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When You Went Away || Leah

“You left me.” she reminded him gently. “You left me, so no, you don’t get to come to my floor while I’m working and buy me coffee.” Jason looked like she had just shattered his heart into a million pieces. She recognized that look because she had seen it in her mirror when she realized he was never coming back. It was crazy, her hair had been falling out, her doctors were telling her a thousand different things about her survivability, and they were literally pumping poison into her, but the most hurtful thing had been knowing he wasn’t there. That thought brought her rage back as she aggressively sorted patient medication for the day. 

“I know, and I can...well I just wanted to see how you were doing?” he asked. She tugged on her hair and smiled tightly. “Right as rain, cancer free, happy? Or were you hoping I died so you wouldn’t have to have this conversation. Which we are not having, by the way.” she said, her hands shaking. She was going to kill someone by accident if she didn’t find her composure. She put the pill bottle down, and pressed her palms to the table. “C’mon Leah, I don’t wish you were...I thought about you every day.” She scoffed at his statement, though deep down she felt a pang of sadness because she thought about him too. “Well stop thinking.” she said, standing up and walking away because this time it was her choice. 

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digging up the grave || zoey

“ it’s  not  worth  it . ”

“You don’t get to tell me whats worth it or not!” she yelled at Jeremy, throwing her clothes into her bag. “You don’t know what it’s like, to sit here, dating Mr. Golden Boy whose never done a fucked up thing in his life, like Jesus Christ Jer, I don’t even know how the hell you ended up here.” He looked at her, his eyes framed by his soft lashes. “That’s not fair.” he muttered, but Zoey continued on in her rage. 

“I sit here, every day and try to be a good girl who doesn’t do bad things, who doesn’t give in to her bad habits and its hard okay? So yeah, I sold my stupid necklace for some coke, it’s not like I killed someone.” She realized that the words were hurtful as they fell out of her mouth, but she had said them. Now his eyes were closed, lips pressed into a firm line. “I didn’t realize you didn’t like the necklace.” he said tersely. She assumed he was too angry to even begin to get into everything else she said. She sucked in a deep breath, running her fingers through her hair. “I liked the necklace Jeremy, I loved the necklace. I totally forgot you gave it to me.” she said, coming off of her outburst. “I just...I can’t explain myself.” she said finally giving up.

Finally he opened his eyes, his gaze burning holes into hers. “I don’t even care about the necklace. I just want you to be okay, to have the freedom to not sell your shit because you need coke. That’s crazy Zoey, you know it is.” he said. She was amazed that he was even still sitting there, still having this conversation, without so much as raising his voice. “I know, I know, I just...Jeremy I’m not a like, strong person. When I want something, I do it, no thoughts about consequences or who it might hurt...” she knelt in front of him, holding his hands in hers. “I’m sorry I keep hurting you. It’s not fair.” she admitted, a sour taste in her mouth. 

“You’re strong Zoey. You’re the strongest willed person I know. You just don’t know it.” he said, squeezing her hand. She laid her head in his lap, wishing she believed him. “I can’t promise you it won’t happen again Jeremy. I don’t want to lie to you.” she said. She felt his lips on the top of her head. Patient. He was so annoyingly patient. What did she do to deserve his kindness. “We’re going to figure this out Zoey. Even if it happens 30 more times, we’re gonna get you through this.” With those words she felt worse than when she was yelling at him. What had she done, bringing him into her mess? Still, she let him pull her up into his arms, and nodded like she thought she could be fixed. 

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heck it, a compiled collection of angsty starters for your angsty needs … sentence starters

“You left me.”

“Please lie to me.”

“I need you to stay.”

“You’re scaring me.”

“I thought you cared.”

“I only wanted to help.”

“I’m not the one you want.”

“You never cared, did you?”

“I wasn’t made to be the hero.”

“Don’t lie to me. Don’t do that.”

“You’re haunted by something.”

“Did this mean nothing to you?”

“I don’t mean to push you away.”

“I thought we were meant to be.”

“I used to care what you thought.”

“You took my heart when you left.”

“There’s nothing left here to save.”

“Please, don’t. Please, don’t leave.”

“I won’t do it. I won’t become them.”

“You never even tried to save them.”

“I don’t want you here, not anymore.”

“I can’t believe you kept this from me.”

“You need to stop clinging to the past.”

“Nothing is ever good enough for you.”

“I thought I could trust you. I thought…”

“I don’t need anyone else. Not even you.”

“You can’t keep pushing yourself like this.”

“There’s no one up there watching over us.”

“Don’t do it unless you understand the price.”

“You got hurt… because of me. I’m so sorry.”

“Your eyes are so cold when you look at me.”

