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wren rolled his eyes fondly as he heard astrids voice. "yeah, well, if it was this easy to find you is there any wonder i went without you?" he retorted, equally as jovial. it felt good to be out in the open with everything, with her. it was like a weight had been lifted. there were still some worries but it was .... easier now. "you alright?"

"-and here he is. to hunt me down. you did it! i'm so proud-" astrid teased at the other's appearance in the closed down bar. she could not help to continue to tease him even after she had long since forgiven the transgressions. those words had been clear leaving her throat. but it wouldn't be astrid with a bit of this. plus, she did find the notion a bit hot. @wefxundwonderland

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there were certainly better timings for that kind of thing but it wasn't like esme had even wanted to talk to him at the party. and, she thought, at least it was cai who was outside. she knew that they'd be honest with her at least. "makes sense." she nodded, "it better be fucking final. i can't be bothered with that shit anymore, cai." esme sighed before she looked at her friend again, "want to get shit faced drunk with me?"

cai leaned a little further back, trying to virtually escape everything that had just transpired. thankfully the worst seemed over as esme slammed the door behind the guy. they seethed through their teeth once, eyes wandering around the carpeted floors. "i've heard wor-...well, you two have had much worse actually. think that felt, you know, more final. not attaching yourself as hard. make sense?"

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"you have no idea how cute you are, do you?" jamie questioned, laughing a little as she looked to the other. "lets do a date." she repeated with a nod of her head. "are you going to come up with a plan for it? you can pick me up in what?" she looked down at her phone, "maybe an hour?"

the back and forth, the (unbeknownst to her) teasing had haven a bit on edge. like maybe she had gone too far with just asking to hang out? then the word 'date' fell from jamie's lips and haven could feel her face grown warm at just that. "a...a date. you want to go on on a date? with me? oh. for sure! for sure, for sure. i didn't want to be be too assumptive or anything so like....-no, of course. yes. let's do a date."

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"alright. okay. good." clementine smiled. she chewed on her lip for a second before she moved over to kiss them on his cheek, "i won't be long." she muttered before she turned and headed to the offices. she had a few little bits of paperwork to organise after tour but the giddiness she felt about spending time with cade got it all done that little bit quicker. and she returned to them a little over half an hour later, "i'm glad you're still here!"

"don't worry about it. you know me, i'm self-sufficient. i can wait." cade liked to consider themselves patient. even without his feelings for clementine, he wouldn't mind waiting for her. with the feelings? it just meant that he sat there with an underlying giddiness to just be around her. "maybe i'll make some friends with strangers."

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freya wanted to elaborate. she wanted to explain that yes, she had thought that she loved him but now? it felt different. now? she wasn't so sure. because if she loved him, why would she have just done what she did? and then he continued to talk and freya wished that she could just have a moment to get her head on straight “ you're his best friend. you must see some good in him. ” she sighed. the only way she could think to even come close to it. “ he was - charming. i dunno. there was always something about him. made you want to be near. like some fucking human magnet or something. ” she wished that she was better with words but she was doing her hardest. “ and yeah, i thought that i loved him but - i dunno. i can't have, right? because otherwise - what we did - it wouldn't have happened. ”

she thought she loved him. the honesty's a blow that oscar hadn't anticipated, landing against his chest in a momentary silence he can only fill by shaking messy curls from before tired features. “ you know, i always thought you were great. ” he eventually breaks the quiet, heavy sigh following the words as brown eyes shift momentarily back in the direction of the house. “ never really understood why you'd be with someone like that, or what you saw in him. ” shoulders raise up in a quick shrug. “ but i guess loving him would cover it. ” she's with his best friend, has been for long enough that it shouldn't be a surprise she considers it love. still, it hurts in a way it has no right to when he'd slept with the other male's girlfriend. “ we can just, i don't know... hang out sometimes, if you want? ”

