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Nightly activities

Genre: Smut, (slight gang au)

Pairing: Bang Chan x (f) reader

Word Count: 1319

Warnings: Cunnilingus, nipple play, nipple piercings, blow job, using condoms (cause safety first), after care

Authors note: maybe I'll make it in some kind of universe with the other members as well ;)

Date: 15 February 2025

I turned off the water and walked out of the shower, grabbing a towel for my hair and wrapping it up before taking a second bigger one to dry myself. This whole situation is just weird: once a poor person, now living in a luxury mansion under the protection of Stray Kids.  

Putting on my panties and a shirt and for my dignity a bathrobe. It was 2 pm, and all of them were most likely asleep, but I didn’t want to risk anything.  I want some water and a small snack. The door softly opened as I sneaked out of it, I didn’t want to alarm any of the others. The kitchen was pretty much on the other side of the building, but still a few slept on this side.

I walked into the kitchen to grab a small snack and some water. Once I had everything I turned around and got scared as Chan just stood there, watching me like a hawk. Chan smirked as he noticed my scared expression before walking to me, easily lifting me up on the counter. “Shouldn’t you be asleep?” His hands stroking my thighs all while staying quiet, slowly revealing more and more of them all while looking at my face. I felt my face burning up, why was he so hot? Chan’s hands stopped at the panties with a small smirk before slowly pulling at them before going for a kiss. While I was shocked at first, I quickly collected myself and started kissing him back. It was something new, all the men before him were so quick so eager, and only cared for themselves. By now many of them would have put their dicks inside and were going at it like a wild animal. But not Chan, he was going slow, lifting me slightly to get rid of my panties, and just kept on stroking my thighs. 

“You’re such a pretty little thing.” He whispered in my ear before going down to my core. “I want to taste you.” He said looking up at me, wanting confirmation, so I nod my head. Chan smiled before kissing my inner thighs, slowly going toward the core. My head fell back at the sensation of his lips on my clit, then something more wet, his tongue. The sudden feeling made my hands go to his hair, pulling at it. It felt so god damm good. His hands still stroking my body before going down too, rubbing my clit while with the other hand, he pushed a finger in. No one has ever done this before. It felt sad when Chan suddenly stopped and moved up again towards my face before kissing me again, tasting myself on him. “I want you, sweetheart, I need you, but not here.” 

Chan lifts me up, wrapping my legs around his waist as we descended into the long hallway to his room. Once in his room, he threw me on the bed. His room had a red hue due to some decorative lights on the wall. Chan turned back and undid my robe. I move up to my knees to undo his button-up shirt. Chan just stroked my arms while I did that. I helped him get rid of his shirt before he took a step away from the bed to get off his shoes and pants, I decided to take off my shirt at that moment before looking at Chan. His body looked like a god, it made me excited. I wanted him too. Chan smirked again before crawling onto the bed, attacking my neck. Nipping, biting and nipping at it, claiming me as his. 

Chan moved his mouth down towards my breasts. “Oh baby, those piercings look so good on you.” He purred as he started stroking my nipple and moved his mouth the other one to lick it. “You like that baby,” I whined out a yes before Chan quickly stopped and grabbed my arms.

Chan pinned my wrists, while his other hand was shoved in between my legs. Stroking a bit before pushing one of his fingers inside of me. I bite back and moan at the feeling. Chan moved closer and started running his tongue over my lips before pushing inside of me. We swirled our tongues before pausing, barely touching each other's lips to get some air. “Chan… please.” I cried out. Chan just smiled and pulled his fingers out. “Suck.” Chan held out his fingers to my mouth and I started sucking them clean. “Good girl.” Once Chan was satisfied enough he pulled them out and I quickly got of the bed towards the edge, making Chan follow in slight confusion. 

I sank on my knees in front of Chan who sat at the end of the bed. I started stroking Chan before my swollen lips went around his cock. I hollowed my cheeks around him as I started sucking him, even playing with his ball for more pleasure. Chan growled slightly and grabbed my hair to get more control. All that made me look up at him. Chan looked at me with hazy eyes, even smirking a bit. He then started fucking my mouth to get to his release. “Oh, god, yes.” He choked out before cumming in my mouth. Chan pulled out as smiled as he noticed my lips had darkened and was both wet with saliva and his cum. 

Chan moved to his nightstand and grabbed a condom out of it. Chan ripped the package open and rolled it around his cock. I in the meantime got on the bed again, waiting for Chan to move towards me. Chan crawled towards me and started kissing me. I moaned at the feeling of him entering me, holding onto Chan. “God fuck, you’re so wet.” his lips brushed against my ears, before ghosting over my neck and started with a slow pace. “Faster,” I begged. Chan shoved his hips a bit harder against mine and started picking up his pace. My hands have found his back and hair. One raking through his hair while running my fingers lightly over his shoulder blades. Chan nuzzled his nose in my neck while trying to keep his moans and groans quiet. 

The thrusting made me see stars. I started clawing at his back making Chan let out a breahily moan. “Baby… oh god, please you feel so good.” He loses the rhythm as his climax approaches, one of his hands moves to hold mine. Chan started rubbing my clit all while hitting that G-spot. I clenched around Chan's cock, making him leave out an animalistic growl and sloppy speeds up to thrust to his own release. The feeling of him continuing to thrust felt like bliss, making my back arch.  “Oh fuck, oh yes, there fuck.” Chan panted out before coming himself. While he rode out I felt my body going limp while trying to catch my breath.

Chan pulled out and collapsed next to me, both of us panting. A musky smell of sweat hanging in the air. He then moved to me and kisses my forehead before removing his condom and throwing it in the bin. I looked at Chan for a few seconds, seeing him leave into what I thought was the bathroom. I moved back to look at the ceiling before closing my eyes.

My eyes opened at the feeling of something wet between my legs and made me let out a shakingly moan. “Sorry baby.” Chan whispered as he cleaned me with a wet towel. I relaxed again at his words and seeing what he was doing. Chan smiled and threw the towel away and grabbed the duvet which had fallen of the bed and pulled it with him on the bed, covering us both with the blanket. I moved closer to Chan and he put his arms around me, holding me close. “I love you baby.”

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A Heart Beyond the Scar

Genre: Fluff, Mafia au

Pairing: Bang Chan x reader

Word Count: 408

Warnings: Mentions of missing arm, losing an eye.

Date: 13 January 2025

Authors Note: first of all it's my birthday, so a special fic for this day. Also this will become a universe with hopefully a lot more fics. If you want more or anything feel free to ask!

It's been a week since the accident. Chan refuses to get out of his room. Only letting Minho in to check his wounds. We all got very lucky back then. Jisung had lost his arm in the blast, but he had been out of his room to eat with us. Once his wounds would heal there were already talks about a mechanical arm for him, he is even doing pretty well for the condition he's in. 

Then there is Chan. I saw it all, him fighting with ... , him looking at me before he got slashed in his face, I managed to get the gun from my attacker, shooting him and then ... . Chan looks at me again in panic while I ran towards him, holding his bloody face as he slowly got to the ground. I remember yelling for a medic before my memory got blurry.

And now I haven't seen him all week, all I got were updates from Minho. Chan got lucky and didn't have to remove his eye, but he's blind in that eye. He was the boss, but now Changbin took over, but it was chaotic. 

We were all around the house, Hyunjin was in his studio, Jisung probably in his room sleeping. Changbin was pasing around the kitchen where Felix and Seungmin sat. Jeongin was sitting on the other edge of the couch while I'll sat on the other side. Minho had walked in and looked at me. "Y/N, Chan wants to see you."

I gave Minho a nod and left the living room. I walked to the long hallway up to his door, I knock softly. "Hey, it's me." I said, before slowly opening the door. His room was dark, only outlines were visible. "Come here." Chan mumbled. I walked in and closed the door. "Lay next to me." 

I nod, removing my shoes and pants before crawling in bed next to Chan, with just enough space between us. "Closer baby. I need you right here." He whispered, as if he didn't dare to express he needs and feelings. I moved closer and Chan wraps his arms around me. 

He clearly relaxed with me in his arms. I moved a bit so I laid more comfortably in his arms, even moving my own arms around his waist. I tangled my legs with his as we cuddled. "Oh baby. Don't leave me ever." I nuzzled into his neck and leave a kiss. "Never"

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Comes Animae Masterlist

Genre: Mature, Smut

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con, Depression, Stockholm Syndrom

Info: Y/N and their best friend Sydney (yes, fun fact I’ll be your best friend in this story, cause why not, while I will be preferred as she, you dear reader will address by they/them) had moved to Korea for their last year in college to study abroad. Y/N got an internship at a high school as an art teacher, but because their income is pretty low they got a kind of second job at a bar. There is a massive vampire clan in South Korea, which many citizens weren’t aware of, they had a lot of branches, such as stray kids, BTS, and got7. While their food source was mainly animals, sometimes humans fell victim too.

1. Where it all Begins 

Warnings chapter: Stalking

2. The Capturing

Warnings chapter: Stalking, Kidnapping

3. Apotheosis

Warnings chapter: Stalking, curse words, kidnapping

4. Bloody Mistakes

Warnings chapter: Curse words, kidnapping, mentions of depression and suicide, suicide attempted, non con at the end

5. Stockholm Syndrome SMUT

Warnings chapter: mentions of suicidal throught, selfharm, calling Chan master, depression, long smut

Smut warnings: oral, force, shower, usage of slut

6. New Beginnings

Warnings chapter: Pregnancy talk (just the talk tho), period talk

7. A bloody Secret

Warnings chapter: Periods and stuff related to that

8. Sweet Times

Warnings chapter: talks about human slavery, humans being food. but over all its fluff

9. Admirations

Warnings chapter: talks of selfharm and scars

10. Bake a Day Off

Warnings chapter: mocking a vampire and height

11. Waltz

Warnings chapter: shootings

12. First Love and Death

Warnings chapter: Non

Epilogue: The Turning

Warnings chapter: Smut, turning

I want to thank my friend as for her this whole series wouldn't exist.

Author's Note: Oh my what a process was this. It look me a long time to finish this. But I did it!

I would love to make some one-shots for the others within this universe with how they came to Stray Kids and even meet their mates! I would love to know if there are any ones you guys would be interested in. If so please let me know!

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Acrophobia

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Pairing: Lee Minho x reader

Word Count: 546

Summary: When a future CEO develops a fear of heights, not everybody is supportive. As his career is on the line, will he overcome his trauma’s or will he lose everything?

Warnings: Fear of heights, abuse, being forced to overcome a phobia

Date: 31 December 2024

(First a BTS Fic)

Minho stood in front of his dad’s office. Anxiety had taken all over him as knew the view didn’t help his phobia. His dad finally opened his door and let his son in. “Ah Minho, good to see you. I need to discuss some things with you about your future here.” He walks in and sat down, avoiding looking at the window and just fixated on his shoes.

“Well, let’s just go to the point. As the future CEO, I need you to overcome this stupid fear of yours. You need to show no fear of everything. If you don’t overcome this then I sadly have to remove you from that position.”

Minho remembered the first time he realized he that a fear of heights. He was around the age of 10. He had gotten the main role in a musical. The moment they needed to act on a stage he felt anxious, but it was the moment he stood near the edge that broke him, it scared him. He ran from it crying and freaking out, while the teacher tried to calm him down.

After that it was soon diagnosed as a fear of heights, His father was bitter at it after hearing it. He didn’t like it that his son showed fear, that he was afraid to something, especially heights. How would he be able to do anything with that? He was determent to fix his son, no matter what.