“They’re gone… and you need to accept that.”

“You keep hurting me. I just want to know why.”

“You can go, but you know they won’t love you.”

“You’re scared of them. I can see it in your eyes.”

“I don’t know how to let myself be loved like this.”

”You’ve done nothing but lie to me from the start.”

“What would you be willing to give to change it all?”

“You don’t even realize what you’ve done, do you?”

“I don’t know how to tell you what’s wrong with me.”

“You can fool everyone else, but you can’t fool me.”

“I don’t recognize the person in the mirror anymore.”

“If you keep doing this, you’re going to end up dead.”

“You break my heart. And I don’t know why I let you.”

“You need to lie back down, you’re barely conscious.”

“Something is keeping you awake. Is it fear or regret?”

“I’m here, because I don’t have anyone else to turn to.”

“Look me in the eye and tell me, again, you don’t care.”

“There’s not a single thing that real about you, is there?”

“They’ll keep kicking you down until you kick them back.”

“I just want to help you, but you clearly don’t want me to.”

“You don’t have to do everything on your own, you know.”

“We’re not good people. We’ve never been good people.”

“You won’t survive if you stay here… you know that, right?”

“I can’t even trust myself. How am I supposed to trust you?”

“You’re not a good person. You pretend to be, but you’re not.”

“You might not be a villain, but you sure as hell aren’t a hero.”

“You can’t move on if you let the past keep holding you back.”

“How can you look me in the eye and say something like that?”

“They’re gone. They’re gone, and there was nothing I could do.”

“Can you just tell me the truth?? For once, just tell me the truth!”

“Why won’t you let me in? Why do you keep pushing me away?”

“There’s something wrong here. And I don’t think it can be fixed.”

“I only wanted to make you proud. Now I see that was pointless.”

“I love you, but I can’t stay here and watch you do this to yourself.”

“You say you love me in one breath, then hurt me in the next. Why?”

“Oh my god, you’re burning up. Why didn’t you tell me you were sick?”

“There’s nothing there! It’s just a hallucination, you’re okay, you’re safe!”

“Leave if you want. But, if you do, don’t come back. Don’t ever come back.”

“Because I still think you could be a good person, I just think you choose not to.”

“You don’t have to love me, you don’t even have to like me, but I need you here.”

“You’ve never been honest with me… I don’t know why I expected you to start now.”

“Why do you keep risking yourself like this? Do you not care whether you live or die?”

“You keep breaking yourself down for them, but you know they wouldn’t do the same.”

“I would do anything for you. But, I’m starting to realize you wouldn’t do the same for me.”

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You look at me as though I am worthy.

o.o. (via infinityrph)

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“ don’t  compare  your  face  to  the  other  faces . ” 

Autumn scrunched her nose at the suggestion. She had spent her whole life comparing herself to everyone around her. There was no way that today she was going to stop. Her picture was plastered on a dozen book covers in windows all over Manhattan next to New York Times Best Sellers with the faces other people who had gone through other traumatic things, and she couldn’t help but notice that the girl who survived being stranded on a surfboard in the ocean had better highlights than her. “I knew I should’ve gone with picture number seven. I knew it.” she said, shaking her head. 

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𝐖𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 .

from  the  2021  album  by  orla  gartland .  drinking  references  present .  please  amend  wording  where  required !

THINGS  THAT  I’VE  LEARNED .

“ don’t  compare  your  face  to  the  other  faces . ” “ it’s  not  worth  it . ” “ you’re  living  your  life  in  your  mind . ” “ you  don’t  get  it . ” “ never  buy  the  jeans  that  you’ve  never  seen ,  you’ll  regret  it . ” “ these  are  the  bridges  that  i’ve  burned . ” “ these  are  the  things  that  i’ve  learned . ” “ it’s  okay  to  feel  everything  you  feel  all  of  a  sudden , ” “ there’s  no  manual  and  if  there  is ,  i  haven’t  read  it . ” “ say  what’s  on  your  mind . ”

YOU’RE  NOT  SPECIAL ,  BABE .

