infinite, wandered through dreams, visions, the great wide everything. But this life calls you into the soil. Into rhythm. Into the sacred repetition of waking up and tending what’s yours. This isn’t small. This is holy.

North Node in the 7th House

You’ve walked through lifetimes alone, carrying only your fire. But now, your soul wants to meet itself in someone else’s eyes. Not to disappear, but to soften. To let love teach you the edges of who you are and the tenderness of who you could become.

North Node in the 8th House

You’ve clung to certainty, to surface, to things you could hold without losing. But this life asks you to let it unravel. To touch the depth that scares you. To surrender to what cannot be planned. You’re not here to be untouched. You’re here to be transformed.

North Node in the 9th House

You’ve lived in the known, folded yourself into logic, kept the questions quiet. But now, your soul wants to run wild. To roam the inner wilderness. To believe in something without needing proof. Your evolution lives where your wonder begins.

North Node in the 10th House

You’ve kept your brilliance tucked into private corners. But this time, the mountain calls you by name. You’re here to take up space in the world, not for praise, but for purpose. To build something that lives on after your footsteps fade.

North Node in the 11th House

You’ve known the safety of closeness , the comfort of the familiar, the intimacy of small circles. But this life asks you to cast your net into the unknown. To trust that your voice has reach. That your dreams belong to others, too. You’re here to find the ones you haven’t met yet, the ones who will see your vision and say, “I’ve been dreaming this too.”

North Node in the 12th House

You’ve built your world on structure and certainty. But now, the ocean asks for you. Your soul is learning to rest without needing answers. To dissolve without losing itself. Surrender is not the end. It’s the beginning of everything you forgot you were.

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Wrath of Apollo

(Some notes: The infinite sign shape above is Ouroboros, a snake eating its own tail, historically a symbol of infinity or the cycle of life, death and rebirth. I chose to put it there because the duality of death and rebirth corresponds to Apollo as the god of light but also god of plague. The name “apollo” itself has the meaning of the “destroyer” too. Snake is also an animal related to Apollo in myths.)

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my true fans understand the complex threads woven between each and every beautiful image that i share

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5 minutes into the fabric store: wow the world has so much to offer and so many possible wonderful things to make

10 minutes into the fabric store: everything around me will continue to pollute the earth long after humans are gone and this ring of plastic minion beads will see the new pangea

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she franken on my stein til i 'hateful day when I received life!' I exclaimed in agony. 'Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust? God, in pity, made man beautiful and alluring, after his own image; but my form is a filthy type of yours, more horrid even from the very resemlance. Satan had his companions, fellow-devils, to admire and encourage him; but I am solitary and abhorred.'

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“The human heart is an ancient beast that roars and purrs with the same passions, whatever labels we may give them. We are so anxious to classify and categorize, both nature and human nature. It is a beautiful impulse—to contain the infinite in the finite, to wrest order from the chaos, to construct a foothold so we may climb toward higher truth. It is also a limiting one, for in naming things we often come to mistake the names for the things themselves. The labels we give to the loves of which we are capable—varied and vigorously transfigured from one kind into another and back again—can’t begin to contain the complexity of feeling that can flow between two hearts and the bodies that contain them.”

–Maria Popova, Figuring

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having aquarius placements can basically be summed up in constantly being told we‘re the revolutionary tech genius who are going to change the world when really there are just patterns we notice.

so. many. patterns.

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Apollo rkgk！！

Have the line art itself too bc I think they’re pretty nice :3

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Random Astro Obs 1:

1. Cancer dominant people:

It feels like they're always surrounded by some kind of sadness. Even when they're happy, there is lingering bouts of sad energy, something about their eyes, the way they talk, like they're being cheerful for your sake. They are by no means simply soft and submissive, but they have this child-like nature. Especially if there is Leo influence. They remind me of a child spending the entire day drawing a princess, of showing the finished work to their mother, of having their hair caressed and being told that they have an affinity for art, of having their drawing pasted on the fridge for everyone to see, of waking up in the morning and running to the kitchen to find that the drawing is still there, of giggling all the way to their room to draw another piece. Of coming home to an empty house years later, of hugging your mother's pillow, of wearing your mother's perfume in her memory, of walking to the kitchen to find all your drawings still intact on the fridge. Of whispering I love you to thin air but knowing it is reciprocated even if unheard.

Cherry, glossy lips.

