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Cluster B culture is I could be so much more worst about getting my way then I am, so much more worst!

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does anyone else with hpd get upset when other people are upset because then you can’t put the attention on yourself and it’s frustrating???

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woohoo my parents don't want me at home but they're too polite to say that out loud woohoo

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broke: i'm a failure, i won't achieve anything in life, i'm just a waste of space!!! i'm better off dead *still tries to persist and achieve goals*

woke: i'm a failure, i won't achieve anything in life, i'm just a waste of space huh? time to binge watch tv shows and don't give a fuck about anything at all

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HPD culture is being pissed at an ongoing tragedy, because - why can't this be about me?

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💫✨ profesionally larping as having personality disorders since 2018 ✨💫

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i want to get formally evaluated for pds (esp cluster b) bc the bpd diagnosis is my psychiatrist's offhand decision, but i also don't even fucking know what my issues are, like. you can't have a personality disorder if you don't have any personality at all hun xoxo

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yeah anywayz i did it & it was awesome. i actually felt alive for first time in weeks. gotta get my hands on more stimulants <3

fighting the urge to steal my parent's adderal lol

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explaining to your therapist that your mental health case is hopeless and you aren't improving but you attend sessions simply because you need to vent

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fighting the urge to steal my parent's adderal lol

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where and how do i obtain drvgssssss

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i rlly hope it gets easier soon bc i am fucking losing my mind

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i can't complete personality tests bc i'm so detached from reality that i don't know anything about myself anymore... like both pandemic & depression took sucked all of personality out of my soul

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i've never been in a relationship and all my friendships are stable bc my friends are resilient af despite me pulling them through shitstorms, so how am i supposed to be unstable in relationships as per diagnosis lol

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i don't even know what my issues are anymore. like. what's my problem? i don't even have any problems. and yet i'm not well either

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i'm not dysfunctional enough to have a pd

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ah fuck you, you don't have anything you just like to pretend

maybe i don't have hpd after all. i don't have anything to tell people to get attention