“ if  you  could  see  yourself  from  above  the  sky ,  i  think  you’d  say  that  you’re  doing  fine . ” “ life  is  short  until  it’s  not . ” “ people  always  let  you  down . ” “ find  the  ones  that  get  you ;  stick  to  them  like  hot  glue . ” “ dance  if  you  want  to . ” “ you’re  not  special  babe . ” “ i  know  you  feel  like  your  life  is  one  big  mistake . ” “ i’m  right  there  on  your  side . ” “ we  all  go  from  heartbreak  to  happy  to  heartbreak . ” “ some  things  just  don’t  change . ” “ you’re  an  adult  now . ” “ eat  whatever  you  want  for  breakfast . ” “ spend  your  money  ‘til  you  die . ” “ some  people  don’t  stick  around . ” “ don’t  let  yourself  down . ” “ everyone  cries ,  everyone  lies . ” “ everyone  hates  you . ” “ everyone’s  so  scared  of  the  future . ” “ everyone  fucks  up  and  then  breaks  up  and  then  makes  up . ” “ everyone  has  days  where  they  don’t  wanna  wake  up . ” “ everyone  loves ,  everyone  loses . ” “ they’re  on  their  own . ” “ everyone  else  is  covered  in  bruises ,  but  we  feel  alone . ”

MORE  LIKE  YOU .

“ i  love  the  way  you  sing . ” “ i’ve  been  tryna  copy  every  word  you  say . ” “ i  love  the  way  you  think . ” “ you  have  this  way  of  knowing  it’ll  be  okay . ” “ where  did  you  get  that  confidence  from ? ” “ i  know  that  i’ve  been  obsessing  in  the  worst  way . ” “ i  heard  it  from  a  woman  on  the  internet . ” “ she  told  me  to  eat  well  and  try  to  love  myself . ” “ then  maybe  i  won’t  wish  that  i  was  someone  else . ” “ tell  me  how  to  be  more  like  you . ” “ i  don’t  wanna  fight . ” “ i  wish  i  didn’t  care . ” “ maybe  i’m  the  one  she  had  to  outgrow . ” “ i  know  that  i’ve  been  flirting  with  the  enemy . ” “ please  don’t  be  so  perfect  in  front  of  me . ” “ i  think  of  all  the  things  that  i  will never  be . ” “ i  got  these  insecurities .  they’re  all  mine ;  there’s  nothing  you  can  do . ” “ the  other  day  i  caught  myself  just  looking  at  pictures  of  you . ” “ she  told  me  to  live  a  life  of  no  regret . ” “ so  maybe  i  won’t  take  you  on  as  such  a  threat . ”

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new beginnings || leah

𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡, 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐫𝐭. 𝐌𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐍𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤. 𝐒𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐉𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐲𝐞. 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐡 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐮𝐩. 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭. 𝐔𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲. 𝐔𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝟗𝐚𝐦 𝐃𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐂𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐦.

𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚 𝐃𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐂𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞. 𝐇𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐝𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤, 𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐫. 𝐀𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐝. 𝐁𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐮𝐭. 𝐍𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞, 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬. 𝐀𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐩 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐠𝐞 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡. 𝐖𝐡𝐲?

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i forgot about my graveyard and will resume posting on it be advised

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Anagram || Olivia

Olivia grabbed the dish her Mom just washed off, drying it quickly before shoving it in the cabinet. “You know honey, change isn’t easy sometimes.” her mother slowed her scrubbing as she gently broached the topic that Olivia knew she had been trying to get at the whole time. She loved her Mom, but god did she not want to talk about this right now. “Yeah, I know it is. I’m just...not like them Mom. I’m not like those girls.” she said, not making eye contact. Deep down she knew that she could be like them, if they let her.

“You know, I know Talia’s mother. I can talk to her if she’s being mean to yo-” Olivia cut her off when she realized what she was getting at. “She’s not being mean!” she said slamming the plate down on the counter top. She felt a sharp pain in her hand, looking down to see it bleeding over the shards of glass from the plate she had broken. “Olivia!” her mom exclaimed, half angry, half worried. “I’m sorry, I’m so so sorry.” Olivia said, feeling tears come to her eyes. She tried to pick up the glass but only succeeded in getting blood everywhere. 

“Go clean up, I’ll sweep this up.” her mother said gently but firmly. Olivia nodded and walked quickly to the bathroom holding her hand. Talia was already changing her, on a deeper level than just making her feel badly at school. There was something inside her that raged at the thought of the girl, and it scared her. A lot. 

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Lets get a little Zoey vibes up in this graveyard 

1. Obviously she does but she won’t tell you until she is wasted or high or both, Preferably both. When she was alive she had a little unicorn that she thinks her dad gave her before he left, but that could be something her mom just told her. However, it meant enough that she hunted down one similar to it while she was in purgatory to sleep with. She hid it from Jeremy for months until finally she swore him to secrecy because he was sleeping over so much and she missed it. 

2. She can take care of no living creature other than herself because Zoey is the biggest mess you have ever met. 

3. “This is going to sound absolutely so fucking stupid but Jeremy is one of the best people I have ever met. He makes me want to be a better version of myself and that’s a lot because...I don’t know if I’ve ever wanted that for myself. He’s just...I don’t know he deserves more than all of this. Way more.”