2. Moon-Pluto:

It's....beautiful. You know how pluto intensifies whatever it touches? Moon is already an intense, flowy, kind of energy. Now mix them together. People I've met with this placement have very intense eyes. When they walk into a room full of people, the chatter instantly dies down. Very powerful stuff. They also have an allure that seems otherworldly. Sadness and rebirth coming together to form a person with a magnetism so powerful, you can't seem to look away. This need to be known, loved by them is very powerful. It's like they draw you in somehow. When I think of them, I think of laying on the couch with an elbow on the arm rest, the other hand resting over a spandex-clad thigh, fingers tracing subtly but sensually, eyes focused on you.

Red rimmed eyes.

3. Mercury Dominance:

Have you ever met a person whose words have the perfect flow, the way they seem to animate even the most boring of stories, people who have the attention of every single person when they speak, it's as if their voice carries a power like that of a pied piper. Or Krishna, if you're into Hindu Mythology. Krishna has always been one of my favourite Hindu gods. He has this charm, this trickster kind of charm, the kind nobody is immune to. He is very mischievous, but people can't help but love him. When he plays the flute, people, animals, birds and even the gods find peace and serenity. Mercury dominant people remind me of him. But there is so much more to them than this alone, you know? This jittery, nervous energy. Like biting your nails when you're waiting for test results to be published online, of shaking the desk when you're writing. Of having so much to say, so much to do, and all of it needing to be perfect. Of cluttered minds and cluttered desks of a Gemini, of a clean desk but a cluttered mind of a Virgo. Of shoving all your clothes inside your closet when someone comes over, of throwing everything out of your desk in anger, of putting it all back together to calm yourself down. Of spilling your heart on paper, of finding love in words, in people who can't seem to shut up. Of looking at the way someone talks, the movement of their lips and thinking, "gods, I wanna know what they taste like."

Busy Hands.

4. Saturn/Capricorn:

People often brand Saturn dominant people or Capricorns as super serious people, who always work hard and rarely have fun. But I have to disagree. Capricorns are hardworking, yes. But it is because they know that's how you succeed. Saturn provides them with so much hurdles, be it as small as paper cuts, or failing your exams regardless of working hard on it. Capricorns remind me of children who don't get to leave the house unless they've finished their homework and done their chores. There isn't an option of procrastination here. Their humor is unmatched to any other sign. They do carry an air of seriousness, but their jokes are always funny and witty. They are still children at heart, but it's as though they don't know how to be children. If they learn how to make their inner-child happy, you wouldn't even recognize them as Capricorns. They aren't cold, not in the slightest. Once you get to know them, you realise this. They're like fathers who notice that you've taken painting as an extra curricular, who silently watch you from the window, engrossed in trying to paint the perfect Van Gough, who come home the next day with a big package full of painting supplies, who spend the weekend turning the garage into an art room, who don't explicitly say I love you, because they don't have to.

Patience.

Wow. Haha. This is actually my first Astro Observation. Let me know if you liked it or if you resonated with it. I don't know what prompted me to do this, honestly. I just randomly started writing this and thought, eh why not?

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astrology notes

Mars or Chiron in the 6th house in the Solar Return may indicate your skin becoming more oily than normal that year, you may develop acne at more acute levels, due to the number of problems you are having to solve or everyday situations that are demanding a lot from you. You can develop acne due to stress, issues that cause emotional discomfort and that directly affect your skin.

Chiron transiting through the 8th house, or in the Solar Return, is the moment where you feel strange, you don't know where the pain/discomfort you are feeling is coming from, and that discomfort won't go away. It’s almost as if you are emotionally vulnerable, “in the flesh”. Usually you are coming from some emotional loss and at that moment/year is where you feel extremely shaken up inside. Stay strong, warriors, and look for a psychologist.

Venus or Moon in the 5th house, if not aspected by difficult aspects from Uranus or Saturn, may love the idea of ​​getting pregnant, or of generating something within themself that will be just like them/reflect them, be it an artistic project or literally a baby.

Venus aspecting Saturn, I know it's taking a while, I know everyone has had that delicious love, that pleasant romance and you internally wonder if it will happen to you. Yes, it will, be patient, I know that in terms of love things can take time for you, but Saturn wants to give you something of quality, he wants to teach you to look at your own worth (Venus) first before giving you something that matches your level. You matured before the time, but your values ​​are solid and unshakable, you are worthy of everything your heart desires.

When the Sun and Moon move through houses that are in opposition to your natal chart, you feel strange, you don't feel strong enough, you feel that things aren't “right” that day. For example, Sun in the natal 10th house with the current Sun transiting through the 4th house. Moon in the natal 2nd house, current Moon transiting through your 8th house.

Moon in the 8th house, you are most of the time going through some internal emotional crisis, I want to give you a hug. You are strong, remember that. Stop being paranoid, ok?

