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i talked so much shit about him on private chat w him. lol... who gives a shit anyway lol. that bifxh has ZERO reading comprehension. OFC he won't read ALL THAT!!!! hiss loss

fhck him. fuck the patriarchy. fuck everything. fuck love. that concept is BULLSHIT!!!

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i hope the headache he gave me is gone by tmrw morning.... fucj this shit. fuck him. FUCK FUCK FUCKKK!!!!

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he pissed me off SO BAD!!! FUCK HIM. YAWA HIYA. POTA HIYA. YAWA. YAWA. YAWAAAAAA!!!! tangina???? the audacity this bitch has??? just to end up being in the wrong? tanginamo ka. nimal ka. i did everything on my part tapos just to grt this shitty feeling in return???? IS THIS WHAT A 'HEALRHY' REELATIONSHIP IS????? if so, then kill me. fucj you. FFUUUUUCKKKKK YOUUUJJ!!!!!

you dont give a shit about me in the slightest. all u ever fucking care about is ur money and the money ur able to make through ME!!!€ not BECAUSE of ME!!!! THERE IS SUCJ A HUGE DIFFERENCE!!!!

putangina????? i want to fucking rip his head off SO BADDDD YAWAAA KAAAAAAAAA!!!!! you've never gave me anything other than a fucking headache and false promises but yet, why dont i have it in me tk leave you??? fuck you. i dont dserve this shit.. BUT WHY AM I TOLERATING IT?????

pls.... i need a sign so bad.... i feel like i'm going back into feeling like shit and shutting away people again.... i ... dont... like.... this....

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putanginanang gago napakabobo de pota yawa kaayo uy lami kaayo e pusdak ang ulo sa sawg agi sa kabulok walang silbi sa lipunanan puranginanang hayop wai lain buhaton kundi manghimo dayon ug storya2 para e kagubot ra nimal!!!!!!

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he is so insecure... Why is he so mad that i am contacting my male classmates because i HAVE to for a GROUP presentation??? this is so draining...

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we are alright now.. 🤍

i just hope this goes for long

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we are somehow 'back together' and PROBABLY in good terms now... (?) but we still aren't friends on facebook tho... also,the way he's messaging me is so off but i won't complain about that just yet...

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morning already, and he hasn't replied or responded to any of my msgs and calls even tho he is online. I JUST WANT CLOSURE!! 😭💔

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oh !!!!

“We must accept the end of something in order to build something new.”

— Unknown

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i saw "222" three times today and "22:22"... what does this mean...

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he's still in my life360 circle. he played codm with me but refused to do an open mic. he's still snooping into my accs... but he has me blocked on instagram and removed his post on their of us two. and i'm confused as to either he had deactivated or deleted his insta... because at my end, he shows up as 'instagram user' but all ik is that for my part, he has me blocked on my main ig acc but he still remained as a follower on my other insta accs... so everything is so confusing. i am very much unsure if i'm single now or this shit is just another pattern of ours... :(

i have been seeing the angel number 222 twice today... it means that i should let go of things and trust... that i am in the right path...

was messaging him the right move? or he's completely thru with me? i hate having to deal with this... if we were to end things, i just hope that it was thru good terms because if we end up this way, most likely, we'll end up working things oht and it will end up becoming another pattern of ours...

oh, and before i forget, he had removed his relationship status on facebook, where it isn't displayed that he's in a relationship... but at the same time, the posts about my acc and him publicly saying sorry on his fb is still online... which makes it even more confusing... please... i don't know anymore.

i literally crashed out earlier at the school cafeteria in front of my friends when i found that out lol.

help... :(

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if i don't get any response until Wednesday at 11:59 then i guess it's REALLY over...

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so, i sent him a msg asking if he still loves me. it used to be on sent but now it's marked as delivered. which means that he had read my message while leaving me on restrict lol.... was it worth it?

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we played CODM together lmao

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i also asked a tarot card if i should message him right now for clarity and this is the result:

there's no shame in being in love. i should go for it. i will just do an update. 😕

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apparently, my bf (ex???) removed his relationship status on facebook... i guess we're ALMOST over? since i'm still his profile photo on his video game...