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𝑼𝑵𝑻𝑰𝑳 𝑫𝑨𝑾𝑵 .   (  sentence starters taken from supermassive’s 2015 game  ‘ until dawn ’ mature / dark themes are present. feel free to alter pronouns.  )  

❛  i can’t believe you actually did this.  ❜  ❛  hey…  did you see that?  ❜ ❛  what did you do???  ❜ ❛  let’s party like we’re fucking pornstars!  ❜ ❛  i’m not gonna tell you, you’ve gotta see for yourself.  ❜ ❛  i thought we were goners.  ❜ ❛  sometimes i forget to just stop and take it all in.  ❜ ❛  you ALWAYS get like this.  ❜ ❛  well, i did mean to scare you, ‘sort of’ scare you, but not ‘for real’ scare you.  ❜ ❛  oh, you did NOT just do that.  ❜ ❛  you can’t hide from me, [ name ].  ❜ ❛  no one wants in on your territory.  ❜ ❛  you’re SUCH a bitch!  ❜ ❛  i don’t give a crap about what you think.  ❜ ❛  are you serious? you think that’s insulting?  ❜ ❛  [ name ], stop. this is out of hand.  ❜ ❛  when i imagined us grunting together, this is not what i pictured.  ❜ ❛  finally, a little ray of hope.  ❜ ❛  well, if that’s how it’s gonna be -  ❜ ❛  maybe we should… you know, check it out?  ❜ ❛  what… was i NOT supposed to take advantage of the opportunity?  ❜ ❛  were you IN on this???  ❜ ❛  i see a hot bath in my crystal ball.  ❜ ❛  i can handle it.  ❜ ❛  you know what? this is some bullshit.  ❜ ❛  i wasn’t faking anything!  ❜ ❛  i totally promise i won’t murder you when i find you.  ❜ ❛  oh my god, what the hell was that?!  ❜ ❛  we don’t need a fire to heat things up.  ❜ ❛  am i… doing something wrong?  ❜ ❛  i thought you were one way, but you’re.. kinda another way.  ❜ ❛  if this is your way of trying to make me feel better, you’re fired.  ❜ ❛  all you have to do is choose who you will save.  ❜ ❛  okay, okay okay okay. it’s gonna be okay.  ❜ ❛  you can’t let me die!  ❜ ❛  just… just give me a minute, i can’t think straight.  ❜ ❛  why are we still talking about this? let’s go.  ❜ ❛  is the night going the way you hoped it would?  ❜ ❛  do you intend to continue with this elaborate self - indulgence?  ❜ ❛  do you even believe that i’m real?  ❜ ❛  soo.. back to square one.  ❜ ❛  rule number one, [ name ] is always right.  ❜ ❛  rule number one, “[ name ] is always right”. rule number two, “nothing else matters because [ name ] is always right”.  ❜ ❛  this is really getting out of hand, okay?  ❜ ❛  what do we have here?  ❜ ❛  looking for me?  ❜ ❛  open your eyes.  ❜ ❛  oh my god, oh my god - what did you do?  ❜ ❛  i’m going to give you ten seconds. nine… eight…  ❜ ❛  well, that certainly didn’t go according to plan, did it?  ❜ ❛  you think this mistake won’t have repercussions?  ❜ ❛  thank you. for saving my life.  ❜ ❛  why don’t you believe me?  ❜ ❛  you’re not paying attention, you’re not paying attention!  ❜ ❛  ghosts don’t exist, okay?!  ❜ ❛  all i wanted to do was forget last year ever happened.  ❜ ❛  stay the hell away from me.  ❜ ❛  live and learn!  ❜ ❛  we’re gonna die, [ name ].  ❜ ❛  i wish i could tell you.. it’s just not fair!  ❜ ❛  it’s too late… [ name ], what’s the point?  ❜ ❛  we’ve wasted everything.  ❜ ❛  [ name ], none of it was wasted. every second that i spent with you was the only thing i wanted to do with my time.  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry, i should’ve told you how i felt.  ❜ ❛  what gives you right to play god?  ❜ ❛  what makes you so special, then?  ❜ ❛  do you enjoy feeling terrorized, humiliated? i mean, panicked?  ❜ ❛  hook, line & sinker for every little stinker.  ❜ ❛  oh, c’mon. revenge is the best medicine!  ❜ ❛  you are gonna fuckin’ pay.  ❜ ❛  you’re a goddamned murderer, is what you are.  ❜ ❛  you’re only seeing what you wanna see, you’re blind.  ❜ ❛  i swear to you, i have no idea what happened to her.  ❜ ❛  can’t we all just get along?  ❜ ❛  not like you got the guts to really do anything about it, anyways.  ❜ ❛  you sure you’re okay?  ❜ ❛  let me say what i came to say.  ❜ ❛  i’m only gonna tell you this once. it doesn’t matter if you believe me or not.  ❜ ❛  no, it’s about you, [ name ]. it’s always ALL about you.  ❜ ❛  why did you hurt them??  ❜ ❛  how’s that feel, you fuck?!  ❜ ❛  oh my god, i’m so glad to see you.  ❜ ❛  the hell are you doing here?  ❜ ❛  you can’t change what happened.  ❜ ❛  i had to.. i had no choice.  ❜ ❛  don’t… don’t fucking move a muscle.  ❜ ❛  fucker left me to die.  ❜ ❛  what do you remember?  ❜ ❛  you need to listen to me.  ❜ ❛  i’ve seen what’s down there.  & i’d give anything to unsee it.  ❜ ❛  did [ pronoun OR name ] make it?  ❜

