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Meeting Monsters cont. Book ....

When crow met monster

The story of when crow met monster

Crow flew and flew around. They saw the entire woods strip where owls and dogs and frogs and someone else too lived there. Then crow saw the people go past there evil hateful face that they looked like monsters. Crow couldn't find out yet how to stop them from destroying the road and trees. But if crow could reach an animal and tell them what happened maybe they could help. Then crow found bird and flew downtown together. The people walked around shaking their head yes or no and walking around and crow and bird watches the then crow shook its head and looked at bird shook its head also seeing what the people do there. Then later they flew back to the woods . The crow met frog in the woods, frog and found a baby from someone. Crow took the baby frog into his mouth and flew and flew to the top of a building down town. crow sat there and frog saw the people walking around shaking their head back and forth yes or no, the crow shook its head back and frog yes and no, frog nodded, seeing the monsters. Crow and frog flew back to the woods and crow put frog back with the frog where they met.

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Phone , lifestyle, dust, eyes , kiss , candy, eyes night,, where everyone when walk past or ..get on ..I never new noone.but the have..ereytbinf everything errything..i there like that nothing and be thrr agaim.i would never do that or go out...that

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A hate crime today…this guy a really good friend. After this other guy proposed.to me he spent over fifteen hours read romantic poetry and raps he wrote on the spot to me we talke in depth and he proposed and say he is in love and not looking for it anything serious..later we met a friend. Then he started getting extremely aggressive and angry and upset they had some mutual friends something and some thing happen .Later I go running I was defeated the guy left me I was shaking and can't even move..I go running and a walk and shopping for a friend and tell this person he is upsetting me and I don't know why they don't ever talk they won't talk to anyone but wlth  someone before or hung out with someone. We spent a few hours then he got some drinks. Then I had to go to bed and left. A few weeks later it was cold winter the guy got on the bus it had many many people on it packed all the way and late at night going to community shelter.i didn't see him get on he was sit there stared at me hatefully and insane never have had someone stare that evil it was like a pen drop. I had zero clue why he is so enraged it was like lazers stabbing into, it was dead silent I tried to say a comment the bus was dead silent and I can't even breathe I fall over and sit there , the bus ride went on I'm shaking and can barely even see from the tears I said hey and ask if he going to stay at the community shelter as..well. I was so terrified . The guy left me and I can't barely even stand up stabbing pain and I'm sick im like away wonder what he is upset from I emailed him one time a few weeks ago say hey. It was terrifying he was so angry I have no clue. I moved seats and try to turn he is deafening silent I didn't ask about him, he won't answer. The bus finally stop I rush off and say hey are you leaving. I have no idea I'm so sick from surviving another hate crime I don't even know what to do. I cry and cry everyday I can't barely even voice cause I'm so sick and crush I cry and my eyes are so dry I can barely even see over two months go by like that. You have to stay in the street for hours on end and wait  stay with anyone there and he won't talk or answer anything it's terrifying but so many might not have a place to go it horrible. Then weeks later few weeks later he has new group of guys I tried not to thake the bus that entire week..I walk miles and miles just to do a few things for work literally almost nothing I could get done for days. One day a few weeks I took the bus again, they are there again he sitting there and a new group of guys..by random chance I was looking for someone but they weren't there . Then I stood there shaking sick to my stomach. Only moments then his new friend the guy walks away and another of the guys walks away. Then moments later he returns, I'm crying so much from a previous event later I literally could barely see..then walking by his friend or the guy immediately starts calling out staring at me saying racial slurs hateful even longer comments about me I felt him stabbing hlme.again he sits there silent smiling and the pain stabs in to me how the guy keeps saying racial slurs and saying I'm mental.inferior and the court case he wouldn't help me.only her or someone I can't breathe remembering. I can't even approach them to give them a road knor some food or cash he is so violence I run past screaming choking  and evilt comments I never even met this person the other guy sit there listening and smiling like being stabbed over and over I rush away can't even breath see them cracking up like and cakcling I can't even see. I wake up again days later in cold sweats sick to my stomach seeing the look their faces and him sit there staring as the guy says the comments stabbing me beating me down again I can't even breath I try scema. Knowing not know where they're doing again. 

