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[wannabevampire]

oh hey, it's the needy whore that gets horny whenever someone patronizes and talks down to them and makes them feel dumb and fuzzy...aww don't get mad, it's not a bad thing, you don't need to be smart and think when there's someone else to do it for you, you can be as dumb and needy as you want baby, i'm here to take care of you

[wannabevampire]

i will finish this matt fic if it’s the last thing i do 👿

and on that note i’m gonna go organize my bookshelf-

[wannabevampire]

i’m crying i want :(

condescending doms who like making you all brainless just so they can talk down to you are so hot. hurting you until you cry and sniffle so they can dumb you down even more without you even noticing because your brain is too far gone for you to realize that they don't really care if you're in pain, they just like making fun of you

[wannabevampire]

oh my GODDDDDD

fuck me up

HE'S SO HOT WHYS HE SO HOT I'M GONNA CRY KAY @wannabevampire psst u cmere too

cw: insta edit link!!

KSLALKSJS HE IS SO FUCKING FINE I CANT HANDLE IT

you can see every curve of his abs in the black suit and and and my puthy screams every time i see it 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

[wannabevampire]

sit down, open wide.

pairing | frank castle x (f)reader

warnings | (18+) smut; oral (m recieving) nicknames (kitten, angel) d/s dynamics, dom!frank, sub!reader, allusions to subspace

an | i’m a whore (also this sucks btw)

word count | 1.3k

It was evident the minute you walked through the door. He could see it written plainly on your face. 

Shoulders hunched, phone clutched in your hand ready to throw or smash or abandon. Some days were like this. You never admitted how much you hated your job but Frank knew the truth. It was days like this where he wished you would quit, let him take care of you. But you're stubborn, that in itself is almost an understatement, and as much as he loved your stubbornness you let it avoid your self care. 

Closing the door, you set your keys and bag down, slowly peeling off your coat and toeing off your shoes. Your movements feel sluggish and tiring. Everything ladened with unnecessary effort. 

You don’t even bother making eye contact with him, not yet. He watches you, though. Eyes following every exhausting movement, tracking you as you heave in a sigh of relief at being home, but your shoulders never move from their hunched over position. He knows exactly what you need, has done before you entered the door, it’s a joke you make, how he can always sense what you need even before you’re in a room together. He doesn't need to meet your glossy eyes to know how he can help you, calm your mind. 

It's silent. You wish you felt the silence. 

The world was too loud today, everything needed to be muted and as you step over to Frank's sitting position on the sofa, you both know that he’s the one that holds the remote to turn off the rest of the world. 

Frank lets you break the almost silence. “Hi.” you look at him now. His brown eyes hold so much care for you, patient as always. 

“Hi, kitten. You want to sit down for me?” You nod. His voice is calm, rumbling from his chest and he’s looking at you so softly it makes your chest ache. With just a few words he easily slips you into that syrupy head space, taking away all your responsibilities. You just have to do as he says, which is so much easier than breathing. 

Your knees hit the carpet. Between his knees your head automatically leans on his knee, nuzzling up his leg when his hand comes to rest in your hair. 

He doesn’t want you to think about it too much, so he keeps his questions short, “Bad day?” you reply with a whine. He lets you close your eyes and rest against his leg, watching as you let out a contented sigh when you hear the tell-tale noise of him removing his belt and undoing his zipper. 

You don’t bother opening your eyes until his husky words settle in the air like smoke, “Open your mouth, kitten.” eyes fluttering open as your mouth does the same, Frank feeding you his hard cock, immediately moaning at the taste of him. 

It’s like everything just ceases to exist, the world vibrating down until a peaceful rumble. All you need to focus on is the man in front of you. His chest expanding in a deep breath, a pleased growl coming from his throat at the feeling of your hot, wet mouth enveloping him further. 

It's always been one of your favourite things, having Frank down your throat. He didn’t understand it at first but it's not something he’d complain about, obviously. But you explained to him that it's calming, it makes you focus on him, the weight and the taste and also that his cock is objectively perfect. Deliciously thick and long, difficult to take at first but you adore the stretch. And so does he. 

“So pretty like this, kitten. This is what you needed isn’t it?” you try to nod and he watches you struggle. Your mouth stretched obscenely over his girth, eyebrows scrunching as you start to take him deeper, needing to be completely full of him. By now the worries of the day have completely drifted from your mind. Your head like cotton candy, Frank makes you feel safe and it's always been easy to just slip for him.

His large hand strokes your hair, allowing you to relax your throat around him and adjust to the weight on your tongue. When you look up at him, silently pleading for him to take control- to use you- his hand adjusts to the back of your head. Cradling at first before gripping and pushing. 

You gag at first and the noise makes his abs clench beneath his t-shirt. The noise goes straight to his cock as he moves you up and down his length like a toy. Glassy eyes never leave his face, even when tears start to gather in your waterline. “Ah- just like that, fuck angel,” his words raggedy as he forces you down to the base. 