4. Incredible

5. Zoey LIVES for the attention of speeches. She will be giving an hour long seminar on why she wouldn’t be caught dead in cheetah print, and how now that she is dead, she knows this to be true. 

6.Jeremy could tell her to jump off a cliff and she would assume he has good intentions and do it. Will could tell her to drink a glass of water everyday and she would rather die from dehydration than listen to him. 

7. Reckless, attention seeking, hilarious

“Fashionable, enviable, smarter than you.”

8. She hates puzzles, she hates them so much. Why do a puzzle when you can be looking at pictures that aren’t all cut up?

9. Zoey empathizes with nothing and no one.

10. 16, she misses the innocence. She’s seen too much. 

11. Spend. On Drugs. 

12. Zoey needs there to be a dirty scene in the books or quite frankly they’re not worth reading. 

13. Life is fucked up and kids only make it worse

14. Zoey’s whole life is guilty pleasure. She knows nothing else. 

15. Being sober. 

16. Designer fucking EVERYTHING. 

17. No

18. tongue

19. No hahahahaha she also doesn’t do those things

20. trashy reality shows

21. If a man lays a hand on her she is gone. 

22. She lets Jeremy call her pet names but she doesn’t enjoy it. Her name is short enough just call her Zoey. 

23. novelty

24. charity

25. possibility

26. talent

27. VENGENCE 

28. She definitely would by accident

29. She dreams of the night she sent Riley away from her, allowing him to drive home drunk. The car slamming into the tree is usually when she wakes up, shivering and drenched in sweat. A bag of cheetos and maybe a little bit of xanax later and she’s off to bed. 

30. I honestly think she would kill someone idk zoey is wild

oc asks that reveal more than you think

Do they sleep with a stuffed animal? If they have multiple, who’s the favorite?

Can they take care of a plant? What about a pet? What about a child?

Ask them to describe their love interest.

Do they look good in red?

Speech! Speech! Speech! Speech! Will they give one, and what about?

Who will they take advice from, no matter what it is? Who won’t they take advice from, no matter what it is?

Describe them in three words. Now let them describe themself in three words.

Do complex puzzles intrigue or frustrate them?

Do they empathize with non-sentient things (dolls, plants, books…)?

What age do they most want to be right now?

They’ve won the lottery. Spend, or save?

Do they like romance in the books they read (or in the book they’re in)?

Name one thing their parents taught them.

Would they agree with the term ‘guilty pleasure’? Do they have any?

What would they consider a waste of time– other than school or work?

If money wasn’t a limit, what would they wear?

Do they like children?

Kissing: tongue or no tongue?

Do they study before tests? Practice before job interviews?

What do they like that nobody else does?

What would it take for them to break up with someone? What would be the last straw?

Do they like being called pet names? Do they call other people pet names? What’s their go-to?

Stability or novelty?

Honesty or charity?

Safety or possibility?

Talent or effort?

Forgiveness or vengeance (or…)?

Would they date a fixer-upper?

What recurring dreams do they have?

What would they do if they knew it would be forgiven?

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“If you really want something, you don’t stop for anyone or anything until you get it.”

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Like this is it, this is the plot. The whole school is Creed.

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Your name, your time zone, your age– an introduction if you will: My name is Serena, I am 20 years old and I reside in the CST timezone 9 months out of the year and then wherever will give me an internship for the other 3 months. You know, the struggle. 

How you found Augustine, and what appeals to you the most about the group:   I know quite a few of the applicants who thought I might be interested in the RP and oH MY GOD I WAS. I like kind of fell in love with the analyst and I don’t know how I’ll ever get out of this hole. 

Characters you are interested in and what has drawn you to them; or if you’re considering an OC, maybe a little about them: THE ANALYST IS AN AMAZING SKELETON. There is so much potential for snooping and plot development, but also she has the potential for a wonderful backstory that spurs subplots within the major one. Ugh, I feel like I’m gushing about my child. 

If you could go to college/uni anywhere in the world, where would you want to go: Northwestern University, it’s where I go right now and it’s the best university in the world and I stand by that. Go ‘Cats.

In the film adaptation of your life, who would you pick to play yourself: Jessica Sula hahahahahahaha

Your currently most overplayed song?: Words Fail from Dear Evan Hansen. I am garbage u r correct.

What is your favorite line from a film, novel or piece of literature: “Chick-a-plow!” from Hamilton. Did I mention I’m garbage?

Do you have any pets? A favorite animal? Tell us about your furry friends: I have no pets because I’m living this stupid college life, but my family has a cat named Fluffy. She hates everyone and only exists for herself but I would die for her. 

Your favorite meme: THE PIKACHU MEME GETS ME EVERY TIME