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[weird-emo-kid]

I saw that you can charge your crystals by using your own energy... but I'm just as drained as them

[weird-emo-kid]

When i was 9, my neighbour got taken to the hospital 'cause she had a brain infarction. She got lifted out of her bedroom window (mine is on the same side of the house) and so we went to my bedroom. When me and my father looked out of the window, he said I should look the other way. So I looked to the other side, were i saw it in the reflection of my window. Since that day I have a trauma of police cars, ambulances and fire trucs. Then 2 weeks later i was in school, and one of my classmates asked where Loraine (the cousin of my neighbour) was, and my teacher said: 'To the funreal of her aunt'. Before that moment I didnt know she was dead. I realised that my parents lied to me, and went to her funreal. One week before she died, there was a opportunity to say a last goodbye, but my parents wouldnt let ne see her. I should have said that i didnt want the last time i saw her was from my window, while she was practicly dead.

I still cry in front of my parents when i hear or see an ambulance,police car or fire truc. Its been 5 fvcking years, and my parents think i should get over it 'because my mom did that to'.

[weird-emo-kid]

Me: * takes a shower*

*The shower*

[weird-emo-kid]

Tw! Sh

Me: *casually sh*

Me: *stubs toe* *dies*