[wildkissed-a]

broadkast​:

❝  you ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈᶰ’ᵗ frighten 𝑎 𝑓𝑙𝑦 .  ❞             (   @wildkissed​    +   ᶠʳᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉᶤʳ ˡᶤᵛᵉˢ .  )

taken   aback   by   the   sudden   intervention,   karen’s   eyes   fly   back   to   her   cart,   where   currently   two   halloween   masks   sit   atop   the   monthly   groceries.   ‘   oh   !   they’re   not   for   me   —   they’re   for   my   kids.   you   know   how   kids   are   ...   ’   or   maybe   he   doesn’t,   stranger   seems   like   a   kid   himself.   

[wildkissed-a]

↪     ᵗʰᵉ 𝑫𝑼𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑶𝒀𝑩𝑶𝑿 .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted sentence starters .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   will be updated frequently .  )

why are you here ?

drive .  drive fast .

i think we should make an informed decision .

are you coming or not ?

you’ve been avoiding me .

[ name ] ,  what were you thinking ?

this should be your priority .

let me hold you for a minute .

get out of my way .  i won’t tell you again .

that wasn’t supposed to happen .

can you keep a secret ?

i don’t know what i did to deserve you .

you seriously think i could’ve done something like that ?

you’re safe with me .

sorry isn’t good enough .

where is all this coming from ?

who told you about that ?

sorry i’m late ,  i got caught up .

you’re being paranoid .

why are you looking at me like that ?

you’re the single most important thing to me .

all i’m asking is that you hear me out .

whatever they told you ,  it’s a lie .

we shouldn’t stick around here .

hold my hand ,  i don’t want to lose track of you .

[ name ]  …  truth or dare ?

i love you .  nothing’s gonna change that .

can you tell me what happened ?

you can’t come around here anymore .

back off ,  okay ?

what ,  you don’t have time for me anymore ?

you’re asking for too much .

i’m trying to start a new life .

what do you mean ,  you aren’t coming back ?

sometimes i think you must hate me .

why can’t we just talk about this ?

i know i fucked up ,  you can stop rubbing it in .

you’ve got quite a reputation .

i’m not usually like this ,  i’m sorry .

please ,  just let me explain myself .

i love watching you work .

we’re on the same team .

did you ever tell anyone ?

you’ve got a lot of explaining to do .

really funny ,  you’re very mature .

you call THAT a PLAN ?

can we get out of here ?

i thought things would be different .

this is not up for debate !

do whatever you have to do .

karma’s going to get you for that .

it could’ve been a lot worse .

i asked you to leave me out of this .

maybe it’s time to take a leap of faith .

i never want to see you again .

can you see how many fingers i’m holding up ?

i’m gonna be there when you get what’s coming to you .

you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me .

i’ve been waiting all night for this .

i told you not to contact me .

sometimes i really think you have a death wish .

what do you need ?  —  what can i do ?

i would do literally anything to keep you safe .

that was supposed to be a secret .

you haven’t called me that in years .

stop telling me to calm down !

we make a pretty good team .

i have so much i want to say to you .

i’m not going to let anyone hurt you .

can we please not do this right now ? 

wait ,  wait  …  just breathe for a second .

how are you holding up ?

why don’t you stay the night ?  i’ll take the couch .

i don’t need your protection !

you’re not making this easier on yourself .

are you going to let me in ?

i’m supposed to be protecting you .

i will kill you if i have to .

do whatever you have to do .

this is going to hurt ,  i’m sorry .

what happened to you ,  where have you been ?!

there was nothing you could’ve done .

you’re all i need right now .

i don’t believe in love at first sight .

have you been following me ?

i need you to believe me .

what do you remember ?

i’m not a good person .

what the hell’s going on with you ?

you’re being followed .

just when i thought my day couldn’t be any worse .

i’ve been having weird dreams .

so you’ve been lying to me this whole time ?

are you trying to get us killed ?

this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me .

i never asked for your help .

you’re being followed ,  pretend you know me .

why has it started to feel different with you ?

don’t worry ,  i have a plan .

i heard everything .

do you need to sit down ?

i have the right to know what’s going on .

i’ve just gotta catch my breath .

stay out of my business .

what did you think was going to happen ?!

don’t cause a scene .

tell me something about you that i don’t know .

can i buy you a drink ?

what if  …  we played spin the bottle ?

this was never a problem until  [ name ]  came around .

you can’t ask me to make that choice .

are you seeing anyone right now ?

i need you to listen to me ,  we don’t have long .

you’re lying ,  that doesn’t make any sense .

you look  …  stunning .

what are you trying to prove ?

who died and made you the boss of me ?

you can’t just show up here like this .

let me make it up to you .

there’s no way i’m leaving you like this .

can we stay like this ?  just for a little longer .

i don’t need you to fight for me .

so  …  you lied to me ?

you’re the only one that can help me .