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perhaps the reason alicia found it easier to cut their parents off was because she had always had to pick up the slack. and maybe because she filled in those gaps for finn, he didn't see how much they had missed. but while she had always been the face in the crowd for him - she had never had that when they were young. there was no one in the audience at her school plays. there was no one who would tuck her in at bedtime. she had to do it all alone. she was less willing to let her parents in because of it. “ it's entirely your choice, finn. i just - i think it would be easier. ” if it was important to him that xander was there, then she would ensure that it was and she'd do her best to protect him as well. she would be relieved if he wasn't there, though. “ oh, god, no. alicia laughed, shaking her head. “ i'm not sure that toby will ever be cut out for father hood but that's a whole different topic that we do not need to get into. ” she'd be lying if she said that she hadn't been thinking about the idea of children and what their future might look like. but it had taken them so long to get to a point of actually being together, she didn't know if she wanted to rock the boat by discussing what was next. “ whatever you say to him will be perfect. ” alicia nodded. “ he is so in love with you. it'll be perfect. no matter what. ” she was so proud of finn, of everything that he had overcome to get to this point. “ i could maybe talk to people at the school? we could decorate the gym or something? ”

he doesn't take for granted the fact she'll support him through anything, that alicia has always been the one at his side, even when they were kids. it had been her face in the crowd at football games, her picking him up after long evenings in the library — in a way it feels wrong to still want the support of their parents when she's always been the one giving it, even now when he knows just how little she wants to see them. “ okay, yeah. ” he nods softly at her suggestion. “ i'll keep xander far away. ” they had always been polite to the other male when he was just his best friend, though finn supposes his sister has a point that the niceties aren't likely to extend as far knowing he's so much more than that. “ you're not actually pregnant, right? ” words can't help but tease, brow quirking at the brunette. “ i'm not sure i see toby as quite ready for fatherhood, seems a little highly strung right now. ” though he can't think of anyone better to be a mom. “ i, uh — i know exactly what i want to say, but, you know, knowing me it's not gonna come out like that. ” it's crossed his mind to write it down, have the paper ready to read when the words inevitably fall from his head. xander loves him, but the fear he might still say no isn't entirely conducive to a grand speech. “ i don't know, i want it to be perfect, but... haven't quite worked out what that is. definitely not in front of other people though. somewhere we have history, with flowers and candles, and everything. ”

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ever since xander had properly realised his feelings for finn, he knew that it was it for him. he knew that how he felt for anyone else wouldn't come even close to what the two of them had. xander had been all he could ever think about. he couldn't believe the life that they had now. “ eliza... that would explain it. ” xander nodded. he tried to keep his tone free from judgement. he didn't want to judge someone who had as difficult a life as it sounded like she had - he just couldn't help it. “ i know you are. but please never tell her that. she'll never let us leave. ” he teased, gently. “ oh please ”xander laughed, shaking his head, “ she absolutely does. she looked so disappointed when she realised her favourite boy wasn't here. ” he nuzzled against finns neck, a content sigh falling from his lips, “ i can't say i blame her. you'd be my favourite too. ”

every second of every day. it's a nice idea even if finn realises instantly just how little he needs it — he's never doubted xander loves him, hasn't questioned since they got back together that this is it for him now. and finn couldn't be any happier with that fact. “ who knows... work, i imagine. and i think eliza. ” he hums, attention far more focused on wrapping his arms around his boyfriend as a smile slips to his lips. “ you know i'm always happy to go visit your mum, we could have her round for dinner sometime? ” even before they'd got together, xander's mum had always felt more like one to him than his own. she was kinder, more patient, more like a family. “ she does not love me more, she's just trusting me to make sure you stay alive. ” he teases, sure if anything xander's the one keeping them both sane and fed.