Minho walked home in anger, how could his dad be so cruel. Losing everything just because of fear! He kicks the trashbin before walking further till he reached home. Once the door opened, he was welcomed by the warmth and the smell of vanilla and red berries, the smell he called home.

There you sat, on the couch watching some tv, while waiting for him. Your head turned to him and you gave this comforting smile, “You’re home! I’ll put the dinner on the table.” You quickly stood up and walked to the kitchen walking out with dinner.

Once at the table Minho started to talk about his day, saving the most painfull for last.

“I hate how your dad forces you to overcome this. It’s a phobia, it doesn’t come and go within a few hours.” You said angrily after Minho told you what happened with his dad’s meeting.

You sighed, knowing how much it meant for him. “How about we look for options? I’m staying with you with every step you make. I will be there when it goes wrong and hold you then.”

Minho looks in shock, but nods. Taking over the company was something he had been told and even had dreamed of from an early age. So if that falls away he didn’t know what he would do. But in the end, he knew he had you by his side.

After months of extreme therapy for Minho, the time has come where you both stood on the roof of his father's company.

You hold his hand close to you as you walked to the edge together. “Don’t worry Minho I got you okay. I will always protect you.” Minho smiled at you and nods. “I know Y/N.” He slowly lets go of you and walks to the edge with a shaky smile. “

“Look Y/N! I can do it!” You look at him with a big smile and nod. “Yeah, I can see it. I’m sure it makes your dad proud once he sees it.” He looks at you again and nods. “And this is why I love you, cause you are willing to help me even in the most weirded situations.”

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Concert / meet new people

Hi are there any stays going to the concert in Amsterdam on 11 july 2025?

I'm in section 404 and would love to meet new people.

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A Rogue but Nice

Genre: Fluff

Pairing: Seo Changbin x reader

Word Count: 1148

Summary: When a young boy starts high school’s last year his life changed, he was known as a bad boy. However, will he change when he accidentally breaks your leg? 

Warnings: small accident, some cursing

Date: 30 December 2024

(First a BTS Story of mine, now changed it)

You were running late for your first class, You saw the school door and made your way to it, but somehow you didn’t. It all looked like it was going in slow-motion, the door looked like it was going further out of reach, and before you know it the world has turned. You could hear an engine stopped and someone yelling.

“Fucking idiot, watch where you are going!” the angry voice yelled. “Shit!” he yelled, but that you didn’t hear any more as everything became dark. One of the teachers who saw what happened called an ambulance before screaming at the person.

Changbin looks down at the floor in worry as he saw you passed out. “Come on you weren’t hit that hard!” The teacher walked over. “Of course Seo Changbin! You are more troublesome than all the other students in the whole school! You stay here young man, you are in big trouble!” in the distance sirens could be heard.

You woke up in the hospital with a doctor and your mom next to you. “Ah good to see you are awake. You were very lucky, most people have more complications after an accident. You just got a broken leg.” As the doctor explained everything then the policewoman and some other woman came in together with a boy, who she holds tightly.

“Glad to hear that it isn’t something major. Now I do have some questions.” She went through her needed procedure. The other woman just stayed silent.

“So, you won’t press charges. but Changbin shouldn’t get away unpunished. So I want him to become the person who takes care of you for most of the day. let’s say between 7 am and 8 pm.

Changbin had been taken care of you for nearly a month now. He was as you would say a terrible butler. As he always had to say or sighed whenever you asked him to do something. You did get that he lost a lot of freedom because of the punishment of his mother. But in your opinion, you weren’t the worst person on earth as you hardly asked him for anything.

The boy who was once known to you as a terrible person had changed too, he slowly had opened up to you which you did appreciate. While he didn’t want to admit it, he did enjoy your company. He was pushing you through the school hallway when some classmates stopped you both.

“Changbin! Do you want to go to prom with me?” one of the two girls asked shyly. Changbin rolled with his eyes. “No, I already have a date with someone.” Hearing that also broke your heart slightly, as you had started to like him. What made you think that he would like you? To him, you were probably a burden.

Changbin sighed again after a while. “Can we... just hang out after school? you know without this whole situation.” You nod with a smile, trying not to let the sadness been seen. “well sure I guess, I do probably need to go home early you know to study.” He nods with a smile, but he did feel like there was something wrong.

Once out of school, Changbin brought you back to his house. Knowing that his parents were still at work he could have some alone time with you. “Here we are.” He helped you out of the car and before you even could say something you were placed on his couch. Within a few seconds Changbin too with some snacks and something to drink. “I uh...” He started out shyly.

“I wanted to ask you something... well actually... you know what never mind.” He said as he looked down at his lap where his hands lay. “Could you maybe help with studying?” You smiled and agreed, even though deep down you didn’t want to as you felt pretty hurt.

Somewhere through the study session Changbin looked at you and couldn’t help staring. “Be my significant other.” He just said bluntly. leaving you quite shocked. “I’m sorry? Why me? Why not the person you go to prom with?” You said in a bit of an angry tone. The situation did not feel right to say yes. his eyes widen. “Wait Y/N! Well... I wanted to ask you to prom with me. I just didn’t know how, and I only want to go with you. I promise I do not have another.”

You looked at him. “I only say yes to the prom now, but if anyway you are lying, then I will leave and never want to see you again.” You knew you were a bit harsh. And within the weeks of waiting for prom you did agree on becoming his significant other after Changbin did manage to prove you were the only one.

You sat at the doctor's office when your phone buzzed.

‘Since I’m your prom date, I’ll pick you up. So be ready or I’ll just go alone.’ - Binnie.

You looked at the doctor with a smile as they removed the cast around your leg, Changbin will be surprised when he will see that the cast is off. “You need to get physical therapy to make your leg get stronger again. And next time be more careful.” You just nod and grabbed the crutches before walking out. Your mother was sitting outside and nods before getting up. “Mom? Let’s go home. I have to get ready for prom tonight.” Your mother just laughs, knowing that you have despised prom ever since people at school started talking about it.

“So, the final change of heart?” She said smirking before opening the door of the car. “Well don’t worry, I'm sure I will love to meet that young man who decided to take you!” You were flabbergasted. “MOM! what makes you say that there is a young man?”

“I just know, also your eyes sparkle a lot.” She said as she parked the car. “Go get a shower and get ready!” you rolled your eyes but did as she said.

Once the doorbell rang, your mother jumps up to open the door and smiled at Changbin. “You must be Changbin I believe? Y/N will be downstairs in a few seconds.” When your mother said that you walked downstairs and stopped halfway to look at him. The smile on his face made you smile too and walked down further. “Your cast... It’s gone.” You nod and he smiled and hugs you. “Why didn’t you tell me!”

“I wanted it to be a surprise, now let’s go! Or I am leaving you behind.” You joked, he laughs and kisses your lips. “Don’t worry miss, they are safe with me. And I can’t promise they will be home before midnight.” Your mother just waves off. “Oh just keep them safe! I have been a teenager too, so use protection!”

“MOM!”

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Venomous

Genre: Angst. Fluff

Pairing: Seungmin x reader (A little Changbin x reader)

Word Count: 628

Summary: Seungmin saw his best friend falling in love with a troublesome person. Once they became a couple he couldn’t handle it, he saw his best friend being getting broken by the person. He hated it and felt the need to safe his best friend. Will he succeed? 

Warnings: Changbin is an asshole... fluffy ending i guess

Date: 29 December 2024

(This fic was first an NCT one of mine, but I changed it)

You and Seungmin walked through the halls of school while talking. You suddenly stopped when you saw Changbin standing there, he was troublesome, but also very hot. “Y/N?” Seungmin asked before following your vision. He sighed, he knew about your crush on him and he also knew how it was not a good sign.

He had seen Changbin staring at you and the red flags too. He knew how Changbin used the ones he dates... if that is what you call it. All of them broke off after a week. He wants to protect you from those people, but in the end, it was your choice and he had nothing to say about it.

The trouble really started when the two got pared last week. Seungmin was already in the cafeteria waiting for you to join, once he finally saw you, you were hanging onto Changbin’s arm while smiling at him, he smiled back and leads you to the place he sits with his friends. Not even once did it occur to you that Seungmin was waiting for you.

Even after school, he did not find you. he sighed and went home, knowing he would support your decisions. It was only that evening that you finally contacted him.

“Seungmin! I’m so sorry for calling you at this hour! I’m also sorry for today, I totally forgot about you.” Seungmin rolled his eyes as he lay on his bed. “You know I don’t mind that right! I still have other friends.” You gasped but laughed. “I know, you know Changbin asked me to be his today... and I said yes.”

“Congratulations, you know how I think about him... but I support you and your decisions and I will always be here.”

“Thank you Seungmin... I’ll talk to you tomorrow. Goodnight.”

As Friday rolled by, the whole week seemed the same since Monday, with you ignoring him for most parts at school. And it hurts him a lot, he knew this would happen and it always frighten him that he would lose you because of love.

Once he got out of school it also started to rain. Knowing he would be soaked once he got home, he already made a plan. Taking a shower and just make homework for Monday.

Once he got home he immediately walks to the bathroom for a shower. While he washed his hair his phone rang. He knew this ringtone, it was yours. He quickly walked out of the shower to answer. “Hey Y/N? Uh, can I call you back in a bit?” but before he could get an answer he heard a sob.

“He used me... we broke up.” Seungmin looks down, feeling sad for you. “I’ll be over in a few.” He hangs up then and quickly finished his shower.  His homework would be done Sunday, you are way more important. He grabs his sleepover bag and puts his much-needed stuff in it, then writing a note for his mom. At last, he grabbed his keys, wallet, and umbrella.

Sungchan walks inside after your mom lets him in. He knew where you were and immediately walks to your bedroom. There you sat, crying your eyes out. At this moment you didn’t care who walked it or to scream at them to get out. Sungchan had this pained expression and slowly walks towards you, before pulling you into a hug. “Y/N. It’s okay, I have you. You are not alone.” He kisses your head while holding you close. 

“I brought chocolate... so let’s watch that movie you wanted to see.” He said as he wipes away your tears, which made you smile in the slightest. You knew exactly why he was your best friend and why you loved him so much.

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Comes Animae - Epilogue: The Turning

Genre: Mature, Smut, Fluff

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con, Stockholm Syndrom

Warnings chapter: Smut, turning

Previous

Author's Note: Oh my what a process was this. It look me a long time to finish this. But I did it!

I would love to make some one-shots for the others within this universe with how they came to Stray Kids and even meet their mates! I would love to know if there are any ones you guys would be interested in. If so please let me know!

After a long time, everybody decided to go into their rooms, while Chan and I were still on the ground of his bedroom. “I’m sorry, for everything. I shouldn’t have done those things to you. I don’t get why you still hold me after everything.” I moved slightly and hugged him tightly. “I forgive you, Chan. I forgive you.” After a long silence, I spoke again. “Channie? Bite me, make me one of you, I don’t want to lose you again.” Chan looks me in the eyes and nods. “I will, I just want to enjoy you as you just for a few more minutes.” I nod and stand up, leading Chan to the bed. Chan smiled and pushes me down onto it. Chan moved to lay on top of me and put his head on my chest, listening to my heartbeat. “I will miss that sound, But I know I have you still by my side.” 