When your throat tightens around him you can feel him getting close. His approval hits your ears and your panties are soaked, dripping into the cotton the more dirty praise he lets out. The close he gets the more filthy he becomes. 

Tears begin to drip down your hot cheeks, the sight entirely sinful to Frank. His calloused thumb coming to wipe away at them, bringing the thumb to your already stretched lips, smearing the remaining lipstick even more. The tears mix with your spit, adding to your ruined look. He thinks you’ve never looked so gorgeous. 

With your free hand you start to tug on his balls. Full and heavy sitting below his length, which is now covered in saliva. As soon as you do his head is thrown back, your eyes track as his jaw clenches and he groans. All that's going on in your head is the fact that you're the one making him feel good, you’re being good for him. And he tells you as such. 

“My perfect girl.” his eyes drifting down to yours, “You wan’ me to come down your throat? Fill you up?” it’s a rhetorical question, both of you know the answer but he waits for you to try and answer him. Moaning around his girth, you start bobbing your head faster, tugging harder on his balls because you know it's how he likes it. The vibrations from your own moans trigger his release. 

His hand holds you down as his release fills your mouth. “Fucking shit-” you swallow down everything he gives you, tongue running up and down the vein of his cock, trying to draw out his pleasure as long as possible. 

Frank is always beautiful but when he comes it's incredible. You know that you’re special, he’s never vulnerable apart from when he’s with you. The deep groans he lets out, moans of your name dripping from his lips as he pulls you off of his softening cock. He’s sensitive but he lets you clean him up, soft kitten licks up and down his length, before tucking him back into his trousers. 

“Come here,” he lifts you up from your kneeling position. Holding you in his lap, rubbing soft stripes up and down your back, you nestle your head into his neck. Breathing him in, settling finally. “Did so good for me, made me feel so fuckin’ good, kitten.” he rumbles. Dotting kisses on and around your shoulder. 

Your head is still foggy so you don’t reply, just burrow deeper into him and hold him tighter. A wordless thank you, one he understands. 

He doesn’t speak as he picks you up, moving into the bedroom so you can nap in his arms. It's days like this where you’re so grateful. You don’t know many other people that could deal with things- you-  the way Frank does, but you don’t need to worry about anyone else. The only one that matters is the man beneath you, who looks at you like you're the world. 

“Go to sleep, angel. I’ll be here when you wake up.” and you know he will. 

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[wannabevampire]

reminder that the “smaller” stories (for lack of a better word) are often the ones that people connect most to!

some of my favorite fics have less than 200 notes and some of my favorite writers haven’t posted in two years!

you don’t need to post everyday and you don’t need everything you write to be earth shattering. you’re doing great 🤍💗

I don’t know what writer needs to hear this

but you can write something very plain. 

You don’t have to write some genre-redefining masterpiece. You can write a story about two people very simply falling in love. You can just write a story about a person going to the store. You could, if you were so inclined, just re-write Star Wars but like, make all the names start with M.

Don’t let the fear of not-writing something transcendent stop you from just writing.

[wannabevampire]

I FORGOT TO MENTION HE BROUGHT ME A FLOWER🥹

hi my little vampires

allie is going on a date today 😳

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allie’s date went well ☺️

hi my little vampires

allie is going on a date today 😳

[wannabevampire]

im a big fan of loving degradation:

“i love it when you get this dumb for me”

“you’re so pretty when you’re desperate”

“you get wet so fast it’s precious”

cause desperate, dripping messes deserve all the praise in the world

[wannabevampire]

i dont mean to brag but 😏 i am mutuals with a lot of pretty girls on tumblr

[wannabevampire]

hi my little vampires

allie is going on a date today 😳

[wannabevampire]

𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧

𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: enjoy this little blurb i couldn't get out of my head- but i didn't edit this oops

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: dom!bucky barnes x sub!reader

𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬/𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤/𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 & 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝! 𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭/𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬!

𝟏𝟖+ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 18+, language, taunting, degrading/dumbification kink, light spanking, daddy kink, edging, orgasm denial, use of toys (vibrator), unedited

Grabbing the vibrator, Bucky tears the lacey material away from your cunt.

"You think you're so slick coming here and playing with yourself in front me? Thinking you'd get away with it-" He moans, switching the wand to the highest setting.

The vibrations quickly overwhelmed your senses and had your eyes rolling back. You squeal at the intense sensation, trying to push the toy away from your clit.

"I don't think so; if you want to act like a whore, you'll get treated like one." Bucky catches your wrist and pins it above your head.

The pleasure was building in the pit of your stomach rapidly. You're having difficulty keeping your eyes open, and your ability to speak seems to disappear. Bucky pushes the wand harder against your clit, moaning against your ear.

You're dripping with arousal, and your hips buck recklessly.

