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You’re healing every time you

get out of bed because there’s something you’re excited about.

don’t think about people who left.

clean the clutter in the room and dishes in your sink.

smile at yourself and random people.

do something kind and out of the blue to make someone happy.

work out or meet with friends even though you have no energy to.

calm yourself down when your thoughts race.

remember to drink water.

don’t dwell on things you can’t control.

do things good for yourself, even though you have no motivation.

tell yourself that you’re growing from this, and you won’t feel like this forever.

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The best tragedies will have you thinking "I wish it could've gone any other way" and "this is the only way it could've ended" at the same time

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You’ve had it wrong all along

Remember when Dazai said this and everyone said this meant he was straight?

Well they were wrong.

Dazai didn’t say he had no taste in men, he said he had no SUCH tastes in men

Meaning

Atsushi’s just not Dazai’s type.

He’s got a thing for short redheads with a fiery temper btw

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a feel like the new generation of fanfic readers NEED to understand that clicking on a fic (interaction) does nothing. ao3 has no algorithm. your private discord discussions of fic do not reach the authors. if you do not actively engage with writers they will stop posting. this isn’t social media this is community.

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Can we really call Cale oblivious?

When I was reading tcf for the first time I had the question "Why is cale oblivious to his own actions destroying his slacker dream? Why does this man turn the world upside down and still thinks he might be unknown at the end of the day? ?" In my mind all the time..

So, I decided to analyse his actions in his own perspective!

What did Kim Rok Soo do that was so different from Cale? Nothing really, in both lives he's doing the same exact thing :

• Fighting the evil beings with overwhelming advantage (as much as he could).

• Scamming the bad guys in whatever way he does it.

• Preparing several plans for most possible situations before stepping in.

•Encourages and helps his people to become stronger and uses their abilities in the most efficient way helping them 'stand out more than him' as he thinks.

• Has no problem in retreating if the situation is not going as intended, prioritise his people's wellbeing above all else!

• Works from the rear as a strategist, but is always ready to step in whenever the situation goes south to flip the tables; not just turn them.

He has been doing this since he became a team leader and has continued in the same manner after transmigrating, so far almost 13 years !!

But here's the one most important difference between now and then: Cale is not affected by the White Star's curse anymore! Since it broke the moment he transmigrated into Cale's body nothing now is hiding his achievements from the world.

However, as a victim of both WS's reincarnation and og Cale's transmigration, (the curse's cause and its breaker) he had no idea, until recently, so this is the thing Cale does not understand the most. He may have figured out the concept of what effected him but he's yet to link his past to his present comparing them to the point he believes this is an important factor of why he's becoming a worlds wide hero.

So when he says 'i just wanted to be a small hero why isn't it working like it always has?!' he actually means it and is genuinely confused! (And certainly justified) Because why ,if he does almost the same strategy, is he's having different results this time!?

The variables become clearer if you have an outsider pov, for example: krs's curse made it that he can't cherish anything or be cherished, that's why all the people he cared about left him one way or another, This explains why Cale can't understand why his family care for him. Something inside of him thinks unconsciously "How are they still here?". It's not that he's in denial, it's rather that he has never been given the chance to process this love and care in his 40 years of life, for as soon as he starts to accept that he may have a chance of happiness, it's immediately stolen from him, leaving him more traumatized than before...

Another side would be that every time a chance arised for him to standout in public, like the speech thing he talked about, "something" would happen; a monster outbreak, an accident, or maybe an unexpected attack from some evil ability users...

Which means it's not only his desire to stay hidden that has been keeping his achievements in the dark as krs, it was mostly his curse and when he couldn't be praised he thought 'Well, who wants public recognition anyway?'

You can see he was well-known inside his feild, the government,guilds and throughout the company, He was almost an idol to the people in the brain team! But that's where it stopped, always.

So, it's totally understandable how Cale gets confused everytime he does something good and is praised and cheered for by the citizens; what he had learnt from YEARS of experience is that whatever he did, in the end it remained between these companies walls. [It mostly won't go further unless someone is digging around, like the assassins and illegal guilds that hated him]

No matter what good deeds he does, he can't be 'loved', for he is cursed to be left alone. I mean, we still barely know ANYTHING about team leader krs,his abilities, exact strategies, his team and their relationship with each other what other hardships did he face?

The speech curse is one thing we figured just recently and it never crossed my mind before that he could have been in such a situation...

Maybe he never bought a better house because each time he tried it would get destroyed because he "can't have anything to cherish" so he had to be stuck with the wrecked place that triggered his records and brought him more pain and suffering...?

Back to the point, krs was free to do much more without standing out, he didn't have these "fame/heroic consequences" as for he thought this was the norm for him at least, and tbf that's a major one less headache for him to deal with since he had enough enemies already. And he's a shy little boy but we don't talk about that !

And one little thing to note, he's used to trouble coming after him, and he has this sense of responsibility that he should be the one dealing with all of the trouble since most of the time he concluded that he was the reason everyone around him got hurt...and he can't forget so that's two reasons why he's now dealing with all these problems even if his actions now have such consequences or if it brings him more trouble.

If your daily life was like this of course you'll be confused to WHY ISN'T IT WORKING OUT I JUST WANTED TO LIVE IN PEACE !!!

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LCF BigBang 25 Artist Sign-Ups Open!!

Hello and welcome to Artist sign-ups for the LCF Big Bang event!