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

i never introduced myself ,  i’m [ name ] .

i expected more from you .

you have no idea who i am ,  do you ?

are you real ?  is this real ?

can i stay with you ?  just for the night .

you’re going to get yourself killed .

why did you help me ?

tell me what i can do to help .

pick a card ,  any card .

i never wanted any of this .

i love you .   you don’t have to say it back .

do you wanna get out of here ?

what the hell are you talking about ?

i should have trusted you .

get your head out of the clouds .

how is any of this MY fault ?!

what aren’t you telling me ?

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

it’s never just one with you ,  is it ?

you’re not supposed to know about that .

shut your mouth .

i haven’t kissed you yet ,  today .

where is this coming from ?

come over here and make me ,  then .

keep lying to yourself ,  see where it gets you .

i’m not a bad person .

is that what you wanted to hear ?

we can’t be seen together .

i can’t give you what you want .

i need you to leave .

are you drunk ?

i’m here ,  i’m here .  i’m not going anywhere .

you might want to take a seat for this .

have you been listening to anything i’ve said ?

i haven’t heard from you in weeks .

you’re jealous ,  aren’t you ?

who do you think you’re talking to ?

what are you reading ?

you could’ve killed me !

come on ,  we don’t have time for this .

i just need ten minutes of silence .

really ?  that’s all you have to say ?

we could leave ,  you know .  go far away .

you don’t look too good .

i never want to see you again .

why can’t you just leave me alone ?

i thought you died .

you’ll do anything for attention .

give me another chance .

how’s the weather up there ?

all you do is hurt people !

i’m sorry ,  none of this makes sense .

you need to get out of here before anyone sees you .

i told you i didn’t want you around here .

is that supposed to be a threat ?

you’ve changed .

don’t look at me like that .

it’s a beautiful day ,  don’t you think ?

i did what i had to do .

you never know when to stop .

i’ve got to get home ,  it’s getting late .

i have nothing to prove to you .

stop LYING to me  …  all you do is lie .

you don’t have to be nice to everybody .

don’t tell me what to do .

pull your head out of the past .

nobody can help me .  i can’t even help me .

we are not talking about that right now .

are you new around here ?

you have no idea what you’re starting .

i’m gonna get us out of here .

whatever you came here to say ,  i don’t want to hear it .

everyone’s staring at us .

is there anything i can do to help ?

i won’t cause you any more trouble .

– just follow my instructions for once !

do you want to come in ?

i just didn’t know what to do .

you need rest ,  lie down .

i’m not who you think i am .

i don’t know what you want me to say .

you’re not like anyone else i’ve ever met .

i feel like i’m going insane .

stop asking ,  you’re not going to like my answer .

i didn’t want you to see me any differently .

i wish i knew what to say to you .

don’t give me that look ,  you know what i mean .

you should be afraid .

do you still love me ?

i never thought i’d get this far .

the world doesn’t revolve around you .

i need you to give me some space .

i know what you’re doing ,  don’t play games .

you left me to die .

i’m beyond repentance .

when are you going to get it through your head ?

i missed you more than i thought i would .

i’m in love with you .

what do you need from me ?

i’ll kill them ,   just say the word .

[ name ] ,   what are you doing here ?

how can i help ?

you’re pathetic .

i need you to come pick me up .

where have you been ?  it’s eleven o’clock .

i couldn’t live with myself if i let you get hurt .

i can’t just pretend it didn’t happen .

you’re a real piece of work .

do you remember how we first met ?

when did all of this fall apart ?

that’s not what i came here for .

i would do anything for you .

[wildkissed-a]

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[wildkissed-a]

shadowbrn​:

there  weren’t  many  people  in  the  world  that  ronan  looked  at  and  would  acknowledge  that  he  had  any  positive  feelings  toward  them.  adam  parrish  was  probably  the  only  person  that  ronan  was  open  about  loving,  even  if  he  didn’t  use  the  words  directly.  adam  was  the  most  important  person  in  ronan’s  life,  and  that  was  the  biggest  reason  why  he  needed  to  be  in  boston  .  .  .  even  if  it  probably  wasn’t  the  best  idea.  ❝  i’m  very  sure.  ❞  ronan  reassured  him,  shoving  his  hands  in  his  pockets  so  he  didn’t  reach  out  to  grab  adam  to  make  sure  he  was  real,  ❝  not  having  you  around  is  .  .  .  not  great.  and  i  want  to  spend  time  with  you.  ❞  words  aren’t  ronan’s  strength,  he’s  a  lot  better  at  dreaming  up  cute  little  things  (  that  usually  aren’t  actually  cute  )  to  represent  how  he  feels.  but  with  adam,  he’s  trying  to  be  better  with  the  verbal.  ❝  i  can  sleep  anywhere,  as  long  as  you’re  there  too,  y’know?  ❞

