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do i want to write a kid that idolizes an older man named ford ?
or do i want to write a kid that idolizes an older man named ford ?
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was down in the dumps, but then i remembered the event for c/aleb started, so here i am...
#— ❛❛ // out. ¦ i wish i was at disneyland.#ohh the pair actually....#them combining into one...#it calls to me
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so.
honestly, who knows what I’m going to do with this blog. I may delete this post later or I may just pack up shop. I’m in this weird place that’s like part manic episode and uhh… I don’t know? Lethargy. ( the possibility of pms is also up there. )
truth is: I haven’t been doing great. And I feel selfish for constantly venting and crying and the anxiety of bottling everything bc I don’t want to burden my friends makes me want to just to the easiest solution, but that is also the hardest one… and the scariest. Even right now I’m in a weird dissociative state where I can barely stop myself from writing this post because I just feel the need to unload and apologize to everyone because I know you guys want to write with me and I want to write with you but its
just so hard.
it’s so hard to do anything. To write. To make friends. To keep up with people. Everything just gets thrown at me, and I just don’t know what to do. And I know this is all my fault bc I stopped seeking help and haven’t made certain appointments, and that, itself, is self harm, but… I don’t know. I’m sorry for rambling, this is all a big nothing burger of me being redundant… maybe repetitive.
I’m sorry. I wish I could be nicer. I wish I could be a better friend, but I’m absolutely rotted.
#— ❛❛ // out. ¦ i wish i was at disneyland.#negative //#Drafted this and then went to sleep thinking maybe I’ll feel better in the morning#But alas almost 12 hours later I still have the same lethargic feeling so#Maybe I’ll take it as a sign
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hey, so this is lowkey insane, thank u xavier
hey, so this interaction is lowkey insane, thank u caleb
#— ❛❛ // out. ¦ i wish i was at disneyland.#WHY WOULD YOU WORD IT LIKE THAT#NCKDKSK#i promise im gonna write btw I just gotta get through all these texts#also u can tell I don’t care much about him since he’s not decked out like everyone else fkdkdk
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WTF IS THISSSS
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𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐑 𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐌
A collection of prompts centered around love & desire, taken from various sources. Adjust gender / pronouns / wording / etc. as needed. Some prompts are highly suggestive in nature. Engage appropriately.

─── 𝐬𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞
❝ It’s nothing, I just . . . I’m glad you’re here. ❞
❝ Could you stay with me? Just for a little while longer? ❞
❝ If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets. ❞
❝ I can feel your heart beating in your chest. ❞
❝ Just a kiss. That’s all I ask. ❞
❝ I will always be yours. ❞
❝ You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, ❞
❝ You make me feel safe. ❞
❝ You’ll always have a place here. ❞
❝ I’ve never felt like this before. ❞
❝ I’m afraid of what I feel. But . . . I think just that means it’s something worth feeling. ❞
❝ I have loved you from the moment I first heard my name fall from your lips. ❞
❝ Go back to sleep. I promise I will still be here when you wake. ❞
❝ Nothing and no one can hurt you. Not while I’m here. ❞
❝ I don’t want you in my life. You are my life. ❞
❝ I don’t want to sleep. I don’t want to waste another moment I could spend with you. ❞
❝ I want you, just as you are. ❞
❝ You love me. Real, or not real? ❞
❝ I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you. ❞
❝ You are, and always have been, my dream. ❞
─── 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠
❝ I’ve always wanted you. Only you. ❞
❝ Can’t you see what you do to me? ❞
❝ Don’t you understand? I would do anything for you. ❞
❝ You are my undoing. I cannot tell if you will be my ruin or my salvation, and I’m no longer sure if I care which it will be. ❞
❝ When I look at you, I see something divine. Something holy. ❞
❝ It’s you I want to worship. I will make supplication to your lips and offer my prayers at the altar between your knees. ❞
❝ I was a monster and you made me a man. ❞
❝ For your sake, I am debased. For you alone, I am weak. ❞
❝ I would lay the whole earth at your feet if you asked it of me. The sun, the moon, and all the stars, I would make them yours. ❞
❝ What I feel for you is not gentle, nor meek. It is not beautiful. It wretched, it is dark and depraved with desire. And it is consuming me whole. ❞
❝ Break my heart if you wish, but the pieces will still be yours. ❞
