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Visting my ex, who I'm actually cool with, and he buys me a sick pack of Bud Platnuim for the night. Now, I love to drink and he knows this. So I'm lit after 2 or 3 beers, of course because Platnuim, and he decided that he didn't want me to drink all 6. So he drinks one, but he even said he didn't want to drink tonight. He's just drinking it so its one less for me. So now, here I am. After ranting and coming in from 3 boges, I finish my 4th (knowing he had one), and I'm expecting a nice cold beer to numb my cigarette throat. But this mother fucker decided to chug the last one so I couldn't have it. What the fuck? Like I get its your beer, but you bought for me. At least let me know, man. I guess this is one of the many reasons we're not together anymore lol

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Since no one knows who I am and no one follows me I'm gonna rant. This guy who is in my grade killed himself last June. I knew him since 8th grade, but don't get me wrong, I was never close to him. We only partied together. He was on the football team so all my guy friends knew him. My best friend even took his virginty, but she didn't truly know him either. He lived in a different town, but I do have to say my guy friends treated him better than the people that were with him since grade school. I'm not gonna try and have that pity party that everyone else is every few weeks, "He was my best friend" "if only I knew." I'm done with those posts. You guys fucking knew him throughout school and then you're just going to act like this was sudden? You know what? Like I said I never really truly knew the kid and I won't pretend like I did, but his death effected me. I have brought him flowers this year 3 times; first time was the day he lost his virginity, valentines day, and another day I just needed someone to understand me. I haven't made one single post regarding his death. You know why? Because posts don't mean shit. People claiming to be his best friend, claiming they didn't expect this. I'm calling bullshit. The people that are truly hit hard by this won't fucking tweet it to get a retweet or fucking post a picture hoping it gets likes. People that it hurts and hits are his family, his friends that he spent his last vacation with. They actually just want him to be remembered. Its not about you fake ass bitches and your social media, a fucking life is gone. And maybe if your ignorant ass wasn't worried about your likes and actually paid attention to him, he'd still be alive.

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Hey guys! I'm just a small town girl living life, getting drunk and fucking shit up 11/10 times. Welcome to my journey. Haven't decided whether or not I will post pictures of my face, but we'll see where this blog takes me..