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Life is agony

Please let me fade away

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I can’t take it anymore

I miss the feeling of cutting. I forgot how good it feels

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I just can’t shake the craving of suicide anymore. It’s the only constant in my life. Everyone would be better off without me. I’m a fat worthless piece of shit. My boyfriend deserves better. My parents didn’t want me in the first place and do everything in their power to separate from me. I might as well just end it since I have nothing going for me. I’m almost 30 with nothing going for me. No friends. Can’t have a family of my own. Can’t be happy. Can’t make anyone happy. I’m fucking crying at a water park rn cuz I just can’t stand looking at all the thin people around me in bikinis and think about how o should have kept starving myself instead of recovering. How I should have killed myself in high school instead of foolishly thinking things would get better. I’m disgusting. Embarrassing. Pitiful. Pathetic.

I’m so tired. Please just let me sleep forever. Maybe I’ll drink my bottle of nyquil and take my whole bottle of sleeping pills when I get home. That would be nice - forever sleep.

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Put a b*llet in my head please and thank you

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I love you difficulty settings. I love you visible HP bars. I love you full-opacity UI. I love you magnified text. I love you colorblindness settings. I love you quest logs. I love you clear quest instructions. I love you quest and location markers. I love you game maps with roads. I love you dialogue subtitles. I love you sound effect subtitles. I love you music subtitles. I love you video game accessibility.

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160 nice 😎

one of my beloved friends (very autism) was in.. not denial but ignorance sounds mean. but that abt themself last time you brought up the raads r test so i sent it to the gc (full of autism) and they were like psh. fake test no one could get below 100. they know now but i think about it so much

The thing is. When you take the autism test. And you see your score is in the 100 to 160 range. You think. Oh this is probably the middle? Middle autism. Tinge of autism. Your relatives calling you bright but shy autism. Just a whiff of autism. And then you see the score ranges. And you go. This test is lying to me there is absolutely no way the majority of people score under 65. The 65 number is such a low cutoff and so many of these experiences are clearly universal a score under 65 is something they made up in a lab. People who score under 65 are obviously scoring just under that mark from 59 to 64 and they’re also obviously lying or purposely misrepresenting their experiences as less severe than they are. And then you find out there are real people who get a 20 or 30 or 7 on it. And you go. Ah

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i Love vaccines, autism, abortions, homosexuals, sex changes and crime

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my cat: *walks in my room*

me: oh!!!! hello stinky!!!!! come over here smelly!!! psspssspsspsspsst nchnchnchnch come on! please???

my cat:

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this literally made me laugh so hard it shooke my BRAIN

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When your boy moans

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i hope we start using this as a new meme format

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