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UPDATE

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I kind of bimbo-fied phant so i may be tossing this blog. I only really play her/him with friends and my gf since his appearance has changed significantly and personality (well, for personality, somewhat).

Here's some tidbits that have been changed.

Phantasm is no longer male but female, still uses he/him bc its funny.

He's still an old god

Womans got like six-seven kids now so... That's fun but hey old gods needta reproduce.

I've also twisted his lore out of wow bc half y'all some weird aas fucks.

"Oh noo you cant make an old god waaahh" - thats the aound of people legit harassing me and stalking me annddd trting to blacklist me lolz

If I do ever do play him in wow again I'll still be keeping him like that bc idc at all what a bunch of weird adults have ta say :p

His new lore is based off my own version of old gods and what happened ect blah blah my own personal stories/ world building— i did keep nzoth because wow doesn't deserve him 😤

Anyways if you have any questions/threats/jokes inbox is open. Otherwise peace!

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Louise Glück, from “Blue Rotunda.”

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walk down with me, hand in hand

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14 k !!

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"Slowly they die at the end of all the candles."

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Metagaming isn't cute, harassing someones toon/s isn't cute. You aren't cute. Just because you don't like that someone isn't following YOUR rules or has made a character that conflicts with whatever the flying hell, does not give you an excuse to call up a crusade of people to harrass, bully and stalk someone's toon the moment they get online. There are REAL people behind the screens and YOU aren't a "well i'm a nice person irl" when you take this shit ooc and I will not sit back and allow you do whatever it is you please. Especially when the other person involved has not been mean once to you and I myself have declined to even talk to you. It's especially infuriating when my friend who is getting the sharpened edge of this bullying, from, what I can assum are grown ass adults, is telling me before they left the discord server you and others who I assume are just as immature, started making fun and insulting and planning BEFORE this to meta game and I quote, "drive them off the server". Get a life. I will not entertain anyone who pulls this nonsense and I WILL stand up for my friend/s. ALSO mary-suing to see "mysterious void" beneath the cathedral WHILE the three players under there are OOC and you are HALF WAY ACROSS the map is so funny to me. Anyways, not trying to be mean but idk how else to express how rightfully pissed I am. Go outside and touch grass, this is a videogame.

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//love & the sun// E.E. Cummings (unlove's the heavenless hell and homeless home) / Hozier (Sunlight) / Madeline Miller (The Song of Achilles) / Jandy Nelson (I'll Give You the Sun) / Yves Olade (When Rome Falls) / Movements (Daylily) / David Viscott

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answer some questions and i’ll give you a character arc <3

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A TIME LONG BEFORE

Phantasms hands shook, he was alone though Lithium had assured that she would return — but with her, who knew?

He had attempted to reach out using some convoluted spell she had left to him - it had involved blood and Nightshades, but when it connected he had gotten the equivalent of an "I don't have time for you" before the connection severed.

Phantasm knew he required help, his skin had never felt so squirming- alive and he had lost more weight in the past days she had been gone. The soon not-elf hardly knew what to do when thick, ink-like liquid began to rise from his throat— it felt like dying and oh so cold.

He could only hope she'd return soon.. that she had not forgotten him, that he would not die before then.

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Moonrise over Trees

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valentino | fall 2016 (ph: marcus tondo)

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Chu Yohan, ‘Life, Death’ (trans. Kyung-Ja Chun and by Chong Bum Kim), The Columbia Anthology of Modern Korean Poetry

[Text ID: “a sinking sun, a sea of blood,”]

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The Game of Chess (Detail), c.1508.  by Lucas van Leyden

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Jacob Fighting the Angel (detail). By Jürgen Ovens (German, 1623-1678)

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French perfume bottles.

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Jeanette Winterson, Written on the Body