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"Somehow, grasping at vanishing snowflakes is like grasping at happiness — an act of possession which instantly gives way to nothing."

— The Silent Patient, Alex Michaelides

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one of the hardest things to admit is that we weren’t loved when we needed it most. It’s a terrible feeling, the pain of not being loved.”

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has anyone read the silent patient? i just finished reading it and i need to talk about it.

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oh yeah weren't those sanatani bhakts saying that ram mandir is about emotion and history not politics. so why is everyone suddenly so mad that bjp did not win ayodhya hmm hmmmm it wasn't anything political remember?

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always the writer, never the muse

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i didn't realize that re-watching tangled would make me cry.

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@dailyhpgifs​ | scenes event - prompt 9 - a scene of your favorite look/outfit: sirius black in order of the phoenix 

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thinking about the fact so many people lose their ability to love because they've been broken so many times.

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jily is the type of couple whose friends would call them “mom and dad”

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thank you for coming to my ted talk.

Satisfied Sirius x Reader

short, dumb, and unedited smut bc i’m ovulating

CW: nsfw

Masterlist

thinking about Sirius not caring where you are or who’s around.

grimmauld place is full, but he’ll be damned if his love goes without the affection and care she craves.

with him being a wanted criminal and all, there isn’t much he can do with you. he cant take you out on dates or even do something as mundane as going grocery shopping with you, but he can make damn sure all of your needs are satisfied

sirius needs to be sure that when you leave, you’re thinking of no one but him.

nearing your fourth (or fifth? it’s always hard to keep track after the third one) orgasm, sirius folds your legs to your chest and continues his merciless fucking. the new position allows him even deeper than before, the tip of his cock kissing your cervix with every thrust and brushing against your g spot every time he pushes in and out

it’s too much for you :( the pain of your cervix and the burning pleasure is very overstimulating

“that feel good, sweetheart? think anyone else can make you feel this way?” sirius grunts, obviously nearing the end himself

you try to form a coherent response, but it’s become difficult to think, much less speak. so the only things that leave your mouth are a few almost unintelligible moans and whines of “yeah—yes—only you, sirius!”

if you’re not walking out of grimmauld place with a subtle limp and stupid smile on your face, then he’s not done his job correctly

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you know what will be funnier? modi dying during his oath speech.

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personally find it funny that i've never met an avid rosekiller hater

everyone just accepts it like "yeah those two psychos check out"

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can we talk about how genuinely disappointed lily would be with herself when she realises she found the quidditch captain hot.

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lily who leans in closer to james while he does his homework (something he never does bc he doesn't need to) to whisper "good job" into his ear. and james who lights up like a christmas tree, who flushes so bad you can see it on the other side of the castle

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having jily thoughts. like wow. everyone lily cared about eventually left her but here comes in james “my last breath will be used to defend you” potter and i’m supposed to think they’re boring apparently

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Can you do something for me, please?

I want you to reblog this if you believe that two people can be very close and physically affectionate with one another, but still have a completely nonsexual, non-romantic relationship. 

Even if the two people in question are capable of being sexually or romantically attracted to one another. 

Because the friendship I share with someone I consider family in a way that transcends blood has been typecast as a romantic relationship ENTIRELY too many times, and I’m beginning to get sick of it. 

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i evaporated help.

Big. SoftDom!Sirius x Reader

Just porn no plot. Sirius has a size kink (aka i have a size kink and i’m projecting that onto him). I picture post azkaban!sirius being the sweetest dom

CW: nsfw. talks of consent. oral (fem receiving). piv. sub and dom. overstimulation. size kink. Praise kink. Pet names (Sweetheart, love, etc.)

Sirius has always been on the larger end of the spectrum… in more ways than one. From his height, to his broad shoulders, to his hands, and right down to his feet (and you know what they say about men with big feet).

He’s always used his size to his advantage. It’s good to use for intimidating others, he can always reach things on the top shelf, always has a good view of everyone in the room, and admittedly… it’s wonderful in bed.

And for that reason, he’s always had a thing for women smaller than him.

Then enter you.

You meet for the first time and the top of your head barely comes up to the middle of his chest. You stay for dinner after the meeting and Sirius asks you to pass the salt. His hand easily engulfs yours, and from that point on he’s absolutely smitten.

And those feelings only increase as your relationship progresses.

Now he’s got you in his bed with your knees pressed to your chest, slowly but surely pushing his large member into your tight little pussy.

Sirius made sure to put in a lot of prep work before attempting to fit himself inside you. He started with his tongue.