features   soften   and   concerns   fade   momentarily   after   hearing   ronan’s   words.   adam   never   thought   there   would   be   something   (   much   less   someone   )   tying   him   to   henrietta,   but   his   boyfriend   is   nothing   if   not   an   exception.   ‘   i   know,   lynch.   ’   it’s   said   fondly,   memories   of   restless   nights   at   st.   agnes,   his   presence   an   always   present   source   of   comfort.   ‘   you   can   meet   my   friends.   ’   adam   says   as   they   start   walking   to   his   dorm,   aware   that   he’s   using   the   word   lightly.   he   will   never   have   such   a   strong   bond   as   he   does   with   gansey,   blue   and   henry.   but   they’re   people   that   he   likes,   and   they   like   him   back   —   friends,   right   ?   ‘   i’m   glad   you’re   here.   ’   finally   admits,   looking   back   at   ronan.   he   looks   out   of   place,   or   maybe   it’s   because   adam   knows   academia   is   not   his   scene.   ‘   tamquam,   ’   he   reminds   him,   softly.   

[wildkissed-a]

exilae​:

*     ∵    PROMPT     ∘     (     do you ever think we should just stop doing this      /       @wildkissed​​

❝   I GUESS  ,      SOMETIMES  .   ❞      your lips are quickly pursed  ,      accompanied by knitted brows to created a look of contemplation on your face  .      there is a balance between benefits      &*      losses  ,      both within yourself      &*      those around you  .      at first  ,      you found yourself focused heavily      &*      only on what you could gain from this  ,      but there’s an excitement within your chest when you see the change you have implemented  .      ❝   i mean      [      …      ]      it’s good  ,      right  ?      what we’re doing is good so  ,      sometimes i don’t think we should stop  .   ❞      your features soften  ,      turning to him with wide eyes      &*      a canted head  .      ❝   do you  ?   ❞

when   otis   first   said   yes,   it   was   because   of   maeve.   it   was   less   about   helping   people   and   more   about   spending   time   next   to   her.   maybe   he   wouldn’t   admit   it   out   loud   out   of   embarrassment,   but   she   was   mesmerizing   and   interesting,   and   there   was   no   other   choice   but   to   say   yes.   now,   as   months   have   passed   since   then,   he’s   grown   fond   of   the   clinic.   it’s   more   about   helping   other   people,   watching   as   they   feel   understood   and   comforted.   ‘   i   suppose   it   is   good,   ’   he   thinks   he   might   be   starting   to   understand   why   his   mother   does   this   for   a   living.   that   he   might   have   the   same   gift.   ‘   but   it’s   also,   i   don’t   know   ...   complicated,   sometimes.   ’   when   it   gets   in   the   middle   of   things,   and   suddenly   it   feels   like   too   much   to   handle.   ‘   but   i   don’t   think   i   want   to   stop   yet.   ’

[wildkissed-a]

enternecers​:

      it  was  hard  to  process,  just  how  much  things  had  changed  between  them.  fatin  did  not  even  know  leah’s  last  name  before,  and  now?  now  she  would  have  done  anything  for  her,  anything  to  keep  her  safe  and  to  make  the  darkness  in  those  cerulean  hues  go  away.  however,  as  words  wash  over  her?  fatin  is  quick  to  shake  her  head.  ❝  hey,  no.  don’t  apologize.  this  isn’t  your  fault,  babe.  you  did  more  than  fucking  anyone.  you  knew  something  was  fucked  up  when  no  one  else  did.  and  you  tried  so  hard.  it’s  more  than  anyone  can  say,  ❞  she  whispered,  closing  the  distance  between  them  as  her  hands  took  hold  of  leah’s  arms.  ❝  i’m  the  one  who’s  fucking  sorry.  i  should’ve  believed  you.  i  did  believe  you  towards  the  end  but…  ❞  fatin  trailed  off,  dry  lips  pressed  together  as  she  watched  the  other  girl  attentively.  ❝  you  can’t  go  dark  on  me  again,  babe.  not  because  you  think  you  failed  us.  you  fucking  didn’t.  do  you  understand  that?  you  gotta  tell  me  that  you  do  or  i  won’t  stop  repeating  it  until  you  believe  me.  and  i’ve  got  nothing  else  to  do  in  this  fucking  place so…  ❞

