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Holy Trick Yuri🤲🤲🤲

Trick YURI

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yes its 2025 yes im drawing nuke Okay

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“you’re so quiet” yeah i’m rewriting the same 3 sentences in my head while imagining a dramatic betrayal between fictional people. i’m BUSY

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can they be alive pls

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see, the life that i've had can make a good man bad

i like to think luke drew nick whenever he had a pencil and paper :( his muse

18/07/2025

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black mirror sapphic episodes stay winning

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I'm new to tumblr so I have no clue what I'm doing, but I'll be posting all my TWDG art throughout the week until I'm all caught up 👍 here are some of my older drawings (check out my page for some brokeback mountain nuke 🤠)

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yeh this guy

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― Rachel Wolchin (x)

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les oiseaux

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Help that's me🙂‍↕️

the reason adhd writers are built different is because we will hyperfocus for four hours straight on the font of a fictional letter a side character writes one time but forget what the plot is by tuesday

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Get to know me abc edition

a . age: 21

b . birthplace: Germany!

c . current time: 11pm

d . drink you had last: bluberry rockstar energy🤞(best drink before going to sleep)

f . favorite current song(s): BROO TOO MANY- probably: I would hate me too(TX2), Too much(Dove Cameron), no one better(Anya Nami), Partner in Crime(Madilyn Mei)

e . easiest person(s): Children, definitely children. They are great and uncomplicated🤲

g . goals: somehow get my life in order✨️

h. Horror yes or horror no: I LOVE everything to do with horror! I'm too much of a nerd in that direction - my therapist says it's distressing

i . in love?: I'm currently recovering from my heartbreak after this girl who confessed her love to me kissed a boy right in front of me🥹

j . jealous of people: I am very toxic ✨️

k . killed someone: only my hope and dreams

l . love at first sight or should I walk by again?: I often get a looot of crushes, but to really fall in love it takes a loooong time🤞

m . middle name: Nuuu

n . number of siblings: 2 (+ my brother from another mother)

q. questions you’re always asked: people always ask me why I’m so goofy☝️ I’m just a goofy guy

s . song you last sang: I just sang the complete Heathers musical as karaoke🤲

t . top 3 fictional characters:

Troy Otto of course, Nana Daiba because she's always on my mind annnnnd I don't have any other character I'm that obsessed with, so I'll just say my wife Rosita Espinosa🤞

u . inexperienced or experienced writer: I would rather say inexperienced?? I have written something like D&D stories or depressive poems from time to time, but have only recently started posting

v. vacation: a week at the beach 🤲 I'm currently living from one anime con to the next

w . when's your birthday: March 20th! I am the beginning of spring!

x . x - rays: Like medical? Then a few- my father once broke my collarbone, yeah yeah very funny

y . your favorite food/cuisine: I love Asian food - but generally anything with rice - probably because rice is the only thing I can really eat - I have a few very many food intolerances🤞

zodiac sign: Pisces✨️

tagged by @noemitenshi 💕 THANK YOUUU! It was really funny thinking about these questions!!

sadly I have no other tumblr friends🥹 so I'm officially tagging everyone who reads this!!

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damn I see a commonality in my favorite ships🥹

I love a good ship that has tried to kill each other at least once or have at least thought about it .

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#troyxnick 🤲🤲

I see your "people say they are a monster, but I am the only one who knows the truly kind soul beneath" dynamic and raise you "they are exactly the monster everyone says they are, but I see it and I don't flinch away"

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troy and nick are gay for each other..

or bisexual for each other?

or pan for each other?

just not straight. lmao.

in defense of troy and nicks love for each other

before anyone gets mad, i don’t care if a character is straight, it’s just so incredibly obvious that something was going on there, something that i think the writers planned on continuing if they didn’t hire a new show runner *which they shouldn’t have* and i’ll explain.