I hold Chan close to me. “They told me Chan. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for many years. I know I could have been by your side makes me feel sad.” Chan looked up from my chest with a sad face. “It’s not your fault love. It’s no ones fault by mine. I should have been there.” I started playing with Chan’s hair in order to calm him down a bit more. “Don’t blame yourself, I don’t want you to blame yourself. I don’t like it that all of you blame it on yourselves. It was an accident. But I’m glad you found me. Hearing Felix talk about our past like that made just so much sense. That painting back at home… it was us, I just couldn’t remember. Well except for you face. That was always clear to me. I want you, I need you. I need to be with you. I can’t bare to lose you.” Chan looks at my face and saw tears, so he moved his hand, to be able to wipe them away. 

Chan then got up and started kissing my neck, hands going under the hoodie I was wearing. “God I love you so much.” Chan whispered in my ear, before kissing that place too. His hands grabbed the end of my hoodie and removed the item from my body. “You’re so sexy.” Chan mumbles as he started kissing my throat, nipping at the skin. I grabbed Chans hair and lead him back for a kiss. ‘I love this man to much.’ I pulled at Chan’s shirt and he helped me to get it off. His lips on mine felt so good, his lips tasted a bit like strawberries. Chan moved his hands to the sweatpants and started pulling them down, throwing them away. Chan then quickly unbuttons his own, clearly getting needy. “Is this okay.” He whisped in my ear and I just nod. “I want to hear you say it.”

“Yes.” I moaned out, feeling his fingers near my core, before pushing him in. I let out a shaky moan, but enjoyed every second of it. When Chan pulled out after while I whimpered, feeling empty. But Chan lined himself up and pushes in. Kissing me again to ease the feeling a bit. “Move, please, I need to feel you.” Chan nods and started moving. Chan did realize I did ease relaxation and it made him feel a bit more relaxed. Chan kept on moving, making sure I came first. Feeling Chan continue to move made me moan even more. It felt all so sensitive. 

“Baby?” He’s giving me a look, asking for consent. I nodded and presented my neck to him. Chan first nuzzled in my neck, giving it a few licks before biting into it, while he kept on moving while I let out a scream of pain and held Chan close to me before everything went black.

Chan made sure he drained most of the blood before he injected his blood. When he finished he looked at me, pulling out and moved off the bed to grab some towels to clean me with. After he was done with that, Chan grabbed some clothes and dress us both before laying down with me. Moving a few strands away from my face while holding me close. 

It was Seungmin who heard the scream and decided to look. So he walked to the door before he smelled it, Seungmin smiled and decided to go back, sending a text to the others, who quickly got out of their rooms to clean up the house and get everything ready for a new vampire. Felix was in the kitchen making something sweet, while Minho told the others he would be out getting some blood for me. Jeongin smiled happily. “I’m glad we found her! I hope now Chan comes back to us and we will all be a family again.” Changbin walked over to him and ruffled his hair. “I hope so too. We all hope so.”

It look a while for me to wake up, I remember squining my eyes after I tried to open them fully, but it fell a bit to much. Chan laid next to me, softly snoring in my ear. I could feel his arm over my stomach and his legs tangled with mine. It felt so relaxed, I didn’t dare to let Chan know I was awake. He looked so peaceful like this. Then there was a soft knock on the door and someone opened it slightly. “Hi, I could sense you woke up.” Felix then walked in with a smile, holding a basket. He handed it over and walked out again. I looked at the things in it and the smell hit me. Blood… That smell made me realize how thirsty I felt. I moved up, my movement made Chan wake up. “Baby?”

“You’re awake.” Chan pulled me into his arms while I laughed. “What did you have there.” He pointed at the basket and I pulled it closer to show Chan. “Ah yes, animal blood. Here’s that would make drinking it a bit easier.” Chan said as he pulled a glass out of the basket. “You now have a lot to learn. And I’ll will be there every step of the way.” I started drinking the blood and the thirst lessend. 

A loud crash was heared for beyond the door. Making me and Chan jump up from the bed. Once opened we saw some of the guys holding on walls, as if they tried to put it back. “What happened.” Chan said in panic. “Oh hyung, yeah this place may or may not fall apart when you accidentally walk into stuff.” Changbin mumbled, making Minho explain it cleared. “Those problemes about the walls being not so sturdy has time passed by. But we did our best.”

Felix looks a bit sad even. “We didn’t want to move out or anything, cause what if you came back and we where gone.” Chan looks at them sadly. “I’m sorry. I probably messed up your lives back then as much as mine.” He then looks at me and felt like he got an idea.

“Let’s move out of this place. I got a new place with my mate. With a bit of renovating and building, we can make space for all of you too.” Chan said with a smile, making the others go into a hug. “We love you, hyung!” and “We missed you!” Were called within the moment. “Let’s get our bags,” Jisung yelled happily. Feeling that I had my mate, and a new group I could clearly call my family made me feel happy inside.

I smiled at Chan. Seeing how he just acted to the others made my decision even more clear. I would never regret this cause he was truly my Comes Animae… my soulmate.

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Comes Animae 12 - First Love and Death

Genre: Mature

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con, Stockholm Syndrom

Warnings chapter: Non

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One of them looks sadly at me. “Hyung? grab the first aid kit. We can’t have her bleeding to death.” It was the same one who had come earlier to me and Chan. “Hi, my name is Felix. Don’t worry okay, I’m gonna clean this wound on your arm.” I nod and let him do his thing. One of the others sat next to me. “Hi! It’s so great to meet you again!” I look at him a bit confused. “Meet me again? I’m sorry I don’t recognize you.” The man laughed. “Well not in this life you have. Didn’t hyung tell you.” I shook my head. “No, he never did. But I’m very curious now, since his mother told me I looked the same.” The boys looked at one another. “Well in that case I’ll start!” 

“We are a clan. A group of vampires. Chan found us all individually and took us in. We call ourselves Stray Kids. As most of us are actual strays. Anyway. My name is Changbin and this is Jisung, Minho, Hyunjin, Seungmin. And the person next to you is Jeongin and the person helping you Felix. We know you are Chan’s mate. His reincarnated one. We met you back in 1895, you where running away from your village some other vampires had raided. Chan stumbled onto you as he wanted to confront them. At that moment he knew you where the one and took you with him to us, back here. You actually spend a long time here.”

Felix looked at my arm and his bandage work. “Yeah, that all before you got killed.” I looked at them in slight shock. “Killed?” Felix nods. “Yeah, seeing you in that dress feel to be honest a bit weird. It was the dress you died in.” I looked slightly horrified. “And to be honest, seeing you almost get attacked back at the ball gave me flashbacks. We couldn’t safe you back then… I couldn’t safe you back then.” Felix looks at me with a slight guilt. 

“I’m sure it wasn’t your fault.” Felix shook his head. “I was supposed to protect you that day, but the hunters where quicker and didn’t know you were a human.” I nod. “Well I don’t blame you. Can I maybe get some different clothes?” Felix stood up and nods. “Sure I’ll bring you to Chan’s old room.”

“Chan went rogue after losing you, After we buried you we got back here our home… but not Chan. He was too quick for us… he ended up killing a few people before his parents caught him. Since he was too wild and unpredictable they sent him to a vampire school. He wasn’t allowed to have human contact… or any contact from outside except his parents. So I’m not sure how you met, but I’m glad you did it already took way too long before we could see our hyung again.” Felix explained sadly while walking into this big house. “Don’t worry you are safe here,” I nod at him while sighing, getting inside the house gave me a weird feeling of comfort. Felix held my hand as he walked through the house and stopped in front of a door. “Here, this was his room… it’s been untouched, but I think his scent is the most comforting.” He opened the door and smiled at him while walking in. The place was a mess, Chan must have lost it, punch marks on the wall, a lot of books and paper on the floor and don’t forget about the clothes and a messy bed. Just by standing in the room, I could feel the emotions Chan had the last night here. Felix had walked away to the kitchen to go make some brownies, while I decided to try and clean up a bit. When I found some clean clothes I grabbed them, which were a hoodie and some sweatpants, They smelled like Chan when I did make a small path I decided to go to lay in bed as I was tired. I grabbed one of the pillows and cuddled with it while waiting for Felix or well anyone to come.

Chan was panicked when the chaos started to break out. He tried his best to hold my hand, but with a sudden change of darkness within a split second he lost me. He felt frightened and angry. He started attacking those hunters together with the others, taking those people down was pretty easy, but still they managed to kill a handful of their kind. Chan then started looking around the room, at one sudden direction he could smell it, my blood. He walked over and noticed a bit of my blood on the ground, but I was nowhere near in sight. 

Chan got back to his old home after having smelled Felix’ scent on the place with my blood. He ran as quick as he could. Minho was already at the door looking at Chan. “She’s here hyung.” But he didn’t believe it. “Chan Hyung!” Felix said while running to the door, he recognized the look. “She’s in your bedroom.” He said making the way for Chan who just sprinted past him toward the door. Chan opened it and stopped, everything just crashed, and all the emotions and fears just got back to him. He slowly sank to the floor in panic, everything just felt so overwhelming suddenly. 

I woke up by the sound of Chan yelling, I turned around in bed and already noticed him on the ground in a panic attack. I quickly got up and held him. “Hey baby, it’s okay. I’m safe.” I smiled while playing with his hair to calm him down. We both sat there for a few minutes, holding each other close. The seven who were in another room decided to slowly look as it had gotten quiet. Jeongin chose to go first as he was the closest. “Hyung?” He said with a whisper, afraid that Chan would lose his cool. I looked up at him with a small smile. “Innie?” Jeongin looked shocked and Chan quickly looked up, first at Jeongin and then at me. Jeongin then quickly runs at us and hugs us. “I missed you two so much.” He then started to cry, he had been the youngest, and losing me and Chan took a toll on him. Slowly yet also quickly one by one did the others join the hug. They had been a Clan, a family. Chan had found them all individually and took them in as his own. Seeing Chan losing it, pained them too, Not living with Chan had taken a toll on them too, the first month had been stressful for them all, they had lost their leader, and no one dared to step forward to take his place, it was lucky that they had notified Chan’s parents quickly so they stepped in to help them. 

It finally dawned on Chan what had happened all these years, how he had abandoned them. And yet they still hold him like he was family. But also that after everything I was still alive. I did make it out. He didn’t have to bury my body again. 

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Comes Animae 11 - Waltz

Genre: Mature

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con, Stockholm Syndrom

Warnings chapter: shootings

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Chan is already neatly dressed and lets me sleep until he did what he was told. He places a hand on my shoulder and starts to shake me gently. “Doll? wake up.” I whined and turned away from Chan. “Five more minutes please.” Waving him off, I was enjoying my dream and wanted it to continue, but Chan shook me again and it made my eyes open. Seeing Chan standing there, nicely dress. Made it seen as if my dream wasn’t over yet. So I sat up and stretched, while Chan decided to get fully ready. I got up and decided first to do my make-up. 

With one final look in the mirror, Chan smoothens his clothes and see how far I was with getting ready. I was looking in the mirror and felt Chan’s gaze on me, so I moved my eyes to see him and smiled when I saw him looking at me, it made my face heat up. Chan walked towards me and grabbed a brush, deciding to brush my hair while I was trying to finish my make-up. Chan looks really focused on my hair, getting it into a perfect bun. “Come on, I’ll help you with your dress.” Chan helped me up and grabbed the dress. The dress went on pretty smoothly and got clear to me he had done this before. I stood in front off the mirror looking at Chan as he took something out of the bag. Chan got to me again and put a necklace on me. “You already look stunning my love.” My heart flutters at that comment and it made me smile. I look around the room and saw that one painting I made years ago. Then I looked back at myself in the mirror and saw a similarity between the faceless woman and me in the painting next to Chan. “Maybe soulmates do exist.”