so   much   time   spent,   so   much   effort   ...   for   nothing.   if   she   wasn’t   crazy   before,   it   feels   like   she’s   going   crazy   in   that   moment.   what   had   she   missed   ?   why   are   they   still   stranded   on   a   fucking   island   ?   they   were   supposed   to   be   home   right   now.   fatin’s   voice   manages   to   calm   her   down   a   little,   heavy   breaths   slowing   down   and   eyes   focusing   on   her   face.   it   almost   brings   tears   to   her   eyes   again,   because   if   she   was   doing   this   for   anyone,   it   would   be   fatin.   ‘   it   wasn’t   enough.   ’   she’s   shaking   her   head,   conflicted   between   welcoming   the   touch   or   running   from   it.   ‘   who   cares   ?   we’re   still   fucking   here,   can’t   you   see   ?   i   thought   —   i   thought   i   was   doing   something.   ’   something   to   get   them   off   the   island,   back   to   their   families   —   but   now   they   were   somewhere   else   completely,   with   a   bunch   of   strangers.   defeat   is   the   next   stage,   and   as   the   noise   inside   her   head   quiets   down,   leah   realizes   how   exhausted   she   actually   feels.   head   is   placed   against   fatin’s   shoulder,   in   search   for   comfort   and   somewhere   safe   to   rest.   fatin   is   the   safest   place   she   has.   ‘   i   did.   i   failed   you.   i   failed   all   of   you.   ’   it’s   said   quietly,   almost   eerily.   it   feels   a   lot   like   the   acceptance   of   her   failure.   

[wildkissed-a]

sunwove​:

❛ do you want my jacket? ❜          @wildkissed

there’s  a  chill  in  the  air.  september  is  swiftly  turning  to  october,  bringing  with  it  cooler  nights  and  brown  leaves  crunching  under  foot.  ruby  is  woefully  underprepared  for  it  all.  still  dreaming  of  the  summer.  making  use  of  her  summer  wardrobe  until  the  last  possible  minute,  until  fashion  dictates  that  she  replace  tight  tops  and  short  skirts  with  box  jumpers  and  jeans.  

❝   and  risk  people  finding  out  that  we’re  a  thing?   ❞    a  scoff  accompanies  her  words,  a  perfectly  manicured  hand  waving  between  them.  the  street  is  dark,  the  only  light  coming  from  the  streetlights  overhead.  there’s  no  one  around  to  see  them.  and  ruby  can’t  hide  the  goosebumps  that  decorate  the  skin  of her  arms.  can’t  hide  the  shiver  that  runs  up  her  spine.  still,  she  can’t  risk  it.  not  even  olivia  and  anwar  know  of  her  fun  with  otis  milburn.  she’s  determined  it  stay  that  way.   ❝   no,  otis,  i  do  not  want  your  jacket.   ❞ 

hands   are   resting   inside   the   pocket   of   his   jeans,   and   there’s   a   soft   smile   as   he   hears   ruby’s   words.   it   registers   in   the   back   of   his   mind   that   he   should   probably   feel   offended   at   that,   but   it’s   more   endearing   than   anything.   they’ve   been   getting   to   know   each   other   the   last   couple   of   months,   and   otis   has   come   to   the   realization   that   ruby   isn’t   half   as   mean   as   she   portrays   herself   to   be.   ‘   well,   it’s   a   very   nice   jacket,   so   ...   ’   shoulders   go   up   and   down   as   he   shrugs   noncommittally,   in   an   attempt   to   get   her   to   accept   his   offer.   

‘   and   there’s   no   one   around.   ’   it   feels   important   to   point   out.   and   even   if   there   was,   he   doubts   anyone   would   care   enough   to   do   a   double   take   when   passing   them   in   the   street.   ‘   ...   please   ?   you   look   cold.   ’   he’s   not   trying   to   do   a   grand   romantic   gesture   or   something,   he’s   pretty   sure   he’s   even   given   his   jacket   to   eric   in   the   past.   but   ruby   does   look   cold,   and   he   cares   about   her.   kind   of   hard   not   to   when   they’ve   been   spending   so   much   time   together.   

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loregrown​:

⟣   @wildkissed​   …      malyen oretsev   :   ❛  i’ll find you again,  wherever we end up next.  ❜

      IN ALL THE DARKNESS,  YOU FIND COMFORTING LIGHT IN HIS WORDS.   it had been this way for as long as they can remember,  of their days in orphanage ;   that where there was alina,  there was also mal  —  and they wouldn’t have it any other way.   but their heart twinges from the guilt that the only reason he was trapped upon this ship was because of them,  and they were just as powerless to change that,  kept locked away from the sunlight to which empowered them.

      ❝  i’m so sorry,  mal.  ❞      the apology feels bitter upon their tongue,  certain it was not their fault but the darkling’s  &  yet the words are still spoken in the hope that it may comfort him in return.   shaking hand reaches between the bars to reach for him,  desperation bleeding from them in a way that had once been light.   (  and what if they refused to summon ever again?   the power was in their hands,  not the general’s …   but alina knew that his threat,  to hurt mal  &  anyone they loved,  was one he was prepared to follow through on.   these saintly shoulders just couldn’t hold that sort of guilt.  )   but even with their face pressed to the cold metal,  reminiscent of the winter snow in which they had lost the stag,  the summoner was no closer to him nor the light they missed entangling itself around their fingers.      ❝  he wants all three amplifiers,  and won’t let us go until we find them,  wherever they are …   i just want a way off this stupid ship,  away from him  &  all this sankta stuff,  back to a life without all this darkness.  ❞

