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I haven’t been on tumblr in ages. Deleted my main account and stopped using my backup one. And made this one years ago. I remember coming to tumblr and using it as a place to rant, be sad, let out all my feelings, and cry. During those times, I thought that they were the toughest. I thought that I was never ever going to be able to get through life with so much drama and how crazy my life was. But I was wrong. My life has changed. I am grown and I have left the past in the past. My wounds and scars are healed. My pain and heartaches are healed. No, I have yet to find my partner, but in time I will. Everything that hurt me then can’t and won’t hurt me now. With time, you heal. And when the healing process begins, you begin to realize self worth. And as healing goes on, it won’t stop.

It’s 2020 now and things are crazy and hectic. Coronavirus has got the better of the human race and things won’t be the same. Because of this pandemic, it’s stopped almost everything in the world. Parties, churches, stores, concerts, and so much more. I believe it’s a very simple process in stopping the spread of the disease. Just simply stay home for a month without going outside or anywhere. Simple as that, yet people are idiots and only think about themselves. We need to work together and stay at home. That is how we will beat this virus. Not individually, but as the whole human race.

Although the past decade has already passed us and we are halfway through 2020, I still have goals to make. I never have been good with goals, but I am really determined with mines. Hopefully within the next 10 years I’ll be able to reach my goals and be successful.

GOALS:

1: Work hard keep singing and stay close to music

2: Get back into shape

3: Become smarter

4: Learn another language

5: Love your family

These are your goals for the next 10 years, John. And who knows, you might even become famous and make a big hit and be known in Korea. And maybe you’ll even find a wife and have kids. Who knows. All I know is that you have to work hard and keep on working hard. No matter what, don’t stop believing yourself. I know you can sing and I know you can get better. Know that there will be a lot of hate and a lot of failure. But don’t let that steer you down. Use it as motivation to bring yourself back up again. Rise to the top!

I’ll do whatever I can in my power to rise up. I love beautiful music and I want to share it with everyone. For all my haters that hate or hated on me, you better watch out. For all those people who looked down on me, watch out. For all of those people who don’t believe in me, watch out. WATCH OUT! I am coming. And you all will regret not being on my side, when my time comes.

You’ve been good to me, Tumblr but my time is done here. Thanks for all you’ve done. I have no more regrets of what and how my past was like. The new me is coming to rock your world!

I love you, me. Grow and become what you’ve always wanted. This new decade is here. And it’s yours to conquer with no regrets.

May 19, 2020

-John Vang/ 방 존

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Yeah. And this is why you dont catch feelings you dumb fuck!

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Don’t catch feelings. Don’t catching feelings. Just simply talk as friends and... damn she’s cute. FUCK

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I guess thats it then. I hope you last long with that other guy. Unfortunately I couldn’t keep you long enough and win you over. Oh well. Move on to the next.

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Maybe I’ve fallen already. Maybe I’ve made a mistake. Maybe I just need to not get my hopes up. We’ve only just met, yet we are talking about our dreams and what we love. We clicked just like that. There are some differences but we can make it work. I need to stop. To not fall so easily, because if I do and things don’t turn out, it just may not end well for me.

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“It’s better to have nobody than someone who is half there, or who doesn’t want to be there.”

— Angelina Jolie

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“How many times can you break my heart before I finally walk away?”

-Day 399

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