We both walked into this castle-like building. I was holding onto Chan’s arm as he leads me through the many halls until we came to this big room where we were greeted by his parents. Chan’s mother smiled as she saw Chan and I walk in and walked towards us. “Ah, my son.” and went in for a hug. Chan felt cleary awkward as we were both standing there. “Hey mom, this is my mate.” I reached out my hand as we both introduced one another. She smiled at me lovingly. “She looks the same.” Chan gulps a bit as he noticed my confused face. Chan’s mother looked at the both of us and felt a bit awkward, “Channie? Your father is right over there.” Chan nods and takes me with him. 

We had kept on talking to Chan’s father, who was besides traditional very polite and nice. I didn’t even noticed other people coming in until music started to play. Chan grabbed my hand and leads me to the dance floor to do the waltz. His parents has started dancing too, more and more people started to join in dancing around us, it felt really surreal and magical. Everyone looked like they where from centuries ago, but also very pale, but not once did I feel scared of any of them. Once the dance had finished Chan leads me back to the side where we both could watch. His eyes were clearly scanning the room, as if he was looking for someone. And every time someone would look at us Chan would pull me a bit closer to him.

I noticed one person coming towards us. “Chan? There is someone coming towards us.” Chan looks at me and then at the direction I was looking and Chan started to relax a bit more. He kissed the side of my head before starting a small talk with that person. I did introduce myself and listened to bits and pieces of the story. But never actually talked to that person. Once that man left Chan turned his attention to me again. I now actually understood what Chan meant with that he had a reputation to uphold, all those people look up at his family. “You know, we can leave anytime you want.” Chan whispers in my ear. I nod at him. “Okay.” I leaned against Chan as he put an arm around me. “You know, let’s go for a dance.” I smiled as Chan leads me back onto the dance floor. I must say, it was very fun. This was an experience that I would never forget.  Once the song has ended and another one started Chan leads me back to the side. “Let’s just leave when they start to feed. I don’t want you to see that.” Chan said as he kissed me on the cheek. 

Chan smiled and held me close, whispering about that the humans would be any minute. Not much later the doors opened and these humans walked in, while my neck was fully covert, they’s were not. I think that was a big reason no one really commented or did anything towards me too. The humans started their dance, but before we knew it the lights turned off and multiple shots where heard. “HUNTERS!” Everyone started to panic, and amid the chaos, I lost Chan. I tried to stand but I would be shoved everytime to another part of the room. There was no way I could find Chan back like this. That is if he was even alive. I could hear people scream, I didn’t know if they were vampires or humans. I managed to get up again, steading myself against a wall when I yet again got pushed. This time I hit the wall and could feel something sharp going through my arm.

I felt a even more panic rise inside of me. I was in a room full of hysterical vampires, now bleeding too. The lights in the mean time had been turned on again so I could see a bit of what was happening. I was clear they all started fighting. And someone just turned to look at me, fangs clear as they slowly got towards me. “Chan? Chan!” I yelled frightened. 

Before I knew it I was lifted up and with full speed got out of there. This mystery person took me all the way back to an old home and put me on the couch there. Even within seconds more and more started to come in and surrounded me. Now I felt actually scared, no Chan to protect me against these 7 vampires.

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Comes Animae 10 - Bake a Day off

Genre: Mature

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con, Stockholm Syndrom

Warnings chapter: mocking a vampire and height

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“You want to be productive? How?” I smiled, holding Chan close. “Well, I was hoping we could bake some pastries.” Chan put his finger to his lip in thought. “I believe there’s a lot of ingredients in the kitchen we could use.” I nod and moved off of Chan. Quickly going into the kitchen, feeling really excited. I climb on the counter to look in the upper shelves. Chan in the meantime walked calmly into the kitchen. “Now, don’t fall. I don’t want your pretty face to get hurt.” I looked at him and smiled. “Have a bit of faith in me.” I managed to grab some of the ingredients and nearly fell as I tried to get off. “hmm” Chan hums sarcastically and clears his throat afterward. “Then, this will do, let’s get started.” I nod. “I’ll start with the dry ingredients!” while reaching for a bowl, “I don’t believe I asked this before, but can you also eat human food?” Chan shrugs and grabs the remaining ingredients.   “I can. Most of the times I ate human food to bled in better. Eventually, at some point I began to eat it voluntary, but only the sweet things actually tastes good. The only downside is that it doesn’t still our hunger and only get nutrients and energy from blood.” 

I listened carefully at all he said while mixing the ingredients. It took us both a while to mix it all, when that was done we were both covered in flower and laughing. “Oh my… what a mess.” Chan snickers and licks his thumb before wiping off the flour at the end of my lip. “You started it.” I huffed at that statement. “Hey! Just because I did it didn’t mean you had to do that too! Anyway I’m going to change, have to wait anyway.” I smiled michieviously and slapped Chan’s ass on my way towards the bedroom. “Oi!”Chan yelled towards my direction, but decided to let it slide. I quickly got rid of the dirty clothes and put them in the bin, wanting to shower a bit later.

Once Chan heard that I was in the bedroom he decided to clean the kitchen up. While I took my sweet time getting dressed, Chan quickly finished and walked in, ready to get changed to. Both of us now dressed in a tee and some sweatpants we headed back to the kitchen. “Oh it smells so good.” Chan smiled and kissed my temple before checking on the baked goods. “They’re done, aren’t they?” I walked to the oven and turned it off. “I can’t wait to try them.” Chan takes them out and put them on the counter to cool down. The sight of those cookies did make my mouth water. “These indeed smell decent.” Chan rubs his hands together and hands me one of the cookies. “You try first!” I took a bite and smiled. “They are so good.” I mumbled through the chewing. That made Chan smile too and grabbed one for himself. “I’ll store them later, let’s just cuddle on the bed.” I smiled and nod at him, letting Chan lift me up effortlessly.

I hold onto Chan tightly before I got thrown on the bed. Once Chan was next to me I immediately cuddled with him. “Why do I feel so damn relaxed and safe with you.” Chan smiled and pets my head, “I don’t know, you’re asking a vampire. But we do have natural protective instincts when it comes to our soulmates.” I look at Chan confused. “Soulmates? I just thought that was like a fiction trope.” Chan smirks, his eyes going slightly pink. “Well, we vampires have someone we feel connected to, our soulmate.” I just nod and put my head back on Chan’s chest. “Well I do find you pretty attractive.” Chan pokes my side. “That sounded a bit sarcastic, you beter be serious about it.” I moved so I could look at Chan and put my hands on his cheeks and stroke them. “You are very attractive.” I lean towards him a bit and gave him a kiss. Chan gently grabs the back of my neck with one hand and pulls me closer, while the other hand is pressed against my hip. I broke the kiss, “I think you are cute too Chan. How can such dominant creature be so cute.” I stared in his eyes, slightly wondering if that would trigger his eye color. “Oi, watch your words, don’t call me cute.” Chan’s eyes turned pink again, making me smirk. “You. Are. So. Fucking. Cute. Like a baby wolf, or a kangaroo.” I pinched Chan’s cheeks and put on a mothers voice. “Such a cute boy.” 

“OOOiii! Stop that at once.” Chan laughed a little as he smacks my hand away. “How dare you humiliate me like that mortal.” I once smiling face turned into a serious one as I looked him in the eye. “Don’t ever smack me again. I’m not afraid to kick your ass.” Chan’s eyes glow pink and smirks. “Sweetheart, you think you can intimidate me? Humiliate me again and THEN see what happens.”

“YoU tHinK yOu Can InTimIdaTe ME!” I mocked Chan. “What are you planning to do then. Kill me?” Chan flips me over and smirks “Perhaps… you should seal that mouth of yours.” I just sticked out my tongue at him. “I don’t do well against authorities once they tell me what to do.” I finally looked Chan in the eye and his eyes had turned more into a reddish color. Have I really pissed him off? Then I remembered the last time his eyes were red. “Please don’t drink my blood without consent,” I whispered out, slightly freaked out. Chan hums and pushes my wrists down before letting go of me and got off of me  “Well neither do I, but I got a reputation to look after.” I let out the breath I didn’t realize I had been holding. “But you are alone here with me. I don’t care about that reputation when it’s just us. I know you like to show dominance and I will never challenge you on that. I will also not mock you or anything in public.” I move towards the end of the bed where Chan sat and hugged him. I could feel him calm down more so I made my move again, knowing it was safe again to joke around. “You can always fuck me back in submission,” I whispered in his ear. That made Chan laugh and rakes his hand through his hair. “You humans like to surprise me sometimes.” I let go of Chan again and laid back on the pillow, looking at Chan’s movements. “I think I love you…”

Chan finally looks at me on the bed and laid next to me again, pulling me towards him. “I thought as much, not to be cocky, but we can pick up on those vibrations. It wouldn’t be fair for it to be one-sided.” Chan places a firm kiss on my neck, before pulling me on top of him. I kissed him before putting my head on his chest. Chan kissed the top of my neck. “To be honest, I didn’t think this would get that far. You are a bit different compared to other humans.” 

“Well not everyone is the same, luckily. I mean I look like I could kill, but secretly I’m just a big cinnamon roll.” Chan laughed at my joke. “Nah, you look like one too, so I’m not sure about what you just said.” I sighed and hug Chan. “I can’t believe that party is tomorrow already. Thinking about it makes me feel a bit anxious… please promise me you stay by my side.” Chan strokes my back gently. “I do promise, if I need to talk with someone, you just have to remain to my side. I don’t want you to stand alone amidst other vampires.” I smile and nod, before getting out of bed. “Now, I’m gonna shower.” Chan stands up on the mattress, “Without me,?” He hopped off while I rolled my eyes at the comment. “Well I never said you couldn’t join.” I said, popping my head out of the doorway. “Nice.” Chan said under his breath, already getting rid of his cloths while on his way to the bathroom. 

I was already in the shower, putting in some shampoo. But since I did have my eyes closed at the moment, I didn’t see Chan coming in. “Need some help with that?” Chan asked, stepping in and stretches his limbs, trying to take not as much space in the shower. I got slightly startled at his voice. “Oh no, I got it, but thanks.” I washed it out and turn around towards Chan. I had the shampoo bottle in my hand a squished a bit out above Chan’s head. Clearly trying to attempt to wash his hair. “You barely reach my head, darling.” I rolled my eyes. “Well excuse me, sorry I’m not that tall… anyway, your not that tall either. I have seen some tall people.” Chan scoffs in offense and crosses his arms childishly. “I’m at a decent height, mind you.” I smiled and kissed Chan’s cheek. “Well in most countries I’m also a decent height for a female.” Chan waves it off with his hands and shakes his hair before slicking it back with his hand.  We both finished showering and we both got out. “I’m gonna take a nap. If I’m not awake like three hours before we need to leave, wake me up please.” I grab Chan’s shirt of the ground, the one he wore a bit early, and put it on. Finding it enough clothes for the sleep. And once my head hit the pillow I fell asleep immediately.

