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i think i have lost the ability to connect with people

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KNB WEEK | DAY 1: SLEEPOVER

It's already 10th of August in my place, so,,,

I just have to draw them with this prompt

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who the hell is this Damien dude that kept appearing in my dreams and why hasnt he come back yet. its been a while. u terrorizing other bitches??? 🤨🤨

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nah wait how are you gonna give that one guy multiple chances and hold onto him but you decided to drop me on a random tuesday just because you “couldn’t keep up a friendship with me anymore” and also STILL be friends with those people you met on discord and STILL be able to communicate with them. that’s bollocks

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i want a boyfriend/girlfriend so bad but that shit takes SO much work and also im lowkey a cunt and an asshole and i think no one should date me

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breakfast was peak today

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if there’s ever a day where he comes to me and apologizes, i genuinely wont know what to do. wdym ur sorry bruh my hb already had an african shaman put a curse on your bloodline

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lowkey bored. might download bumble again just so i can get free meals and a temporary emotional support and ghost them bc men annoy me

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i was never religious. i think somewhere deep in me, i always doubted god but i was too afraid to come forward with the conclusion so i kept it down and accepted that the world was created by him how it was meant to be created.

now all i do is question everything about the universe but i’ve never felt more free

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after one soju bottle: “man i wanna kiss everyone on the lips right now. i’m actually so hot and smart and funny everybody wants me”

after two bottles of soju: “he never loved me. i wasn’t even worth an explanation.”

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IBHATE YOU AND YOUR STUPID BEAUTIFUL BLACK HAIR FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

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im isolating myself again

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last year i lost 4 of the most important things in my life. 4 reasons that kept me alive and motivated. im still dealing with the grief. not sure where to put all this sadness. not sure how to carry my heavy heart without letting it slip from my hand

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