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prom night 🎀

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just thinking about all the pining alice did for a hundred years 

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tbh, New Moon ending with "Edward came back, and i snapped out of my crippling depression :)" feels scarier than actually healing from your severe mental illness. how terrifying would it be to spend six months slogging through hell, then suddenly waking up in your fairytale wonderland like nothing happened? i'd be clawing at the walls waiting for the other shoe to drop. idk how you can look at the love of your life & not wonder whether he was real, or a memory, or a delusion. are you dead? dying? asleep? crazy? if so, to what extent? when he goes hunting, can you be sure he was real? when he follows you to class, does he feel like a ghost? when you dream, do you dream of the real Edward? the past Edward? or the hallucination? where did the pain that reminded you you were alive go? why do you suddenly have an appetite after wasting away to skin and bones? even Bella "I'm good with weird" Swan has her limits, and tbh "my soulmate, who weaponized my worst insecurities & sent me into a psychosis-level depression, is finally back and i am Cured" seems like a mind-breaking denial of reality. her whole life changed overnight in the best way - and she's telling us she has no scars from the dark? hmm

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she is the blueprint

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if you're in the throes of cosmic despair i cannot recommend museums enough. art or science or history it doesn't matter. oh we're all connected, all of us and everything, throughout all time and space, and no one, no one, no one is alone? awesome. that's what i thought i just wanted to make sure.

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I love my parents, there’s Jasper “I won’t Alice live in danger, even a slight danger. You don’t feel about anyone the way I feel about her, Edward, and you haven’t lived through what I’ve lived through, whether you’ve seen my memories or not. You don’t understand.” Hale  and Alice “I know you love me. Thanks.” Cullen

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Cullens / Art Movements

Carlisle Cullen: Baroque

Esme Cullen: High Renaissance 

Edward Cullen: Romanticism 

Bella Cullen: Impressionism

Alice Cullen: Futurism

Jasper Cullen: Neo-Classicism

Emmett Cullen: Dada

Rosalie Cullen: Rococo 

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Grace Kelly in Rear Window

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bella was lucky she didn’t have a cell phone of any kind because you know ya boi edward would be blowing up that phone 24-7 going “saw a snail today…. effervescent” or some shit equivalent

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I actually need to sleep for five days straight

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Acne Studios S/S 2022 Runway Details

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Do you guys ever think about Rose trying to open up to Bella about her trauma & her saying “Not that you aren’t pretty Bella.” trying to reassure her should Bella be insecure in that moment because same.

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This fabulous evening dress is from the 1927 Fall/Winter collection of Callot Soeurs. Made of silk net with metallic-thread embroidery, metal beads, plastic pailettes and sequins. The slip is of silk satin and silk net. From LACMA.

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by Armen Zakharov

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Do you guys ever think about Rose trying to open up to Bella about her trauma & her saying “Not that you aren’t pretty Bella.” trying to reassure her should Bella be insecure in that moment because same.

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High functioning dead girl