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Comes Animae 9 Admirations

Genre: Mature

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con, Stockholm Syndrom

Warnings chapter: talks of selfharm and scars

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I was sitting on the couch busy with embroidery. I loved doing it, it made me feel calm. I didn’t even react when I accidentally pierced my own skin. Chan arrived back after a while of walking. He felt like he needed to clear his head and walked in a slow pace. While walking in he immediately get hit with a smell of blood. He felt a bit worried, his eyes glowing a mixture of red and pink. He noticed me sitting on the couch. “Ah there you are.” I look up at him and smiled, putting everything away. “Hey I missed you.” I then pointing at  the bag before looking him in the eyes. Of course, the blood. I put my finger to his lips. Chan narrows his eyes and licks the blood from my fingers until his eyes turned normal again. He moves a bit back and smiles. “It’s a dress, like promised. So what have you been doing to.” Holding my finger up. “Embroidery, I accidentally poked myself with the needle. Anyway may I look?” Chan nods and unzips the bag. I looked at the dress and just smiled. Wow, it’s so pretty.” 

“I did some thinking about the turning. And I know that I’m ready for it, but just not now. If that makes any sense. Like I want to do a few last things before turning, seeing my family and friends before it will all happen, so I can say goodbye.” Chan nods and struts around the place, opening a few curtains. “You can see your family and friends. But just once, but I’ll say this again, please think about it if that is what you really want. I don’t want you to regret everything after you get turned.” I sighed. “Well I don’t want to actually talk to them, just see them. Write or draw them one last thing. I can’t actually say goodbye and I want them to think I’m dead. That they can mourn the living me.” I said while tearing up. “It’s okay to be scared right? I’m not scared about turning, but what happens before and after.” I tried to blink the tears away. Chan smiles a bit and dries my tears with his thumbs and sleeves. “Of course it’s okay to be scared, but I will assure you that I’ll make it as easy as possible.” I nod at Chan and cuddle into his side. “Thank you.”I mumbed, before kissing his lips and starting playing with his hands. “We’ll send them my stuff… but if any of them die I do want to go to their funerals.” Chan nods in understanding and pets my head before leaving some kisses on my neck. “Tell me when, and I’ll help you.” I started to think. “After the party?” I mumbled out, enjoying the kisses on my neck. Even letting out a small moan as he kisssed the sweet spot.

Chan smirks and starts sucking on that exact spot. “As you like, doll” I groaned a bit, trying to keep my moans in just to tease him slightly. “Oh my that tickles.” I moaned out, even now trying to get away from his touch. Chan laughs and keeps me in my place as his eyes turned pink, but he stopped kissing my neck, making me turn around to look him in the eyes. I got a smirk on my face and booped his nose. “Your eyes look so magical like that.” Chan snickers and twitches his nose. “That can be debatable. They actually reflect danger. But they can mean lots of things, but pink means. Desire, Love, Lust, Admiration, stuff like that.” I smile and nod, rubbing his waist. “Still pretty, but I guess your eyes turning that while looking at me is good then.” I even giggles out. Chan looks back at the dress that hang over the couch. “You should go and try that dress on.” I look at Chan before reaching for the dress. 

The dress was clearly an old dress, but still amazingly in tacked. The sleeves where black lace, the botom of the dress made me think of a Disney princess with the volume in it. The top was high, with it covering my neck even. So I grabbed the dress and left to try and put it on. It fitted perfectly as if it was tailored for me. I didn’t manage to close the back of it, but that didn’t matter for now. I walked out of the room and back where Chan was. “Wow.” Chan whistled and his eyes turned even a more vibrant pink, “Hot and Chic, and it fits perfectly.” I smiled at him.  “I know, and I didn’t even managed to get it closed. Anyway there were even shoes and other accessories in the bag.” I walked towards him. “Thank you, this dress is really pretty.” Chan smiled and bows gentleman-like. “Actually my mother gave me that dress, she knows so much about you, so you can thank her at the party if you want to, Princess.” I grinned at the nickname. “Princess? I guess yeah I’m your princess, but as a prince like yourself you should have known that.” chan chuckles and shows his fangs. “Good, now change into something comfortable before I rip that dress off of you.”

“Noo! We do not rip this dress.” I looked at him in shock before quickly walking back to the bedroom to change into a big hoodie and some high-knee socks. “This better?” Chan’s eyes glow and nods with his lower lip between his teeth. “Well I may or may not like this even more.” He snickers and pulls me on his lap, even reaching a hand  up my thigh beneath the hoodie. I shivered at his cold hands and move my leg so I was straddling him. “Yeah, you like this more?” I moved my arms so I would hold his neck. “Of course, it shows more of your pretty skin, that way I can smell your blood even better.” He holds his hand firmly on my waist. “Well, my skin isn’t that pretty. I got all kinds of scars all over it.”I lean even closer to Chan to provoke him slightly. “So my blood smells good hè.” 

“Of course it smells good, if you blood is tasty why would it smell nasty. I wouldn’t have bitten you then so many times.” Chan smirks, stealing a glance through the gap of the hoodie at my chest. I put my finger under Chan’s chin and lifts it up so he was looking at my eyes again. “My eyes are up here.” I kissed his lips before putting my head near his neck. “Are you hungry?” Chan snickers, teasingly licking my ear, but I shook my head. “No, I ate before you came back. What about you.” Chan tits his head with a finger to his jaw. “I can go for a snack actually.” I started playing with his hair as I moved to look back at him. “Yeah, what kind of snack?” Chan grins, his fangs showing slightly. “Maybe a teensy weensy bit of blood.” 

“A teensy weensy bit?” I asked before giving him a kiss again. I put my hand on his cheek and lead him to my neck. “Sometimes I question myself what you’re getting yourself into.” Chan licks his lips and places a kiss on my neck, then started sucking the spot for preparation. “I question myself that too.” I took a deep breath and closed my eyes when I felt his fangs pierce through my skin. Chan gently starts sucking the blood, slipping out a few pleasant moans because of the taste. I groaned at the feeling, but felt relieved the moment he stopped as it wasn’t actually a pleasant at all. I hid in his neck as I tried to calm my body down, who just felt like going into a panic mode. The pink glow in Chan’s eyes fades and he calms down, licking the last few escaping drops. Then he gently kisses the bite mark while stroking my hairair. “You alright? Was I too rough?” I moved so I could look at Chan and felt a calmness come over me. “Sorry, yeah I’m fine. I sometimes just panic way to fast. And I guess I can’t get used to that feeling.” Chan stays quiet for a while and thinks to himself. “Just know, you don’t have to force yourself to do these things, only because I am thirsty. I can always quench my thirst elsewhere. even though it won’t taste as good.”

I look at Chan and nod. “Okay, once in a while should be okay. Besides didn’t you kidnap me for this exact reason?” Chan shakes his head. “Well yes and no. It’s just a long story. But once in a while is fine, I’m not bloodthirsty on a daily basis.” I kissed Chan’s fingers and got comfortable on his lap. “To be honest, this isn’t what I had imagine my life would end up like. I alway t

hought I would end up like a cat lady or be married to a ginger. Since I must admit, some of them are really hot.” I said jokingly, even testing out if he would get jealous fast. “Well, excuse me young lady.” chan scoffs to himself and closes his eyes. “If this is a cue to dye my hair another color, you should just say so.” I look at Chan and started laughing. “You don’t have to! I probably like any color you have, besides you are blond now, you can make it any color you want. But I think a red would look very good on you.” Chan pecks at my lips softly and smirks. “Well, that’s good to hear. Don’t mind me being on the lookout for such men.” I smiled and cuddled up against him. “When, when you turn me, is there a way that would make it less scary?” I look at his face, while Chan looks down at me. “Well I heard many stories about using comforting intercourse. Though it is only bound to work if the person in question is completely calm and relaxed. I nod. “So good put that pressure on me too.” I joked. “By the way, do I need to dance on that party?” Chan chuckles and holds onto my waist. “Well it’s traditional within our family to at least perform a waltz. But don’t worry, I’ll lead the way.” I nod. “Lucky then for me is that I have learned it once, but that was years ago. Just help me tomorrow, cause for now I’m a bit tired.” Chan nods in understanding and put his hand on the bitemark. “I’m sorry, I probably was a little harsh.” I put my head on his shoulder and just close my eyes. “It’s okay, i’m sure it isn’t easy for you to control it all the time.”

“Not always easy, but I do have a reputation to hold up. If the community finds out that I absolutely have no self control, then I’m toast.” Chan snickers and twirls a stand of hair around his finger. “Hmm, but you do have control, so I don’t think you have to worry about that.” Chan shrugs and hoists his legs up to pull me closer. “If we want to be productive today, you need to stop being so cute!”

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Comes animae 8 - Sweet Times

Genre: Mature

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con, Stockholm Syndrom

Warnings chapter: talks about human slavery, humans being food. but over all its fluff

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“Also uhm, next week there is this ball that my parents organized, they want me to take you with me there.” 

I look at Chan and gave him a hug. “Well I guess it will all depend on you. Do you want me to go with you?  Just to be clear it’s not that I don’t want to. But you know, kidnapped me and I have seen any other person after that.” Chan looks at me. “Well of course I want you to be by my side there. It’s just… there will be humans, but they are not going to have a good time there. My parents are not like the usual cutout vampires there are around now… they are the conservative types.” I snuggled into Chan, his arms quickly around me. “What… what do they do to the humans?” I asked, my voice shaking as if I was slightly afraid of his answer. “The humans are there for pleasures and then they will be the main course of the feast.” Chan mumbled honestly and licks his lips. “I don’t know what my parents will do or say when they see you with me. I can imagine things, but they are always so hard to read at times.” Chan kisses my forehead and strokes my hair. “I do have admit, you human females acquire a lot of high maintenance during these times.”

“I actually have a question for you. That box over there, what with that content.” I look at Chan and followed his eyes going to the box I had put there early to put it away somewhere. “Uh not sure, I just keep dreaming these things and I get inspired nothing more.” Chan smirks slightly. “Well why look most of them like me?” I look at him now in shock. “What? No they don’t…” Chan keeps his smirk on. “Just joking sweetheart. Come here, it’s nearly nighttime.” I laid back into Chan and close my eyes. Chan closes his eyes to after a while, taking a change at sleep while he has one arm around my waist and the other under my head.

Chan wakes up with his eyes fully open, he turns to my sleeping form and snickers between his teeth, nolt minding the way I basically clung onto him like glue. “Such a funny girl.” A whole week has passed without any incidents and he felt happy. While there were nights he wasn’t with me so he could get some food, but Chan always made sure he was next to me in the morning when I woke up.

I was awoken by the sun hitting my face, which made me groan and hiding my face in Chan’s chest. It was the moments like this that made everything feel changed. We made sure the house looked more like a home. Chan had never realized that this was what he wanted all along. He had even apologized for kidnapping me. I got up from the bed to go to the kitchen to get some food. After a few moments Chan joins me in the kitchen. He leans against the counter and looks me up and down. “Are you feeling well?” I look at Chan and nods. “Yeah.”I walked to him with my sandwich, gave him a kiss and sat at the table. He asked me that question everyday. It was kind of cute. “actually I started yesterday with the pill again, and well it’s gone for now again” Chan sat down at the chair opposite to me, just staring at me as I finished my breakfast. 

I walked back to the bedroom to get changed into other clothes, we still had a few boxes left to unpack, so some sweatpants and one of Chan hoodies would do the trick. I walked back to the kitchen but did not see him there. Chan creeps up behind me and whispers in my ear. “You know, you look like a snack. Didn’t expect for you to dress the part too.” He snickers. I jumped at the sudden voice at my ear and jerked back, holding my chest. “God, don’t scare me like that! Unless you actually want me dead. And yes I look like a snack… one who could just have died.” My face slightly again. “I swear do that again and you are dead.” Chan laughs, his fangs out and licks his teeth. “Feisty girl, we will see about that.” I look at Chan with a devious grin and jump onto him. “Hey teeth back in! you ain’t getting blood from me after what you just did!” I had my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. Chan easily holds me. “Well I’m actually getting thirsty doll.”