"Poor baby, is this too much for you?" He coos, removing the vibrator from your clit.

Gasping in relief, you're panting and clawing at the headboard. Bucky chuckles before placing it back on clit full force. A whine gets stuck in the back of the throat, and you're pleading with him to

"It's cute that you think you're getting off that easy. You broke the rules; you're not cumming tonight, kitten." Your eyes shoot open, and a pathetic yelp escapes your lips.

"No- M'sorry! Please, daddy!" You cry.

Bucky's ruthless with his punishments- and you loved every second of it, no matter how much you pleaded with him. The way his eyes turned dark and the rasp in his voice got thicker- it was enough for you to cum.

The punishment that was particularly brutal was when he didn't allow you to cum. He knew how hard it was for you to hold back your orgasms. You'd grip the bedsheets or claw at his back and you'd cry out his name so loud your voice would be horse next day- but he wouldn't allow you to follow it through. Bucky would slowly build you up and tear you down in seconds.

Much like tonight, you really messed up.

Playing with yourself in front of him, with the very vibrator he was edging you with, while he was on a work call really did you in.

Walking into the bedroom completely naked and laid on the bed sprawled out wide. Bucky's jaw clenched, and the smile disappeared from his lips. You slowly warmed yourself up- teasing your nipples, rubbing your inner thighs, till you pulled the vibrator out from behind your back.

The low hum almost made Bucky fake an emergency just to leave the call. He barely paid attention to the other line as he stared directly at your pussy. The vibrator glided over your clit causing you to throw your head back and cover your mouth to muffle your sounds.

The second the line disconnected, Bucky threw the toy somewhere on the bed and kept this knee between your thighs.

You knew you screwed up- bad.

"It's too late for that, kitten." Bucky watched as a moan got caught in your throat.

He saw your thighs shake, and the thoughts leave your brain. You were so close- too close. He removes the toy instantly, and tears of frustration threatened the corners of your eyes.

With one last attempt, you sneak your hand down your stomach.

"Get your hand away from your fucking cunt. I'm not gonna ask you again." Bucky grits his teeth, spanking your swollen clit.

"You can't seem to learn, can you? nothing inside that dumb baby brain, huh?" Gasping at fullness from his cock entering inside your throbbing cunt, Bucky grunts into your ear.

[wannabevampire]

the urge to wear pretty dresses, let a strong man take care of me, turn my brain off like a light switch, and let other people make decisions for me because it’s just too hard to do myself.

but the even stronger urge to study physics like my life depends on it, get my phd or start working asap, discover new things the world has to offer, make a name for myself in the science community, publish my books, teach others about quantum mechanics, and wear pretty dresses :)

ugh, i guess i really should go write that paper

[wannabevampire]

forehead kisses???? that thing where you rub your thumb while holding hands??? the words “this made me think of you” ??? stuffed animals???? ONE SINGULAR FLOWER YOU FOUND ON THE SIDE WALK???? letting me info dump???? letting me listen to you ramble???? cuddles???? movie dates??? hugs from behind??? holding hands while crossing the street??? stickers???? history museum dates??? library dates??? tying my shoes laces for me??? star gazing??? proof reading my papers??? catching the spider in my bathroom and taking him outside??? taking me to the comic book store??? building legos with me??? buying fake lightsabers??? buying REAL lightsabers??? respecting my boundaries??? making me a snack???

I AM A SIMPLE CREATURE!!!

“women are so hard to please this days”

 books????? song dedications????? personalised playlist????? hand written love letters???? UNDYING LOYALTY???? annotated books????? art gallery dates???? coffee/tea dates????? kisses???? fluffy blankets????? late night walks?????

[wannabevampire]

it should be illegal to make adhd people do shit like this 😭

i do not give a shit about this class anymore and therefore my brain won’t let me do it. AHHHH

final paper due tomorrow!!

am i done? absolutely not!

am i half way done? not at all!

do i have a first draft? nope!

am i at least close? definitely not!

have you…started? i have written one page! ☺️

WOMEN. IN. STEM.

okay though i really need to work.

xoxo,

allie 🕊(who is trying super hard not to fail)

note: if you have any study tips let me know asap pls!!!!!💝

[wannabevampire]

everyday i wake up, everyday i start out,

then i start to break up. then i cry my heart out.

Lonely Is A Man Without Love.

Russian Doll (season 1, 2019)

Created By: Natasha Lyonne, Leslye Headland, & Amy Poehler.

A Man Without Love ~Engelberg Humperdinck

[wannabevampire]

final paper due tomorrow!!

am i done? absolutely not!

am i half way done? not at all!

do i have a first draft? nope!

am i at least close? definitely not!

have you…started? i have written one page! ☺️

WOMEN. IN. STEM.

okay though i really need to work.

xoxo,

allie 🕊(who is trying super hard not to fail)

note: if you have any study tips let me know asap pls!!!!!💝