Focusing first and foremost on your clit, he spent a good while making you cum on his tongue. He wanted you to be soaking through the bedsheets before he even thought about using his fingers.

And once he was sure you were wet enough, he started with two fingers. Sirius pushed them inside, his tongue still lapping mercilessly at your clit, and curled his fingers inside over and over again until he thought you couldn’t take anymore.

Finally taking his mouth away from your cunt, he raised up to see your face. And oh, you poor thing… Look at you!

Red, tear stained cheeks and your chest rapidly rising and falling. You look so cute Sirius almost laughs. “So overstimulated and worn out just from my mouth, hmm? You sure you can handle more? Do you want me to stop there, sweetheart?”

Mind in a fog, breathing heavily, and barely coherent, you look Sirius in the eyes and shake your head. “No, I can take it.”

He grins and leans forward to kiss your mouth, leaving his fingers deep in your pussy. He gives you long, slow kisses whilst spreading his fingers apart in an effort to stretch you out some more.

After a few moments of kissing and stretching you apart with his fingers, Sirius pulls away and looks down at you. So small underneath him, his body overtakes yours completely. The sad and pathetic tears in your eyes, but oh-so determined to still take his cock.

He can’t help but feel proud of you. He smiles and kisses your forehead once more before whispering, “Such a brave girl for me.”

Sirius pulls his fingers out of your snatch and brings them to your mouth. You open wide and suck his fingers dry without having to be told to do so, and Sirius feels his cock twitch. He stares down at you, his fingers still deep in your mouth and Merlin, maybe he should start looking at rings… He brushes a sweaty strand of hair off your forehead. “That’s my girl.”

Sirius pushes your knees up to your chest and places a pillow under your bum. He aligns his cock up to your puffy, sopping wet cunt and slowly pushes his head inside. And holy fuck…. he starts to wonder if maybe he should’ve stretched you out with more fingers first.

It’s a tight fit. Sirius typically wasn’t one to moan during sex, but after pushing inside you? The sound that comes out of his mouth is damn-near embarrassing. Quickly followed up by a “Fuck, Y/n!”

Sirius quickly has to pull himself out of his own head, because if he doesn’t focus on you then he’ll lose himself and accidentally hurt you.

Rather than focusing on how tightly you grip his cock, he keeps his eyes on your face. Your eyes squeezed shut and mouth open wide in a gasp, Sirius places his hands on your shins and squeezes to get your attention.

Your eyes open and look up to him. Sirius can see the exhaustion and overstimulation written all over your face, and yet you keep going.

He feels an overwhelming amount of appreciation for your trust in him. He could easily take it too far by moving too quickly or pushing too deeply, resulting in a horrible and painful experience for you. But with your trust that he’ll do what’s best for you, you allow him to take full control of the situation and of your body.

The thought gives him a warm feeling in his chest.

Sirius doesn’t push any farther, but rubs your legs and coos, “Feeling alright, love?”

You nod and place your hands on top of his much larger ones, assuring him. “I’m good.”

He smiles and slowly starts rocking his hips back and forth, careful to not give you too much too quickly. With each thrust forward he inserts himself a little deeper, and Fuck does it takes a lot of self control…

Despite it being such a tight squeeze, the slick walls of your pussy allow him to easily push forward. Sirius doesn’t take his eyes off your face, vigilantly on the lookout for any signs of pain or discomfort.

Once Sirius’s shaft is about halfway inserted, you grip his hands, fingernails digging into his skin, and whine, “Feels so full!”

Sirius doesn’t pause his thrusts, which are slowly coming faster and faster. He praises, knowing you can handle more. “You’re taking me so well, sweetheart. Doing so good for me.”

The deeper Sirius goes, the moans and whines spilling out of your mouth become louder and more consistent until you’re tightly gripping the bedsheets and praising his name like a hymn.

Sirius is close to bottoming out when he starts to feel the walls of your cunt clenching and squeezing around him like a vice grip. He groans, knowing he won’t be lasting much longer either. “That’s it, baby, cum for me just one more time.”

Seeing your back arch and eyes rolling to the back of your head, Sirius finally pushes the full length of his shaft inside you. He cums with a loud moan of your name followed by a string of curses.

Once the high begins to pass, he looks down at you: sweaty, red-faced, exhausted, and absolutely glowing. Breathing heavily and knowing he probably looks the same as you, Sirius lets out a quiet laugh. Not pulling his cock out quite yet, he spreads your legs off your chest and leans down to kiss you. “You alright, love?”

“Perfect.” You breathe. “Bit nervous I’ll have trouble walking tomorrow though.”