“Sure you are.” I kissed Chan’s lips before letting out a small yelp “Hey you touched my but! How dare you.” Chan giggles. “Oh no, I would never do that.” He said with very much exaggeration and a mischievous glint in his eyes. “Oh sure so we have a ghost in our house then.” I put my chin on his shoulder and just relaxed here. “You’re so cute.” Chan snickers and tries pinching my cheek gently. “and tasty.” Chan’s eyes turned a pink color again. “Hey, I’m gonna eat something. Stay here okay.” Chan put me on the couch and leaves to another room. I lay there still giggling. ‘I wonder, how does blood taste to him.’ I got up and decided to look for Chan. 

Chan hears my footsteps around and he quickly wipes his mouth in satisfaction, feeling fuelled for the time being. ‘What are you doing doll? I told you to wait.” I rolled my eyes and looked at him. “Well, I find it you took way to long. Besides that I felt a bit lonely and missed you already. I just don’t understand why you don’t dare to eat in front of me.” Chan sighs and then smiles, whipping the remaining stains from his mouth. “I’m coming. Let’s just go back to the bedroom, I feel like being lazy today.” I look a bit confused but followed Chan anyway. Chan plopped on the bed and I fell on top of him. I moved my head on his chest and moved my legs so they were intertwined with his. “I got a feeling your still tense about that upcoming ball.” Chan looks up in thought and then at me. “Well yes, as long as I am there, nothing will happen to you. But I need to make sure my parents also understand that you are mine.” 

I smiled at Chan and nod. “Yeah that would actually make me feel  little safer. But I don’t have a dress for the occasion.” I looked up at Chan. “Yeah true, but that’s why I was going to go out later today to buy one for you.” I rolled my eyes but grinned anyway. “Well I hope it’s pretty cause then you are the best and I promise I will be the best girl out there.” Chan let’s out a little laugh “You sure were a bit feisty in the beginning, but now you’re so well-behaved.” I put my head near his arm again and just bites into him, knowing it wouldn’t hurt him in any way. After I did that I tried getting out of bed, but Chan was a bit quicker and pulled me into his arms.”That didn’t hurt one bit.” His eyes gleamed red for a second, but shakes his head and his eyes turned back into the lovely brown. 

Now I smirked. “Well did you want it to hurt?” I wiggled a bit and managed to crawl on top of him and kissed his lips. “I think I actually fell in love… maybe even a bit to easy.” Chan looks me in the eye and saw his eyes flicker pink as one hand strokes my hair and the other one holding my hips. I clearly relaxed at his touch. Chan looks at me with an adoring smile. “You know if you ever wish to change, you can always ask me, but I do need to know that you are absolutely certain about it.” I nod. Chan put both of his hands on my waist and keeps rubbing it. “Is… it it painful? does it feel like dying?” I put my hands on Chan’s chest, looking at his eyes. “wel… I am born one, but what I do know is dat it hurts. It feels like everything is getting drained out of you. Of course a vampire means is to be dead But I will promise you, it will long last longer then two minutes.”

“I guess I will accept it one day, but I will admit I’m scared.” Chan slowly moves up so I was more sitting on his lap as he hugs me. “Even so, I want you to be completely sure. Just give it some time okay?” Chan smiles as he holds me. But the moment was ruined by my phone pinging. Chan reaches for my phone and reads the message. “Well to be fully fair, I don’t know who that is or what they are saying. But I trust you to handle this in the way I want to do to.” I sighed and rolled my eyes. “Don’t worry, just a family member who wants me to text them more, but I won’t. I already had minimal contact with them.” Chan nods. “I am afraid I have to attend some business soon. You think you can manage on your own for a few hours?” I smiled and nod. “Yeah I can unbox those things alone. You don’t have to worry about me okay.” Chan kisses me and stood up.

Chan leaves the house and returns to his old home in the city. Chan’s mom smiled as she opened the door. “Honey, you’re early the party is in two days. But I sense my oldest isn’t here just for a visit.” Chan hugs him and smiled. “A human, you smell like a human.” She said confused, as she sniffed him again. Chan chuckles and takes a step back. “Yes, I found my mate again. And she would love to join me at my side at the party. But we are not ready to turn yet, she’s not ready. And I won’t be doing anything she’s against. So I’m here to ask a favour.”

Chan’s parents look at each other and motions him to sit down. “We can’t guarantee her safety, but son please don’t be selfless again, turn her. She could have been a part of the family already if you didn’t listen to her so much.” Chan’s mom held his hand as she nods in agreement with her husband. “You were so lost sweetheart, that must not happen again. Turn her and you don’t have to worry.” Chan looks at the picture at the wall and sighed. ��I know, but I want her to be happy. What if I turn her against her will and she will hate me forever then.” Chan’s father nod. “Well, we will see what we can do. But her life is in your hands.” Chan’s mom suddenly stood up and walked away, before coming back with an old garment bag. “I’m not sure if she has  dress already, or if this would fit her. But take this with you, we kept it, it’s her old dress.” Chan opens the bag, once he saw the dress he closed it again, looking sad. “Thanks mom, and by the way. If anyone hurts her, I’ll kill them, just so you know.”

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Comes animae 7 - A Bloody Secret

Genre: Mature

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con, Stockholm Syndrom

Warnings chapter: Periods and stuff related to that

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After a while, just relaxing in Chan’s arms I finally look up at him. “Where did you leave my art stuff?” Chan glances down at me. “Ah yes, I put it in the room next to the bedroom. I took a peek at your sketchbook, you are pretty good at it.” I smiled and kissed his cheek and stood up. “Thank you!” I walked over to the room Chan said and found the stuff, so I grabbed my pencils and sketchbook before returning to the couch. I looked around the room, Chan being nowhere in sight. So I looked outside before smiling and started out sketching Chan. I knew there was something about him like I knew him from somewhere. 

Chan sits on the bed and bawls his fists. ‘Days without her blood, it’s going to be a damn challenge.’ He licks his lips and fans come out after the thought. Chan leaves the room again, leaning against the wall outside the living room, carefully listening to me singing. “I feel like I became a zombie. Not alive but I’m still walkin’.” I sang as I was fully immersed in the drawing and started putting in the details after finally being happy with the basic sketch. Chan smiles to himself and shakes his head. “The things you do to me doll.” He muttered and picked at his fangs. I looked up and towards Chan and smiled. Chan moves closer to me and sat down. “Come here baby” I quickly moved into his arms. 

There was something so mesmerizing about him. But something did feel weird. As if I had met him before, but that would be weird. I fully went into my drawing and just let everything go. Letting the pencil do what it wants to do. Chan was clearly looking at how I was doing this by making small glares at my paper as if I didn’t realize he did that. In the quiet moment, my phone going of was a bit of a scare, it was clear even Chan got slightly scared, making me laugh. “You sir have my phone. You should have put it on quiet.”

Chan reaches into his pocket and pulls out my phone and handing it over. “What is it?”

“Well a reminder I should get new prescription of the pill. Oh yeah shit, I totally forgot about those… that would explain the cramps I felt a bit earlier” Chan looks mortified. “Your… period?” He clicks his tongue and scratches his cheek. ‘I total forgot about those things, it’s going to be a pain.’ I look at Chan and saw a slight worry on his face so I moved to hug his arm. “Well don’t worry okay, the first three days will be hell, blood and pain wise after that it will be okay.” I kiss his cheek hoping it would calm him down. Chan sighs, rubbing his neck. “Okay then, but… but warn me when the bleeding parts comes in.” 

Chan face-palms mentally at how weird that sounded but goes with it anyway. At least then he knows when he has to hold back.

I laughed at his comment. “You are cute, but that made me question your knowledge about periods. I can’t tell when the bleeding parts comes, it just happens okay. It comes and goes, wait you do have pads or something here right?” Chan’s face changed into an ‘o’ chape and he presses his fingers together. After all the bullshit he had to prepare he actually forgot one of the most important things. “Uh yeah… they should be around here somewhere. Listen I’m gonna head out for a while, grab that prescription too, so suit yourself.” He clearly lies and quickly turns towards the door, walking through it and smacking his forehead over and over again. I was a bit confused about why he couldn’t just told the truth, but rolled my eyes and walked to the room with the boxes, maybe, maybe I could find something useful in there. I managed to find one pack with just two left in it. “Well, it’s better then nothing.” I changed my clothes as I noticed some blood. After getting cleaned up I decided to clean up around this place a bit more. 

“Stupid, stupid, stupid…” Chan mumbles to himself as he leaves the house and locks it. His wallet in his pocket, he runs throught eh forest to the treetime and walks from there to the nearest store. He may have done shitty things, but that didn’t mean that he was a shitty boyfriend… partner?  Hell he doesn’t even know what to call himself, he just forced an relationship one someone. “How does this even work?” Chan stands in front of the lady products that come in all shapes and sizes. He rubs his forehead and decided to grab 5 packages of all the different pads in the store alone with a few boxes of tampons and extra painkillers. He pays for it and went to a pharmacy to get my prescription. Once he had everything he retreats back into the forest with the plaistice bag filled with the goods. 

I was cleaning up in the bedroom, even redecorating a bit. While I hang up the fairly lights I found in one of the boxes, Chan quickly ran to me, throwing the goods on the bed and helped me. “Oh hey thanks.” I smiled at him before making a pained expression and sink to the floor as one painful cramp hit me. Chan saw me doubled over and quickly went to my side. “Hey, does it hurt that bad?” Chan smoothly managed to lift me up and onto the bed, before rummaging through the bag. “I uh, here some painkillers, oh and chocolate. A nice lady recommended it to me.” I looked at than with a small smile. “Yeah, sometimes it’s really painful. And oh thank you!” Chan had moved quickly to grab a water bottle from the fridge and put it on the nightstand. “I also remember getting the tip to give some tummy rubs” Chan said smiling as he remembered a time long ago. “Oh please that would help a lot.” I said giving him the puppy eyes. Chan snickers and the bed sinks a bit as he sat on the edge, “Well because the princess said please, now turn over.” 

I moved  over and felt Chan’s arms around me. “Thanks” I mumbled, hugging the closed pillow. Chan began rubbing my stomach gently in a massaging manner and after a bit he looked at my face. His eyes glowed a light pinkish hue, his nose twitches at the smell in the air, but he shakes his head and clears his throat, the pink in his eyes slowly fading again. My eyes and closed and it was clear I had fallen asleep. “weird human.” Chan examines me before turning to look around the room. One box, clearly a different one from the rest sat there. He tilts his head and slowly stands up from the bed, careful as to not wake me up. He did remember me asking about a box and raises is eyebrow. Taking the lid off. His look of surprise and curiosity turns to that of shock. It was like a time capsule. It looked like drawings of him from many years ago. But also writings, Chan remembered it all. Things that were written were things he had once told someone special. One picture really stood out to him. One where he was posing with a female, clearly set in the victorian era, but the womans face was not there. 

Chan got snapped out his stare as he heard me move. “Chan?” I mumbled. He quickly looks at me, grabbing the stuffed animal that lays next to bed and crawled on the bed again. “Hey I’m here. if you need anything, just tell me okay baby. Also uhm, next week there is this ball that my parents organized, they want me to take you with me to there.”

