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29/7 - 2:15am

Nothing much, really. Just played ff7 most of today. Hopefully this doesnt fuck up my body clock

[weepinggoob]

26/7 - 9:52pm

Practiced color values today. It's so fun doing this 😊😊😊

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25/7 - 9:18pm

It rained hard today.

Found myself creating pixel arts lately and I surprisingly find it really fun! 😁 I am not an artist by profession so this is just so new to me. I can't stop making shapes and mixing colors! This makes me feel excited to learn because I like video games and video games came from pixel animation(?). Idk if im using the right terms but u get what im saying!! Hopefully I can go as far as animating a character from scratch!

Finally found something to do besides sulking in my room. I'll probbly write again tmr or idk i just enjoy making these gifs tbh.

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Aerith telling Cloud about Zack.

OG vs. REMAKE

[weepinggoob]

23/7 - 9:57pm

Ok. I gotta admit.. that felt good. They say writing is powerful and it is?? Aint it?? 🤧

I've got tons of stories to write about myself here but it's too overwhelming for my brain to think about at once.

Pewdiepie is going live in less than 30min for this playthrough of Ghosts of Tsushima.. gtg

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[weepinggoob]

23/7 - 8:56pm

Just another user recently made an account in tumblr..

I left tumblr a few years back.. I will probably write about this later on. Just decided this is where I will write my daily (hopefully consistent this time) journal. I thought of tumblr because I do not personally know a lot of people who still use it and that it may be a good starter.. a clean slate for me.

If someone is reading this, do not waste your time. This is nothing but a journal of a miserable 25 year old, stuck at home in quarantine, constantly dealing with existential crisis, exhausted from this so called "life". I chose tumblr to be my outlet, my go-to app when I feel shit. I am choosing to deal with my daily mess differently by writing it all down here. If you have that much time, you are welcome to read.

Hey <insert my name here>, if you are reading this in the future, idk maybe 10 or 20 years from now, this is how your 25 year old self thinks. It is A LOT. You cry almost everyday jesus christ.. and you don't even know why because you don't dig deep. And you CAN'T dig deep because it could open a can of worms. You can lose control of your thoughts most times.

But you know what, you are trying. At this age, I've seen significant changes in you. I will talk more about this later on. But what i can tell is that you are trying to do things that are maybe out of your comfort zone (this tumblr account is one).

What an intro.

That's about it. My very purpose of this is to write what I feel and identify myself more. Just a test if this truly works.

My day so far.. i've worked from 7am til 6pm today. I work from home. We are still under quarantine because of the virus. Just thinking about it builds up my anxiousness. Idk why. I cope by playing videogames. A little escape from reality is what it is.

This should be enough for today. I'll most likely write more tomorrow..

Btw, i have BGM maker from youtube in the background rn while I write my first post. You should check it out:

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