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At the evening I went to the park near work to grill after work..that was when sometimes.i hear his voice or maybe he walked by with friends and evil laughter. There was a person who is this woman I thought she wasu best friend she was sometimes upset but she always came into work and I thought we were friends. I this man has him and his girlfriend or a friend abusing her behind my back and I didn't know. I look forward to, she sometimes changed and acted upset but we still talked but she was upset . I didn't even find out till years later when I keep asking where she was and visit her apartment where she told me she lived. She was gone..I heard through asking over and over he had been stalking her as well and had some racist attacks with his girlfriend where they isolated people and turned them against anyone. I still am trying to find her and asking people found another racist or hateful person he knew had also stalked her and these woman had some story where they wanted revenge for something I have no idea why or some racist attacks they wanted to do from their past and keep hiding off and harassing her and I could not find her or saw her again visiting the store he will not say when or where she is. He still is hiding obviously there by the destroyed school. It is horrible when someone and they friend or girlfriend do this abuse to someone and people can't find or know what they were doing which he did behind people's backs at work and he didn't even live there. You have to be involved every time to not lose people to or if she does a hatecrime offender as how little position you might have and the difficulty as you can't do anything let them know and keep studying to keep up and not be in town as well as keep the schools open with the industry at work studying and reading..then after find when or what he and his girlfriend where abusing and destroying people's lives or relationships behind your back.

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social pressure and abusers

Why, because this is one of the most horrible problems of the world and leading to child abuse. Physical safety cues and social pressures, how is that in situations of extreme violence one situation there is no problems and sometimes many problems happen. Physical safety cues and social pressures examples would be identifying as other people or identifying physical and mental social spiritual or psychic and physical safety with people near or around you. This can even include extreme abuse and terrorism such as sound abuse , even causing deafness, such as music or tvs sound music or anything like this, damaging and at times causing permanent hearing loss. Also physical safety such as violent and stress or verbal attacks, physical danger such as dangerous environmental conditions, and unsafe conditions and why or how people or pressure and identify as anyone around them?

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Problem and involved of victims of sadistic stalkers

A guy who stalk my birth parents I never met his goes by L. ( First name ) Or Ryan Or P. And last name B..but I don't know other names. He has been having a teams doing sadistic stalking ..I finally have uncovered the behavior after ten years of him vixtimizing stalking me and we never met. He has guys follow me and move the same way over ten or more yards away like walking one way or if I go through a door or move left or right , then the man or woman does the exact same position but opposite direction over and over the whole day and same even on the street or bus..they have an entire network and th man is different race than me they had paul do the same thing to them as he is constantly watching and preying on people. From this I have been " show" what ryan did to them but also I didn't deserve this sadistic stalking behavior it causes me severe health issues and I uncovered the pattern also and have been unable to anything. He has been doing this to me since highschool sadistically stalking me now he and his wife and girlfriend live somewhere and watch people. These people doing it to me are constantly stalking me and copying when I move anyway and causing exhaustion cause this is what he did to them.. unfortunately it horrible situation not working. It's horrible being victim by sadistic stalker and without a place to go. Whenever I ask someone do something to try and engage they always say no or other attack..then later continue the behavior. I had no clue who he was he did this to me.in school if I walked one way he walk the opposite of wait till I walk out of a hall or class then walk back the opposite way after watching from far down the hall...then or watch in the hall or outside or wtaching from a ways away stalking and waiting, then moving left or right and then he would do the same thing and walk the opposite way the go back passing by at angle the same way, then they go back the same way again then wait again at a different location,stalking or watching or walking by after that after watching where you were and stalking you all day. These people he have doing the same.thing he could even have attacked or tortured them at one point or why else would they be doing the same thing as what he did in highschool

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thos hateful evil person she refuse to stop making fun of me and he won't be around me they keep make fun how I look and weight and she keep abuse him. I don't know wtf do they keep stalking abuse me then drop off there there they refuse stop abuse me and stalking me and keep attack me she treat him horrible they are so evil . They won't stop make fun of me and refuse to say what they want or do anything

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what does it know how, can someone sustain that level of hate...?

