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Rahniboy is a fucking fake

brothers on the cha board there is a growing problem in the

gay community but it doesn't get handled im talking about

fake ass people that claim they like black men but they don't like the mind or the heart they treat us like shoes you know when that pair of shoe don't have to bee old and worn they could be a week within being bought still fresh but the person that found them is so vain they don't care who's feelings they hurt because your just a thing to be passed over and forgotten that person is Rahniboy on tumblr

i met him online at the time he was staying out in Santarosa he practically begged me to come out and see him so I did and I was impressed but like the OutKast song says

roses really smell like booboo .i ,it's have done somthing right that night cud the next day the fool is talking serious relationship shit red flag I should've ran

but I thought I saw something like a heart nope it was just a raisin cold raisin but anyway so I said sure id like that boy I so should've ran and thus the bullshit parade began

the holiday was closing in and I was so in love with this fake bastard I came out because this is what he made me fell like I was hiding from myself so I'd I and my father don't want a DAMND thing to do with me now but it didn't matter at the time because I had Rahniboy. When I tried to call him no one picked up I tried again nodice when finally a text saying hi nate I'm sorry I met someone else I really like I'm sorry I just about blew a gasket and I cought the buss from SF to Santarosa with a fat boqet of roses and a golden watch I bought for him he was hiding telling me he was out of and I'd gernvile witch is close to russianriver I walked my happy ass from downtown Santarosa to russianriver Xmas night in the cold he was nowhere in town bull shit i would come to find out weeks later he was at ahotel swinging like the freak of the week. So I still got he roses to him but he wouldn't come down and see me instead he called some white dude to kick my ass haha, funny huh then he called the cops wow i was so embarrassed I couldn't stop with the rage filled texting on my bus ride home it was a little after new years he calls me asking to start over with him I should've said he'll no and been on my way but I was in love so we saw each other again each time sex was AWSOME I thought he was for real then came the summer as summer started i tried to call and he's talking much hate and I didn't know where this was comeing from he dumped me I was so torn up I got depressed on the worst level.as summer came to a close I got a call from him saying he's sorry he had lost his place well why didn't he tell me again? WOW now like to backtrack a little I remember when we first met he was so insecure he would call insesidly and heavin forbid if I should miss or not pickup witch he did a lot of Rahni began to seem two faced more and more now he's in Petaluma he starts saying let's focus on ourselves at first I didn't know what he ment next he's talking about babysteps ???? Little did I know that's chinies for break up . I know way two faced to the tenth power.now I'm over it he used me.two days before this went down I was trying to help Brek up a fight at a bar the bye standers accused me of being the aggressor and that's when all hell broke lose an SF police officer pined me in a rear choke hold I couldn't breathe so they roughed me up and hog tied me like in a rodeo embarrassing but they couldn't arrest me I had no priors so I went home pissed í tried to call on one picked up I got so angry because he would cuss me out if I missed a call but I said a whole lot of things that night some not all together happy thing ifelt bad and again bought flowers wine and a necklace when I got out to him he was a totally different person threatening to call the police and saying he hates me telling me I'm weak I'm stupid I was hurt but he wouldn't stop there his texting as I was leavening in pain spitefild text I'm putting this up to warn brothers Rahniboy is a fake a user of hearts the funny thing is his profile I says I love black men what a joke

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