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astrology notes

Generational planets such as Pluto, Uranus and Neptune in the 1st house can indicate great fame, since these planets have to do with large crowds of people, causing the native to attract or exert great influence.

Mercury in Aquarius/11th house be careful not to become what you most fear becoming: dogmatic. No matter how formed your opinion is, don't let it become fixed to the point of being your greatest truth.

The 3rd house is very elastic, the one who will define its energy most precisely is the sign in it.

Moon/Venus/Mars in Scorpio/8th house, go practice the Law of Attraction, you have a very powerful aura, you are wasting time if you don't use all this magnitude to get what you want.

You know that Mercury in Scorpio/8th house person you teased? Good luck trying to hide anything from them, in love or hate they will discover your secrets and, if hurt, they will use it against you.

12th house placements, please stay more in touch with the people you love, they miss you. If the distance you maintain is self-imposed, don't forget that the people in your life love you, that they want to have a little more of your physical presence.

My dear Leo, be careful with who you spend your affection with, you give so generously, be careful not to give it to the wrong people, the ones who are secretly jealous of you, who talk about you behind your back. Your heart of gold can "rust" in the wrong hands.

Aquarius placements, get ready, because the definitive entry of Pluto in Aquarius on November 19th of this year until 2044 will be the craziest years of your life. Get ready, there are a lot of big profound changes coming.

Mars in Pisces would do very well if they worked with their mediumship, whether in tarot or astrology or in art.

10th house placements always attract 2nd house placements people, it's incredible. They generally get along very well, they understand each other, they can be very good friends. The 2nd house supports the ambition of the 10th house, the 10th house values ​​and pampers the 2nd house.

Taurus, stop crying for that man/woman, you are so beautiful, independent, attractive, don't let him have that power over your heart, woman. You deserve more. Let go, even if it hurts, something better won't take long to appear, don't lower your level, raise it.

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Squares by Sign

Aries-Cancer Square- The need to understand emotions [as] logical, sometimes depending on rushed decisions to discover what edge it pushes them over.

"The doctor who can't do surgery because they're afraid of hurting the patient more."

 

Taurus-Leo Square- The need to be known for how they support other people, seeing it as disrespect to their legacy for their name to be left out.

"The star that's convinced no planet could exist without its gravitational pull, no matter how small its impact truly is."

 

Gemini-Virgo Square- The need to have a plan before approaching people, refusing to talk until they find the perfect solution, but getting mad when no one tries to help.

"The fish that swam upstream fueled by angered confusion over why the water won't turn the other way."

 

Cancer-Libra Square- The need to maintain peace no matter what unreasonable consequence falls on them, willing to sacrifice themselves without a second thought.

"The warrior who pledged to protect their town and died arguing with the mayor."

 

Leo-Scorpio Square- The need to known without being seen. The desire to be recognized while also having the freedom to change whatever they want.

"The author who broke their own hand to change their handwriting that still only writes one genre."

 

Virgo-Sagittarius Square- The need to unwind a story regardless of whether or not the teller is ready to speak, existing without law to keep others on track.

"The mole who dug through concrete just to show their kids that, no matter what, there's always a way."

 

Libra-Capricorn Square- The need to honor their commitments before anything else, running away so they can have perfect attendance elsewhere.

 "The lioness who doesn't hunt for her pack because the gazelle fed her fish the week before."

 

Scorpio-Aquarius Square- The need to be appreciated from a distance, only wanting to build closeness through the message they're trying to send.

 "The flower that only blooms during sunset so it's colors can be brightest under a full moon."

 

Sagittarius-Pisces Square- The need to give reason to everything, refusing to let a coincidence or anomaly be just that.

"The archaeologist who journeys out for months at a time because of how much fun they have finding messages in the stone, and brightly colored rocks."

 

Capricorn-Aries Square- The need to maintain full control over ones body, refusing even the slightest suggestion of that means conceding to someone's influence.

"The king of no nation who still wears the crown because of the authority he feels it demands for him."

 

Aquarius-Taurus Square- The need to be involved backed by a lack of consideration for what it will cost them, waiting for loss before finding ways to prevent it.

 "The rider standing behind the horse yelling about how much they'll lose if they're taken out of the race."

 

Pisces-Gemini Square- The need to relate to other people, almost giving anything away if it means people feel more comfortable around them.

"The book with no covers whose pages are one emotional thunderstorm away from dissolving completely."

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Trines by Sign

Aries-Leo Trine- The insatiable need to prove oneself, and one that's easily misled if they're convinced it's their own idea. This influence is one who is represented as selfish, but tends to more dedicated to their dreams than people have tried to understand. When dealing with this influence, it's important that we don't trivialize their ability to reach their goals. All they hear is that they haven't focused on themselves enough, and it only makes them dive into it that much deeper.

