wasthatme

[wasthatme]

Ang sakit pa rin pala.

[wasthatme]

Welcome to midnight.

[wasthatme]

It’s good to know that at one point, I was your happiness :)

[wasthatme]

As I stare at the words I wrote about you, my mind forgets every hurt, every pain you’ve caused. Every broken piece of my heart once again longs for something that can never be mine ever again. It once again longs for you.

[wasthatme]

Tonight, my heart hurts.

Tonight, I mourn for you.

Tonight, I once again cry because of you.

Tonight.

Just. Tonight.

[wasthatme]

Don’t give up. Ever.

[wasthatme]

Shout-out to all the lovely people who aren't feeling okay right now but continue to wake up every day and refuse to give up—I'm so incredibly proud 💛

[wasthatme]

you are not here simply to be in pain. there is so much more to your life than suffering. it’s okay to not realise this right now, but i promise it’s true, even if you can’t see it. you will be able to heal and move past this. you will feel content and happy and so much more than sad and hurt eventually. don’t give up. you’ll get there.

[wasthatme]

I can’t fall apart. I have someone depending on me.

[wasthatme]

And just like that... feelings just came rushing back.

[wasthatme]

And... I’m back again...

[wasthatme]

“It’s just you”

Yup. Just. Me.

[wasthatme]

The second star to the right

Shines with a light that's rare

And if it's Never Land you need

It's light will lead you there

[wasthatme]

Dear Allanie,

This is to remind yourself of what he truly is.

24, May 2020

[wasthatme]

Hello my love,

Tonight, mum is having a hard time... you saw mum cry and no, it’s not because of you. Mum just has things that makes her sad sometimes.

Good night, may your dreams be filled with happiness and love.

I love you, always and forever.

All the hearts and stars,

Mum xo

[wasthatme]

on nights like this,

i wish i was stronger.

[wasthatme]

Hi,

I’m high off my ass right now with you in your living room. There’s so many things I want to say and tell you but I don’t know how.

I miss you. I miss us.

I guess that sums up everything.

I still love you.

I probably always will.

For now I will just love Caleb three times as much.

All the hearts and stars,

A