warlockhope

[warlockhope]

private original character, 𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞, a warlock character set within the coven / apocalypse universe of ahs. sideblog to : @horrorsought *if you wish to interact here please follow the main blog. exclusive and single ship with @warlockmoore.

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𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐫 : rights for the concept of louis hope belong to arsyn, who has graciously let me bring the character to life. the basic design of louis, his first/last name, his relationship with john henry, are all concepts by arsyn. everything else you see, details about louis, his specific abilities, his other relationships, his background, that all belongs to me.

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in the process of a revamp here but psa, if you want to interact here, you need to be mutuals with me on the main blog. i do not post interaction calls or memes on any of the sideblogs. all that is there is replies and aesthetics about the character. everything is on the main blog @horrorsought /please follow it/

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where   once   lou   felt   guilty   *&   broken,   *&   alone,   now   he   felt   something   stronger;   resentment.   not   the   bitter   kind   of   resentment   where   he   wished   bad   things   on   another,   no   the   kind   of   frustration   disappointment   where   all   he   wanted   to   do   was   knock   the   other   man   on   his   ass   *&   tell   him   to   wake   the   fuck   up.   louis   is   not   a   saint   either   *&   is   not   going   to   pretend   to   be,   but   what   the   fuck   did   john   think   was   going   to   happen   ?      

❛❛   if   you   cared   so   much   why   didn't   you   fucking   come   and   try   to   stop   me  ?  and don't you dare, bring riley into this. my husband doesn't know i am here and he would have a fit if he knew. ❜❜   jaw   tenses   as   eyes   widen   at   the   sheer   audacity.   had   john   not   changed   at   all  ?   just   stuck   forever   in   his   self   loathing,   the   very   reason   louis   left   in   the   first   place.   did   he   think   he   was   the   only   one   hurting   over   this  ?   did   his   sister   think   for   one   minute   that   louis   had   feelings   too  ?   it   still   blew   his   mind   how   after   all   this   people   still   excepted   louis   brandon   hope   to   be   johns   salvation,   his   crutch.   it's   sharp   like   a   knife   as   he   realizes   his   hope   that   john   would   wake   up   from   the   nightmare,   was   terribly   misplaced.   

chest   heaves   as   louis   tries   to   suck   in   his   teeth   that   threaten   to   chatter   in   pure   outrage.   one   would   think   he   was   angry   at   john,   but   no,   he   was   angry   at   himself   for   ever   thinking   he   could   hope   for   change.   ❛❛   if   i   wanted   to   gawk   at   you   i   wouldn't   have   been   crying   on   the   floor   when   your   sister   practically   begged   me   to   come   see   you.   once   again   moore,   you   forget   that   i   also   have   feelings.   that's   why   we   are   here   in   the   first   place.   god   fucking   dammit  !   i   really   was   stupid   to   think   walking   away   would   wake   you   up   and   out   of   misery.   was   i   not   good   enough   to   fight   for  ?   was   i   not   good   enough   to   run   after  ?   ❜❜   voice   has   gone   hoarse   from   all   the   yelling.   his   ex   husband   needed   to   stop   the   damn   pity   party.   

@warlockhope asked:▸ you said you'd love me all your life but that life was too short. / lou,,,, i am half sorry about this one.

an ache settles in his chest at lou's words, his breath hitching in his throat. he tries to clear it, gaze falling to the floor beneath their feet as his mind desperately searches for words. any words. anything he can say to make lou feel better. to smooth this whole thing over. "that life isn't over yet. i've never stopped loving you, lou." his eyes burn as the tears form, shoulders slumping as he realizes that he can't escape it this time.

he should be angry at lou, yelling that he's the one who left. lou doesn't get to judge or to think that john henry's moved on. but the anger and rage doesn't come. instead, the hole that formed when lou left just aches, keenly reminding john of what he'd lost. "what did you hope to accomplish by coming here? did you hope to find that i'd moved on like you were nothing? like you did? sorry, lou. i can't do that. i tried. my heart just doesn't function like that."

he lifts his glass to his lips, draining the amber liquid before setting it back down onto the table with a dull clunk. "are you here to show me how happy you are? i'm happy for you, i really am. but believe it or not, i'm human, too. this fuckin' hurts and the fact that you're standing here right now, wearing another man's ring, really isn't helping matters. this isn't a sideshow, louis, and i'm not some freak you can stare and point at."

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what is it like to be in love?

it’s like drinking sunlight

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this   is   the   story   of   the   sun   who   loved   the   moon   so   much,         he   died   every   night   just   to   let   him   breathe

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𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐒    𝐎𝐅    𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐈𝐒    𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄

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verses + ship tag.

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tags.

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friendly reminder that people you consider rays of sunshine can:

get pissed

get stressed

experience negative emotions

cry

feel rebellious

be done with everyone’s shit

be too tired for anything

feel overwhelmed

need to be comforted

get furious and demand to be taken seriously