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Ethel Cain is for the girls that grew up in shame and guilt for asking normal questions about God

Ethel Cain is for the girls that always felt watched

Ethel Cain is for the girls that feared eternal life in heaven and eternal suffering in hell

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SIMONE KESSELL as ADULT LOTTIE MATTHEWS YELLOWJACKETS | SEASON 2

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Every day we get closer to the last book in the Vicious trilogy and I swear that keeps me fucking alive

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me when i become crowley to watch a queen tribute

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thinking about how while jackie wasn’t the best player on the team, she was probably the most enthusiastic. like she was probably the first one to learn all of their names. she probably organized team sleepovers. maybe her footwork was not the best, but she could give a great pep talk! ofc she would do your face paint for you! ofc she would help you tie your hair or get out that knot! like this is the girl who stole her mom’s valium because, oh no, what if her best friend is too afraid to fly?? handed off her necklace immediately — here shauna, good luck charm! and like, ofc she didn’t do well in the wilderness. they are wolves, the rabbit is not like them. ofc she flinches at blood, ofc she doesn’t pick up the knife, ofc she can’t hold a gun. ofc, ofc, ofc! this is the girl calming allie’s nerves before a pep rally, helping misty feel pretty for the first time, offering shauna her last bit of food. this is the girl who had so little hate in her heart that she had to steal an insult from beaches, the girl who cried over shauna not being her friend anymore, the girl who would’ve come back inside if she heard an i love you.

jackie “at least we still have each other” taylor

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was it casual when you told her you’d never hurt her and then killed yourself in front of her and traumatised her so badly that she never saw anyone again

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oh yes my favourite super graphic ultra modern girl henry winter

the secret history, or, as it is alternatively known, the rise and fall of a midwest princess -

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shoutout to my two favorite people from missouri: chappell roan and henry winter

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literally i wanna read takes, fanfic, random shit NOT LOOK AT AESTHETIC PICTURES

man. the secret history has become so synonymous with dark academia that when u look through the tag its just knit sweaters and latte art. like please show me a text post about how fucking unhinged richard was for staying in a room with a Literal hole in the wall during the dead of winter and almost dying of hypothermia.

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Hannibal (2013-2015) Gone Girl (2014)

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ugh yes i really wanna know how she’s like in a non romanticised actually human version 😍 and also girl’s perspective would be lit like my girlie has things to say!!!

i would do anything to have camilla’s version of the events taking place in the secret history

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yep that's right, it's missing henry winter hours!!! (i'm ovulating)

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The urge to learn every language and play every instrument and travel the world and live through every historical time period and be a writer and a poet and an actor and

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me whenever a see something slightly religious

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I am once again devastated by Enjolras and Grantaire on the barricade