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Comes animae 6 - New Beginnings

Genre: Mature

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con, Stockholm Syndrom

Warnings chapter: Pregnancy talk (just the talk tho), period talk

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“You feel so warm… I thought vampires were ice cold.” Chan’s neck hair stands up and licks his lips, feeling my face so close to his neck. “That a myth people would tell, just like crosses, garlic, and sunlight.” “That makes sense, I guess you have to teach me the right ways of the vampires then.” Chan pulls me a bit tighter to him with a smile. “I guess so.” I looked at Chan and realized how handsome he was. “What?” He said staring back at me, so I quickly looked away. “Nothing I,., uh.” Then my stomach rumbled, making Chan laugh. “I’ll get you some food.” He moved me away from him and stood up, I stood up too and walked behind Chan into the kitchen. “I must say, I’m surprised at how much food you got in here,” I said while sitting down on one of the chairs, looking at Chan who goes through the cabinets. 

I stood up after I was done eating, put the plate in the sink, and started cleaning it. Chan realized that I hadn’t asked anything in the meantime so he raised his eyebrow. “Lost your tongue?” I shook my head. “No… I just don’t feel like talking, can’t we just enjoy some things in silence.” I walked back to the living room and looked at the books he had put there. When I finally grabbed a book that interested me and sat down. Chan was looking at me from the doorway and moved to sit down next to me. “You know, if you want to know stuff you can just ask me right?” Chan said a bit unsure, I was so curious before and now I didn’t want to know anything more. I sighed and put the book down, I was curious about a lot but didn’t dare to ask them. “Why… why me?” I asked looking at Chan. Chan’s eyes switched to a darker shade for a moment, his orbs flickering to a shade of pink afterward. “I don’t know, you smelled different from the rest.” The question made Chan a bit more uncomfortable, he didn’t know either, hell he hardly remembered the last 50 years. It was all so foggy to him, he just remembered his parents sending him to a new place with other vampires, but he couldn’t even remember why he got sent there. So Chan stood up and walked away, going to look for my phone, after he found it he checked if any messages or calls had gotten in, but none were. Which made him smirk as he liked that, it meant that no one had tried to look for me yet. I had put the book down fully when Chan walked away and decided to check the doors and windows, to look outside. Only for me to see trees and lots of them. I moved to the door and grabbed the doorknob when I heard a ehem behind me. “What are you doing?”He asked, eyes narrowing at me and then towards my hand. I quickly let go and turned fully to him, feeling afraid. “Now,” He snickers, “You’re just begging for me to do it, don’t you.” He walks slowly to me and grabs me, his fangs grazing over the spot he pierced last time, and bites down roughly. I screamed, trying to push him away.  “Please… don’t I’m sorry.” I started to feel lightheaded before slowly my eyes closed from the amount of blood loss Chan held my limp body as he licked up the remaining blood trickling down my neck. “Sorry doll, I just can’t let you do that, I can’t let you leave.” He carries my body to the bedroom and lays me under the covers, before sliding in next to me and putting my head against his chest. 

I opened my eyes and felt the warmth from underneath me. I groaned and slowly sat up, looking around when my eyes stopped at Chan, who was lying there peacefully. He lay there so still, I nearly felt like he was a dead body, who was laid out for the family to mourn. Chan hisses slightly, still a bit asleep, but feeling the movement slightly in the bed made him move to turn to his side. I let out a shaky breath and got out of bed, slowly walking into the kitchen to grab some painkillers for the headache and sore neck, and then searched for something sugary to help me with the low blood levels. Once I was finished there I walked back to the bedroom, not wanting to freak Chan out again. I walked to the closet and found both my and his clothes.  So I undressed to my underwear and moved to go for one of Chan’s hoodies before crawling back in. Chan senses what is going on and he uses one arm to pull me closer against him. I moved my arm so it was lying on top of his chest. “I didn’t know vampires sleep,” Chan mumbles a bit unclearly before letting out a small cough. “It’s sometimes a necessity, believe it or not. Especially when we are hurt, you humans would have called it a coma I believe. But we can also do it to let the days pass by quicker. But for some reason, your hazy state made it simpler for me to fall asleep.” One of his hands moved to my back while the other started playing with my hair, making me hum. “Please don’t do that again,” I said a bit shakingly as I remembered the pain I felt before blacking out. “I thought I was going to die.” Chan sighs, “I know, but you near the door freaked me out, and let’s not make such things into a habit. You are my mate, and I have acquired a strong instinct for dominance. I’m just giving out a warning.” He kissed the top of my head softly as he realized he did freak me out. “I’m sorry, I wasn’t going to leave you know, I was just curious where I was.” I squeaked while curling up against him. Chan’s chest rumbles from chuckling. “You’ve got guts for a human, I’ll give you that, so I don’t fully blame you for being curious.” I smiled and relaxed more into Chan’s arms. Chan turns and leans down to kiss the spot where he bit me, mumbling against my skin. “Just don’t make it look like you are going to leave me or provoke me and I won’t bite like that again.” I smiled and sat up, moving onto his lap. “Well I didn’t study anything in the medical field, but I did read somewhere that you can’t even drink my blood, as it needs to fill up again.” I moved down so I somewhat koalad him and lay my head on his neck.

Chan growls to himself, mentally cursing that he took such a big bite. “Fine, but next week I want some bit again.” I smiled and kissed his neck. “Fine by me. but I still don’t get why me… I have severe anxiety and depression. I probably be one of the worst mates out there.” Chan narrows his eyes at me. “You’re joking, right? You look amazing, you smell amazing and you even taste amazing. I know it doesn’t answer everything you said, and I explain it like crap. But I couldn’t have gotten any better you know? It's more of a feeling I have that makes me attracted by you.” I nod and snuggle more into Chan. “You still explained it like crap, maybe it just comes with time.” Chan laughs as he ruffles my hair. “Time I have enough of.” “Yeah, enough time… just curious so only female vampires can get pregnant from male vampires? And do they still have periods?” Chan laughs again at the questions. “You’re full of questions. But to answer the question, no female vampire has ever had a period, and concerning the pregnancy, yes, I can only impregnate other vampires.” I closed my eyes and relaxed.

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Comes animae 5 - Stockholm Syndrome

Genre: Mature, Smut

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con, depression

Warnings chapter: mentions of suicidal throught, selfharm, calling Chan master, depression, long smut

Smut warnings: oral, force, shower, usage of slut

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I was in complete shock, but he was right. ‘I wasn’t strong enough to fight him and allowed him to do that…’ Chan sits up and puts his clothes back on, then proceeds to pull my underwear up and a shirt back on. I tried to catch my breath, rolling away from Chan and curled up. ‘It did turn me on, and I did enjoy it… But I shouldn’t, what he did is a crime. It’s all so wrong.’ I whimpered a little before putting my hands on my head, tears streaming down my face. “Just shut up, SHUT UP.” Chan was startled by my outburst and got up. “Well doll, I’ll leave you to yourself for a bit.” Chan didn’t know that I was a danger to myself when I felt low, I got up and looked around the room, but saw nothing useful. So I started scratching myself, hoping that the voices would stop and make me less stressed.  Even when I started to draw blood, it didn’t stop me. Maybe just maybe if I become obedient he wouldn’t do this again. Chan walks back into the bedroom to check on me and raises his eyebrow, “I see… I can put you in the most empty room of the cabin and still, you manage to hurt yourself.” I just smiled at him, before going into a hug. “Please don’t leave, I’ll be a good doll for master.” I whimpered, falling on my knees while holding onto his legs. Chan looks down suspiciously, quite at a loss for words. “Yesterday you wanted to kill me, with a poor attempt to be honest, and now you are begging me not to leave.” I keep my head down, holding him a bit tighter. “I’m sorry master, please just don’t leave. I don’t want to be alone with these voices in my head.” I said starting to cry. “I see how it is.” Chan sighs and lifts me up and walks back to the bedroom I was in before before putting me on the bed. Chan crawls onto the bed and sits against the headboard, observing what I am doing. I instantly curl up in Chan’s lap. “I’m sorry master, that I disobeyed you and that I’m broken beyond repair.” Chan hesitantly lays a hand on my head and plays with my hair. I crawl a bit up and lay my head on Chan’s chest. “I will try not to disobey you.” I closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep.  Chan still finds himself confused because of my sudden change, but lets it slide to spare himself a headache and then throws an arm around my shoulders to keep me close. Once Chan knew I was in a deep sleep he got up and checked everything and also locked the last few things before going back into the room to lie down with me.

Chan didn’t sleep all night, not that he even needed it, but he decided to keep a watchful eye on me throughout the night. I shifted and opened my eyes just a few seconds later after Chan shifted his position. ‘I have never felt such a comfortable pillow.’ I slowly took my head off of it and looked around, when I saw Chan there I quickly moved my head down again. I didn’t expect him to lay there, especially not being the comfortable pillow. I moved my head to a pillow and mumbled a sorry to Chan, while I was looking at the wall, feeling worse and worse with every second. Chan slightly smirks and snakes his hand around my hip. ‘It’s like they became obedient in a blink of an eye. I thought it would take me way longer to get them like that.’ I closed my eyes again and sighed. “May I take a shower?” I wanted to get rid of the awful dirty feeling I felt and I just needed a moment alone. Chan thinks to himself a bit and then nods. “Yes, I’ll show you the bathroom.” Chan crawls out of bed and stands straight, “Can you walk by yourself?” I nodded and slowly got up, following Chan to the bathroom. While walking to it I looked around the cabin, even admiring it a bit. Chan stops in his tracks and stands in front of the door, opening it, “It’s in here, help yourself.” I bowed a bit and moved into the room. “Uh, Chan? could you maybe bring me some clean clothes?” I said while I started to undress, I didn’t even care if he was there, he had already seen it all last night. Chan’s eyes glow almost a pinkish color when he sees me undress. “Of course, I’ll be back in a bit.” He turns around and searches for a clean set of clothes. I stepped into the shower and let out a soft moan when the warm water came in contact with my skin. Chan found some that he brought with him along with a clean pair of underwear and carried them to the bathroom. He casually opens the door and drops the clothes in front of the shower. he licks his lips, having an idea and he undresses himself.

I ignored Chan when he stepped into the shower and continued to wash my hair. Chan looks me up from head to toe a couple of times and steps behind me, slowly trailing his arms around my waist while breathing on my neck. I tried to ignore him, but I felt myself getting excited by his touch. I grabbed my body wash and started rubbing it on my skin. “I know what you are doing.” Chan hisses and runs his fangs over my neck. I closed my eyes and leaned into Chan when I felt his fangs on my neck. “Yeah cleaning myself.” I hastily say, not wanting to let him know that I felt hot and bothered. “Very funny.” Chan immediately pierces his fangs into my neck and starts sucking, moaning at the taste of my blood. I also started moaning at the feeling, it felt like a was putting me into a trance, a feeling of sex lust. So I pushed my ass against his cock while moving my hand down to play with myself. Chan moans, feeling himself getting hard already and he roams his hands under my arms to play with my chest while leaving hicks on both my neck and shoulders. I dropped down on the floor and took Chan in my mouth, leaving small licks before trying to get all of him in my mouth, hollowing my chees, and started sucking him off. Chan’s breath hitches from all the pleasure he’s getting and lets out a loud moan. “Such a good doll.”He reaches his hand to my head and grabs a fistful of hair, moving my head up and down, taking back the control.