❝ Tell me you do not feel it, and I will name you a liar. ❞
❝ You are far too good for unworthy hands like mine ❞
❝ To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves. ❞
❝ I fear if I let you touch me, I will fall apart. ❞
❝ There are certain things we must not want, yet I find myself wanting them nonetheless. ❞
❝ I need you. I need to have you. I need to make you mine. ❞
❝ You ruined me in my heart long before you ever touched my skin. ❞
❝ Must I beg? Must I fall to my knees and plead for the mercy of your touch? ❞
❝ I want it to be my name that you call in the dead of night, my name that rests upon your tongue when your body shivers. Mine alone. ❞
─── 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲
❝ I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. ❞
❝ You deserve better than that. ❞
❝ I lie awake at night in restless agony, wishing you were there beside me. ❞
❝ Do you not know how you haunt me? ❞
❝ In my dreams, I am yours. ❞
❝ I am to wed someone else. ❞
❝ Does he make you feel like this? ❞
❝ We both know who you’re truly thinking of when you’re with him. ❞
❝ You taste sweeter than she ever could. ❞
❝ She’s not the one I want. ❞
❝ Just because I know I can’t have you, it change what I feel for you. ❞
❝ He’s not good for you. ❞
❝ Every time I see you with him it kills me a little more inside. ❞
❝ Let me go. The more we hold on to this, the more it will hurt us both. ❞
❝ This is not allowed of us. We mustn’t – ❞
❝ Put aside your pride and admit that you want me. ❞
❝ Will I only ever be worthy of stolen moments in the shadows? ❞
❝ If he puts his hands on you again, I’ll cut them off. ❞
❝ When I’m with her, I pretend that it’s you. ❞
❝ Does he know? ❞
─── 𝐚𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐬
❝ Say you love me, and I know it will all be okay. ❞
❝ Do you know how long I have waited for this? For the day I could hold you in my arms and call you mine? ❞
❝ I fought for this. For you. ❞
❝ I never stopped loving you. I was only afraid of what you were becoming. ❞
❝ Come back. Even as a shadow. Even as a dream. ❞
❝ To feel anything deranges you. To be seen feeling anything strips you naked. ❞
❝ When I desire you a part of me is gone. ❞
❝ Desire doubled is love, and love doubled is madness. ❞
❝ I suppose you do love me, in your way. ❞
❝ Love does not make me gentle or kind. ❞
❝ I desire the things which will destroy me in the end. ❞
❝ There is a gentle thought that often springs to life in me, because it speaks of you. ❞
❝ The gods have fashioned us for love. That is our great glory, and our great tragedy. ❞
❝ I should not have waited so long. I should have kissed you every night and every day. You were made to be kissed, often and well. ❞
❝ I crossed a thousand leagues to come to you. Don’t tell me to leave. ❞
❝ Love is poison. A sweet poison, yes, but it will kill you all the same. ❞
❝ You're mine. Mine, as I'm yours. And if we die, we die. All men must die. But first, we'll live. ❞
❝ My sword is yours. My life is yours. My heart is yours. ❞
❝ We all dream of things we cannot have. ❞
❝ Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! Only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! ❞
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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐅 𝐈 𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 ? ... a multimuse by hari feat caleb from infold's 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐞. canon + hc compliant. dark themes may apply.
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❝ what ? ❞ she looks back at the grimwalker, her smile not fading. ❝ hey, you know what ? king would enjoy this as well, but -- i think we both can handle this together. ❞ she beams, pointing at the food challenge that was advertised before them. ❝ but i think we can do it with just the two of us ! ❞ she didn't hear a word he said.
෴- ⎯⠀⎯ ⎯⎯⟢ @warraigoeノ luz hi
“ are you even listening to me? be honest. ” fingers steeple against your temples、 ears flattening in growing annoyance at the human's antics. “ you're worse than the owl lady & her dog. ”
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real ones know that i've played these games before....
#— ❛❛ // out. ¦ i wish i was at disneyland.#back here hyperfixating on o/wl h/ouse.. .AGAIN#wonder why
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im heading to work, so like this for an inbox call ! i'll shoot something in ur inbox or send u memes !!
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I DON’T CARE WHAT THEY SAY, I KNOW ONE THING’S TRUE :
𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈 𝙳𝙾𝙽’𝚃 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝙸 𝙳𝙾. 𝑇𝐻𝐸𝑌 𝐷𝑂𝑁’𝑇 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐿𝐼𝐾𝐸 𝐼 𝐷𝑂. 𝑇𝐻𝐸𝑌 𝐷𝑂𝑁’𝑇 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐿𝐼𝐾𝐸 𝐼 𝐷𝑂. 𝑇𝐻𝐸𝑌 𝐷𝑂𝑁’𝑇 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐿𝐼𝐾𝐸 𝐼 𝐷𝑂.
