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March 05, 2019

2 months and 5 days into 2019 and I am already lost. 👍🏻 I’m about to graduate from college after 4years of studying and I am about to move back to my home Australia and am going to live basically by myself.

I’m freaking out! To top it off, I just had to start a bloody relationship at the wrong time and end it in the worst way possible. Do I regret it? Yes, I do. Why did I do it? Because I can’t deal with the whole LDR shit. I would be constantly thinking if they are cheating and it’s bullshit.

I ended it because, I’m pretty sure he is a fuckboy. I’m pretty sure he is hiding something because he told me he doesn’t want anybody to know about us. And he freaks out whenever he thinks he sees one of his bloody coworkers outside of work. Also he said he doesn’t care if I go out with other guys!! 🚨🚨🚨🚨

Red alarm right there. And now he is constantly texting me saying he loves me. And guess what. We’ve only known each other for 3 WEEKS! 3! How can he love me if he barely knows me.

I’m super stressed about college, I’m stressed about my OJT and getting the four-Fucking-Hundred hours done in time before my graduation which is in April. So I have one bloody month to complete it.

But the stupid college keeps creating events we don’t even need! Telling us it’s important to attend because we need it for our clearance form!!! I DONT HAVE ANY BLOODY TEACHERS! WHO IN THE WORLD IS GOING TO SIGN IT? The president of the Philippines? I mean that would be cool but seriously. WHYYYYY???!!?!

Gotta love my first blog (I guess you can call it that.) just me complaining about shit that most of your wouldn’t care about.

But on the brighter side, I get to go back to my home country AUSTRALIA. I mean I love Philippines and all but I miss Australia and the things I used to have.

I love it here in the Philippines, but I think it’s time I moved back to where I am more comfortable. I mean yeah there are shit things happening there, but there is shit things happening every where.

I’ll obviously be back for holidays, to visit my family and all. But I think I will much rather stay on Australia. Welp my first blog of the year. 😂 not much going on yet. Hopefully something bigger will come my way hahaha.

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First blog: It’s Me

Well this is my very first blog, I did plan on doing a youtube channel but lets be real no body would want to see my face.

Any way, my name is Vanessa I am 21. 22 in october, and i am a half filipino/Aussie girl who lives in a country called the Philippines.

I am a wannabe beauty queen and actress, and suffer from anxiety and depression. My goals in life is to live long enough to see my kids grow up. And to live long enough to give birth to those babies.

This blog will consist of:

1. A lot of anger.

2. A lot of swearing.

3. A lot of crying.

4. A lot of sadness.

5. The occasional happy story.

6. And every little bit of dirty info I am willing to give about myself.

I will be posting randomally, depending on my mood. And I warn you, it might get a little messy with my blogs.

Don’t forget to follow me, because dear god I need them. And who knows I might follow you back. (Unless you are one of those fuckers that unfollow after someone follows you, you can go suck a dick.🖕🏻)