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Completely enamoured with this goober

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we love a feminist king

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i‘ve been watching castlevania nocturne

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simply unbelievable eggplant my mother grew

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what on earth is that venom things from is that offical or fan art or?

it's an official variant cover from Venom #35! it's by Kael Ngu and I think it might be one of my favorite covers ever lol

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refusing to apply first aid to the wound because "it shouldn't have happened in the first place, so what we really should be doing is making sure no one gets stabbed ever again"

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comploro, -as, -avi, -atum, -are, I complain, Cic.

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fuck hussle culture, the toad to success is to sleep well, eat well and have fun

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Do you not see why people believe astrology tho??

so i'm a custodian.

whenever someone does something cool like shit on the bathroom floor or get blood all over a toilet, i have to close the bathroom down by blocking the doorway with a CLOSED sign.

this sign is big and bright. it says CLOSED in four languages and has a do not enter symbol. it completely blocks the doorway. the only way to enter is to look directly at the sign and either move it or climb over it.

almost every single time i shut down a bathroom so i can suit up and clean a biohazard, someone will enter the bathroom with a dead-eyed, slack-jawed expression and try to wordlessly walk past me to use a stall.

and every single time, i have to block their path and say, "this bathroom is closed. there is one directly down the hall, marked by signs. please leave," and they either try to argue that THEY specifically should be allowed to use this one, as if they are god's most special little guy, or express shock even though they, again, had to contend with the CLOSED sign to enter.

often, i am standing there in the middle of cleaning up bodily fluids having to firmly repeat myself. they always leave angry or confused.

anyways, you clicked this button to send me an ask about astrology:

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Phenakistoscope Disk - France - c.1835

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Maybe it’s just me , but I get annoyed when a guy who is canonically broke is drawn in fandom as a trans dude that’s fully medically transitioned. His ass cannot afford that.

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growing up on a farm with parents who have no ability to recognize or care for your emotional needs is fun because you'll be a suicidally depressed eight year old and you'll run out into the field with them to find a chicken that's been horribly injured by some wild animal, and is slowly, painfully dying, and they'll hold it and care for it and tell you that when something is in pain, when something is suffering and it won't get better, the kindest thing you can do is make its last moments as pleasant and loving as possible, and then break it's neck so it dies as quick as possible, and you'll stare and watch them do this and instead of whatever you're supposed to be feeling in that moment, you'll just feel some indescribable yearning. some jealousy. and you already know that you want to die, but some part of you realizes that you want to be killed. that being killed means someone loved you enough to take away your pain. and then it happens again, and again, and again, repeated every time something strikes the farm, the animals, every time something has to be put down, and it smolders like an ember in the back of your mind and you lay awake at night crying that no one loves you enough to kill you, to put you down, even though the pain seems endless and desperately obvious, and at some point it becomes your only definition of love, that love means someone caring about you enough to end your life, and you know that no one ever will, and you lay awake wondering if that unfillable hole in your heart will ever heal over, or if you'll be hit over the head with these desperate, painful, yearning moments for the rest of your life, and that some part of you will always feel a little bit empty. And it's terrifying.

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in the aviary. straight up “watching it bourst into flames” . and by “it”, haha, well. let’s justr say. my phoenits.