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and that was what it all came down too. mildred knew that. she knew that it was fear which held ada back but she didn't know what to do with that. they had no idea what would come in the future but if they didn't act on their feelings, if they didn't give themselves a shot - then she knew what would happen. they'd miss their chance. they would be each others 'what if' and she didn't want that. mildred nodded her head, “ i know. ” she sighed. “ you think that i'm not scared too? ” she had broken her heart once before. if they got back together then mildred was putting herself in that position again and she didn't know if she could do it. but she was still willing to try. “ oh give up with that. ” she huffed, shaking her head. “ you are a good person. you do shitty things sometimes but that doesn't make you a bad person. that's bullshit. ”

her chest tightens at the blonde's words, at the unfamiliar block in her own throat when the response fails on her tongue. she's never been strong enough to push mildred away properly, nor brave enough to be with her — and now here they are, the one person she's ever seen a future with dating someone else, and she's still the one making it worse. “ i'm scared, mils. ” the words are little more than a whisper, brown eyes dropping from the other female with a soft shake of her head. “ i'm scared that — that i'll hurt you. again. ” she's not sure she can forgive herself for it if she does. not when all she was is for mildred to be happy, to feel safe. “ i... i'm not a good person. ” the admission falls quietly, a truth she's known for a long time and yet never managed to voice. “ you deserve much better than that. ”

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silas nodded his head, a smirk on his lips. " that they do. " and as if to prove his point, he lent in a little closer to her. he had always been someone who was much better with actions than words, anyway. " and what are my actions telling you? "

" clearly, " smirk on full display over perfectly glossed lips. voice smooth but edged, almost bored. like it didn't matter. " but if you don't want to give me the satisfaction it's fine, actions speak louder than words anyways. " fingers meddled with the glass in front of her, water — for now. a loose attempt at cutting back on the party girl image her pr team had been pushing so hard for her to try to kick. at the end of the day, she didn't really see the point. schedule was booked and busy regardless of it.

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once again, maddie rolled her eyes at cruz, " i'm sure that you have. " she huffed before she added, " i'm sure that you get off on pissing people off as well. " and she wished that she could stop giving herself in to him. " and why do you think that ? "

mocked gasp on his features didn't hold up long. the smirk on his face ruined the act, too smug. too amused by her frustration to take it personally. " infuriating, " word repeated, like he was trying the word on for size. " been called worse. " the way she was always so put together, made him wanna stick a wrench in it. " I think maybe you secretly enjoy being infuriated then. "

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he didn't know what was coming. he didn't know what might happen after tonight but he knew that he couldn't let her go. he didn't want to let her go. maybe it wasn't a good idea but if she wanted to be here too ... then what was the problem? " okay. " he nodded. " okay. good. " he held out his hand to her, then, " we can figure everything else out later, right? "

"his voice was low but it still hit her like a wave. the way he dropped his gaze, like he couldn’t bear to look at her when he said it. " then I'm staying, " slow and steady, like she was settling something inside herself. not a debate, easy. " I'm here. " no theatrics. no begging for him to give her a reason. just the truth. arms crossed easy over her chest as if to almost brace herself for what might happen next.

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Everyone do your FUCKING DUTY. If this gains enough traction because there are white people on board then it’s a partial success. CONTACT YOUR FOREIGN MINISTRIES, ESPECIALLY IF YOURE A SWEDISH NATIONAL.

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"alright, no problem." benji nodded. he didn't look at her as he continued, "what do you fancy? we've got water, cola, some orange juice?" he opened the fridge and grabbed the carton of orange, giving it a shake, "not much though. there's coffee - tea?" he was rambling and he knew that he was but he couldn't help it. he didn't know what to say to her. "ah, yeah, it's mostly daisys picks." he shrugged as he glanced around the two of them. "i wouldn't even know where to start with all of it."

jax did wonder when his fiancée would be home, unsure if it was because she wanted to cherish this alone time, was afraid of being caught with him in any sense or because she still was getting used to not looking over her shoulder. when he dropped her hand, she pulled it back to her body, gently rubbing her other arm as she tried not to focus in on the way her body instantly missed that simple touch. "yeah, i'd love a drink," the blonde replied, quietly walking behind him as she took in his place. "this place is lovely, benji."