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passing through a screen door // the wonder years

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i feel like such a placeholder in your life

you told me you didn’t want a relationship…

is that with me or with everyone?

bc right now it feels like you’re only talking to me bc you know i’ll give you all my time and attention… i genuinely feel like you want a relationship, just not with me, and i’m stupid for sticking around. if that’s the case just be fucking fr, do t have me waiting for something that will never be.

i think you just like the attention i give you, until you find someone you actually want to be with.

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I make like 1 friend every 6 years

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If I stop and think about how I’m really doing, I will fall apart

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THE STORY SO FAR // HOW YOU ARE

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someone with the same area code texted me and ngl i got so excited bc i thought it was you

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Andria//LaDispute

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"you probably don't remember" do you know who you're talking to???

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Anonymously tell me your assumpmtions about me and I'll confirm or deny them.

!!!

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The loss of you has paralysed me. I needed you to stay. I need you.

-28/02/24// 9:20AM

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i knew better than to reach out

i just thought this time it would different

i did my best to explain how i feel so maybe you could understand from my point of view

you read the text so fast that i thought you would at least acknowledge it. even if you just told me to get fucked, that’s all i need

i keep telling myself it’s okay the worst has already happened, she already left

it’s fine, i haven’t heard from her in months so it’s fine.

but i just can’t stop thinking about it.

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well

i texted Rylee.

i poured my heart out to this kid just for her to leave me on read.

i knew she wouldn’t reply but it still hurts.

i think it was for the better tho, now i can move on.

im giving her til friday to say something, and then im blocking her for good.

no one can say i didn’t try.

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Deep sea oddity PNGs, part 3.

(No. 3, 4, 6, 8, & 9 are Tube-dwelling anemone larva. 1, 2, & 7 are Cerinula larva of Cerianthus. 5 is a Pyrosoma. Source is Ryo Minemizu.)

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i know unblocking me probably doesn’t mean anything but then to literally walk next to you is insane

why can’t i just get over it

it was just a coincidence, doesn’t mean anything

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I saw Rylee at target.