mal   had   made   a   promise   long   ago   :   that   no   matter   what,   he   would   find   his   way   back   to   alina.   he   had   already   lost   them   once,   he   wasn’t   planning   on   making   the   same   mistake   again.   and   while   the   future   proves   uncertain,   now   more   than   ever,   there’s   no   doubt   on   his   mind   that   he   would   do   it   all   over   again   if   it   meant   being   by   their   side.   ‘   you   don’t   need   to   apologize.   ’   words   are   spoken   softly.   mal   knew   that   cofton   was   temporary,   a   stop   in   the   journey   that   laid   ahead   of   them.   still,   he   missed   the   comfort   found   in   being   just   them.   like   it   had   been,   like   it   was   supposed   to   be   :   two   orphans   from   keramzin,   destined   to   be   together.   

he   can   feel   alina   trying   to   reach   for   him,   it’s   not   long   before   hands   are   reaching   blindly   into   the   darkness,   but   to   no   avail.   how   desperately   he   wants   to   touch   them,   to   feel   their   presence,   knows   that   only   one   small   touch   could   give   him   enough   strength   for   the   days   to   come.   ‘   he   won’t   get   them.   ’   knows   he   can’t   promise   that,   but   can   make   sure   he   does   everything   in   his   power   to   prevent   that   from   happening.   to   think   that   his   life   used   to   be   so   common   before,   and   now   he’s   willing   to   sacrifice   everything   to   help   alina.   ‘   we’ll   find   a   way   out,   we   always   do.   ’   there   was   a   time   where   finding   them   again   seemed   like   an   impossible   task,   and   somehow   they   found   their   way   back   to   each   other.   ‘   as   long   as   we’re   together   ...   ’  

[wildkissed-a]

murkyhazed​:

               they   both   knew   that   haymitch   wasn’t   really   one   for   SENTIMENTAL   WORDS.      he   was   a   drunk,   who   had   been   LUCKY   with   the   tributes   he   got   last   year.      katniss   had   NO   IDEA   the   kind   of   trauma   one   goes   through   after   the   games.      oh,   but   she   WOULD   SOON.      having   to   teach   kids   year   after   year,   try   to   PREPARE   THEM   for   the   harsh   environment   only   to   watch   them   get   SLAUGHTERED   minutes   after   the   games   begin.      it’s   difficult   to   try   and   let   yourself   CARE   for   people   when   you   know   they’ll   be   dead   in   a   day.      so   truthfully,   THIS   was   a   new   thing   for   him.      actually   having   his   tributes   come   back   ALIVE   and   as   winners.      no   longer   being   ALONE   in   this   supposed   NEW   LIFE.      its   supposed   to   be   GREAT   for   a   victor,   and   he’s   SURE   that   it   is   when   you’re   in   districts   one   and   two.      the   ones   that   are   ALREADY   wealthy,   and   don’t   know   what   it’s   like   to   STRUGGLE   to   survive.

               ❝   and   the   SAME   goes   for   him.   ❞      comes   his   response,   and   he   SWIPES   another   bottle   of   whiskey   from   the   shelf.      only   this   time   he   doesn’t   even   BOTHER   with   the   glass.      ❝   twenty   some   YEARS   that’s   been   my   life,   katniss.   ❞      a   sigh   as   his   hand   runs   over   his   face.      ❝   if   you   want   things   SUGAR   COATED,   talk   to   effie.      if   you   want   the   HARSH   TRUTH…   ❞      then   haymitch   is   the   one.      katniss   has   always   seemed   the   kind   who   APPRECIATES   honesty,   even   if   what   has   to   be   said   isn’t   what   she   wants   to   hear.

conversation   is   starting   to   taste   sour   in   her   mouth.   it   doesn’t   seem   fair,   that   after   surviving   everything,   the   games   don’t   end.   haymitch   is   the   perfect   example   :   always   drunk,   in   an   attempt   to   numb   the   pain   that   comes   with   watching   children   die   every   year.   is   this   my   future   ?   is   pain   all   there   is   after   the   games   ?   the   privilege   of   living   doesn’t   seem   like   much   of   a   price   after   all.   ‘   i   think   that’s   enough.   ’   she   mentions,   gaze   set   on   the   new   bottle   of   whiskey.   katniss   has   lost   count   on   how   many   glasses   she   has   watched   him   consume.   it’s   not   really   her   place,   but   she   doesn’t   want   him   to   be   blackout   drunk   once   peeta   gets   there   with   freshly   baked   bread.   

mention   of   effie   gets   him   a   snort.   it   surprised   katniss   to   learn   that   effie’s   presence   wasn’t   completely   unbearable,   but   she   would   never   understand   them.   she   had   been   born   on   the   capitol,   she   never   had   to   go   through   the   fear   of   your   loved   ones   being   taken   away   forever.   ‘   i   doubt   effie   would   have   anything   to   say   about   this.   ’   again,   what   would   she   know   ?   ‘   unless   it’s   about   the   victory   tour   and   all   of   the   nice   places   we’re   so   lucky   to   visit.   ’   sarcasm   is   clear   on   her   voice.   but   she   knows   haymitch   is   right   :   there   are   only   a   few   people   who   could   understand   her,   and   it’s   him   and   peeta.   