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hey, so this interaction is lowkey insane, thank u caleb
#— ❛❛ // out. ¦ i wish i was at disneyland.#— ❛❛ // caleb. ¦ the boy from your childhood .#HE SAYS THAT SO CASUALLY
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🐝 * ― 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐁𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒. ( another part for the trope memes i’ve made in the past, this time centered around forbidden love. most of these can probably be used for angsty settings. feel free to adjust to better fit your muses. )
❛ do people always fall in love with things they can’t have ? ❜ ❛ my heart tells me this is the best and greatest feeling i have ever had. but my mind knows the difference between wanting what you can’t have and wanting what you shouldn’t want. and i shouldn’t want you. ❜ ❛ you’ll always be mine, in the back of my mind … i’ll look for you first in my next life. ❜ ❛ we can’t keep seeing each other. ❜ ❛ i think we’re just gonna have to be secretly in love with each other and leave it at that. ❜ ❛ how can something so wrong feel so right ? ❜ ❛ i don’t want to be with anyone else. i only want you. no matter the consequences. ❜ ❛ life would be much easier if i wasn’t in love with you. ❜ ❛ i think things that i shouldn’t. i dream things that i shouldn’t. i want things that i shouldn’t and it’s all because of one thing; i do care about you. ❜ ❛ we can’t choose who we fall in love with. ❜ ❛ i don’t want to keep our relationship a secret anymore. ❜ ❛ is it worse to know you want something or that you can never have it ? ❜ ❛ i promised to stay away from you … but i can’t. ❜ ❛ having something forbidden is exciting, don’t you agree ? ❜ ❛ how can you simply be friends with someone when every time you look at them, you’re thinking about how much more you really want ? ❜ ❛ i shouldn’t want to be with you. ❜ ❛ you have to promise me to keep this a secret from everyone. ❜ ❛ i wish i could kiss you right now. but there are too many people watching us here. ❜ ❛ we can’t keep meeting up like this. someone’s gonna find out, and someone’s gonna get hurt. ❜ ❛ why do we always want what we can’t have ? ❜ ❛ i can’t just ignore these feelings i have for you. ❜ ❛ why do you have to be the one i’ve always been looking for ? ❜ ❛ i hate this ! i hate that we’ve been put in this situation. i hate that there’s no way out of this. but worst of all, i hate that i love you. ❜ ❛ you’re my favorite mistake. ❜ ❛ it’s better to cheat than to think about cheating. ❜ ❛ we can’t fall in love with each other. ❜ ❛ you can’t be mine and i can never be yours. ❜ ❛ if only we’d met sooner … ❜ ❛ love is still love even if it’s forbidden. ❜ ❛ i told myself i would never kiss you again. i can never keep my word when you’re involved. ❜ ❛ i wish i had the strength to stay from you. ❜ ❛ under different circumstances, our love could’ve been like a fairytale. ❜ ❛ what if anyone finds out about us ? ❜ ❛ we just have to believe that we’ll find a way to make this relationship work. ❜ ❛ can we just pretend for one day that everything is gonna be okay ? ❜ ❛ we always crave what we can’t have. ❜ ❛ the more i fall for you, the more i hate myself for falling for you, cause the truth is we can never be together. ❜ ❛ you and i will always be unfinished business. ❜ ❛ we can’t be together. not now, not ever. ❜ ❛ i knew the moment i met you that you’ll turn my life into a complicated mess. ❜
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plotting call?? 👉🏼👈🏼 like this and I’ll hop into ur DMs
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#— ❛❛ // out. ¦ a mugshot ? i don't even drink coffee ! ・ 「 images ! 」#— ❛❛ // caleb. ¦ what if i told you i was always like this ? ・ 「 musings ! 」#body horror //
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sorry i haven't been active lately. my brain hates me and it's just kinda hard to really throw myself out there.
#— ❛❛ // out. ¦ i wish i was at disneyland.#i have new mutuals!! im just so unsure of what to do with myself anymore hjgfd#it's been a bit since i've written on this blog and in general
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DO NOT REBLOG.
credit to amarylaxo on tt!! but man have i watched this a million times,, i love this audio as well acchhh
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