wannabee-girlfox

[wannabee-girlfox]

in real

I feel bad because I flood you with messages I feel bad because I cant be there with you I feel bad because I want your attention I feel bad because when I get mad that discord notification messages aren't from you I feel bad when I have to make up an excuse to talk to them I feel bad when you feel bad I feel good when we talk about what's happening I feel good when I hear you gush about your interest I feel good when you talk period I feel good when we are silent I feel good when you smile at my bad jokes I feel good when I think about you in my future I feel good when people get sad when I say I have a gf I feel good when you say you miss me I feel good when I make an excuse to my friends to hang out with you I feel good that you like me I feel good that you are in my life

[wannabee-girlfox]

long distance relationships sux

In view but not in touch desires we cannot select Through portal, we connect trying physically to be indirect Yet trying to perfect I try to fix the disconnect

[wannabee-girlfox]

Stifled and muted cries of realization

That she doesn’t see me as her daughter

My mind deep dives. No salvation

My own self image brought to the slaughter

[wannabee-girlfox]

random poem

Why am I like this I just want your attention asleep yet I seek ur bliss I am a sinner in detention stuck in reminisce I need a new dimension thoughts still not cis smile, not to mention my mind is still on a kiss

[wannabee-girlfox]

Why am I like this

I am truly scared scared of the future scared you wont care scared we wont endure scared souls wont be bair scared our moments will be fewer scared I wont compare scared you arnt into her

[wannabee-girlfox]

on the nose poem

in the middle of the night I think of you in my bed when your gone out of sight I think of what you said hoping I haven't made a slight to us and anything ahead

[wannabee-girlfox]

I love her

[wannabee-girlfox]

Poem dump on 4/21

The difference now is I get to kiss you when you sleep instead of staring at you, wishing to kiss your face While I take this temporary drug, so my symptoms are Aleve I will take complete advantage of this holy space

How many kisses do I get away with How many kisses didn't I get away with How many stares are of you with How many stares will I get away with

Fear of heights, I look to you Fear of the Ocean, I look to you Fear of bad drivers, I look to you Fear of the future, I look to you Common denominator, you April 21, 2025

[wannabee-girlfox]

I love her

you have asked what you do for me you reaffirm that I am girl being around you is such a treat with you, I just unfurl

[wannabee-girlfox]

every day I am with you I wish the sun will never set everyday without you I want time to be neglect attention I get from you makes me all set

[wannabee-girlfox]

Gay

every day I am with you I wish the sun will never set every day without you I want time to be neglect attention I get from you makes me all set

[wannabee-girlfox]

Tonight isn’t a good night

Awake and doom scrolling

Don’t want to deep sleep

Yet don’t want to bother

The problem is me

I guess I can’t see the future

[wannabee-girlfox]

What I want is ur view

Hanging my self out

Bait to find out the true

I love you no doubt

* I am scared I am too much.

I am scared your over me

I am scared your looking for an out

I am scared but hopefully it’s just in my mind*

[wannabee-girlfox]

yes i said this to her

I don't understand why you like me You're so beautiful/ pretty It honestly leaves my mind with no clue With no words you're such a cutie Your collar has my IDwant your last name as my identity

[wannabee-girlfox]

Another one to her

blue horizons in view new questions arise is there a future preview to see you every sunrise nothing is taboo AO3 femininize I am also into wood rocket materialized universe in view not to novelize I love you

[wannabee-girlfox]

The good and the bad

Communication

Love and collab

Dedications

[wannabee-girlfox]

A Thursday spent with another

Roommates spent with each other

Afternoons, movies and smooches all over

All while guards lowered