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“what have you been up to lately?” i don’t leave the house

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i wait and wait and wait but nothing ever happens

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my problem is i am a girl who likes the idea of doing so many things but in reality only has the energy to daydream about doing those things rather than actually doing them

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"do you seriously think you're above the rules" the stupid ones yeah

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Cause I'm a

Jealous

Jealous

Jealous

Girl

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"don't live in the past" okay well the people I loved are there

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It's 2025 in four months and I'm still trying to figure out if I died in 2016 or not

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오

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Joy Sullivan, from Instructions for Traveling West: Poems; “Instructions for Traveling West”

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i know that life isn't a race and that everyone does things on their own schedule and that i shouldn't compare myself to other people who haven't lived the same life that i have and overcome the same obstacles i have. BUT

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idk I just personally think that getting chills from music is the best part of being alive. like when a song is so good you can feel it in your whole body. that's why I'm here.

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they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life

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i want to- *remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health* kill someone else