Sign ups are open from now till JUNE 30.

→ What’s a Bang again?

A Bang is a type of fan challenge in which writers and artists work together to produce new collaborative content for the fandom. In a reverse bang, the artist signs up first and creates a sketch, and the writer claims the person they want to write for based on the sketch and summary the artists provide.

The theme for this years Bang is Dragon!Cale (or KRS, either is fine), which is completely optional.

→ Who can join?

This event is open to artists of all abilities, in any stage of their fandom journey – a fun opportunity for the LCF family to come together and celebrate the various relationships between different characters in the LCF cast written by Yoo Ryeo Han.

→ What are the artist requirements?

Artists must create a minimum of 1 stylistically complete work or a flat coloured work, to the best of their ability.

There is no maximum limit, but all works must be finished and polished by the final deadline.

→ What do you mean by wips?

It's just a rough sketch of the idea you would like to create for in the event! It does NOT have to be a full piece of art or coloured art. Just some simple line strokes would also do - for giving a generalised idea of what you have in mind to anyone who'd see it during the claiming process.

→ Why can't I put my signature or any watermarks there?

To stay anonymous during the claiming process! While art is often recognizable, anonymity should be maintained as much as possible until after the official list of partners is released.

Kindly keep your WIPs and a short summary of your idea (not exceeding 100 words) ready, while you sign up as they will be required.

(Schedule Here) (FAQ Here)

•CLICK HERE TO SIGN UP•

Hope to see you soon! 🥧

Thankyou @thebigbangblogproject

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Not over them

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they're playing mario kart

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Barbatos <3

I started this one on his birthday this week, and its just in time for me to return to Mondstadt in the game for the archon quest!

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I realized I never posted the full comic

Vedrfolnir x No longer you ( from epic the musical )

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✮⋆˙Welcome to my little corner of the internet˙⋆✮

Hey there! My name's Crystal Heart – though it is obviously not my real name, nevertheless, you may call me Crystal. I am well over 20 and my pronouns are she/her.

I am, an aspiring writer (currently stuck in writers block), professional all nights puller (42 hrs of no sleep, anyone? Totally not recommended) and a chaotic little gremlin with a dose of shyness, right here at your service (not) <3

Welcome to my cozy little chaos corner where I mostly ramble about my latest hyperfixations and any other fandoms I am into. You'll find me in the tags of most of my reblogs :p

I am Currently Into...

⋆｡˚ Soukoku ˚｡⋆

⋆｡˚ Chuuya Nakahara ˚｡⋆

So expect a lot of skk (+Chuuya) reblogs and posts <3

My Tags:

OG Posts: Crys talks

★ Skk ★ TCF ★ Pokespe ★ Wind Breaker ★ Sctir ★ DCMK ★ Genshin Impact ★ Mlb

I just tag the fandom or ship posts as their name's short forms.

Writing Request Status:

Always open, even if it's just a half formed idea. Writing for other people gives me motivation :)

Asks Status:

Feel free to scream at me about your hyperfixations and favourite fandoms/ships by dropping an ask! I would love to connect and chat with you <3

My Fandoms:

✦ LCF (Lout of Count's Family) ✦ BSD (Bungou Stray Dogs) ✦ SCTIR (S Classes That I Raised) ✦ Pokespe ✦ Pokeani ✦ Spy x Family ✦ DCMK (Detective Conan & Magic Kaito) ✦ Wind Breaker ✦ Genshin Impact ✦ Tales of Miraculous Ladybug and Chat Noir ✦ Fairy Tail

...Among others like Naruto, Oshi no ko, Bakugan, MHA but I am not actively part of them anymore.

I also post about manhwas and web novels sometimes.

Ships I am into:

♥ Soukoku ♥ AlCale ♥ Jinjae ♥ Venlumi ♥ Chilumi ♥ Nalu ♥ Gruvia ♥ naruhina ♥ sasunaru ♥ kaishin ♥ coai ♥ kaishinshi ♥ Aquna ♥ Twiyor ♥ marichat ♥ ShuDan ♥ Pearlshipping ♥ Burningleaf shipping

etc etc.

I am a multi-shipper ^^

⋆`Some things to note`⋆

! I occasionally post and reblog nsfw content but it's always tagged accordingly.

! I'm terrible about checking my notifications so if I don't respond to your messages/asks right away I promise I probably haven't seen them yet

! I'm okay with minors following me and interacting with my posts but please be respectful and conscious of boundaries.

⋆ Credit for the card divider 1: @diviniyae ⋆ Credit for the card divider 2: @cafekitsune ⋆ Credit for the card divider 3: @enchanthings ⋆ Credit for the card divider 4: @cursed-carmine

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I think as a culture we have all forgotten that fandom is supposed to be fun.

It’s not that serious.

It was never supposed to be that serious.

Especially since most of the drama and hurt revolves around shipping.

All of the ships are fictional. Being canon doesn’t actually negate the fact that the ship isn’t real. 

No ship, or any aspect of a fictional universe, is important enough to treat another real life human being badly. 

It’s not that serious.

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Chinese style 🌠🏮🧧🎐

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me when a boy who is the same age as me kicks/punches me the first time i see him and now i'm totally in love

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Just a reminder that Amazon canonically exists in the Bungo stray dogs universe:

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“psst! you’ve already saved this pin t-“

AND I’LL DO IT AGAIN.

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learning to love