[wildkissed-a]

Natasha Liu Bordizzo as Chen Ying in Detective Chinatown 2

[wildkissed-a]

𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬 𝐩𝐭. 𝟏

i’ve made emotional ones before but also, angst?? bon appetit!

“ i can’t do this alone… “

“ i can’t do this without you. “

“ nothing is worth losing you. “

“ i can’t lose you! not again! “

“ i don’t wanna lose you! “

“ i love you… “

“ i never should’ve dragged you into this. “

“ you’re not alone, [NAME]… you never were. “

“ if something happened to you… that would be because of me. and i can’t have that. “

“ …did you know about this? “ “ this is all my fault… “

“ i/we/you lost… “

“ you won’t win. “ “ this path you’re on… it’s gonna get you killed. you know that, though; don’t you? “

“ i can’t stop. “

“ you would tell me if something was wrong. wouldn’t you? “

“ it’s like you’re not really here; even when you are. “

“ don’t you get it?! if anything happens to you, i… i don’t know what i’d do! “

“ you have no idea how important you are to me, and i’m tired of waiting for you to figure it out, and i sure as hell won’t wait to announce it over your reckless ass’ grave! “

“ no! i’m not leaving without you! “

“ i can’t do this anymore… “

“ you don’t even know me. “

“ what have you done?! “

“ you’re shaking… “

“ i’ve… made some mistakes. “

“ you are nothing to me. “

“ you were never nothing to me… “

“ stop it. enough of this self-sacrificing bullshit! stop acting like you have nobody who loves you! you have me! so no! you don’t get to be a martyr. not today! we can figure out a different plan… “

“ i would’ve done anything for you… “

“ i’d risk everything and anything for you. “

“ i’m not a good person. “

“ please don’t look at me like that… “

“ i believed in you! “

“ we can’t lose… “

“ what?! what am i supposed to do?! please! tell me, what the hell am i supposed to do?! “

“ please, just go… i’m not the kind of person anyone needs to be around right now. “

“ what happened to you? huh? what happened to you to make you this way? “

“ they’re coming for you. right? that’s why you’re pushing me away like an idiot? because you don’t want me getting hurt? “

“ nothing’s going to be as good as it was before. “

“ you lied to me! “

“ i didn’t mean for any of this to happen! “

“ i can’t trust you anymore… “

“ i know it’s selfish. god knows, ever since we met, i’ve been the reason behind every threat and danger that’s come your way. but… i honestly can’t say that i’d change a second of it. “

“ it’s been an honour knowing you. “

“ there’s nobody else i can turn to. only you. “

“ i don’t trust anybody else. not the way i trust you. “

“ we have no choice… “

“ why?! why are you helping me?! “

“ it’s too late. there’s nothing more we can do… “

“ please don’t go… don’t leave me. “

“ you are everything to me. okay? EVERYTHING. i can’t lose you… “

“ you deserve better than this… better than me… “

“ i thought i could give you a better life. instead, i’m the reason it’s gotten worse… i’m so sorry. “

[wildkissed-a]

bikewheel​:

@wildkissed​  :     ❛ what aren’t you telling me? ❜ / from karen <3          //   various  sentence  starters .   accepting .

          “     mom  ,   i   —–   it’s  nothing  ,   alright ?   there’s .  nothing .  wrong .     ”          AND  WHO  IS  IT  THAT  YOU’RE  TRYING  TO  CONVINCE  :   YOUR  DOTING  MOTHER   .  .  .   OR  YOURSELF ?     he  spins  atop  heels  as  a  means  to  escape  his  mother’s  scrutinizing  stare  ,   carefully  placating  features  to  showcase  an  unnatural  neutrality  despite  the  lilt  of  ire  weaving  its  way  between  every  word .   mike  has  always  been  far  too  clever  for  their  own  good  ,   grasping  onto  every  excuse  like  a  lifeline  in  order  to  abort  what  they  fear  to  be  the  inevitable .   her  persistence  proves  challenging  though  ,   as  she  follows  hot  on  his  tail  ,   the  clambering  of  footsteps  descending  the  basement  stairs  nearly  echoing  in  the  otherwise  empty  wheeler  house .

