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This environment is incredibly hostile to a creature such as myself (there are fluorescent lights)

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yeah

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whats the fucking point of having laws if people can keep making led headlights

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somebody get that girl a large sized beverage before she loses it completely

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YOOOOOO

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FILMS in 2024: 24 | Kimi no Na wa 君の名は (2016) — dir. Makoto Shinkai

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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by: 梁木辛_

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thinkin of quitting my job to become a full-time horrifying void entity