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April marks 6 months of the Israeli genocide in Palestine, 1 year of the war in Sudan. Over 32,000 killed in Gaza estimates are over 50k killed in Sudan*. Liberation in Palestine + Sudan will require the entire complicit multi-lateral system from the UN to the AU be abolished.

— Nisrin Elamin (@minlayla77) April 1, 2024

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It's been a while since I wrote something here. It sucks when you know you have so much love to give but when you are ready to give it to someone you want to give it to, you're literally someone they don't see. And it sucks because you end up feeling like no matter how much you try to show how much you care about them and love them... It's never going to be enough. And what's the point. Over and over I've been played and used and left behind that even when I love myself and know I'm a catch, there will never be someone who sees me. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of getting my hopes up from someone who tries to prove to me they're different. I'm tired of someone pretending they care. I'm tired of someone telling me they like me just to forget about me right after. And I'm so tired.

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i like the concept of soulmates—not a “you’re destined to meet me, and love me” kind of soulmate, but a “i’d pick you, every time.” kind of soulmate. a “no matter what happens, and what has happened, i want to go through it with you.” kind of soulmate. a “i love you by choice, and you’re a blessing, and i’m going to continue thinking about you this way not because i have to but because i want to.” kind of soulmate. a “you help me rest easy when everything is difficult” kind of soulmate. a “in every possible outcome, i want you there, to share it with me.” kind of soulmate.

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Maybe I need to disappear and find myself

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It's time for me to just accept that I'll probably end up alone and be the cool single uncle who travels and has a bunch of dogs.

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I was asked to draw Gohan and this happened

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Ngl I've been on an unhealthy self destructive diet recently that I know is very bad but I like seeing everything fit looser and being much smaller in places I never was.

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I'm honestly just done with everything.

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Holy Wild, Gwen Benaway

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You said you wouldn't do anything to hurt me or use me or ghost me. But you did.

You said I didn't have to get used to it with you but I have to now.

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you can step on my feet if it means you will dance with me

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no offense but i do not have time for ppl that have no emotional depth and don’t even attempt to understand themselves or others

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