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wh you can do that is not cool when he is doing a want to hang out to ask you or going steady..you can do way better woman!! Umm naw not really want to then saying no! Seriously

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This guy who has been attacking and stalking me he and his girl group or a attackers have manipulating me. I'm losing everything I can't even get up in in the morning from the abuse. They won't even talk to me noone in town will because I'm not pretty and they did a court attack saying I'm mentally inferior..I'm so depressed I can barely even do anything I can't stop crying all day then this guy had police attack me.on the street again last week and I didn't have time to report the attackers. I can't do anything..I already gained back hundred lbs and evrytimw he and his friend sleep making fun of me say I'm ugly and they refuse to go to my protest the won't stop make fun of me..I can't even go into public or find the missing kid who was being abused cause I so depressed and I can't even think all day he won't stop abusing me constantly. There isn't anywhere me go to the bathroom and I'm sick. Then he had some photos and videos and he has been having an older? Man touching and grabbing him everytime.i go into public see him he has the man grab and touch him then a younger guy says racial slurs and makes fun of me..l suicidal he won't let me help anyone or be around anyone and has been abusing people and I had to leave them outside and they still did another attack on me. He refuse to be around me at all I can't find out what to do they ruined my entire mind and life

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Him his gf are prove I'm inferior to them the entire year mocking me and taking my entire life away after rape me now they refuse to stop And refuse to be let me work or find job they terrorizing me today had police attack me again and do violence verbal attacks and trying show im inferior they refuse help me oe stop absuinf me. He has old man he using for something I don't even get it I don't understand what to do I'm shaking crying I can't go anywhere they refuse stop aen speople attack me then won't help me w

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i don't understand why he hates me so effing much I can't even breath I waking up and feeling suffocation thought passing by I don't get why he hates me so much is like there nothing at all but how much he hate me I wish I was never born they violent comments and attacks I can't get away from them

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the bird cry down her face . Remember the tree ripped out of the sky and slammed and asked out of head. She gets up the morning and cry out he is abusing a kid today or walk her by herself the guy and him and guy is abusing another boy or kid today too today. Or attacking a kid again or abuse. She gets up and see a person leave leaving here too too leaving here she giggles and cry but there was a tree in the sky after the storm the smog and dust and wind from the buildings blowing above the forming storm clouds look like veins or lungs and the tree tops shaped like a tree magic the sky . And ripped the trees from her mind she screams and cry's out. She sees them going past the destroyed trees but that's gone now. She cry's down her face and giggles she wakes ups for it's morning screaming out her her friend sitting there and singing by the morning before dark giggles and crying and see where was and she flys by. Leaving there too now she sing and shaking. He sits there watch and why walking away then away

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he turn and he and another man well I'm going away, sadistic hate on his face but being cool he says staying away quite he sadistically runs around and leave s his friend hires a man to abuse her kids or he just is a family now they evil aura travel for that whole time across anywhere and screaming they said stop he laughs thinking about her kids torture and begging to stop .she goes in there her friend tierd and crying the days turn on and on he cackles his evil hateful person on and on the kids go by the years justa few past sexually assaulting kids and abuse . That isn't having sex with kids that isn't they scream laughing off years go on just a few days he sit there cakcling knowing, evryday he is abusing kids he visit a family says hey he visit family.the other man sit back he abusing another kid also the days go by his friend she goes over there.. he sits laughing there eyes distant off but hes gathering again with evryone abusing innocent kids innocent kids hearts and life destroyed inside , the other man off again he is abusing them later the week she steps back and walks over they're visit again oh what happen she scream the woman scream from the grass he sit back miles away just away evil laugh and hateful looking on what happens but he sexually assaulted and abused kids sh secret

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