wannabee-girlfox

[wannabee-girlfox]

lost

Lost in in my head not verifying cred balance instead tears ahead lost my head no amend can’t comprehend still in my head

[wannabee-girlfox]

fight or flight

Can I feel bad for myself The world is so much worse I am not self-obsessed I need to self-coerce unless I get divorced Reality to traverse politically endorsed Opposed to the verse opposed to the enforced We are all in a curse  The right has not remorsed My feelings disperse

[wannabee-girlfox]

fortnight

The thought of knowing you when you were younger crosses my mind Yet I don't think either of us were ready mentally at the time it took us our whole lives to mature and to be able to find although the convenient circumstances we met were online a fortnight passes for our worlds to cross, to feel alive sharing one breath, a seldom time, seems like a crime we are here together and now as the fox bites her divine bare present, self doubt, tears crashed, it feels sublime

[wannabee-girlfox]

in real

I feel bad because I flood you with messages I feel bad because I cant be there with you I feel bad because I want your attention I feel bad because when I get mad that discord notification messages aren't from you I feel bad when I have to make up an excuse to talk to them I feel bad when you feel bad I feel good when we talk about what's happening I feel good when I hear you gush about your interest I feel good when you talk period I feel good when we are silent I feel good when you smile at my bad jokes I feel good when I think about you in my future I feel good when people get sad when I say I have a gf I feel good when you say you miss me I feel good when I make an excuse to my friends to hang out with you I feel good that you like me I feel good that you are in my life

[wannabee-girlfox]

long distance relationships sux

In view but not in touch desires we cannot select Through portal, we connect trying physically to be indirect Yet trying to perfect I try to fix the disconnect

[wannabee-girlfox]

Stifled and muted cries of realization

That she doesn’t see me as her daughter

My mind deep dives. No salvation

My own self image brought to the slaughter

[wannabee-girlfox]

random poem

Why am I like this I just want your attention asleep yet I seek ur bliss I am a sinner in detention stuck in reminisce I need a new dimension thoughts still not cis smile, not to mention my mind is still on a kiss

[wannabee-girlfox]

Why am I like this

I am truly scared scared of the future scared you wont care scared we wont endure scared souls wont be bair scared our moments will be fewer scared I wont compare scared you arnt into her

[wannabee-girlfox]

on the nose poem

in the middle of the night I think of you in my bed when your gone out of sight I think of what you said hoping I haven't made a slight to us and anything ahead

[wannabee-girlfox]

I love her

[wannabee-girlfox]

Poem dump on 4/21

The difference now is I get to kiss you when you sleep instead of staring at you, wishing to kiss your face While I take this temporary drug, so my symptoms are Aleve I will take complete advantage of this holy space

How many kisses do I get away with How many kisses didn't I get away with How many stares are of you with How many stares will I get away with

Fear of heights, I look to you Fear of the Ocean, I look to you Fear of bad drivers, I look to you Fear of the future, I look to you Common denominator, you April 21, 2025

[wannabee-girlfox]

I love her

you have asked what you do for me you reaffirm that I am girl being around you is such a treat with you, I just unfurl

[wannabee-girlfox]

every day I am with you I wish the sun will never set everyday without you I want time to be neglect attention I get from you makes me all set

[wannabee-girlfox]

Gay

every day I am with you I wish the sun will never set every day without you I want time to be neglect attention I get from you makes me all set

[wannabee-girlfox]

Tonight isn’t a good night

Awake and doom scrolling

Don’t want to deep sleep

Yet don’t want to bother

The problem is me

I guess I can’t see the future

[wannabee-girlfox]

What I want is ur view

Hanging my self out

Bait to find out the true

I love you no doubt

* I am scared I am too much.

I am scared your over me

I am scared your looking for an out

I am scared but hopefully it’s just in my mind*

[wannabee-girlfox]

yes i said this to her

I don't understand why you like me You're so beautiful/ pretty It honestly leaves my mind with no clue With no words you're such a cutie Your collar has my IDwant your last name as my identity