I started gagging when he started to push down my throat. Chan started fucking down my throat without stopping making me slightly panicked as I felt like I couldn’t breathe. Chan’s grip became tighter and stopped while at the back of my throat and cums into it, before pulling out. Tears were streaming down my face as started to cough, spitting out some of his cum that didn’t go down my throat. Once I slightly composed myself I look up at him while still being on the floor. Chan was catching his breath while watching me with bedroom eyes. He then quickly pulls me up from the floor and pushes me to the shower wall, grabbing my face and kissing me roughly, establishing dominance. I kissed Chan back, moving my knee up to touch his cock, the one thing that felt like could break me out of the sexual trance he got me in. Chan felt himself getting hard again and lifts my legs up to wrap them around his waist, and with no warning, he slams his cock inside me while also pushing his tongue inside my mouth. I moaned against Chan's lips, while my eyes rolled back. “Chan!” I moaned out before grabbing him to hold myself closer to him, afraid I would slip. “Fuck yes, moan my name doll.” He breathes out and starts trusting at a rapid pace. “Please Master, use me like I’m your doll.” I cried out. “That’s what I like to hear,” Chan whispers in my ear. “I’m going to make you feel so good, you won’t even think of anybody else,” Chan mumbles as he starts playing with my chest again. “I’m going to fill you up so good.” He moans before he comes deep inside of me while trusting to ride out his high. I moaned at his cold cum, but felt like I wasn’t close yet, so I cried out for him not to stop. Chan pulls out anyway and puts me down on the ground before moving his head to my core. “My little slut, can’t get enough of your master.” He said before pushing his tongue inside of me. I moaned out and reached my hands towards his head, but Chan quickly grabbed my hands and shook his head. “No, no doll.” Chan looks back at my core and saw the cum leaking from it making him smirk. “You’re not going to finish yet, I still want some more fun.” Chan shuts off the shower and lifts me up only for me to get thrown on my stomach on the bed and within less than a second I could feel that I got chained up again. Chan smirks as I lay there bare and for him to see everything. It made him smirk, made him want to do even more to ruin me. So he walked closer to my bare ass and slaps it. “Let’s test your limits doll.” He gave me another slap and I squirmed, trying to get out of the restraints. “such a beauty.” Chan mumbles before lining his dick against my core again before pushing it back in, making me scream out his name. “Oh scream my name. that makes me even harder.” I cried out in pleasure. “Even when I fucked you earlier you are still so tight.” Chan got back to the fast pace he had earlier and started again with the hickeys around my shoulders and neck, liking it when it started to look like a painting he made, with reds and purples around the area. “Your my little cumslut aren’t you, you just want your master to fill you up.” I moaned out in agreement, feeling Chan hitting the right spot again made me want to cum, I felt Chan lean down and whispers in my ear. “Come on doll, come right on my cock.” I cried when I felt my high coming and came all of his cock while Chan shooks a second load of his cum in me. Chan then pulls out and groans at the sight of the cum dripping down. So he quickly moves to grab the Polaroid camera he had and snaps a picture. “That’s a sight I won’t get tired of.” Chan groans to himself before moving to the bathroom to get both the towels and the clothes. Then he cleaned,  untied, and dressed me, before doing the same to himself.

I smiled at Chan, I was exhausted by what just happened. I even had to admit, that it felt really good. Chan moved me to another place in the cabin and put me on the couch since the bedsheets were both wet and dirty. Chan quickly changed them and moved to sit on the couch next to me, pulling me into his arms. “You did so well for me baby,” Chan whispers in my ears as he leaves small kisses around the place. I cuddled up against Chan with a small smile plastered on my face. “How old are you?” Chan sighed. “I’m 157 years old, but in physical age, I would be around 22.” I nod at him and close my eyes. “How did you turn into one?” Chan smiled. “Curious one, aren’t you? I was actually born a vampire. My mother was a human slave for my father's family, but they fell in love and turned her into a vampire so they could have me and my siblings.” I nuzzle my head into his neck and close my eyes. “You feel so warm… I thought vampires were ice cold.” Chan’s neck hair stands up and licks his lips, feeling my face so close to his neck. “That a myth people would tell, just like crosses, garlic, and sunlight.”

[whatispersonalspacejyp]

Comes animae 4 - Bloody mistakes

Genre: Mature, Smut

Pairing: Chan x reader

Warnings series: Stalking, Kidnapping, Non con,

Warnings chapter: Curse words, kidnapping, mentions of depression and suicide, suicide attempted, non con at the end

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I woke up to the smell of breakfast. I looked around the room and saw that I was wearing different clothes and even that the ankle was loose. “Ah, you’re awake at last.” Chan walks in with a piece of bread and an omelet along with a simple glass of water. He cuts it into tiny pieces so it would fit on a fork and starts feeding it to me. “Humans are so dependable on everything,” he mutters to himself. I heard what Chan said. “Well if I wasn’t changed up I could do a lot of things myself. so I would be more independent you asshole.” “Hmm, it’s not that. Humans always depend on food, sleep etcetera. it’s kind of funny and sad really.” He stops feeding me for a while, his eyes glowing red. “But that’s why their blood in most cases tastes so wholesome. Besides, you would just scuttle away if I release you and I will have to look for you again. So I’m saving myself the trouble and unless you want to look silly again with the handkerchief tied around your mouth, you better accept who owns you now.” “The only one who owns me is me! there is nothing you can do about it.” I growled at him. “They will look for me! They will also kill you!” I screamed, Chan let out a tired sigh and grabbed the handkerchief from yesterday again. “Such a shame it is.”  He holds your head still and ties the piece around my mouth again, satisfied with the muffled sound. “No one will be looking for you or me. And the same goes for your little friend.”He smirks and puts his hands on his hips. I started screaming louder. “Where is Sydney? Where is she?” I started pulling widely at the restraints, I looked at Chan and kicked him with the loose ankle when he came closer. “Oh, still feisty huh?” Chan laughed and didn’t budge a bit when I started to kick him. “Now, that girl is taken care of by a friend of mine. Just like me, he couldn’t resist the looks and smell.” I then successfully kicked Chan in the face, making me smirk. ‘not that he even saw it, I mean, what is the worst that could happen? Him killing me? At least I won’t be here anymore.’ 

Chan stumbles back a bit and smirks. huffing and wiping a drop of blood from his underlip. His lip heals in an instant and he tilts his head up. “You are stronger than you look doll, to bd you brought this upon yourself. your ankle is not going to like it.” He sings songs and restrains my ankle again. I didn’t even care about the pain as I looked at him angrily. “Fuck you!” “Would love that, doll. Sadly I have something to attend to.” He holds my waist down and nibbles my ear before he gets off the bed and turns on his heel, making sure everything is locked and secured. When Chan left I started to cry, before pulling on my wrists again to the point they started bleeding. I smirked at what I did. “Who knew depression could lead to amazing ideas to ending it all.” I stared at the small puddle of blood that lay on the bed before closing my eyes and just waiting for it to end all, hoping that Chan wouldn’t come back in time. Once I noticed that the bleeding stopped I tugged at the restraints again to make it bleed again.

Chan was minding his own business, but he found himself craving my blood more than ever. Besides that, he couldn’t wait till he was done here so he could return to me. He didn’t know what was happening, but he had this urging feeling that he should go back. So around 7 p.m., he rushes to grab some of his things again before going back. Once back he immediately goes for the bedroom. “Good evening doll, I hope you didn’t misbeha-” As he unlocks the door and sees the state I’m in he growls, as he realizes what I tried to do. “Humans…” he quickly frees me in front of the bed and carries me to a separate bedroom. After putting me down, he runs to the bathroom and grabs some bandages. When he comes into the room again the smell of the blood makes his mind almost go blank. “Just one taste…” he leans down and licks the blood from my wrists before bandaging them, even stitching some up where it was needed. He then stares at my unconscious fire and snarls with his eyes glowing insanely. “You crazy human, thinking you can get rid of me that easily!” He threw the leftover bandages at the wall, hiding the fact that he was actually worried. The bedroom I was in now was actually an empty room, with just a mattress in it, no windows, and one solid door that only could be locked from the outside. Chan was determined to keep me here for the time being so I wouldn’t hurt myself again.

After a while, I opened my eyes. “Am I dead?”I looked around the room but could see anything then pure darkness. But when realized that I didn’t have restraints anymore I smiled. “I’ve done it, I died.” I laid back down and laughed. “Is it funny?” Chan clenches his jaw and stands up, his eyes the only things glowing in the room until he turns the lights on with a flick of his finger. “Had fun while I was gone?” He questioned sarcastically, not amused by the sight. I quickly stopped laughing as I realized that the plan I thought worked didn’t. I quickly jumped up, feeling intimidated by him. I moved as far away as I could from him. “Now I’m just a tad mad at you for what you did, but it can’t be helped now.” Chan walked closer to me until I was backed into a corner. “Now I’m afraid you have to fulfill my needs tonight.” Chan kneels down and exposes my neck, he licks his lips and starts sucking on the spot he wants to bite, having a stone-hard grip on me. My eyes widen. “What kind of needs?” I asked scared, as my body was shaking. Chan's grip on both my waist and chin was hurting a bit, but I was too scared to tell him. “On you know, sexual needs,” Chan states simply and throws me on the mattress again. 

Pinning me down while biting into the spot he sucked on, while his hands travel my body and he groans against my neck, feeling himself slowly getting worked up. I yelped when I felt Chan's fangs enter me, it felt like I was in shock, out of control. It made my mind foggy while I slowly moaned out of pleasurable feeling. “Good doll, that’s what I like to hear.” Chan sucks my blood until he’s satisfied with himself while also knowing I wouldn’t put up a fight. Without any hesitation, Chan pulls my sweatpants off and grabs my legs so he has better access to my thighs, as he showers them with kisses and hickeys until he basically reaches my core. I while feeling weak and foggy did realize I didn’t want this and tried to close my legs. ‘I shouldn’t like this, I don’t want this, why am I getting wet?” I closed my eyes and tried to keep my moans in, but still slightly groaning at feeling Chan’s touch. “It’s no use resisting doll, I know you like it.” He breathes out huskily and removes your underwear before quickly removing his own clothes. “Virgin or not, I’m not going to hold back.” Chan turned me so I was lying on my stomach, he pulled my hips up before slamming into me, letting out a low moan. I screamed in pain, tears well up in my eyes and I quickly moved my hands to grab the mattress.  “You feel better than I imagined.” Chan moans out and starts to pick up his pace. He lifted my upper body against his and removed the shirt I was wearing and then my bra, grabbing my breast and burying his face into my neck, sucking on the flesh. I knew I couldn’t stop it, I was feeling too weak to do anything, even too weak to keep down my moans. “Come on, let those sweet little moans out for your master,” Chan growls as he pushes me down back into the downward dog position while he trusts even faster. I close my eyes, moaning with every thrust, my breathing even going faster as I push my head into the mattress. “I’m…” “You better bag for it!” He orders, knowing I was close to cumming and he’s reaching his high as well. “Please, please.” I cried out, my mind fully blank. I knew I couldn’t control it, I didn’t want to be punished. “Please master,” I mumbled as I came. Chan came only seconds after, and feeling his cold cum inside me made me shiver. He pulls out and scoots down to lick the remaining cum from my core. “You can fight me all you want, but you just gave your whole body to me without any hesitation,” Chan smirked.