weliveinhell

[weliveinhell]

A few years ago I came to believe that we live in hell.

I have yet to find anything to disabuse me of this notion.

[weliveinhell]

A few years ago I came to believe that we live in hell.

I have yet to find anything to disabuse me of this notion.

[weliveinhell]

oh ok

[weliveinhell]

A few years ago I came to believe that we live in hell.

I have yet to find anything to disabuse me of this notion.

[weliveinhell]

A few years ago I came to believe that we live in hell.

I have yet to find anything to disabuse me of this notion.

[weliveinhell]

If you read this: I want you to live

There are either crucibles in your future that you will either pass or you will fail. Or there have already been crucible after crucible after crucible and enough have been triumphed over that any further crucibles are only going to empower you.

If you have yet to feel the fires: learn about the world around you. Understand how things work down to the basics. Ignorance is only a strength to those who have been lied to and draw strength from that lie. But the burning won't stop because of an illusion.

If you have passed crucibles, I want you to endure in strength. I know your pain, but we must endure and grow. We can not erode.

We can escape hell together, all of us. But the price is burning. The price is endurance. The price is suffering.

[weliveinhell]

Try not to die before we drag ourselves out of hell; bleeding and exhausted.

And if you do, make sure those who will hear your death laments understand more than feel.

[weliveinhell]

A few years ago I came to believe that we live in hell.

I have yet to find anything to disabuse me of this notion.

[weliveinhell]

i hate viruses so fucking much. literally getting attacked by a fucking shape. a concept. consumes no energy. responds to no stimuli. its only existence is to fuck with you. like fuck offf

[weliveinhell]

A few years ago I came to believe that we live in hell.

I have yet to find anything to disabuse me of this notion.

[weliveinhell]

A few years ago I came to believe that we live in hell.

I have yet to find anything to disabuse me of this notion.

[weliveinhell]

This is stupid and a failure of human history imagining hell as static, unchanging, and hopeless.

You would become Nothing under the crush of mindless, endless, variableless, suffering. Hell must have consequences.

[weliveinhell]

A few years ago I came to believe that we live in hell.

I have yet to find anything to disabuse me of this notion.

[weliveinhell]

This but joyous celebration replaced with needed duty is burning.

Action necessary and painful growth is burning.

Unwilling change to prevent mass death under the sword is burning.

THOUGHT GAINED: INFERNAL ENGINES

PROBLEM

The world is ending. You know it, your neighbor knows it, the dealer knows it, the jailer knows it, the king and all his men know it. All one has to do is look around to see it— the future is curdling into something pale and incorporeal. The infernal machine that is this stupid world is going to blow, sooner rather than later. So what are you doing? Why are you still here? Why is anyone still here?

SOLUTION

You are doing the only thing worth doing. You are living. *Why,* you ask? Try and remember now. Remember your mother’s hand on your shoulder. Remember the taste of a fresh catch. Remember the times when you were kind to the dogs in the valley and they did not bare their teeth. Remember the weight of a child on your shoulders. Remember the stars throwing their light against the wall of sodium and smog. Remember singing until your throat was raw. Remember crying just as loudly and publicly, and the gentleness with which someone opened your curled fist and pressed a handkerchief into your palm. Crying, laughing, running, eating, screaming, haunting, loving, fighting, fighting, fighting. The fight fuels you, and you fuel the fight. You run yourself ragged just for a chance to keep running. You never stop. You cannot stop. The world depends on it. *You* are the infernal engine. You are the world. And, simply put: you want to live.

[weliveinhell]

A few years ago I came to believe that we live in hell.

I have yet to find anything to disabuse me of this notion.

[weliveinhell]

We must make a better environment

IT'S A DIFFERENT PLACE EVERYTIME I WAKE UP

[weliveinhell]

A few years ago I came to believe that we live in hell.

I have yet to find anything to disabuse me of this notion.