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the first icon in your folder is your muse’s reaction to being told a close family member has passed away.

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“I’m an adult” I whisper as I try not panic while I’m filling in all those forms that I don’t understand.

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‘ the flowers in our common room keep dying ’ ‘ how many times do we say goodbye before we leave ? ’ ‘ not even seasons have the courtesy to stay till dawn ’ ‘ maybe it’d be easier if we call came with an instruction manual ’ ‘ i need an oil change every five years or else my heart stops ticking ’ ‘ how do you keep the monsters at bay ? ’ ‘ someone replaced my bones with broken glass ’ ‘ for now , i’d rather stay here ’ ‘ hold me like a sound ricocheting inside your bones ’ ‘ the moon is nothing but a hundred moths about to take flight ’ ‘ the night is a hundred different kinds of light ’ ‘ the aftertaste of a goodbye is the worst to get rid of ’ ‘ there is no finality in words ’ ‘ i can save myself just fine ’ ‘ time is falling through the holes in my pocket ’ ‘ there are so many things i want to say tonight ’ ‘ things tend to get to me so easily these days ’ ‘ winters have always been the loneliest days ’ ‘ i’m underneath a mountain of things that i can never take back ’ ‘ when i told you i loved you i meant it ’ ‘ i am a carcass of regrets and apologies ’ ‘ black and white , i am the one at fault ’ ‘ i needed to hurt you so that i could hurt myself in return ’ ‘ i’m sorry that the world always takes and never gives ’ ‘ i’m sorry that each day dies just to give birth to one that you already knew ’ ‘ i am only digging holes for myself to fall into ’ ‘ absence doesn’t make the heart grow fonder ’ ‘ so many people have not handled you with care ’ ‘ burn all your bridges just so that you can build them again with thicker ropes ’ ‘ bury everything that you’ve ever said ’ ‘ i look at you and see all the ways a soul can bruise ’ ‘ there’s nothing but light when i see you ’ ‘ i’ve been meaning to call you for days now ’ ‘ i want you to know that i believe in you ’ ‘ listen to all the warnings that your soul gives you ’ ‘ how many hearts do you hold in your own ? ’

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rp sentence starters from  bridget devoue’s  work  ,  soft thorns 

“ i was born with wide eyes and a fragile heart ” “ i feel everything so deeply ” “ i am not yours ” “ you opened my door without knocking first ” “ beauty is a curse the rose knows well ” “ beauty does not solve problems ” “ it’s just a different map down the same road ” “ someone once told me they were scared of the truth in my eyes ” “ i learned to live my life blind ” “ i don’t remember love as a child ” “ i spent my life searching for fantasies ” “ a fantasy in real life is also known as a lie ” “ scars may fade but they last forever ” “ i always scared everyone away ” “ i dreamt of exploring the world ” “ i knew it was time to surrender ” “ my heart becomes so light when i’m around you ” “ there is an unspoken truth between us ” “ i know you’re speaking but i can’t hear you ” “ i want to experience why we’re here on earth ” “ i want to tell you everything ” “ i’ve never done this before ” “ stop talking so much ” “ we crave intimacy even when it hurts ” “ hell is watching something that was your everything  ,  slip away ” “ your silence burns ” “ why is it that everyone can see i’m suffering but you? ” “ let’s pretend like we’re friends ” “ it’s so painful to talk to you ” “ i don’t want you to be in love with someone else ” “ i don’t know how to fall asleep anymore ” “ are you pretending to forget me too? ” “ those who don’t believe in ghosts have never had a broken heart ” “ i feel like i’m letting go of a dream ” “ but i’m not ready ” “ why did we jinx ourselves like that? ” “ i’m still scared to lose you ” “ being alone was never hard ” “ i thought i was free ” “ i don’t want company ” “ to you i was just an escape ” “ sometimes we fall in love with ideas  ,  not people ” “ i need to walk away from the person you’ve become ” “ it’s a miracle i’m still alive ” “ bittersweet defined us ” “ love is a necessary tragedy ” “ this is a lie you have been told ” “ appearance and intelligence are not codependent ” “ you are not their prey ” “ you have more power than you know ” “ we’re built to make mistakes ” “ we choose to stay numb because we think it keeps us safe ” “ your past is never truly the past ” “ we’re only haunted by the things we refuse to accept ” “ the truth hurts because we live in a world so used to lies ” “ your weakest moments are your strongest in disguise ” “ time will either heal you or kill you ” “ we are not born broken ”

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“Neighbours” by Gigi Zitelli

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It takes courage to grow up and turn out to be who you really are.

E.E. Cummings (via neptumn)

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I am so tired of waiting, Aren’t you, For the world to become good And beautiful and kind?

Langston Hughes, from “Tired” (via theclassicsreader)

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I don’t think there is any truth. There are only points of view.

Allen Ginsberg (via quotemadness)

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hgtv

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*dad voice* absolutely not

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If you’re taking this risk because the pain is just too much… find another way to deal with it, please.

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Ib’s still my favorite rpg maker game

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Some Ib doodles, because this game was so good and I haven’t played it in two years. (And Garry is the best character.)

speeddraw of the second piece

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Snake Skater Skirt w/ Pockets by thiefandbandit