growing up troy had no one, he was surrounded with jeremiah’s bigotry, his intolerant bullshit that spewed from his mouth every time it possibly could. and i’m sure he was very homophobic. it goes hand in hand with being a racist piece of shit.

troy never got to leave the ranch, so he never got to interact with children his age, aside from, i’d say, mike. (some people theorize that mike and troy likely had something prior to the apocalypse and that’s why he was so hurt by mike leaving and i can honestly see that in a way.) so his interest in gender was probably never decided, he probably didn’t even think about it.

that was until nick, until the apocalypse. it was clear to even madison, that troy was obsessed with nick. even alicia said nick liked troy. troy even came to warn nick instead of his own brother.

some would say that he just wanted what nick had, but i believe there’s more to it than that. he spent most of his time with nick, and after lucianna left, nick spent most of his time with him, too.

they understood each other, having the same self destructive tendencies. they shared the same trauma bond. they were made for this new apocalyptic world, before the dead started walking. finally, someone understood them.

and that fucking hug when they were high- troy pulled nick close to him and had his hand in his hair, he protected him. genuinely every day they spent at the bazaar together, the way troy changed and accepted things for nick. they were codependent on each other.

i believe madison only killed troy because nick liked someone more than her, she wanted to be his number one and a part of her character being as manipulative as she is (i love madison, she’s manipulative, ill admit i am too, it’s a realistic character flaw) is that she needed to have a grip on him, she needed him to be dependent on her, but now, he had troy.

when troy died, nick didn’t fly off the hinges and kill madison or something crazy, but that’s not how he expresses emotions. the one person he had that ever understood him, i’d say even more than gloria, was dead. it was clear by his body language and the look in his eyes how much troy’s death messed with him.

to quote something i read once “If Nick had looked forward, just a few days ago, he couldn't have imagined a day at the Bazarr, or in the truck, out in this mindless, hot sand of a wasteland that is Mexico, without Troy by his side. They had come far together. And Nick couldn't, wouldn't express the pain he felt as the hammer made contact with his cheek. Couldn't, wouldn't express the sheer rage he felt at the woman who'd given him life, especially when she was taking what made his life meaningful, right in front of him.”

and then right after, he tried to off himself. of course, it was to save his family, but it was also because he had just lost everything he had. if troy were there, i’m sure he would’ve allowed strand to detonate it, or would’ve detonated it way beforehand. but he had just lost troy, lost himself, he was hurt by madison once again. he had nothing to live for.

the screenwriter for season three of ftwd was released, and i believe he didn’t want anyone touching his complex character, troy. daniel sharman, who played troy, expected troy to survive past season three and was told numerous times he would, and was only told a bit before shooting the finale that troy wouldn’t survive to “wrap up the otto storyline” which, i think we can all agree, was wrapped up when the ranch fell.

i think, he had intended for troy and nick to get together, and the original plot for season four would follow them after the dam, getting everyone back together. but, since he was no longer show runner, he knew the next show runner likely wouldn’t continue that storyline or express it in a way that he wanted, which is why he killed troy. *newsflash, they clearly didn’t.. and instead brought lucianna back even when it didn’t make sense, and cmon they got better in a fucking cave??*

also, around this time, i remember twd and ftwd being under heavy fire for its treatment and lack of lgbt+ characters, this would’ve been big for the walking dead universe and would’ve brought in so many fans, and i think the show runner knew this. hell, one of the reasons i started watching fear after deciding to not watch it and stick with twd was because i saw a few very popular edits of troy and nick and genuinely thought they were a couple.

in conclusion, i think troy x nick was actually supposed to be cannon and was setting up for season 4, but due to a new screenwriter being hired, troy was killed off. it fucking sucks and is what, along with the future seasons horrible plot line, ruined fear and is why no one talks about it besides us who remain in the fandom but it is what it is. :)

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Somebody: Aww, your baby is so cute!

Agatha: Thanks! I made him myself!

Rio: *clears throat*

Agatha: *sighs* she helped

Rio: Hell yeah I did