Taurus-Virgo Trine-

 A demand to maintain consistency in circumstances where a single-focus approach may not be able to account for how dynamic the conflicts caused by reality are. This influence is tunnel vision that blocks ideas out for the better of their community. When dealing with this influence, it's important that they're approached with answers instead of questions. Even if you're trying to lead them by making them think another way, they need to understand what the [result] of your idea is, not the approach to it is.

Gemini-Libra Trine-

 The scramble to find a unanimous answer for something they already have complete control over, almost seeking out a reason to do something different by polling people until they get answer they're looking for. When dealing with the influence, for every question they ask, ask them to follow that fear through. Ask them to explain the timeline of the worst possible outcome, and push them to acknowledge the fantasy rather than hoping it's being fed the right way.

Cancer-Scorpio Trine-

 A hand grabbing out for anyone to relate to, pushing themselves to extremes just so they can have stories to share with the people they see themselves in, almost wanting to save those parts in people they think couldn't be saved in themselves. When dealing with this influence, I think it's most important to remind them that they exist outside their past. They need to be asked to be involved instead of being allowed to wait for the perfect opportunity or it'll never feel genuine to them.

Leo-Sagittarius Trine-

 A purpose with no limit, reaching higher and higher the more meaning they find in everything around them, tying everything they fall into to a storyline of eventual success, failure meaning so little we risk not learning from it. When dealing with this influence, we have to remember they learn about themselves through watching the world around them change, so be the sudden change they don't expect so they can wake up to the effect they're having. Consequence yells where yelling itself isn't heard.

Virgo-Capricorn Trine-

 Organization with everchanging rules. This influence is the aspiration to perfection, a line that moves a foot forward every time we take a step towards it, quickly making us feel like everything we are isn't good enough. When dealing with this influence, they need to be pushed to acknowledge and celebrate their achievements, even if they're not the type to brag. I think not ever bringing a true end to anything makes it all start to blend together, and that closure will make future goals clearer.

Libra-Aquarius Trine-

 The nonconformist that wants to set a new standard, one who wants to be a voice of reason who can't be understood by anyone stuck in the past. Pietism is the way of the future. When dealing with this influence, they need to be reminded that their obsession with and push towards the future won't make people move faster than they're capable of. Dream, but respect other peoples' reality.

Scorpio-Pisces Trine-

 The chameleon that changes colors before understanding the influence it's taking in, acting in the moment and trying to go along with anything as long as it makes them a part of something. When dealing with this influence, their opinion needs to be asked before they go along with yours for so long that they start building resentment. Justified or not, they need the push to change that their bodies refuse to give them, pushing them far away enough to find control.

Sagittarius-Aries Trine-

 Knowing everything about everything the second everything started existing, pulling pre-written answers out of a hat so they at least seem constantly prepared even when they're wrong. When dealing with this influence, they need to be reminded that not being caught up doesn't mean they're behind. Learning in action is a talent, but it's not a reasonable expectation anyone can hold themselves to. Sometimes we have to pull back and study.

Capricorn-Taurus Trine-

 A deal isn't even a deal if you're not making it with them-- or at least that's what their pitch is. This influence always knows best approach in every situation, seeming to have complete control until it comes to their own habits. When dealing with this influence, don't ask "would you jump off the bridge too", because their risks are about the reward. They're here to push as hard and as far as possible before burning out, so we have to ask if we're willing to jump off the bridge with them.

Aquarius-Gemini Trine-

The perfect idea that never seems to work out. The mental blueprint that never makes it to paper. This is a person who lives to inspire other people and wishes they could use that potential to their own advantage. I don't think this is someone who isn't capable of their own individual success, but this is someone who shouldn't diminish their role in someone else's. This influence finds balance by only lifting up people who will stay loyal and pull them up later.

Pisces-Cancer Trine-

 The feeling who felt it more than you ever could, the unwritten book who claims people just don't understand. This trine is one who takes on other peoples' emotions and then expects space to be made for them before other people. When dealing with this influence, I think it's most important to make them take controlled turns in talking, because they're not actually trying to talk over people like they... do a lot. They need a way of steady release so they stop bottling everything up.

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9° is a degree that deals with themes of expansion and hyperbole— 9° Aquarius can represent someone who can fall into making bad assumptions by relying too heavily on instinct and intuition, while 9° Scorpio can show someone who digs through every word another person says. 9° Gemini might reveal someone who is a self-proclaimed investigator that might struggle with accepting answers and endings for what they are, while 9° Leo could represent someone persistently concerned with how their decisions will affect their future.