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I NEVER HIT START STREAM??? I'M LIVE NOW SORRY

Gonna do more Silksong in about 20 minutes! I'm probably halfway through act 2 but I plan on doing a lot of wishes as well! The game's real good.

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Okay live now!

Gonna do more Silksong in about 20 minutes! I'm probably halfway through act 2 but I plan on doing a lot of wishes as well! The game's real good.

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Gonna do more Silksong in about 20 minutes! I'm probably halfway through act 2 but I plan on doing a lot of wishes as well! The game's real good.

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Still live and trying to sequence break when possible. Game is good :3

Okay fuck it, I'm awake and Sliksong is out. Who's ready for a 10 hour stream? Yaaaay! Literally only playing this today and I haven't slept so lets go die to bugs. Live in about 15 mins! #silksongstream

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Okay fuck it, I'm awake and Sliksong is out. Who's ready for a 10 hour stream? Yaaaay! Literally only playing this today and I haven't slept so lets go die to bugs. Live in about 15 mins! #silksongstream

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Playing some of The Surge and then a Hollow Knight randomizer today! Starting as soon as I get some food, about 10-15 minutes from now.

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Moooore Persona 5 idk what else. Hi.

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Okay I've done a lot of Persona 5 Royal the past couple days. Later stream today because I was doing errands all day and got wiped. Come watch me play The Surge and possibly something else (maaybe Persona 5 more teehee).

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Hi I streamed like 10 hours yesterday but I wanna play more Persona 5. It won't be as long today but the first palace is done and I'm more into the meat of the game! Going live now.

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Hi! Its been a minute since I've streamed but I have steam again and plan on streaming regularly again. I'm doing more college so I'll have a schedule up on my Twitch! I'm also going live in about 15 minutes with Persona 5 Royal and maybe something else, come hang out!

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I feel really bad asking for help but I've been unable to work for a few weeks now. I've been doing a lot of physical work and my body feels like its just broken down for good at this point, and I'm terrified tbh. I've been putting my girlfriend who I live with under financial stress due to my inability to pay for bills besides my own even while I was working, but now I'm sinking more into the negatives and I desperately need help. I can't keep putting this strain on her income, and I need to be able to live while I'm getting tests done by doctors to figure out why I'm in constant pain and can barely move these days. I recently went to the ER for the pain and how it affected me mentally very recently, and I feel very lost and scares these days.

Long story short, disabled trans woman looking for any financial help.

Here's a link to my Ko-fi, I'm not currently doing commissions as I haven't been able to work on past ones for a long while (I will get those to you eventually, as best as I can, I promise I haven't forgotten) Ko-fi is the easiest but feel free to reach out if it isn't an option. Sorry and thank you for your time.

I'll put more info under a read more, if you want more of an explanation about my health and why I'm scared and struggling.

I've had chronic pain, mostly situated in my chest (which is terrifying, I'm sure you can guess why) since I was 12, well over half my life ago at this point. The pain mostly showed up while stressed or working out a lot, stuff like that. Over the years it got slightly worse, but starting about 2 years ago or so, the pain started getting exponentially worse and worse. November of 2023 I went to an urgent care due to pain while I had a slight cold, and I ended up seeing my primary doctor about the pain. It was misdiagnosed (by a different doctor) when I was younger as Chostochondritis, but that from what I remember has no cases of being chronic. I went through a few different meds to try and help with the pain, and my current dr said I most likely had fibromyalgia, gave me some meds that often help with the pain from it, and he was right.

Day 1 of taking the meds made me feel the best I had in years, but sadly, due to working a very physical job for about the past 6 months, my body feels more worn down than ever. I worked this same job only a few years ago working over 40 hours a week, but I could barely keep up working only around 14. On top of all this, I might also have rheumatoid arthritis or something else going on as well, which is compounding the pain. Ngl its been extremely depressing and stressful watching myself in real time being unable to work and do things I could do only a couple of years ago. I used to be able to work and go to college at the same time, but most days I can't shower without needing to take at least an hour of rest afterwards. I'm scared, I'm angry at my own inabilities, especially for things I've been able to do before, and I'm no longer living alone and I watch as all of the financial struggles now affect my beloved girlfriend as well.

I've tried getting on disability and got denied, and need to resubmit when I'm allowed to. I'm at a loss and I'm just constantly terrified, and I don't know what to do. Sorry.

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Rabbit Hole!! Maybe something else, not sure how long I'll be live.

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Gonna play some Space Engineers and then either House Flipper 2 or Cassette Beasts, not sure yet. Come hang out <3

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Okay I posted this and forgot to say it'd be in about an hour when I made it (About 30 mins from now) Oops!

Okay fuck it Palworld stream in a world me and my beloved Msinput have been playing. We're pretty late into the game but I wanna play it today but I also wanna stream so <3

Lots of base management and going around killing bosses and stuff.

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Okay fuck it Palworld stream in a world me and my beloved Msinput have been playing. We're pretty late into the game but I wanna play it today but I also wanna stream so <3

Lots of base management and going around killing bosses and stuff.

[windfaemaiden]

I feel really bad asking for help but I've been unable to work for a few weeks now. I've been doing a lot of physical work and my body feels like its just broken down for good at this point, and I'm terrified tbh. I've been putting my girlfriend who I live with under financial stress due to my inability to pay for bills besides my own even while I was working, but now I'm sinking more into the negatives and I desperately need help. I can't keep putting this strain on her income, and I need to be able to live while I'm getting tests done by doctors to figure out why I'm in constant pain and can barely move these days. I recently went to the ER for the pain and how it affected me mentally very recently, and I feel very lost and scares these days.

Long story short, disabled trans woman looking for any financial help.

Here's a link to my Ko-fi, I'm not currently doing commissions as I haven't been able to work on past ones for a long while (I will get those to you eventually, as best as I can, I promise I haven't forgotten) Ko-fi is the easiest but feel free to reach out if it isn't an option. Sorry and thank you for your time.

I'll put more info under a read more, if you want more of an explanation about my health and why I'm scared and struggling.

I've had chronic pain, mostly situated in my chest (which is terrifying, I'm sure you can guess why) since I was 12, well over half my life ago at this point. The pain mostly showed up while stressed or working out a lot, stuff like that. Over the years it got slightly worse, but starting about 2 years ago or so, the pain started getting exponentially worse and worse. November of 2023 I went to an urgent care due to pain while I had a slight cold, and I ended up seeing my primary doctor about the pain. It was misdiagnosed (by a different doctor) when I was younger as Chostochondritis, but that from what I remember has no cases of being chronic. I went through a few different meds to try and help with the pain, and my current dr said I most likely had fibromyalgia, gave me some meds that often help with the pain from it, and he was right.

Day 1 of taking the meds made me feel the best I had in years, but sadly, due to working a very physical job for about the past 6 months, my body feels more worn down than ever. I worked this same job only a few years ago working over 40 hours a week, but I could barely keep up working only around 14. On top of all this, I might also have rheumatoid arthritis or something else going on as well, which is compounding the pain. Ngl its been extremely depressing and stressful watching myself in real time being unable to work and do things I could do only a couple of years ago. I used to be able to work and go to college at the same time, but most days I can't shower without needing to take at least an hour of rest afterwards. I'm scared, I'm angry at my own inabilities, especially for things I've been able to do before, and I'm no longer living alone and I watch as all of the financial struggles now affect my beloved girlfriend as well.

I've tried getting on disability and got denied, and need to resubmit when I'm allowed to. I'm at a loss and I'm just constantly terrified, and I don't know what to do. Sorry.