          “     you  know  what ?   it  doesn’t  even  matter .   ”          THERE  IT  IS  :   THE  STIFLED  RESIGNATION .   wild  palms  run  haphazardly  through  raven  fringe  as  mike  dutifully  twists  their  body  around  ,   the  stray  curls  sticking  upward  in  all  directions .   mike  surely  looks  just  as  crazed  as  they  feel   —–   the  bubbling  frustration  now  hanging  dangerously  near  the  precipice .          “     you  wouldn’t  understand  anyway !     ”

as   she’s   following   own   child   throughout   the   house,   karen   comes   to   a   realization   :   having   to   deal   with   teenagers   is   hard.   she   doesn’t   necessarily   blame   them,   god   knows   she   gave   her   own   mother   a   couple   of   headaches   herself.   and   she   knows   it’s   hard,   trying   to   find   yourself   while   balancing   grades,   friendships   and   all   sort   of   problems   that   come   with   being   a   certain   age.   it   must   be   especially   hard   for   someone   like   mike,   who   had   to   deal   with   a   missing   best   friend   at   such   a   young   age.   but   that’s   exactly   why   she’s   trying   (   and   failing   )   to   help   !   it’s   frustrating   when   your   own   children,   the   same   people   you   have   guided   throughout   life   during   so   many   years,   refuse   to   accept   your   support.   they   leave   you   out   of   their   life   like   it’s   easy,   like   you   don’t   love   them   so   much   it   hurts   sometimes.   

it’s   hurtful   now,   as   those   words   are   being   thrown   at   her   face.   you   wouldn’t   understand   anyway.   karen   is   still   unsure   about   what’s   going   on   with   him,   and   while   she   has   her   own   theories   about   that,   they’re   yet   to   be   confirmed.   she   takes   a   few   breaths   before   speaking   again   (   knows   that   getting   defensive   isn’t   the   best   course   of   action,   even   when   she   can’t   help   it   sometimes.   )   ‘   okay,   well   ...   if   you   think   that,   why   don’t   you   try   me   ?   ’   she   approaches   own   son   carefully,   treading   lightly.   ‘   you   know,   i   might   surprise   you.   and   besides   ...   ’   a   tired   sigh   and   pleading   eyes.   ‘   i’m   your   mother,   mike.   there’s   nothing   you   can   say   that   will   me   make   love   you   less.   ’   that’s   a   promise.   

[wildkissed-a]

fenixburned​:

As much as Gansey is looking forward to what’s ahead, to a whole year of travelling through Venezuela with Blue and Henry, there’s still a heavy sadness weighing down his heart. Looking at Adam now, he can hardly imagine leaving him or Ronan behind. The three of them had been a unity for so long, it simply feels wrong. But they all have their own lives to live, their separate paths to go. He’s proud of Adam and what he’s achieved, more than he’d ever be able to express. “That sounds perfect to me. Even the shitty dorm”, Gansey agrees, mirroring the other’s smile. “And I’m sure that in time we’ll all be back together.”

 Long ago in an argument Adam had said that Gansey wanted to keep his things in one place. And while it’d hurted him back then, perhaps there’s an element of truth in the barb. Because these four feel like home, they are the people who see and understand him, in their midst he finds the comfort to fully be himself without a reason to hide anything. For so long he’d found himself unable to walk away from their bond and at this point he doesn’t want to anymore. They belong together and hopefully no physical distance can change that. “We will call each other, right?” 

ever   since   he   could   remember,   adam   longed   for   the   future.   to   be   out   of   his   father’s   reach,   to   come   from   something   more   than   dirt   and   dust.   he   never   imagined   he   would   have   found   something   resembling   a   family   in   the   same   town   he   always   swore   to   leave   behind.   and   now,   as   the   future   approaches   fast   and   threatens   to   break   them   apart,   there’s   a   heavy   feeling   looming   over   him.   what’s   life   going   to   be   like   without   his   best   friend   by   his   side   ?   it’s   hard   to   imagine   going   through   life   without   the   constant   presence   of   gansey.   ‘   yeah,   i   don’t   think   you   and   ronan   can   go   without   seeing   each   other   for   too   long.   ’   it’s   easier   to   talk   about   their   bond   than   having   to   express   own   feelings.   adam   used   to   feel   like   an   intruder   in   their   friendship   once,   now   it’s   laughable   he   ever   felt   that   way.   

he   used   to   believe   he   had   built   walls   around   him,   impenetrable   and   tall.   like   he   was   unknowable,   unreachable   —   ronan   had   proven   him   wrong.   and   now,   adam   is   starting   to   realize   that   it   was   never   the   truth.   and   he   doesn’t   want   it   to   be,   he   wants   to   be   there   for   gansey,   blue   and   henry,   even   if   it   has   to   be   through   a   tiny   screen   on   his   cellphone.   ‘   you   have   my   number.   ’   adam   confirms,   a   way   of   seeing   yes,   you   can   call   me   whenever.   ‘   and   i’ll   try   to   call   as   much   as   possible,   ’   he   might   have   to   figure   out   the   time   zone   situation   first.   ‘   when   are   you   leaving   ?   ’   how   long   do   we   have   before   we   have   to   say   goodbye   ?   

[wildkissed-a]

*       i   had   the   time   of   my   life   fighting   dragons   with   you            /            multi   muse   by   jackie,      18+,      personals   do   not   interact       ©   

[wildkissed-a]

i love you

i love YOU so much ??? queen of my heart ??? the loml ???

[wildkissed-a]

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